(Warning; Mention of blood)Kay.I can't just go meet this unknown person in the dark.I have to wait for Carl first. Maybe we will come up with a plan to catch him since he's probably here.I place the flowers beside me and nod at the messenger who quickly walks away.The room feels warm with low music and couples whispering nothings to each other, it makes me wonder where my date is. It's been already 15 minutes and Carl hasn't returned.We are supposed to be on a date for fucks sake, why can't he just excuse the caller and have them call later.Is this how a man is supposed to treat his woman?"Are you ready to order?" the same waiter that brought me flowers, walks back to my table sending me the charming smile like earlier."Am waiting for someone, thank you?" I smile a little but inside, my heart is in great turmoil."It's okay beautiful," he says and I remember something, "Wait, who gave you those flowers?" I watch him closely and his smile wavers just a little. I can tell when
Kay.River?So he survived?I was hoping that he died, for some unknown reason, I don't trust this man.I quickly stand up before he could reach me and clear my dry throat, moving away from him.I'm not letting this fucker touch me."It's okay, I will just get a taxi" I mumble pointing at the upcoming yellow car."You are hurt" he points at my bloody hands but I ignore him, signalling for the car to stop. What he is doing here is questionable.I hope he doesn't think I like him in any way because I despise him so much, and after what Carl just did. Am done with this gender.The driver of the cab pulls over and I instantly get in, making sure my bloody hands are well hidden. When the car starts moving, I burst into another round of tears."Are you okay?" that is a very funny question, but I don't want to be rude to the old man."Yes, am fine" I mumble sniffling. I feel so lost, I don't know what to do without him.I depended on that man so much, I gave him my everything. I didn't even
Kay.Dean sits with me on their couch and keeps whispering comforting words to me but I know I won't be okay.Either way, I calm myself down. I don't want his dad to find me crying with bloody hands."Can I use your bathroom?" my voice comes out groggy from excess crying. From the look on his face, am sure I look pathetic. I know my eyes are puffy right now."Sure sweetheart" Dean stands up with me and walks up the stairs. He opens the door to his room and if I was in a good mood, I would have laughed at him. Carl gave me a smile and he took it with him, together with my heart.I have never been to Dean's room before. It is so big and very messy. Carl was so clean, his room was so immaculate than even mine.Dean opens the door to his bathroom and puts me down on my feet."Do you wanna talk about it?" he whispers pushing my hair away and I shake my head no."No please," I say and quickly turn away from him, if he continues looking at me with such pitiful eyes, I will keep crying."I
Kay.It's been three days and I haven't left this room not the bed.All I do is sleep, cry, shower and repeat. I know I'm behaving weak but that's what am feeling right now.Vulnerable.I haven't eaten anything and I feel the effect. My body lacks strength but I don't care.I have nothing to live for anymore."Kay, your dad is here" dean enters his room with the news and I grunt turning to the other side. Am being so difficult to him and I know it's not fair."Princess please" he pulls the blanket from my body and I groan tiredly sitting up. I have been wearing his clothes and I pray dad brought me something to change into.I drag my tired form out of his room and slowly descend the stairs. In the living room, is my father and two men. Well, and they are all wearing black.I feel so shaky. My body is worn out and I know I might fall sick anytime. Considering the amount of time I have been spending on the cold bathroom floor and the long cold showers.My father has his eyes on his phon
Carlos.We watch her silently leave the room and my heart clenches.She didn't even look at me.I hate myself for putting her through that shit.Kay looks tired, her eyes are swollen indicating how much she has been crying.Am stupid."Well, you fucked her up Carl" Ed breaks the silence in the room. Everyone is glaring at me and I don't blame them. I deserve the hate."I still don't understand why you had to go through with that plan, it's clear you hurt her badly," Ace says and I sigh looking anywhere but at them.I hurt both of us, I don't know how I will cope if she doesn't listen to me, or give us a second chance.I hope she didn't give up on us."She does not deserve that bro, I thought you knew better," Sam says pushing his chair back and standing up.Sam has always liked Kay, I don't know if it's because she's friends with Theo, but he always wants me to be careful with her.In fact, everyone likes Kay. She doesn't act like a bitch nor is she a loud mouth. She's kind and that p
Kay.I wake up to a hard naked chest, and from the manly scent it possesses, no doubt it's Carlos. He is holding me close to his body and I have my head on his chest.But how come?I remember falling asleep in Theo's bed. I didn't wanna be anywhere with this man and he just had to drag me back.Opening one eye to peep, he looks asleep and his breathing is even too. I slowly untangle from his grasp and sit up.I wanna stay in his arms forever. They are so warm and they feel like home. Why does he have to behave so dumbly sometimes?I had a fever as I predicted, and right now I still don't feel well but am better. I intended to sleep in Theo's room then today I could have him drive me home.I'm still gonna do that though, I feebly put my feet on the cold floor and walk to the bathroom.After brushing my teeth and changing into something warm, I exit the bathroom to go search for Theo but he's not in his room. So am assuming he'll be in the kitchen or his normal place at the swimming poo
Kay.Fuck me. Carl just said the words and it got everything in me disorganized.My heartbeat just raised a thousand folds and the butterflies in my tummy are unsettled. Should I turn back or ignore him and continue walking?That's what I wanted to hear right? That he loves me too.He feels the same way. Am so ecstatic and conflicted at the same time."I love you so much Kay and I don't want to end another day without you" he's now so close behind me and my body instantly reacts to his closeness.What do I do?"Please say something" he whispers holding my shoulders from behind. Get yourself together Kay.I slowly turn around and when my eyes meet his, he let me see all of his emotions.His desperation, sincerity, love, and finally determination.If he wasn't so stupid, I would have kissed him right now."Just tell me anything and I will do it, as long as you don't leave me" he mumbles snaking his arm around my waist and pulling my body to his.Tempting.I don't look away from his eyes
Kay.Carl is defeatedly laying on the bed with an oxygen mask on his face.Three doctors are surrounding him with bloody hands poking his stomach with some equipment.What did they do to him?"You are not supposed to be here" one of the men who are supposedly here to make sure no one enters is about to grab me but a voice stops him."Leave her alone" Carls's father demands and they quickly move away from me.The room is large, Only Ed and Carl's dad are present plus the guards.I stand on wobbly feet and slowly approach the operating bed. Damn, I don't understand why I have to cry this much.We just got back together but looks like fate is not in support of us."You don't have to watch that Kay, come here" Ed mumbles drawing me to his chest before I could reach the bed and I finally have the chance to let it all out.Nuzzling my face in his chest, I pray that wherever the bullet hit Is not a sensitive place and he will be okay.I can't lose him.Am still suffering from the consequences