Well, that went well than I expected. For a second I thought that'll be the end of me. I'm relieved that I found the courage to strike a deal with the hot, sexy devil in disguise.
Wait, I didn't even get his name.
I wonder when he would unbind me and let me use the comfort room because, in all honesty, the maggots inside my stomach were in a battle, fighting for the last of the food, making me uncomfortable and jittery.
Damn that man.
I closed my eyes while trying to calm myself as I started mentally counting. ‘One, two, three, four, four and one-half, five, five and one-half…’
Then in my foggy mind, I heard the all-to-familiar clicking sound of the gun. "Wake up or I will shoot you in the head."
I yelped in shock, glaring at him reproachfully. He could just wake me up like a normal person.
He tucked away his gun and leaned his face close to mine. My breath hitched. Seriously, this guy would gonna kill me as a lump suddenly clogged my throat rendering me speechless. My eyes blurred as it unconsciously fluttered close to the point of no return and the only thing I could hear was the wild yet synchronized beating of our hearts.
Surprisingly, every time he's near I felt safe. And my heart would start pounding hard against my chest not from fear, no, but from warm anticipation of what would happen next.
He's going to kiss me.
I just knew it.
And then all of the sudden, a white-hot-searing pain pierced through my very soul, rocking my body in pure agony. He didn't stop there. In the next instant, another agonizing pain pierced through on my left ear.
Tears stream down my face without my consent. My eyes snapped open and glared at the emotionless culprit. If looks could kill this man would be anything but a living thing right at this moment.
"You could have warned me!" I yelled at his face.
He looked at my ears, admiring his handy work while I looked at his cold, hard, and emotionless face.
I was seething in rage but I breathe out trying to act calm.
So this is what it feels to be in pain.
Mom warned me about this when I was still in the palace moping for my twenty-three years of isolation from the world outside. The view from my room was magnificent and breathtaking but that was all I had at that time. The tall glass window of my room separates me from the world I longed to be part of.
“You'll never be ready for the pain if I told you.” I heard him say, pulling me from the past.
I scoffed.
Yeah. Yeah.
He crossed his arms flexing his muscles in the process.
It was as beautiful as the view outside my room at the palace.
"The whole apartment is jammed."
I nodded still glaring at him. By now the pain was replaced with a numbing ache that was much more uncomfortable than painful.
Then, he continued in his gruff voice. "The tracking device in your ears will decide if you would live or die. If you run away and the tracker picked up foreign signals it will explode, and you will die. If you removed the tracker you will die. If you-"
"Okay! I get. I get okay!" I shouted, cutting him off.
"Stop. Just stop talking. I get it. I am not going to run or outsmart you." I said panting. I sucked a lungful of air before audibly releasing it.
I huffed in annoyance, still glaring at the man who was glowering at me in return.
"Now will you stop mentally killing me and undo these freaking ropes?"
He narrowed his eyes in my direction but acted to remove the complicated knots, untying me. I swear he was a pirate in another lifetime the way he tied these knots and those deliciously dark aura vibrating on him. I wonder if I was his captive in those many lifetimes ago or ever part of it.
Hmmm.
Will he kill me or let me live. But the idea of dying was already overrated on my part. I've grown to hear that a lot of times and the idea doesn't scare me anymore. They always said that if I got even a small cut it would never heal and I would bleed to death. That's why it takes me years to finally decide what would I do for myself and my future. And when I did, it also took a lot of time and a bundle of courage to sneak out and to run away from my prison.
My home.
I was snapped back to reality when I felt the rope tied to me loosening.
When the last of the ropes fell on the floor I brought my hands in front of my face to inspect them. They had the ugly marks from being bound but the feeling of freedom empowers my discomfort.
I sat up straight.
"Hi, I am Sarah. Sarah Brewer, it's so nice to meet you Mr.?" I extended my hand for a handshake.
Silence...
... and silence
and more silence.
"Hi-"
"I heard you the first time." He said in his deep, commanding voice.
Yum!
I unconsciously wet my lips while staring at his lips as I brought myself in front of him, hand extended for a handshake.
He just grunted looking at my hand in disgust.
I batted my eyelashes like I saw Lena did when we happened to have a handsome customer on the diner.
With a displeased snarled he extended his hand to mine. "Alaric Mendez,"
Then very slowly our hands touched. As if hesitant or maybe he thinks that I would explode if our skin touched. But eventually, it did. And when it happened, sparks fly in the air and there's this buzzing electricity that travels through my veins leaving me breathless and weak.
My knees buckle, unable to comprehend what's happening to me. Maybe I'm just exaggerating. Or probably hallucinating.
Suddenly he withdrew his hand as if burned. He looked at me one last time before walking out of the door.
Did it happened or it was just a product of my overactive imagination?
I looked at my hands. There are no burn marks but the tingling sensation still hovers over my exposed skin.
Did he felt it too?
Or he just doesn't like me?
•••
What now?Right!I need a toilet and fast. I don’t think I could last longer than it already has.“Hey! Ricky, where’s the CR?” I hollered while half of my body was outside the door.“LOOK AROUND YOUR ROOM!” He yelled back from somewhere in the apartment.I did what he said. And there it was, my salvation and the demise of the monsters residing on my now empty stomach. I scrambled to my feet almost tripping in the process.A few minutes later. I am already humming a tune feeling relieved and contented. Like I had been lifted to the air and just float there. I looked at myself in the mirror.Na-ah-ah. Your wrong people.I looked perfect thanks to the very light makeup I applied last night. At least I am pretty while in the presence of the high and mighty devil.“Hah! Take that as*h*ole!” I whispered-yelled in front of the mirror.
Alaric's POVWhat am I getting myself into?A bullet on her head should have been easy but damn those eyes and the way she stared through my soul. It's like she’s undressing me without seeing how ugly I become. She's pure that much I knew.‘And besides, I can’t afford to give up my time and the progress of what I had started just to do my laundry and some petty chores.’ I thought justifying my actions.While eating her breakfast she managed to write a letter to her friend saying she’s okay and well taken care of. She needs to run again because someone recognized her from her village, etc., etc. Like seriously. Who is she? And it looks like she’s running from someone.Maybe that's the reason why she fainted last night when I say those words. It's obvious she's not afraid to die but just hearing those words from me knocked her down.She's not afraid to die, that was a given.But she's afraid to be found by the people she
Alaric's POVShould I knock? Or just enter her room? It was my place after all, right? But she would be mad at me if I barged in without knocking. Why am I even afraid of what she thinks and feels about me? What if she is still awake or nude under the sheet?The last thought set my rigid body aflame, spreading like wildfire on a winter season that eager to break through the cold and barren land and create chaos and destroy anything it licks.This is bad, really bad.‘For f*ck's sake, did I just turned into a poet?’Dang‘I’ll just give it to her in the morning.’ Decision made, I started towards my room but stopped short.‘What about her wrecked apartment? Should I tell her about it? Maybe I should, then maybe I could take some hints of who she is.’I have a strong feeling that she isn’t using her real name. And the reason that she did not fight or tried to run aw
It was still early in the morning when I started my day. I already had a cup of coffee and toasted bread. I was so bored that I decided to mop the kitchen floor even if it was spotless.While mopping an idea hit me, causing me to grin like a lunatic. Blame that on this lonely apartment. The silence was just too deafening and would drive me crazy if I would not make an alternative. So while cleaning the floor I hummed one of my favorite classic songs and dance with a mop on hand making it my dance partner.“When I fall in love it will be forever for I never fall in love…” I started, swaying with the wooden stick thinking it was the sexy devil in a room next to mine. I imagine we're dancing like there’s no tomorrow, a dance full of love and passion, making the world around us to blurred into nothingness.Just me and him dancing with our heart's content and desire, unhindered with the world outside. The passion burni
Alaric's POVShe's engaged.A foreign feeling shoots through me at the thought that she has someone back home. Suddenly, I want her for myself. I want her to stay with me. To never leave my side.I shook my head, in hopes to clear my head. She can't be with me. She's just my captive.My willing captive.I marched to my room before closing it with so much force I could hear the hinges rattled. ‘Why am I so pissed? I just knew the girl and my gut is telling me that she's not who she says she is.’ I thought, mentally berating myself. I sat at my computer, opening my laptop but my mind was somewhere else, nowhere near the task at hand. I felt powerful but with the woman outside my door, I felt helpless. Though, it's a different kind of helpless.The kind of helplessness that doesn't make you weak but makes you stronger.Sarah Brewer, what are doing to me?After I hacked thro
My ears were ringing as I felt my body getting suck in, back from the horrible month following the events after my father declared my upcoming nuptials months ago.I shuddered.The terror I felt the moment I knew my family was trading me and my future for their mistakes and the stigma of being guarded twenty-four-seven in fear that I would do something they don't want was overwhelming enoughI'm not a selfish person but at that time I want to be selfish for myself.I don't remember having that defining moment of clarity of my own wants but I remember the night before the wedding when my family was sleeping peacefully in their beds while all the servants were working for the big day. I remember vividly waking up in the middle of the night with no one in sight. Neither guards nor servants were in my room. That simple moment spurred me to peeked through the slits of the door with not a single person in sight.That moment, realizing that no one was wat
Naive.My family often called me naive. I don't know if I should take it as a compliment or a flaw on the never-ending list of reasons why my existence should be kept in secret. It was probably another softer word to use when calling me stupid.For years they let me believe that I'm living the best version of life yet as I broke free from the past I get to experience feelings and emotions so new to me.As soon as he was gone I ran to my room to find refuge, making myself believe that everything was all just a part of my imagination. But it's too damn impossible to look past the horror I felt when he blurted out those words.‘And your still a virgin.’Those damning words played over and over again, mocking me, making me squirm. I was only thinking about it because it's been pounded on my head since I was a kid that losing my virginity would also mean endangering my life. A simple sex could be fatal to me.But why did they have to
Alaric’s POVAfter locking the apartment door close we awkwardly stand close to each other, both of us not knowing what to do or make in this situation. To be perfectly honest either I, don’t know what to do or how to justify my weird behaviors, all I know is I want to be close to her, to protect her, and to shield her from things that terrify her.I am still in the trance of conflicting thoughts when my phone started ringing. My brows furrowed in confusion at the caller ID flashing on my phone.Then, she awkwardly clears her throat, getting my attention. “I…Uhm…should go to my room. Excuse me.” Then she runs out of my sight.I sighed.I sigh for all the things warring inside me. Hunting my family's murderer had been my only goal for the past three years but within a few days, things had been blurry to me. I started to lose track of the things that matter the most to me.I sta