**The Feds are here.**
“He's still unconscious…” is the first Russian sentence that travels into my ears as I twirl around the bed. It’s more like the person is on a call, I guess because I can’t hear another husky voice spilling responses to that very sentence that went straight to my ears. As I toss around the soft, tiny bed, I try to flutter my eyes open and take in my surroundings. I don’t remember what literally brought me here and on this seemingly tiny bed. Trying to lift an eye open seems difficult as it’s accompanied by a bright, agonizing light and strings of banging in my head. Shit! I cuss under my breath, immediately pulling my eye close. Taking two gulping breaths, I give it a try the second time. Slowly, I begin to pry my eyes open. First, I let my eyes mildly adjust to the intense brightness which I belatedly find out is the sunlight streaming in through a window. Then, I survey my surrounding. It’s only then that I figured I’m in a hospital. On that note, my mind begin to process all the events that led to my being here in a hospital bed, wrapped up with Band-aid and an IV. The unforeseen events of last night begin to filter through my mind. Out of reflex, I gaze down to my aching side, only to figure out it’s wrapped in a Band-aid too. Then my left arm. It’s a surprise to me that I wasn’t able to feel the pains in my arm yesterday because my entire focus was channeled on my pierced ribs. The sounds of footfalls resound in the room, pulling me from my musings and I heft my head only to behold Akim barreling toward me with a smile etched onto his face. Settling down on the side of the bed he asked, “How do you feel, pakhan?” He manages to speak his English correctly although that’s not what I’m most concerned about at the moment. Either way, I gave him a nod while sucking in a series of air to ease my constricted lungs which aches like the son of a bitch. It's in the process of sucking in the air that I take cognizance of the dryness of my throat. Peering my eyes around the room, I find a water dispenser and gesture for Akim to get a cup for me to down. Quickly, he does my bidding and nestles next to me again. I can see his Glock seating in his holster and the dry blood on his face. When I empty the glass which was initially filled with water, I drop it on the nightstand next to me. Now, I've got a semblance of coherence both in my thoughts and in my physical appearance. Good. I give Akim my full attention to tackle our current situation because I know by now the Feds will be out there looking for me. Those bunch of fools will only assume I stomped into the States to cause chaos. I don’t want to engage in any problem with them which was why I lay low at first but right now, I guess I’m having a second thought. I need to figure out something and until I do, I can’t determine when I’ll exit the states. That coward that decided to launch an attack on me will get the attack in spades the second I find out who was behind it. “Where’s Leonid?” I asked in my thickly accented voice and Akim gives me responses without delay. “He was shot too. He’s receiving treatment in the room opposite yours, Pakhan.” He said, gauging my reactions but I give a nod. “Stalin called a while ago.” Akim powers on and my interest peaks. Stalin must be worried sick about the situation of things here in the States. Stalin, a friend turned brother, has always been on the lookout for me. He's a guy whose IQ is second to none. When it comes to technology, Stalin is the wizard. I can’t believe we survived the horrible streets of Russia to become what we are today. Just like me, Stalin lost what was closest to a family he had and was left to wander the streets of Moscow. We met the fucking night some drunk fool was trying to force themselves on me as little as I was then. Shackled in the alley, away from the streetlights, I was nearly assaulted but to my reliving shock someone heard my outcry and that was Stalin. According to him, he was only roaming around in search of a place to lay his head but the instant he heard cries streaming from the alleyway, he took a sneak peek. Seeing the assaulting hands of the drunk, he rushed forward, hands gripping a long spiked club he picked by the roadside, then he surreptitiously lunged forward and stabbed both drunks from behind their fucking backs. I was shocked beyond control that he killed two people but he told me it wasn’t his first kill. To survive in the streets of Russia one must be cold, fierce, and heartless. He made the kill seem like a norm which I found out later that in the streets of Russia, killing is a norm if you have the vision to survive. From that very frosty night, Stalin and I stuck together as one. He watches out for me and I watch out for him. He tried to nurture me on how to be fierce and heartless and fortunately, I learnt it in the streets. Our struggle to survive was our main goal until the last event which propelled me into the corridors of power. The last event that brought out the darkness deep within me Now, I don’t believe in societal moral. I don’t believe in redemption. I don’t believe there’s a being greater than I am. I’m feared by all. And I can’t begin to tell you how much I love seeing those fears in people’s eyes. Wherever my name is mentioned in the underworld, people’s blood coagulate. Pakhan Dima Kozlov is not one to be messed with which brings me back to the very first question roaming through my mind. Who the hell launched an onslaught against me? “He tried t speak with you last night but I narrated the whole ordeal to him. He’s shocked. He assured me he'll tap into the satellite video of the club and see if there are initial movements that led to such a sizzling attack on you.” Akim's words interrupted my train of thought. I’m glad by Stalin’s uncompromised effort to sleuth Benson’s club and find out the remote causes of such an event. As I said, I'd love to capture the ingrates that did this with my bare hands. I'd love to kill them and in the process smell their filthy blood and hear their hoarse screams as death clouds over them. I erected from the bed and sauntered into the closet when I feel my full bladder. As I release the contents into the lavatory seat, my mind suddenly rivets back to the kiss I had last night. Heck! It takes about twenty minutes to recognize the familiar scent of the girl with a Slavic face still lingering on me. I clearly remember the damn softness of her lips. That fear and fascination in the depth of her eyes. Fuck! What the fuck am I doing? I howl inwardly as my mind begins to filter images of the strange girl’s face. As I held my cock, pissing into the toilet, I feel it hardening because of the girl I kissed just to quell my rage because I couldn’t see Benson’s daughter. Hell! I shook my head thrice to erase thoughts about her lips from my mind. I have better things to do than linger on the thoughts of my kiss with a stranger. Besides, I’m never one to think about a woman. I howl at the thought of thinking about someone with a pussy rather than my business as a Bratva. I blow out some breath of air. Thrice actually, so I can find some semblance of coherence in my fogged mind. Fruitless, I ball my free hand into a fist, gnash my teeth as my cock turns stiff in the palm of my hand, and my fucked up mind flickers images of that familiar face in slides like a fucking reel. Thankfully, the door to the closet flutters open with a damn loud thud. I tug my head backward and glance at Leonid whose face shriveled, his free hand held tightly his Glock while the other hand is wrapped in a sling. Veering, I jerk my cock into my briefs and throw Leonid a quizzical look. “The Feds are here in the hospital. About eight of them surround the hospital.” Leonid said and I hear Akim cussing and cussing. I cuss too. I don’t want the Feds coming for me at this moment. Benson should have covered this up for me! Damn! My face mirrors perceptible terror which made Leonid to be on high alert. I throw them a glance and gushed. “The last thing we need now is to add the Feds shit to the shit we already have. I can’t have them capture me. We should escape.” Squaring their shoulders, they nod their heads. Quickly, Akim rush back into the room and bolted the door to give us time to come up with an escape plan. Stepping into the room, I pull off the hospital gown and Leonid hands me my shirt which is still soaked with my blood. I gave no shit about the dried blood as I pull the shirt on and buckle the buttons. “What do we do now?” Akim mutters in rabid Russian while I search for a solution In the recess of my mind. An idea clicks in. “We need to disguise,” I say as I weigh their reactions. Good, they both seem to agree with my thoughts so I power on. “We've got to get someone who will show us another exit from the hospital while we live incognito.” As if fate has us in mind, a knock resounds at the door. Leonid gestures for me to hide inside the closet for cover while Akim hides under the bed with his Glock facing the door pointedly, ready to shoot in case the person happens to be who we less expect. In three slow strides, Leonid answers the door and a janitor assembles in. The look he wear on his face when he saw Leonid was that of terror as Leonid drag him into the room and shut the door. “Sir…” “Shh…” Leonid gestures and the cowering janitor obeys. “I need you to go and get some of your colleagues outside this hallway. Two of them. Now.” Leonid orders with his dagger pressed against the janitor's neck. Visibly shaken, the janitor slips out as Leonid watches his movement. Pulling his head back, he gestures to me that the hallway is empty which is a relief. Within ten minutes, the janitor returns with two of his colleagues who held their mopping equipment. Swiftly, we all exchange our clothes with theirs and silence them with a check of ten grand. Well, not without threatening their lives. An act I’ll carry out in a twinkle of an eye if I find out they snitch on us. In our disguise, we follow the instructions of the first janitor and exit the hospital stealthily. But as we make a run for it down the street thoughts about the girl with a Slavic face rivets back in my mind. I want to scratch it off but I can’t. Fuck! I shouldn’t have kissed her to quell my anger because it didn’t only quell the anger it stirred another strange feelings inside me. Now, I want to find the girl and I want to find out why I can't scratch thoughts about her off my mind.
*****Epilogue.******Six months later.**The sounds of my laughter file through the air as Yulia fills me in on Dasha’s tantrums. Something the toddler lately developed. I laugh while shoving the food down my throat, feeling more happy and safe than I’ve felt in the past year. All my paranoia vanished and now I’m even adding more weight. Jeez. I never knew I had it in me. However, I’m not eating much as the doctor advised so it'll not make my baby fat in the belly, hence difficulty in giving birth. So, that means what’s making me add weight is happiness. Wow, I never knew it’s possible until I found myself in the position. The last six months have been a water shed in my life. I thought I’d lose my pregnancy after all the torture I went through but no. I got lucky that the doctors staunched the bleeding and saved my child. Now, my belly is out and my child is growing peacefully. Dima has never stopped fussing over me and the baby. Jeez, I never knew the man
>>>>The End.>>>>I’ve been sweeping in and out of consciousness since their last bout of torture. God, my body is nothing but a house of pain. The laser they zap my body with has roped tight my muscles. I whimper, feeling the wetness gathering on my thighs. What is happening? Am I bleeding? With fear, I start to wring on the seat so my shorts will hitch up mid-thigh to reveal the wetness that has pooled in my thighs. While in my struggling process, I hear heavy footsteps edging closer to me and I peer up. There he is, waddling closer to me with a harsh gleam in his eyes. He pauses before me and I stare up at him not wanting him to smell even a string of my fear and despair. Oleg leans closer and cradles my jaw with brute force, rage gleaming in his eyes. I shudder and my inside recoils as his eyes find their way into mine. “Your knight in shining armor is out to get you.” He chuckles darkly. His thumb flicks over my parched lips. I curse him for laying his filthy
****FBI Blacksite.*****It’s hard to take in. My mind has been boggled ever since Mae revealed the truth to me. I still have some doubts. How in hell had Benson been my father without my knowing? It’s strange. It's so difficult to believe but the string of evidence Mae pulled together is foolproof. It wasn’t something she made up. No. It’s real. It’s the truth. Benson is my father. Benson is Oleg Arkadi Kozlov. The man behind my mother’s sufferings. Shit!! I can’t wait to send him into the depths of pain and let death embrace him. Not only had he caused the woman I loved pains by raping her. No, he went as far as to make her life at Vladimir’s estate a living hell. Even when she had found peace during the time Vladimir locked Benson in Volsk, he shortened her moments of happiness with the assassination. He murdered her just to be sure he never see her live a life of fulfillment. How heartless could he be? He not only hurt my mother he also hurt me. He ruined my chi
****Take me as hostage.*****I never once thought something would ever make me anxious in my life. Not even when my mother was shot dead before my eyes. No. All I felt when I saw my mama lying in the pool of her own blood was raw anger. I wanted so much to exert revenge on Vladimir because I tagged him as the cause of our plight. I was never anxious. But…too bad I am now. I’ve been anxious since I figured Faustina is evil. I’ve been anxious since I found out she was behind it all. She threw my rypka to the wolves to devour. My woman is out there pregnant with my seed and without protection. Fuck! I grit my teeth at the gaping realization and shove my fingers through my hair. My mind has been overloaded with the possibility of the conditions she might have been subjected to by now. Shit, I can’t take this. I can’t bring myself to imagine my rypka being tortured. I can’t envision the pain she'd be feeling. I swear to avenge her and my child. But most of all, I pray this very
>>>>>You're Dima's father.>>>>Whispering voices fill the air around me as I wake from my deep slumber. I wheeze a breath but I figure my throat is dry. Totally dry. I try to wet my throat with my saliva but hell, I can barely muster enough to wet my dry throat. Where am I? How long have I been unconscious? All these questions fill my head but I can’t find any answer to it. I try to peer around but darkness falls into my vision. Hell, where is this? It’s more like I have a hood over my head. I try to jerk my hands but I can’t budge. I’m tied. At that, full-blown panic sets in and I begin to whimper, budging the restraints on my hands. “Hmmm…” I hum, seeking answers while I wrack my head for answers on what literally went down.How in hell did I end up here, manacled? With the fierce intensity which I wrack my mind, things start falling into place. The golden mask festival. My flight from Dima’s house to Moscow international airport. My landing in the U.S.
>>>>It's about you and Dawn. I never knew fury can form balls and lodge into one's chest but now I do. I fucking do because the balls keeps rotating in my chest as I punish my Byki more. “Ahhh, Pakhan please!” Russell hoots in excruciating pains as I cut his finger. He was supposed to guard the entrance but the fucker left it open and was smoking pot with some of the soldiers, giving Dawn the opportunity to escape. I fucking never knew she had plans of escape. How in hell was she able to fucking do that? I fist his hair, my jaw sets as I smack Russell hard across the face again. For the past three days, I’ve been teetering on the edge of insanity knowing my woman is out there and can get in the clutches of the wolves. I’ve not in the least bit cleared my head nor closed my eyes because if I do, only images of Dawn with her bloating belly crash into my mind. How could she do this to me? How? The woman has my child with her yet she chose to flee from me. The night of