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CASSIAN I heard a knock on my door and walked over to open it. The moment I did, I froze. Standing in front of me was the most handsome man I had ever seen in my life. He was tall, broad, and packed with muscle. His grey eyes were sharp and cold, like he could see straight through me. His black hair was packed neatly in a bun, and even though he was just standing there, I could feel the heavy aura around him. He looked expensive. Dangerous. Like someone who didn’t waste time with small talk. He looked me up and down once before speaking. “I’m Rafael Vitali,” he said. His voice carried a slight British accent that made every word sound arrogant and expensive. “Your new bodyguard.” I blinked at him, still holding the door. “You?” Rafael raised one eyebrow slightly. “Is there a problem?” I quickly shook my head. “No… no problem.” He gave a small nod. “Good. I’ll be outside if you need anything.” Then he turned and walked away like he hadn’t just shaken my entire system. A few hours later, I was already regretting everything. Rafael was breathing down my neck. Everywhere I went, he followed. If I walked to the kitchen, he was right behind me. If I sat in the living room, he stood by the door like a statue. It was suffocating. I was sitting in the garden trying to get some air when my phone rang. It was Maya. I picked up and smiled when her face appeared on the screen. “Hey, Maya.” The moment she saw me, her eyes widened. “Cassian! What the hell happened to your arm?!” she screamed so loud I had to pull the phone away from my ear. I sighed. “It’s nothing serious. Just a small accident.” “Small accident my foot! That looks like a gunshot wound! I’m booking the next flight to Varynia right now—” “No, no, no,” I said quickly. “Maya, relax. I’m fine. It’s just a graze. The doctor already checked me.” She was still panicking on the screen. “Cassian, this is serious! Who’s protecting you over there? I swear if anything happens to you—” “I’m fine,” I repeated. “I have a bodyguard now. See?” I turned the phone slightly so she could see Rafael standing a few feet away. He was staring straight ahead with a bored expression on his face, like he couldn’t be bothered with anything happening around him. Maya paused. “That’s your bodyguard?” “Yeah.” She narrowed her eyes. “He looks scary.” “He is,” I muttered. Rafael didn’t even react. He just kept standing there like a statue. After I ended the call with Maya, I turned to him. “You can leave if you’re tired,” I said. “You don’t have to follow me everywhere.” He didn’t reply. I frowned. “I said you can go. I’m just sitting here.” Still nothing. I tried again. “Rafael. You can leave.” He finally looked at me, but his face didn’t change. “I was ordered to protect you,” he said calmly. “So I will.” I wanted to scream. Later that afternoon, I was walking in the garden again when a little boy from one of the servant families ran up to me. He was holding a small yellow flower. “Lord Cassian!” he said excitedly. “This is for you!” I smiled and bent down to take it. “Thank you. That’s very sweet of you.” Before I could even touch the flower, a hand snatched it from the child’s grip. I looked up in shock. Rafael crushed the flower in his hand without any expression and threw it on the ground. The little boy’s eyes immediately filled with tears. I stood up fast. “What the hell is wrong with you?!” The child started crying loudly. Rafael looked at me like I was the one being unreasonable. “It could be poisonous,” he said simply. I was so angry I felt like my head was going to explode. “Are you crazy?!” I shouted. “It’s a flower! From a child!” I quickly turned to the boy and crouched down, trying to calm him. “Hey, it’s okay. Don’t cry. Uncle Cassian still likes your flower, okay? Thank you.” The boy was still sobbing as I patted his head. After a while, he ran off, still crying. I stood up and glared at Rafael. “You’re insane,” I said through gritted teeth. “Absolutely insane.” He didn’t even blink. I was so angry that I marched straight to Dante’s office. I didn’t even knock. I pushed the door open and walked in. My uncle, Lord Ashford, was also there. They both looked up when I entered. “Cassian?” my uncle said, surprised. “What’s wrong?” I pointed behind me. “This bodyguard is crazy! He just crushed a flower a child gave me and made him cry! For what? Because it ‘could be poisonous’? Are you hearing this?” Dante didn’t even bat an eye. He just leaned back in his chair. “That’s the Head of Intelligence,” he said calmly. “He’s doing his job.” I stared at him, shocked. “His job is to make children cry?!” I asked. My uncle just shrugged. “You were in danger, Cassian. He’s only trying to protect you.” I turned to my uncle, desperate. “Uncle Ash, say something! This is ridiculous!” Before my uncle could reply, Rafael’s voice came from behind me. I didn’t even realize he had followed me. “His Majesty asked me to protect you,” Rafael said, his voice cold and steady. “Protect you, I shall.” I turned around slowly, ready to curse him out. But before I could open my mouth, Dante called my name firmly. “Cassian.” I swallowed the swear words that were already on my tongue and just glared at Rafael instead. Then I turned around and walked out of the office in anger. Three weeks later, I was packing my bags with a big smile on my face. I was finally going back to the United States. No more Rafael following me everywhere. No more cold stares. No more crushed flowers. I was free. I was folding my clothes when someone knocked on my door. “Come in,” I said. The door opened and Dante walked in. I looked up and smiled. “Hey. I’m almost done packing.” Dante didn’t smile back. He just stood there and said, “Rafael is going with you.” My hands froze on the shirt I was holding. I slowly turned to look at him. “…What?” “He’s going with you to the United States,” Dante repeated. “He’ll continue protecting you there.” I sat down on the bed like all the strength had left my body. “No,” I said. “No, no, no. I already have bodyguards back home. My dad won’t let anything happen to me. I don’t need Rafael.” Dante’s face didn’t change. “It’s already decided.” I stood up again. “Dante, please. I’m begging you. I can’t deal with him anymore. He’s… he’s a psychopath. He’s worse than the three of you combined and that’s saying something!” Dante still didn’t react. “He’s the only one I trust with this,” he said simply. “Rafael will go with you.” Then he turned around and walked out of the room. I stood there in the middle of my room, staring at the door. Then I slowly sat back down on the bed. I looked at my half-packed bag and felt all the happiness drain out of me. I was going back to the United States with Rafael. I covered my face with both hands and groaned loudly. “Fuck my life.”CHAPTER 113RAFAELA week after the shopping trip, I was beginning to suspect that the silence from the palace wasn't accidental.On Tuesday morning, I stood alone in the study with the door shut, my second phone in one hand and the other resting against the edge of the desk. It was a little after seven, and Cassian was still asleep upstairs. I'd tried Dante twice since the previous evening, both times through numbers he knew not to ignore without a reason. Neither call had gone through. Lucien's line rang until the recorded message played, while Kade's didn't ring at all. I tried Dante once more, waited for the call to end, then lowered the phone.I wasn't going to keep calling the same people from the same device. If they were being monitored, repeated attempts would only make things easier for whoever was watching. If they weren't being monitored, the lack of response was still a decision someone had made.Last week, Lucien had answered Cassian in less than three rings. He'd laughe
CHAPTER 112CASSIAN He kissed the corner of my mouth, then my cheek, before turning his attention to my neck. I tipped my head back against the wall, giving him room, and closed my eyes when his lips found the sensitive spot beneath my jaw."You're leaving marks," I reminded him."That's the point.""You're unbelievable.""You knew that before you got involved with me.""Unfortunately."He lifted his head to look at me, and I grinned at him. His expression changed immediately."What's so funny?""You.""Careful, Cassian.""Or what?"He answered by kissing me again, and whatever I might have said disappeared. I held on to him while he carried me down the hall, his steps steady despite my weight and my complete refusal to make the journey easy for him.When we reached the bedroom, he set me on the bed long enough to retrieve the shopping bag he'd brought in with us. I pushed myself up on my elbows and watched him pull out the things we'd bought earlier.The lubricant came first, follow
CASSIAN I took out my phone while she calculated the total, briefly checking my messages. Maya had sent me two texts asking whether I'd eaten and one asking if I was still looking at the comments. I ignored the last one and replied that I was out shopping, then put my phone away just as the stylist turned the tablet toward me.I reached for my card, but Rafael caught my hand before I could tap it against the reader."What are you doing?" I asked.He moved my hand away from the machine and took out a black card from his wallet. I'd never seen it before, and I was fairly certain I would've remembered a card that looked like it belonged to someone who bought buildings for fun.He placed it on the reader.The machine approved the payment almost immediately.I stood there with my own card still between my fingers, staring at him while the stylist continued arranging the bags as if nothing unusual had happened."Since when do you have that?"Rafael put his wallet away. "Since before I met
CHAPTER 111CASSIANI found Rafael in the study a little after eleven, sitting behind his desk with his laptop shut and a glass of water beside his hand. I was still in my sweats and his shirt, with my hair looking like I'd spent the night fighting my pillow and losing. My lip hurt whenever I moved it too much, and I'd already made the mistake of checking the comments under the clip three times that morning. If I did it a fourth time, Maya would somehow sense it from across the city and call to remind me that I was supposed to be resting.I leaned against the doorframe and pointed at him. "Get dressed. We're going out."Rafael looked up from the glass. "Where?""Shopping.""Shopping for what?""Clothes. Shoes. Jewelry. Perfume. Whatever else I find interesting while we're there." I walked into the room and pulled out the chair opposite his desk, sitting down before he could ask me another question. "I'm bored, you're underdressed, and if I stay in this house much longer, I'm going to
CHAPTER 110RAFAELThe elder line rang at half past nine, while Cassian was in the shower and the kitchen still smelled like the coffee I hadn't finished. I took it in the study and shut the door. I already knew the voice. I didn't sit."You've been difficult to reach," he said."You've been difficult to miss.""Don't be clever. Phase two was supposed to move this month. We sent instructions. You didn't answer them. The council notes stopped. The men we placed for you stopped hearing from you. Explain it.""There's nothing to explain. I'm done."He was quiet long enough that I heard someone else shift on his end of the line. "Done with what.""The plan. The vote. The seat. I'm not progressing it, and I'm not going to. You can take my name off the list.""You don't take your name off a list we built. You were raised for this. We pulled you out of that house, we trained you, we kept the line alive when the palace said it was dead. You don't get to decide the work is finished because Ame
CHAPTER 109RAFAELI tried Dante first, because he answers even when he doesn't want to. It was late morning in the house and Cassian was still upstairs with the ice pack and his phone facedown, so I took the call in the study and shut the door. The line rang out. I tried Lucien next. Same result. Kade's number went to a recorded message that wasn't his. I stood at the desk with the phone in my hand and didn't call again right away, because three misses in a row isn't a coincidence and calling a fourth time from the same device would only confirm I was looking.I waited an hour. I made coffee. I checked the locks. I answered Maya's text about the legal note with a time, nothing else. Then I used the second phone, the one that doesn't sit on Cassian's counter, and sent the short encrypted note I use when I need a body in a room and not a conversation. Dante's channel returned a receipt and nothing after it. Lucien's returned a line that said the council was in session and to route rout







