MasukBrinda's P.O.V
I kept looking at the ceiling, wondering what connection Jason had with Miss Cash, but my head kept going blank, which only got me more frustrated than ever.
“God, I hate my life right now.” My mind kept thinking of the worst, as always, but I knew that I needed a distraction to redeem my brain back to normal state.
I stretched my hand under the pillow and checked the time — 7:11 p.m and I felt like time wasn't on my side today.
“Brinda, love, you've got to get a hold of yourself baby, you got this.” My brain kept saying in a tiny, faint voice, but I knew I still needed something to relax my system.
I crept out towards the door hoping that I won't get a sight of Jason because I know it would never end well.
“Ouch” my foot hit the wall forcefully, creating excruciating pain. “Can today get any worse?”
I slowly found my way down to the kitchen, hoping to get some alcohol to calm my nerves. I looked around at how expensive his kitchen gleamed and wondered if he did anything here. “Gosh, his kitchen is so beautiful, it's just a pity… too bad the owner isn't pretty on the inside.” While ransacking the wine cabinet.
“Finally — my favorite. Merlot. It's been long. I remember how I fell in love with you, and it's so good to see you again.” which my lips got talking to the non object but it gave me peace.
I poured a glass, desperate for that first calming sip, only to behold a dark shadow from the corner staring at me, which almost gave me a heart attack. “H-hey, who's there, show yourself and face me like a damn adult,” with my hands still shaking while holding the wine in one hand.
I kept bracing myself for anything to happen, and I wasn't going down without a fight. “Do you know how to fight, girl?” my mind kept floating on which was the worst time.
As the figure kept moving towards me, stepping into the light area in the kitchen — I embrace myself for a battle.
His steps were quiet, deliberate. Like a predator stalking prey. I should've run — but my legs, my heart, refused to move.
As my hands got ready to strike, I was astonished at the broad–built figure in front of me with his biceps calling my name. “It's insane how I still crave him… despite the emotional chaos he brings.”
“What are you doing here?” He said while staring at me with his ocean eyes locked on my body, lingering shamelessly on my radiated lingerie while his hand slid down my shoulder.
He kept on staring at me with so much lust that for a second I felt I saw hunger written in his eyes for me.
“Well, if you must know, I came to drink and I don't know how it's any of your business,” pouring the wine into the glass cup.
“Drinking now, huh? Pathetic. Just like the choices you make.” with his hands inside his pocket like he owns the world.
“Your cruel words don't faze me anymore, Jason. Besides, if you want a drink all you could have done was ask instead of playing Mr you know it all,” while sipping the wine slowly to irritate him even more.
“So my words don't have any effect on you. Amazing which I need to know more,” while he kept coming closer to me.
I could feel the tension arising between us, but I refuse to give into his demand, “If he's playing with fire, I'll be the wildfire.”
As I kept on sipping the wine, my mind lost track of his movements, only to see him standing an inch away from me, which made my heart skip.
“Why does it seem you are ignoring my look?” He said, swiftly raising my chin in his direction, which made my pussy drip.
“Why the hell are you showing him you want this? Get a grip, Brinda.” but I knew deep down that I wanted him to rip off my dress.
He kept looking into my eyes like I was his, and the whole world fell still when his scent invade my senses, making my body betray every restrained emotion.
I wanted to fight him, but a powerful force kept me standing still, waiting for his next line of action, which was getting me restless.
He looked at me, only licking his bottom lips while whispering in my ears, “If you weren't a whore, I would have eaten you up, but you are just like every public girl I met.”
His words broke my heart into pieces, and I immediately slapped his hands off my chin while taking the last sip of wine to soothe my restless night.
“I hate you so much, Jason, and I can't wait to get you out of my life for good,” while storming my way up to my room not caring what he had to say.
Trust me, Jason. I’ll find out who you really are — and once I do? It ends with my winning, Jason. You'll see.
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Brinda's P.O.V My mind was louder than the silence in me which kept on filling thoughts about Jason. What Sofie said and the safety of my baby. “I'm so glad I decided to stroll this moment.” while stretching my arms. That was when I saw it. A small sign nailed to a pole just few steps from where I was. Prenatal Yoga— Gentle movement. Calm mind. Healthy baby. I stared at it longer than neccesary. “Maybe it would not be such a bad idea to try it out besides it would be nice seeing new faces.”I said to myself. I quickly loosened the bun tied on my hair to feel more relaxed while heading to the address. The yoga studio was warm and quiet when I arrived. Soft music floated through the air, calming without being intrusive. The scent of lavender wrapped around me the moment I stepped inside, and for the first time in days, my shoulders relaxed slightly.I glared around to notice that I wasn't the only pregnant woman here which brought so much warmth to my soul. Women of different
Brinda's P.O.V My phone buzzed on the table. I picked it up with shaking hands. Sofie was calling. “Bri?” her soft voice filled my ear. “Hey…” I mumbled, sliding onto my bed. The house felt too quiet. “You sound tired," she said. “Rough night?”I shrugged.” Kind of. Just… thinking.”“ About leaving?” she asked quietly. “ I don't know, Sof”, I admitted.” I keep going back and forth. One minute I think I can't stay here, the next I feel I should give him another chance.”Sofie’s voice was calm. “Bri… listen. I won't tell you what to do. But… about Jason…” She hesitated. “Are you sure he's being honest?”“What do you mean?” I frowned. “I mean… Mrs. Abigail said he's worried. But Bri… sometimes people show worry, and it's not for you. It's for themselves.”I frowned deeper. “Are you saying…”“I'm saying, I don't know,” Sofie said softly. “But you know him. Think about the way he talks, how he acts when he thinks no one's watching. Something feels off.”I let out a bitter laugh. “
Brinda's P.O.V I didn't sleep that night. No matter how many times I turned on Sofie’s couch, the thoughts kept following me like shadows that refuse to stay behind. The room was so quiet that the fan hummed softly above me, counting down the hours until morning. “Travel.” I muttered. The word kept circling my mind like a promise and a threat at the same time. If l left, I wouldn't see Jason's face again. I wouldn't have to hear his voice, or pretend his words didn't cut me deeper than I ever admitted. Leaving meant distance. Safety. Silence. But leaving everything also meant leaving what built me and made me stronger. “Why did loving someone have to feel like this.” I thought. At some point, I must have drifted off because the next thing I knew, soft movement stirred me awake. Sofie glanced at me with a smile from the kitchen counter already dressed and her hair neatly bun. “You're awake.” she said. “I don't think I had any form of sleep, Sofie,” I mummered, sitting up.
Jason P.O.V I woke up that morning with a strange tightness in my chest, the kind that actually made it difficult to breathe. Even before my eyes could fully open,my phone kept aggressively vibrating on the beside table. Once. Twice. Then nonstop. I quickly reached for my phone wondering what the commotion was all about when the message popped on my screen. Emergency board meeting. Your presence is required, sir. I quickly checked the time— barely past dawn. “Something was definitely wrong.” I whispered. I sat up rubbing my eyes slowly as heavy sigh escaped my lips. “I'm sure that I'm the reason for this urgent meeting which means whatever this meeting is about means more drama to handle.” I thought. I dressed up while my thoughts drifted to Brinda before I could stop them.I glanced towards her door, half-expecting to hear her footsteps, half-hoping she would walk towards me so we could finally talk— really talk to her. No accusation. No anger. Just honesty. But the room re
Jason P.O.VThe house smelled… warm. That was the first thing that hit me the moment I stepped in— garlic, onions, something simmering slowly, the kind of smell that wrapped itself around you without giving you permission. My chest tightened before my brains could catch up. “Brinda.” I whispered. My heart lifted like it has been waiting for this moment all my life. I shut the door behind me while moving slowly like she was going to disappear if I made so much noise. “Brinda's back to me,” I thought. She has to be. I loosened my tie, my mind already racing ahead on how I would apologize. “What I would say to her firstly or should I hold her or give her space.” I mummred. I had rehearsed every word layers with regrets and fear that I wasn't proud of what I would say. I had always looked at Brinda like she was disposable but everything would suddenly chnage. I followed the scent into the kitchen while my steps slower as I got closer.“Brinda—”The name suddenly left my lips.
Brinda's P.O.V “I don't want to go home, Sof,” I said softly as we stood outside the coffee shop. I hadn't planned to say them out loud, but once they left my mouth, I knew that they were true. Home didn't feel like home anymore. It felt like a place filled with memories I couldn't breathe around. Sofie stopped walking. She turned slowly while her eyes kept of searching me like there was something there. “Then don't,” she said gently. “Come with me.”I quickly hugged her “Thank you Sof, for being my safe place.”Her apartment welcomed us with warmth. The lights were soft, the space soft but comforting, like it has been designed to help broken people like me. I slipped off my shoes and stood awkwardly beside the door while Sofie moved around like the world was at her feet. “Bri, come and sit down before you pass out.” she said lightly while pointing towards the kitchen counter. I quickly sat while watching her put the ingredients from the fridge. The sound of chopping, sizzlin







