Nikhat"It's done", I say, finding Mia and Irtaza talking near the window.Both of them squirm abruptly with my presence and pass me a smile. I think they were having some private conversation. "Please, join", I smile and walk to the living room. I'm surprised that Ruzina isn't bothering Irtaza with her rants. Abbu must have handled her. However, she's staring at Irtaza for a long time. The silence is also kinda awkward."So, where's Mia's apartment?" I ask, breaking the silence."Here itself. I have booked another lodge until your parents are here", Irtaza says. "I see!" I mutter. We finish the coffee quietly and they get up to take leave. I walk with Mia to the exit, following Irtaza. "Take care, Nick", Mia shares a side hug."You too", I smile.Mia walks towards the car. Since the area is big enough, her apartment can be too far to walk. As Mia gets inside the car, Irtaza turns to me. "Thanks for the coffee", Irtaza says."You're welcome", I hesitate. "And I'm sorry you might
KaifI returned to the resort after roaming near the alley for almost an hour. As far as I remember around that time Nikhat comes to her balcony. I have been going there at the same time every night just for the small eye to eye meeting with no words— only eye contact and smiles. Today she didn't come. I'm somehow disappointed. To get rid of the anxiety, I lie on the bed and look over at the ceiling. Then I close my eyes for a while to sleep. But I can't. I keep changing positions to sleep. I think it has become a regular habit for me.I jump off the bed and breath heavily for a while, looking straight at the wooden floor. What am I doing? That was not a plan. I wasn't supposed to get used to her again. Loving is a different thing. But being used to a person is another thing. I know if I keep doing this, things are gonna be even tough for me when I would leave. I get on my feet and come out of my room, walking through the lobby. Sleep has literally broken all the ties with me ever s
kaifI finally blurt out, waiting for her reply. "Like what?" She asks, confused. Did she really not understand what I'm trying to say?"Zoya!" I exclaim. "I think he likes her""So, you think bosses should dislike their employees"This girl might have lost it today. Why is she acting like she isn't getting anything?"Not like that", I screech. "Like what?"Now, it's being frustrating. "Zoya, you can clearly understand what I'm trying to say. Can't you?" I shrug."Yeah. I can. But I'm not getting why you're so concerned about that. Okay, fine. He likes her. Maybe. So what?"I can't reply. Really. So what?"So what, Kaif? Didn't you already tell me that you're happy with the things? You said you don't wanna tell her about your feelings. Then you should stop caring if anyone is interested in her. You shouldn't be affected", her words are harsh but true. However, how am I gonna convince to myself? Even I'm tired of convincing you that again. But whenever it hits my sanity, I lose it
KaifI know things are going out of my hands but it's high time to pick my broken self up and fix them.I also know that it won't be easy to fix myself. I'm gonna lose it again. But this time I'll try to be as positive as possible. While thinking about all this my phone buzzes. I pick it out of my pocket and look at the screen. Surprisingly, it's Nikhat. I sigh and stare at the screen. How am I gonna handle myself when she's around? Anyway, why is she calling me at this hour? I hope everything is fine. I didn't find her on the balcony either. Concerned, I pick her phone up. "Hey", I beam, wiping all the anticipation away. I don't want her to ask unwanted questions."Hi", her voice is low and sluggish. As I feel myself lost again in her deep voice, I don't even realise she might be waiting for me to say something."I hope I didn't wake you up", she adds before I can say anything. Her voice is shaking slightly as if she's nervous about how to say something. "No. I wasn't sleeping",
kaif"I didn't expect you to come", she mutters."Why so?" I ask.This is the first time we are communicating in this place. It's not a silent moment anymore. "Just like that", she says. "You should have slept until now""I'm not feeling like to", I tell her. "Why? Is anything wrong?" Her voice is a bit concerned. "Just stressed out about the work. Zoya is leaving in a couple of days and I have to take over all this then", I mumble, keeping eye contact. "Isn't it good news then?" She beams. "I mean you have such a good opportunity to prove your capabilities even more"Her excitement makes me a bit excited too. Damn! I was so scared a while ago. Even now I'm scared a bit. Not to the extent where I had to think of quitting. I still have that fear though."I know but I don't think I can carry that. So, I was getting worried", I scratch my head, breaking eye contact with her so she doesn't see the anxiety on my face. "I hope Zoya changes the plan anyway""Why do you feel so, Kaif?" He
Author's POVRuzina walks back into the lodge with a burden of thoughts in her head. She has been thinking about Irtaza ever since she overheard them and from that moment, she's trying to figure out what she should do. She turned her sister down, making false excuses and it's now clear to her that she wants Nikhat to get married to Irtaza as soon as possible.Ruzina doesn't have any children which are why she has always been insecure about her life further since Ridwan has already been retired. Nikhat grew up as a beautiful woman over time and she knew Nikhat could be the medium to solve all her insecurities. She wanted to control her life and trade her as an investment always. That was why she manipulated Ridwan against Abrar since he was not rich enough. She forced Nikhat to get married to Hasan Malik— a citizen of the UK to ensure she gets enough profit out of Nikhat's marriage.She was indeed getting it from Hasan. Even when Nikhat informed them about Hasan's second marriage— he
NikhatIt's been a while since I've sat here in the dark alley with Kaif. It's so strange that I have never explored this alley in the last six months but today I did. With him. I'm also a bit concerned about Ruzina and Abbu being in the lodge. They might be wondering where I have been. I'm sure Ruzina is gonna make a fuss about it to abbu as she has always been doing about me. I remember those days when I couldn't be a single minute late to return from school and Ruzina used to complain to abbu, saying I had been disappearing for hours. I can't forget those dreadful days and somewhere I used to believe Ruzina is acting like all the typical mothers as she had made me believe all mothers are like that. I used to think she was strict and wanted the best for me. As I grew up, I realised it wasn't a normal thing. But then, it was too late. Abbu wouldn't believe me if I said anything against her. He used to think I had gone reckless. I never complained for years. Then why at that moment
Nikhat"Nikhat!" He whispers my name but I don't look up. I feel him holding my hand tightly and I hold the edge of the bench. Then I sense him decreasing the gap between us. He uncovers my face, lifting my hair from my cheek and tucking them behind my ear. I can feel him staring at me which makes me blush harder. "Look at me", he leans down to my ear and whispers. I squirm with his warm breath fanning my skin. As I don't respond to his words, he lifts his hand to me and slides two of his fingers across my jaw, slowly nudging my face towards him. I finally look up at him. Our eyes meet. He smiles, peering at me as if he's scanning each detail of my face. I had never been so comfortable with anyone's gaze the way I'm with him. It seems to be pure and peaceful. Most importantly, I love it. He locks his hand with mine and gets closer to my face. Enough closer which forces me to drop my gaze in shyness. "Why do you always steal your gaze from me?" He whispers. "I want you to look