Chapter 2

Damon's pov

He came home after weeks he was really tired now. He was in one of his farmhouse with Mona for some weeks. She was his new mistress. He had to admit that girl was a real slut. He had met her at a party. The girl was begging for his attention from the second she noticed him. She was clinging to him from the first moment. Honestly, Damon was now really hating her clinginess. He doesnt even know why he slept with her for the first time. Mona is nothing like Nina. She is not as sweet or loving as her. Damon knows that she is only here for money. Evrytime he sleeps with her he can only imagine Nina in his mind. At this point he doesnt even know why he keeps cheating on Nina. He still stuck over the fact that, he didnt want the marriage to happen. But he couldnt even tell her that he was not proposing to her, not after seeing her happy face, not after seeing the rays of hope in her eyes. But deep down he feels that the decision of marrying her has afftected the lives of both him and Nina. After the marriage he has not been an ideal husband. He has slept with multiple women. He does not even know whom should he blame. He does not blame himself and he can never blame Nina for it.

Damon got out of his car and entered the house. One of the maid greeted him and then he saw Nina come in front of him. She breathing a little fast and it looked like as if she had ran here to see him. He looked at her and noticed she had dark circles under her eyes, her once plump lips was now looked so dry but she still managed to looke so beautiful. He could not look at her for too long because it gave him a weird feeling which he could not describe or name, maybe he did not want to name that feeling for the sake of his own happiness, for his own selfish nature. "I'm gonna take a shower" he said and left the room.

When he was in the shower, he could hear Nina's voice faintly. He opened the door a little bit and heard Nina screaming "Am I that bad" again and again. From her voice, he could guess that she was drunk again.  Suddenly he felt so guilty, he was doing this to her, he was the one putting her in all the pain, he was the one that made her feel unwanted. But then his pride came in the way, he tried to rease the feeling of regret from his mind so that he doesnt feel guilty.  " I am not forcing her to live with me, it's her own choice"  he thought to himself.

After some time he could not hear her voice anymore. He got out of the shower and started to pick his pajams. He could feel her eyes on her back. He knew that she was eyeing his tattoo on the back. He clearly remembers the day when he got that tattoo. That day was her 18th birthday. But he had totally forgotten that it was her birthday. In fact he was sleeping with another girl when one of Nina's friend called him and asked why he was not at the party yet. That day he felt like an asshole for forgetting her birthday. He knew how excited Nina was for her 18th birthday. She was planning to get drunk for the girst time on her birthday. And the thought that she maybe getting drunk for the first time while sitting with someone else drove him to madness. He would kill if he saw anyone trying to take advantage of her drunken state. But he didnt have any gift to give to her. Suddent he had a plan. He went to the tattoo maker in his neighborhood and told him to tatto the letter 'N' on his back. He couldnt think of a better gift for Nina. When he finally when to Nina's birthday party, When Nina jumped into his arms after seeing him, her hand directly hit with the newly done tatto on his back. He fliched because of the pain. Nina was surprised to see him flinch like that. Then he told her to remove his shirt. And when Nina finally saw the tattoo on his back , she was so happy. Damon surely had a little pain on his back but it was all worth it. After that Nina had her first drink. But she did not stop after her first drink and drank two more glasses of red wine. Damon wanted to stop her. But then he felt like its her 18th birthday so she should do whatever she feels like doing. After her third drink she became completely drunk. Drunk Nina amused Damon greatly. Nina drunkenly kept telling Damon how much she loves her. At last she went to sleep on his arms and he drived her home and tucked her to bed while he slept on the sofa of her room.

 Damon smiled a little as he recalled what a cute reaction Nina gave after having her first drink. He went to the living room and saw that Nina was asleep on the couch. He sighed and picked her up in his arms and he was so surprised with her light weight. She weighted almost as a feather. That made him really worried. "is she not eating or is she sick, why she did not tell me if she was sick"  he thought as he carried her to the bed.

Damon looked at Nina's face as he tucked her with the blanket. She looked so fragile yet so beautiful. He silently lied beside her and held her to his arms. He has slept with so many women but he never felt this peace anyone else but her. He closed his eyes as sleep consumed him.