The truth hurts

A lot of what Addy said kept bothering me all the way home. I just needed to clear my mind that is why I called my sister to babysit for the night .

I just thought about that night,I remember coming home drunk and Addy was in the kitchen eating ice cream and then I was all over her .

I still think my actions were justified ,I mean what man would not want to go all cowboy on a woman who is licking a spoon as seductive as if she is.....never mind.

She did kiss me back I think after sometime and then I think I carried her upstairs and to think I was drunk!What the hell did I do?

So I'm pretty sure we made love and I'm sure it wasn't just plain sex because I've never been that satisfied with a woman before.

I remember sobering up as soon as I looked into her dazed eyes that were so full of love that it scared the booze straight out of me. She loved me and that was why I said her name...I mean it was all cowardly since all I said was 'best sex ever Bridget '

I'm such an idiot for saying th