โฆโขโโโฟ Some people wants to stand for you, But they bleed more in silence. โฟโโโขโฆ
๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ Apurna's Family has left now and I hate that they have now left because right nowโ It sucks sitting in front of your whole family and they have the same question for you ' ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ? ' My father had that judging face for me but his silence was thicker and it suffocates me to death. While My mother frowned, scratching her right palm. It's her thinking habit every time she does that she thinks hard and hardest. My sister kept blabbering how she is not interested in not giving her Lavender Saree to me for the one of function. Meanwhile, Ayush sat on the ground leaning on the couch munching chips as if watching a daily soap opera. Veins in my head throb painfully. I rub my forefinger between my brows, Trying to ease the pain. " Why do you not have any clothes to wear for a wedding? What about that Peach Sarara and that Navy Blue gown? " My mother's voice raised with every word. It makes me want to bang my head somewhere. " I have worn them in every function. Almost Every Family function " I held my head trying not to raise my voice, trying to keep it down but every passing second turned out harder. " Do you think we will buy you a new outfit for every function? If you wanted this type of luxury by wearing new clothes every day, You should have been born in some wealthy family " My father's words were laced with sarcasm and pure arrogance. " Nobody gave me choice! I didn't choose to born here. If I would have chosen, It wouldn't be here " My voice raised, Irritation was written on my face. " And If clothes were issue, You shouldn't have said yes to them. I didn't beg you to send me, I didn't asked them to ask you either. They wanted to- And you agreed. I was not involved in this " My words came out raw and harsh. My mother glares at me, A signal to shut your mouth. " I am not giving you any money for clothes " My father give his final words and left from there. Chittra opened her mouth for something but I cut her off " I don't even want that saree of yours, SHUT UP. Shut. Up. That saree of yours is now as old as your other clothes. Faded and worn off " I glare at her. I left my siblings there and made my way towards my room. I saw my mother coming out of her room with moisten eyes, My heart clenched painfully. She looks at me and blinks her tears away. " Don't ask him for money" I mumble to her. She looked at me for a moment then turned her back on me. I walk behind her in the kitchen. " Between yours and yours father ego. I am the one struggling, One don't wants to understand and other cannot held her tongue back. " Her voice cracked making me sigh in guilt and exhaustion. " I don't earn.... I have to ask him for money. I need to hold the weight of his words for what you choose " She wipe her tears as soon as they drop down. This time I turn my back on her. " I have my own money and I will buy clothes for myself. Don't ask him for money now, If you need just tell me. I will give you a monthly payment for this house. I earn too, Mumma " I left her in the kitchen and went back in my room. I sat down on my mattress rubbed my forehead. My throat tighten and a familiar ache spread from my heart. I took deep breathe and lean toward the cupboard beside my bed. I open the third drawer and take out my bottle of medicine. I look at the pale tablets before gulping down one with some water. I sink on my mattress just like that and close my eyes, letting the darkness take over. My feet sore and sensitive . I slowly sat up, opened my eyes. My hands tapped around my bed searching for my phone as soon as i felt it beneath my hand. I grabbed it and the first thing I saw made me wide awake. Crap! It's 10 Am and Mumma didn't come to get my ass out of bed? I ran inside the bathroom, brushed my teeths. I forced my stomach to dump the shit down and took the quickest shower possible. I put on my Short kurti with baggy jeans and wore my ankle socks, put my greasy hair in claw clip. I took my phone with me and left the room. When I reached downstairs, I was expecting a whole burst out but I was greeted with pure silence. " Mumma " I call out for her but still silence. I peaked in kitchen, there lie a note on counter. ๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฌ. ๐๐ถ๐บ ๐ค๐ญ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ, ๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ. ๐๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ, ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ณ๐ข. ๐๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฃ๐ถ๐บ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ช๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ฃ๐ด๐ถ๐ณ๐ฃ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ I sighed in relief before texting pari and preeti to help in shopping. ๐๐ฎ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ถ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ Anybody wants to go to shopping? ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ Did I just heard shopping from rOoHi!!??? ิษพฮฑฦฯ ส ฮฑ ฮกฮฑษพฮน I am in ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ I need to buy dresses for a wedding and it's not my wedding preeti. ๐ฏ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ Harami! Okay, I am on the way. ิษพฮฑฦฯ ส ฮฑ ฮกฮฑษพฮน Ready for the Shopping chaos, Girlies~ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ป๐ฑ I booked an Uber bike ride and left with my purse and bag. Let's begin this.โฆโขโโโฟ Some people wants to stand for you, But they bleed more in silence. โฟโโโขโฆ ๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ Apurna's Family has left now and I hate that they have now left because right nowโ It sucks sitting in front of your whole family and they have the same question for you ' ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ? ' My father had that judging face for me but his silence was thicker and it suffocates me to death. While My mother frowned, scratching her right palm. It's her thinking habit every time she does that she thinks hard and hardest. My sister kept blabbering how she is not interested in not giving her Lavender Saree to me for the one of function. Meanwhile, Ayush sat on the ground leaning on the couch munching chips as if watching a daily soap opera. Veins in my head throb painfully. I rub my forefinger between my brows, Trying to ease the pain. " Why do you not have any clothes to wear for a wedding? What about that Peach Sarara and that Navy Blue gown? " M
โฆโขโโโฟ If it's hard, It's life โฟโโโขโฆ ๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ It's been a few weeks since the hot event that happened between me and my father. I got an earful from my mother and in the next three days, everyone forgot about it. Today was hectic, I had to do some new Chorus for the Upcoming Dance performance of the Film Fare Event. Teaching a celebrity could be hard and if that person is none other than Karan Johar. It's a tragedy. I don't understand why that guy doesn't stop at his Tea with Karan show. I mean, He is the worst Dancer if you ask me. Not because he dances worse; Cause he has so many excuses. Like seriously. Change this, Change thatโand his ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด . It looks like someone pooped on his face . How can a person manage to give such horrible expressions. And on last Film Fare that guy said to Vicky Kaushal that he is not a good dancer. Not a Good Dancer!!! That guy is killing his profession so far, So good. I stopped in front of my house, I took a
โฆโขโโโฟSome wounds cannot seen, But feel โฟโโโขโฆ ๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ It's already past the Evening. 7 PM at night. I stood outside my house, I know what is already waiting for me. I took a deep breathe and press the door bell. My heart thumped ever so loudly in my chest that I would heard it in my ear, felt it in my bones. Door swing open revealing my younger Brother. ๐๐๐๐๐ต He quickly went inside, I remove my shoes and put them in shoe rack walking in living room. There I saw, My father sitting on couch like he own the world, like world revolves around him, his words. I walk past him, I triedโ " Stop, Right. There " His voice freeze the air in house, Thick layer of tension spread like a cold bedsheet in room. His voice was loud, Pitchy and moreover pissed. I halted at my steps, I look back calmly when I am not. Ayush stay on Dinning table, Chittra is out of her room. Mom stay in kitchen, her hand rolling the belan so nonchalantly as if her ear doesn't twitch so violently
โฆโขโโโฟ Who wants to leave, Leave either way. โฟโโโขโฆ๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐Despite being the worst morning of this month, somehow itโs not the worst day. Today is Friday, which means ๐๐จ๐ก ๐๐๐ฌ. Today our group is together which meansโ ๐ ฝ๐ ด๐ ๐๐ ด๐ ด๐ ป.Iโve been looking at this trend for a long time now. Itโs almost gone butโ who cares? People have flooded my DMs for not doing this trend, and I just dropped a story for them to wait for THE BEST. And it can be us all together.It took me a good three hours to teach the choreo to our most tensed-up personsโ ๐ฆ๐ต๐ถ๐ and ๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐.Today we specifically came to the mall to make this one specific dance reel. ๐๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฟ is a dancer, so of course he pulled it like a pro. As for ๐ง๐ฎ๐ป๐บ๐ฎ๐ and ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ถ โ they are naturals.At first, I thought Tanmay would NEVER contribute himself for reels, but this guy blew my mind when he joined me randomly on Ta Ta Ta remix with the Bollywood song Cheez Badi H Mast.I was shocked by his skills. Our group
โฆโขโโโฟ Broken trust cannot be the same again โฟโโโขโฆ ๐๐ต๐ฟ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ I wore my well-ironed white shirt paired with navy blue straight, crisp pants. I left two buttons undone on my shirt, fastened my pants, and clasped my Gucci belt. I slipped my hands into my navy blue coat, combed my hair back, wore my shoes, and sprayed on my daily perfume. I clasped my Rolex watch around my wrist and left my room with my phone. I walked down the stairs and headed toward my grandmother. She was engrossed with her device. I bent and touched her feet silently. โNamashkar, Dadi,โ I spoke in a low voice. She looked up from her phone and patted my head. โSo, someone has time to enlighten us with their almighty presence.โ She raised her brow. โI was busy,โ I gave her a short reply, on which she rolled her eyes. โPiss off, Busy man,โ she grunted and pushed me away. I was baffled inside but didnโt show it on my face. Did she just say ๐ฑ๐ช๐ด๐ด off? I took my seat at the dining table. The maid ga
โฆโขโโโฟTears are luxury, Not for everyone โฟโโโขโฆ ๐ฅ๐ผ๐ผ๐ต๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ I woke up an hour ago but stayed on my bed, eyes closed, draped in my blanket. I clearly knew my mother was taunting downstairs but I made no move to get up until I heard her footsteps. I threw my blanket like a trained guard. I rushed into my bathroom and closed the door ever so lightly, and just the moment I opened the tap, she entered the room. "Are you in the bathroom?" she shouted from outside. I cleared my throat first before I spoke. "Yeah, what happened?" I hid my morning voice neatly with years of practice. "When did you wake up?" she questioned me from outside. "I don't remember," I replied, and she leftโlike always. I did my morning routine like a mad woman. I couldnโt dump the shit because I didnโt have my morning push water. I brushed my teeth and quickly took a shower. It becomes easier when you donโt have to wash your hair. I hurriedly dried my hair and draped a towel around me, quickly wore a tee an