if I could choose whom to love, I'd never choose you. I never knew how much of a permanent scar you'd be on my heart.
Nova"We're gonna miss you so much baby," My dad said with his arm around my shoulder in a side hug. While I stood awkwardly as he pretended to care. But we both know his main focus is on the phone in his hand.I sighed defeatedly and walked past both parents who were completely unaware of me because they were talking about their next so call business deal. I made my way to my room and picked up the last of my belongings that I would be needing.I walk down with my things in hand, not giving a single glance back to my room.It was merely accommodation for my temporary stay in this house. It was never a home.I get to where my parents are standing "Mom, Dad. I'm all set to leave""Yeah, safe trip honey" my mum dismissed with a wave of her hand without even glancing at me.I know it's routine, but that still hurt.I walk out of the door and suck in my breath before exhaling loudly as I make my way to my car, which is currently filled to the brim with all my luggage.As I sit in my car with my hands on the wheel, that's when it dawned on me. I'm leaving. This town, my parents everything. I'm going to college.I smile to myself and put the key in the ignition and I drive.As much as five hours may seem, I wished desperately that it could be an ocean separating me and the shithole I just left.I had nothing there. There was absolutely nothing left there for me. Just a house with parents who never cared to see me as much as they loved working.If I remember clearly the last time my parents and I sat together to have dinner like a family was when we all found out about Chance leaving for college.And since then, all they care about is their job.I need this. I need this distance from them, I need it desperately. Because I know that for me to move on, I've got to realize that they don't care about me and I don't think they ever will.And I'm tired of thinking that one day they'll finally notice me and acknowledge their child, It's never gonna happen.With my eyes focused on the road, my attention is shifted from my rapid thoughts of the family when my phone rings notifying me of my message.I ignore it. And conclude that it's either a social media notification that I can check once I'm settled in.I glance at the small clock on my dashboard and I realize I've only been driving for an hour. It felt like three!I let out a loud sigh suddenly regretting my decision to drive for s hours.What was I thinking?I check my gas and make a mental note to stop and refill and get a lot of snacks. If I'm going to punish myself for five hours, might as well make it a fun-filled one.As I drive into the gas station and park my car, I notice a man and an extremely young woman. They seemed to be caught up in a heated argument. I look around before I check my gas once again. Just in case I decide to get the hell out of there.I get down from the car and I see the cashier from the store sitting at an angle where he can see everything going on between the two people.Okay Nova, just fill your car and leave. I chant silently to myself. I'm about to get in my car when I see the man grab her wrist tightly as she tries to yank her hand away. I watch the altercation silently from my position before deciding that I need to get involved."Fuck it!" I mutter as I close my door and start walking closer to them. "Excuse me?" I smile at the lady before turning to the man "But I don't think she appreciates the way you're holding her hand. No one appreciates being grabbed like that" I smile trying to ease the tension"Who the fuck are you to tell me what to do, eh?" He sneers and lets go of her hand in the process"I'm not looking for any trouble. I just know that if she wants you to hold her hand she wouldn't struggle" I turn to the lady "Are you okay, miss?""I am fine thank you" she steps behind me, away from his viewThe man scoffs and runs his hand across his face "Fucking bitch! Coming over here to tell me what to do? He walks closer to me "Or maybe you'd like me to hold your hand, huh?" His tone goes low as he whispers the last part to me"Step back, please"He gives me an eery grin "What is it? Huh? I can stand wherever I want, can't I?I step back a little and turn to the lady "Do you need a ride?"Her eyes widen "Y-yes please"I ignore the weird man, who is drunk or high, I don't know "Let's go" I turn to her.I feel a hand grab my arm "Don't walk away when I'm talking you bi-"I grab his hand forward by surprise, with every strength I could muster. Causing him to lunge forward in an unbalanced state before pounding on his back with my fist and introducing my knee to his stomach when he gets up in pain."I told you before. No one appreciates being grabbed roughly"I motion to my car and we both get in before driving off I realize I never got my snacks.I'm Nova by the way. Are you hurt?""No. Thank you very much for what you did back there. I appreciate it."It's nothing. Everyone just gotta stand up for each other, especially stupid men who think they own the world and everything in it."Yeah. I'm Meredith, but you can call me Mer" she smiled at me and I did the same"Nice meeting you Mer""Where did you learn to do that? I mean the thing you did to him back there."Oh." I shake my head once I realise what she meant "To be very honest I don't know. I guess being a punching bag to my older brother and survival skills just kicked in, I guess" I shrugged as I finished explaining"It was very impressive" she smiled proudly at me"Thank you" I smile and focus on the road as I listen to Mer tell me how I can get snacks at her stop.Leonardo I stare at Aaliyah and I can't help the small smile that appears on my face."You look happier," she mutters.I smile at her, "I am. So, when can you stop playing my fucking therapist." This was something we unknowingly started years ago after she got together with Roman and she witnessed me kill a man that almost raped her while Roman was been electrocuted repeatedly and made to watch. What I did was nothing compared to what Roman would have done if he had successfully gotten out of that chair. I was the lesser evil in my opinion.Aaliyah didn't see it that way. So here we are for one of our unexpected therapy sessions. You'd think for someone who is eight months pregnant she'd want to be in bed resting, instead, she's here grilling me about mental health and shit.I miss Nova. I'll make sure she pays for setting me up like this when she gets back from class."Why?"I chuckle, "Do you believe in fate?"She shook her head, confused. "I don't think so. Why?""Well, my answer
Nova Leo just strolled out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist looking as delicious as ever. My eyes roam over his body and I trail the droplets of water running down from his chest to his stomach imagining what my tongue would feel like when I lick it clean."Why do you look so good?" The question is out of my mouth before I can stop it.He smirks, "I can't help it. It's a blessing, baby.I move off the bed and stand in front of him. "I have the urge to climb you like a tree every time because you look so fucking good!" "Oh, really? What's stopping you?"There's a drop of water rolling from his shoulder down to his stomach. I bend in front of him before darting my tongue out to lick the water right above his navel. Leo releases a loud moan and it does something to me knowing the amount of control I have over him."That feel good?" I ask teasing."Fuck, yes.""Yeah," I look at the tent that's now forming under his towel. "You get that hard easily a lot?" I tease him and
Nova & Leo I make my way inside, trying to ignore the rush of blood in my ears and the deafening decibels of the metronome in my chest. The rush calms down when my eyes meet with bright blue eyes, silently reassuring me.If Leo was not here, I don't know what I'll do.But I do know it won't be pretty. People who say they aren't capable of violence are liars. Everyone is capable of it. It's a matter of learning what will push you to that point.I've spilled blood. Out of luck or whatever anyone wants to call it.This crusade is fueled by love. A pretty, sparkling, soft emotion, capable of wreaking more havoc than hate.Hate can't dig under the skin the way love does. It doesn't alter your cells or spark chemistry. You'd bleed for someone you love, never someone you truly hate. But hate holds a dark power of its own. And right now, both hate and love are driving my decisions.I'm volatile and angry.Terrified and nervous. As I look at the man I call my father, bound, and bruised
Leonardo I cock my head to the side, staring at the running man with bewilderment. “Why does he run like that?” I ask, genuinely concerned if Charles Klay likes to peg himself with foreign objects. Maybe one got stuck because Jesus fucking Christ, who runs like that? I can't believe we've been chasing Edward and his lackeys for close to a month and this limping ape is the closest thing to him that we've got.“That… that’s a good question,” Nate answers through my earpiece, sounding just as bemused as I am. He’s watching through the drone hovering over the awkwardly running dude. We’ve been tracking Charles Klay since he fled from Councilman David’s house. He wasn’t hard to find despite his best efforts to stay hidden. I’m sure it hurt his shriveled little soul to have millions of dollars and not be able to fuck off to a tropical island with strippers and blow. Guess the dude hasn’t fried his brain with drugs so badly that he’s not aware of the massive target on his back.H
Leo I stare at Nova's face and the way she grips my hand and rubs it reassuringly. "Let's go inside, baby. I have a surprise for you.""A surprise? Leo are you sure you want to go in there? All you have in this place are bad memories. Why would you want to go in there?" The worry in her tone almost deters me but I remembered why I chose to come here.I pull her closer to me, my hands wrapped around her waist. As my fingers roam all over her soft supple skin I have it in me to fuck her here against a tree and from the way she's breathing I'm sure she feels the same way. "It's okay, my love.""I just don't want this ugly place to trigger any bad memories for you." She places her palm on my cheek.I lean my face into her touch, "I'll be fine, I've got you. Just be here, okay? Can you do that for me, baby?" I ask her"Always. It's you and me, Leonardo Ricci."I kiss her deeply and passionately. "That's my girl. Now, let's go see your surprise.""This is an unexpected place for a surpr
Nova"Can I take you somewhere?" Leo asks. I've just stepped out of the bathroom from my shower, yanking a brush through my wet, tangled hair. I tear the bristles through a particularly brutal knot, uncaring of the way the strands tear. "Baby, you're hurting your hair. Let me brush it." Feeling defeated, I slump my shoulders, trudge over to him, and sit on the floor between his spread knees. He takes the brush from me and gently starts running it through the sopping tresses, slowly detangling the mop on my head. It feels nice, but I'm too tired to appreciate it. Leo was right. Happiness is fleeting, however, over the past weeks, he's done everything in his power to help me hold on to any semblance of peace. Finishing with the brush, he sets it down on the bed and gathers my hair together. I nearly choke when he begins braiding it. "Where the hell did you learn to do that?" I ask. I'm tempted to twist around like a dog chasing its tail, just so I can witness this. "Aaliyah taug