Share
Giving Into Him
Bab terkait
His Soul & His Shame Charity Gala
"What are you guys doing in there!" Izzy's voice drawled out accusingly making my blood boil at the way she is trying to picture the situation." What does a girl and a boy do in a public toilet, Izzy?" I throw the words at her with the intention of making it clear that whatever she is planning in her head about Ezra and her are not going to happen." Ummm…I didn't think…" I didn't let her finish and just held Ezra's hand smiling sweetly at her and left the washroom. Joanna's mouth opened wide at our conjoined hands and her eyes wide with surprise and awe shining. " That's my girlie!" She beamed at me getting up from her chair and engulfing me in a bear hug. I didn't know she was pining for Ezra and I." It's time you guys eventually held hands and showed each other off." Joanna beamed with happiness and pride like we are her children. " Stop it, Joanna!" I grumbled, taking my place at the table and Ezra followed behind me and sat down still holding my hand tightly like he doesn't
His Soul & His Shame Some people never change
It's already six in the evening and I still haven't called Ezra and told him about the gala I was going to. How can I tell him that it's just a formality and nothing more for my dad. He is not going to listen.Izzy and Daniel are nowhere to be found and I guess they are with Joanna and it's best they won't see me like this.I dialed Ezra's number and sat down on the bed shaking my leg to stop the anxiety over taking my body.I just hope he understands and doesn't make a scene.He answered on the third ring and his deep voice reached my ears making goosebumps erupt all over my body. He has the power to make me a puddle in an instant." Hello, baby girl! Missing me already?" He is in a playful mode and I don't want to ruin it but if i don't tell him now then everything is going to be a mess." Umm, Ezra!" I don't know how to tell him." What happened, Fay! Is everything alright?" He seems worried at my voice and I know I am going to regret accepting my dad's request but I can't say no t
His Soul & His Shame His Fool
" Fay! What are you doing here!" Izzy's voice reached my ears when i'm reaching for the champagne glass. Alex is talking business with some old people and I'm bored out of my mind. It's been half an hour since we entered the hall and iam successfully avoiding her and him but I guess i don't have luck." Same reason as yours, Izzy." I snap, hiding my sneer with the glass and taking a large gulp of the bubbly liquid to cool down my anger." Why are you snapping, Fay!" She is trying to be nonchalant and innocent like she doesn't know that I am coming here and she didn't even already see me outside.How much she can fake! I thought she is a genuine and loving person but now she is showing her true colors like a chameleon." I am not snapping at you, Izzy. I'm just already bored and excuse me." I started walking blindly not wanting to wait and listen to her anymore. I Am running out of my patience and I don't want to create any scene here.Iam not going to cry over him anymore and I don't
His Soul & His Shame Letting Him Go
There are no more tears left to spill for Ezra. I am feeling nothing, just empty and void. He has made me an empty shell who feels nothing other than sadness and despair.Iam mopping on my bed since I came from the gala. Mom and dad are sleeping and iam sure Izzy is with Ezra in his penthouse doing God knows what.Ugh! I need to stop thinking about him and her. I don't care what he does and who he does. They both can go to hell!My phone rang pulling me from my depressing thoughts. I hope it's not Ezra or else I will punch his stupid face.It's an unknown number flashing on my screen and I reluctantly answered it hoping it's not him." Hello! Fay!" A familiar voice sounded from the other side making me sigh and feel guilty for abandoning him. I couldn't face him after the way I fought with Ezra and everything was a mess and I don't want Alex to know that something happened and go and tell my Dad." Hey! Alex?" I asked, wanting to make sure that he is Alex." Yeah! What are you doing?
His Soul & His Shame Irresistible
" Is he still outside?" I asked Joanna who is entering our new apartment. She came with me when I left the next morning after the gala. My heart couldn't bare to be in the same place as Ezra and not be with him. " Yeah! As usual. Why don't you go and talk to him, Fay!" I know, I should talk to him and tell him to go back home and stop waiting for me as it's impossible to ignore him and see him waiting for me outside our apartment every single day since four months back.I know he is trying and repenting, he never chased me but still waits outside my apartment and walks with me to the subway and back to the apartment.My heart aches seeing him trying to get me back but the hurt we both gave to myself stops me from approaching him and forgiving him." It's not the best idea when I'm not sure if I can forgive him. If I go and talk to him then I will repeat the same toxic cycle." Joanna nodded her head in understanding and went to her room to freshen up.Izzy and I broke ties with each o
His Soul & His Shame A New Beginning
" Is that really Ezra in our apartment?" Joanna still has a shocked face since she opened the door and saw Ezra and Alex with me." Yes, Joanna! He is really our Ezra." I went back to making coffee after answering her." Our Ezra? When did he become our Ezra! You were lecturing me and saying something about toxic cycle and all!" I know, i did say all those things but when it comes to Ezra i forget everything but it doesn't mean i'm going to let him control me again, this time it will be me who leads everything." I want to give him another chance and this time it will be on my terms." I poured coffee in the mugs and turned around to go back to the living room before they punched each other's faces." I hope you don't get hurt again, Fay!" I know her concern is probably that I am going to get hurt again but I just don't want to give up on Ezra this early because we were each others Worlds since we were kids and I don't want to give up on all those memories, smile and tears." Here you
His Soul & His Shame Naughty& Surprise
" Wake up! You sleepyhead. '' Joanna banged on my bedroom's door making me groan in annoyance. I was up till late at night talking to Ezra on the phone and dreaming about him and the way his hands and mouth felt on my body. I was shamelessly having erotic dreams about Ezra and I am darn horny right now and also super annoyed at the fact that I can't do anything about it. Why don't I send Ezra a sexy picture and provoke him to come and have his way with me? It's a great idea and it will work. I mostly sleep naked all the time and right now I am not wearing anything so it will be helpful to tease Ezra. I retrieved my phone from the nightstand and pulled down the duvet slowly showing my b**bs slightly, he can see half of them. With a big grin on my face and biting my lip, I clicked a picture and sent it to him and waited for him eagerly to text me back but my phone rang startling me. Ezra is face-timing, I answered the call not showing him my face but a duvet-covered body of mi
His Soul & His Shame My Addiction
" Come on, get up!" I put the bag on the couch and turned towards Joanna. She has her head still in the television and did not heard me at all making me sigh in annoyance. " Joanna! I am talking to you!" I gritted out the words. Sometimes she behaves like this and sometimes I wanted to kill her for being a psychopath and ignoring me." Don't you think you are rushing!" Came out of her mouth making me roll my eyes. She is such a lazy bum." No, if we don't go now then we won't get an appointment for my hair and nails. So move your ass." I turned around to go back to my room and get ready for the salon so I can style my hair and get nails done for the evening." I'm not talking about salon, Fay! I was talking about you and Ezra and your whole thing of giving him another chance and starting a new chapter." She looked me in the eye with a blank face and waited for my answer which I don't have because I don't know. I just love him so much that I think too much." I am not rushing anythin
Bab terbaru
- His Soul & His Shame His Soul & His Shame
- His Soul & His Shame Fright of the day
- His Soul & His Shame Dirty!
- His Soul & His Shame She Said YES!
- His Soul & His Shame Proposal!
- His Soul & His Shame My Addiction
- His Soul & His Shame Naughty& Surprise
- His Soul & His Shame A New Beginning
- His Soul & His Shame Irresistible
