LOGIN☠︎~THE MONSTER~☠︎“You sure took your time, brother,” Julian says, taking a slow sip. “I was starting to think you'd forgotten who signs your cheques ever since you returned to the fold.”I don't answer right away. I let Julian think he’s won this round. He doesn't show it, but he’s super competitive and hates to lose. “Why did you call me here? I suppose there was a new assignment.”“Can't we hang out as brothers? I’m your big brother. I just wanted to show you the fun you're missing all the while you're cooped up in that cabin of yours.There is an actual life outside that cabin. Everything isn't about missions and assignments.” His eyes meet mine. He smiles. “Sometimes, I just want to spend time with my little brother.”Only a fool would believe him. If he were genuine about really spending some time with me, he would not have picked this place. Julian knows how much I hate this place.It’s one of our father’s legacy holdings—a wretched hive where rich pigs trade cash for sins they
Why did I have to be stubborn and run away? Instincts. That's what it was. It was pure survival instincts. I don't regret trying. But seeing Lex’s towering silhouette approach like an impending doom makes me reconsider my entire existence. Okay. I regret it. I regret running away.“Get away from me!”Screaming doesn't help. He takes each step slowly, making me shrink, sending fear straight into my pounding heart. I turn back around, slamming my fist hard against the door as if someone will magically open it from the outside. Before I can draw another breath to scream, Lex’s massive hand lunges forward. His fingers wrap around the back of my neck so tightly. He doesn't pull me down by my hair; he drags me backward until my naked body collides with his own. He holds me against him in a bear hug and carries me down the stairs. No matter how I try, I'm unable to wriggle free from his grasp. “You really thought you were fast enough, didn't you?” he whispers against my ear, his chest bru
Maybe Lex is right. He’s my sanctuary. He’s the only person who’s been truthful to me the entire time. He never lied that he was a good man. He showed me exactly who he was—a monster. He never had a reason to hide it from me.But the very people I loved tolerated me until they could not do it anymore. I can’t cry about it because what’s there to cry about? I don't scream. I don't sob or thrash against the sheets like Lex expects me to.I just stare at him, standing perfectly still as the world I thought I knew crumbles into dust. Something deep inside my chest—the last fragile thread holding my humanity together—finally snaps and I’m left with evil thoughts.When we were kids and our mother thought I pushed Claire down the stairs—I really wished I’d pushed her. I wished I’d done all the things they accused me of. At least then, I’d be certain Claire had a genuine reason for selling me off like that.“I won't be back until tomorrow,” Lex announces. “I’ll get your food before I leave.”
Lex is a master manipulator. I’ve tried to erase it from my mind, but I still remember how easily he walked into my family’s home and introduced himself as my boyfriend. He spun his lie so effortlessly that everyone bought it instantly.I fell under the spell of his deception and picked up lying as a habit to escape my family’s aggravating questions. At some point, I even started to believe we were a thing. That is the level of a liar I am dealing with.Your sister knew.Ha! What a sick joke. My sister knew that my psycho ex auctioned me off on the dark web? My sister was in on it and kept quiet? Does Lex actually expect me to fall for something that utterly absurd?“Hey, Little Bird. Lost in your thoughts?”“Go to hell.”A cruel smile touches his lips. “I’d rather go inside you.”One deep thrust and my body releases an ocean. I moan, quivering underneath his weight. His chest brushes against my hardened nipples, sending another tremor through me.“Look at how wet you are for me, even
It’s been ten days since Lex came home and found me bleeding on the floor. Well, my period ended five days ago. I can only hope the sight of my blood scarred him. But I'm so glad that the cramps are gone, too.There is only one thing left, though. This dull ache in my lower back and the lingering exhaustion that makes even sitting upright feel like a chore. And then there's him. Okay, maybe that's two things. Or three. I’ve lost count. But Lex is still here. He has barely said a word to me ever since that day. He brings my meals, watches me eat, and leaves.He washes my skin, treats my body like an instrument he owns. Like something to be maintained, sanitized, and used. I'm a human-sized sex doll. When he touches me, it's never gentle or affectionate. And I hate that I look forward to those intimate moments with him.I don't look forward to the pain. No. Not the humiliation either. Just the sound of his voice. I know it sounds pathetic. I know that for sure.But the reason I look fo
🌹~LITTLE BIRD~🌹He has plunged me into the darkness again.This is my fault. It is all my fault…My captor. My tormentor. I had imagined him bending me over, fondling my breasts, and claiming me in the shower. His soapy hands had rubbed my body, and I had craved him inside me. I know it’s wrong. I know I shouldn't want any of this, but my body betrays me every time.Months ago, before I even knew his name, I’d imagined him kissing me passionately in the shower without asking. I let myself enjoy the way he fucked me. That thought became my darkest secret. And when the time came, when he took me into the shower upstairs, his bare skin pressed against mine, I wanted to make that secret fantasy a reality.I didn’t care that I was bleeding. I wanted him to touch me. I wanted him to take me right there, to fuck the pain away until there was nothing left in my head but him. And he said no. He shut me down with that guard he always put up.I felt filthy and ashamed, like a desperate, horny







