I lost her

Alexis was sobbing like a crazy pregnant woman going on and on of how he lost his wife when a realization hit him...it was his fault everything that happened was all because of him.

He cheated on his own wife all because he felt that she was a closed off book and even if he knew that she was afraid of getting married to a total stranger .If he wasn't a coward he would have found a better way to have her get comfortable with him instead of being the arms of another woman,his secretary for that matter.

His secretary was a great woman at the time ,and like a fool he thought she loved him and that's why he gave in and tried to work things out but that still didn't work since his stupid mistake that night gave him a beautiful son.

That night he did not regret anything .Addy of course was hurt after he foolishly called Bridget and he realised that was also one of his mistakes.

He was drunk but sober enough to remember how sexy his Addy was in short pajama shorts and that flimsy T-shirt that