I turned away, not wanting to see his face as I left. The last thing I need is for him to look at me like I’m an animal who needs to be taught at something. But then he called my name and pulled me back into the room. “What’s wrong? ”
I shake my head. It took me too long to realize that I looked like a grumpy kid.
“Nothing,” I say.
He doesn't leave it alone. In fact, he presses closer to me until our bodies are almost touching and leans against me. “It doesn’t take a genius to tell when you’re lying to me,” he says. I look up at him.
The corner of his lips are quirked in a slight smile, but his eyes don’t give anything away. I know he sees right through me.
“Fine,” I mutter. I don’t want to talk about it though.
"Was it because of what I said?"
He says slowly. When I don't answer immediately he sighs and pulls me closer still so that we're both leaning against each other. “Sol?”
He nudges my shoulder, trying to get me to acknowledge him. He's looking at me expectantly when I turn to face him.
"Look at me."
Reluctantly, I glance up at him. His brown eyes are gentle and sincere and they hold a hint of worry behind them.
"How did you know I was a helsing?"
"It just came from you. No one asks about helsings unless they are one. "
I nod slowly, understanding the logic. Helsings have a way of changing how you think about things. Some people might become religious or religious zealots for a while, but most people don't. I haven't been able to meet any helsings in my life. We're extinct.
Helsings are not monsters or evil witches. They're human beings with abilities and lives and feelings and dreams and worries, no matter what anyone else says.
"Do you want.. to meet one of them?" He asks cautiously. I guess this conversation really wasn't what I expected.
Why? Is this... for real? Will he even allow me? Maybe. Maybe. Hopefully.
My mouth opened, ready to give an answer to what he just offered to me.
" Vlad..." a familiar voice crept between our conversation. He continued, "It's nice to see you here."
My face lit up, flinching to where the voice came from just to find a grumpy Lord Minir by the exit of the bookshelves. Count Vlad pulled himself away from me, creating a big gap between us as a respect to my master. I smiled at Lord Minir. I was dismayed when he gave me a dry glance and glared at Count Vlad.
"Leave. I need to speak to my blood slave."
My eyebrows furrowed when he emphasized the last words. I nodded at Count Vlad to affirm him that it's okay to leave.
"Atlas, kindly escort Count Vlad to his carriage." Lord Minir commanded as Count Vlad left from our sight.
We listened to the retreating footsteps as it disappeared just as the victorian doors closed. I clasped my hands altogether behind me, waiting for my master to say something. I lifted my eyes to see the expression on his face only to find him solemnly staring at the old books.
What is he thinking? If I still know nothing about him, I would be shrinking in my position right now. He's intimidating. That alone radiated power, dominating my whole existence.
My fingers curled as I anticipated to hear him say something, atleast something to lighten up the mood or so, or a gesture to let me know that he's aware of my presence.
"So, do you like him?"
My eyes widened at the sudden question. I stuttered, "W-What?"
"Do you like Vlad?"
I paused... and answered straightly, "Yes... he's a good mentor."
He smirked as if he just won the lottery, or he was just literally mocking me.
"Why?"
What does that even mean?
"Do you like him as a man?"
I shook my head and he pondered on my reaction.
"Hm, I wonder why."
"Why wonder? Am I supposed to like him, master?"
" No. Don't even try to, darling." He looked at me. I smiled so he glared at me while saying, "I see that you have been getting closer with each other lately. Being touchy. "
I thought about it for a few seconds, not moving my head as if it were going to make me remember something about it. Is he mad? Since when was I getting touchy with Count Vlad?
"So? He's not married yet and so am I."
I swear. Books have a bad influence into me. Just look how I answered back at him! And worse of it all, it was a line from a romance book I just read! Oh god!
"Sol." His voice sounded threatening.
" M-Master—"
"Are you thinking of marrying that bastard?"
" S-Sometimes. I don't think there's something wrong with that. I even tried thinking about Atlas getting married to you..."
" Rubbish!" He turned to me, " Enough with that, woman. I don't want to hear any rubbish coming from those kissable lips of yours. "
With just one step, he enclosed the space between us, filling the gap of my empty soul. I breathed in to his perfume that covered me as he got closer.
"God, I missed your lips. "
My eyes widened when his lips devoured me, gloriously pushing his tongue inside my mouth. Slowly, I shut my eyes close and let myself feel the sweetness , the romance that was radiating from him.
His eyes roamed my body, traveling to my curves and places no one has ever touched before except for him. Lord Minir placed his hand behind my head, gripping my hair as if he was putting me into place, making me steady and move into sync with him.
He let go. Breathing heavily. Almost suffocating from the kiss that we both shared. Lord Minir lifted my chin and placed the last kiss he was going to give to me.
I savored it and waited for him to say something when he moved away.
Finally, he spoke.
"I came home right away when Atlas sent me a message saying...there was fire in your room. "
" I-I don't know w-where it came from... "
" It doesn't matter what happened. All that matters is you're safe. I'm sorry. I was away for too long. "
" I-It's okay, M-Master. "
He smirked, " Hm... I always go crazy with those eyes of yours. "
I bit my lower lip.
"I'm a little thirsty, darling. Shall we? "
"Don't move." Frozen on my spot, Lord Minir lifted me and let me sat on top of his desk. He pushed himself closer to me so my legs opened up a little, making him stand in the middle of my knees. His cold, calloused hands rested on my kneecaps. "How have you been lately?" "I'm fine," I answered. " You don't look so fine to me, darling." "W-What do you mean? " I remembered about my sudden change of appearance and become conscious of my eyes. My eyes are blue! How could I forget?! "You look taller, slimmer, your skin glows better than the first time I saw you. You look mature. Like a full woman with these... " my lips parted when he slightly touched my covered breasts before moving them back to my thighs. He continued, "... and these... " "W-What do you mean?" " They grew . " I annoyingly rolled my eyes, " Yeah, right, master. I forgot you like girls with bigger boobs, and bigger butts. " " How did you know?" I gasped, " How? Your fia
The luxury in life was never a big deal to me until I came to the mansion of Lord Minir, where I was introduced to all things sparkly , romantic and dark. Looking back at the years I lived when I was in the shelter, I would gross at these expensive things. But now, I'm wearing one of it. Gerber put on the expensive rose oil in my body, making my skin looked healthier and smoother. She also made sure that my scent will always be catchy, heads shall turn when I walk pass them. My hair was in an updo with expensive silver clips around it, forming a flower and leaves combination. She dressed me up in a long, black and red dress. It drops on the ground, covered the point of my black shoes. She, Gerber herself, was wearing a brown dress with the same length as mine. The only difference is my ruffled sleeves and her normal ones. Atlas, on the other hand, looked stunning in her dark emerald dress that glimmers with her silver jewels. We looked like spoiled daughters of arti
"Did you went to the library?" he asked. " No, master—" He squinted his eyes, " The truth, woman. " "Um, yes. I took a book that Count Vlad gave to me." Lord Minir shrugged, not minding whether it was important or not. He stared at me for a long while as if he was waiting for me to reveal the book. I took it out from the sheets and showed him. He glanced at it before deciding to read again. "You can bring anything to my room. Just don't make a mess, " He said. " Yes, master! " I cheerfully opened the book, put the candlelight beside it while eating my food. He would glance at me everyone now and then but I was too indulged to what I was reading that I forgot he was around. Helsings ruled the Doria Kingdom years ago. They were the rulers, and the protectors . They were like sages or mages, or even wizards but higher than them. They know power, they control elements, they were divine. The Great Priestess, Selestia, control the division betwe
I don't understand any words that Lord Minir has spoken. It seems to be quite possessive, something I do not agree with. He's right that at some point, he bought me and he owned my very being. But keeping me away from people who socializes with me are just plainly stupid. Or worse, I don't even know how to describe how much this offends me. I pulled my hand away, trying to break free from the pain of his grip. He turned to me, bloodshot eyes as if I had done a terrible thing. "It hurts..." I croaked, not wanting to let him know that his reaction is hurting me. He sighed, and calmed down. His hot head is still fuming, I know of that as a matter of fact, but I don't intend to make him feel even more upset. It's just not right for me. " Look...""Look, what? You're hurting me with your grip." I moved away. His shoulders fell as if he's slowly making himself look gentle, like a feather that landed on my smooth skin. I gulped as I realized how much he regretted what he just did. I kno
It felt like I was oblivious of what was going on around me. I don't know what to do and I don't have anything in mind. Except for the book in my hand that I am staring at. The thick pages of old paper and the heavy leather cover felt cold in my palm and fingertips. Questions flooded my mind. Have I gone crazy back then? Do vampires really go crazy when they smell blood in the open air? Or is he just hungry? I don't know. I want to know though. Atlas entered the chamber with warm water in a wooden basin and cotton cloth. She didn't say a word while making sure that there was enough warmth and enough herbs to put in the bite. After she cleaned it, she rubbed some ointment on the wound and it healed. She gently caressed her thumb on my pulse. Hastily, I pulled it back from her. "Are you scared of me now, Sol?" I stared at her, not knowing what to answer. Am I supposed to say that I'm not scared even though my body reacted in a different way? He bit me. He was a vampire. And Atlas i
The coldness of his voice made me shiver. His hands travelled on the side of the chair, resting on the space beside my thighs. Lord Minir leaned closer, his face a few inches away from mine, and his breathing felt like frost on a summer day. "Hm, did it hurt? " he asked. "Y-Yes." He smirked, " As it should. Any bite that doesn't come from me will hurt... a lot. " Is that really true? I haven't heard something like that before. Is it because I am his blood slave? "Why?" I hesitated. He looked at me, his eyes were scanning my face from my very lips and back to my eyes. "Well..." He glanced at my lips again. "I am your master. You oblige only to me, darling." Yeah, right. What was I even thinking anyway? That night, I expected for him to want or need me. Instead, he stayed out of our chamber and lit a candle for me to sleep. I expected him to come and comfort my longing soul. But what was I expecting? Why did I even expect? He already told
"He really did say that?" Gerber asked again.I shrugged, hesitating to tell her that even me felt threatened by Count Vlad's tone. I couldn't agree more that he could be right. The way lord Minir became gentle and killed someone for me was unbelievable. I mean, what am I anyway? I'm just a mere blood slave who has now become his blood bride. For who knows how long until he will get tired of my taste and decide to switch on a new one. I laid back on the bed, my corset still tight on my chest, but I didn't mind it. Gerber sat beside me, helping me sit again, so she can start brushing on my long, jet-black hair. Her hands were soft and careful on my hair as if they were golden strands. "I don't know much about Count Vlad, but he means well. These vampires are heartless, Sol. Once they'll know that something is threatening their kind, they will not hesitate to finish them off. But no worries. As long as Lord Minir will shelter you, you will remain unharmed by any generations of those b
The god of dreams forget to visit me that night, making me wide awake as I tossed myself around the chamber bed. What I saw that time was vivid. I was alive. I wasn't dreaming. It's too different from dreaming. What the hell am I even doing? I went to the balcony, and breathed in the night breeze. The silhouette of the branches touched the moon's yellowish orb. I stared at it longer than I should. I have never appreciated the moon. Or anything in this world before not until I was brought to this mansion, and Lord Minir taught me things. "So beautiful..." It might not be the only time I appreciated the moon for it's beauty. But I'm sure that it's the only time I actually think it's beautiful beyond words, beyond what I could think of. My eyebrows furrowed as I heard some movements inside the chamber. I went back and saw the books opened by the strong howls of wind, and the paper clipped by the pages was flown towards me. W