LOGINCHAPTER THREE
LAUREN’S POV Julian stopped moving completely. He just froze. For one very scary second, it felt like all the air left the room. I could not breathe. I did not step back. I stood right where I was. My chest moved up and down very fast. I thought he was going to take out a gun. I thought he was going to break my neck right there on the nice rug. I waited for him to kill me. Very slowly, Julian turned his head back. He looked right at me, the phone still pressed to his ear. His dark eyes were wide open. He raised his hand. His long, rough fingers gently touched his face. They touched the red mark growing on his sharp jaw that had been created from my slap. He did not yell at me. He did not hit me back. He just looked down at me. He was completely stuck in pure shock. I did not let myself step away. I pushed my chin up. I looked straight into his cold, dead eyes. "Do not ever put your dirty hands on me again, you horrible monster," I warned him. Although, my voice shook a little bit, the pure hate in my words was very clear. He could not miss it. Julian did not say a single word. His hand still stayed up near his face. I turned my back to him. Turning my back on the most dangerous man in the city felt like a death wish. But I did it anyway. I walked fast across the big bedroom. I headed straight for the attached bathroom. I pushed the heavy wood door open. I stepped inside the bathroom, and I shut the door hard behind me. Right away, I pushed the lock. The metal lock clicked into place. I fell back against the strong wood of the door. I let out a very long, shaky breath. I did not even know I was holding my breath until then. My legs finally became too weak to stand. I slid down the door until I was sitting right on the cold stone floor. I pulled my knees close to my chest. My hands were shaking so much. I could not stop them. "You are going to get yourself killed, Lauren," I said in a soft whisper. "You are going to die in this place." I made myself stand back up. I walked over to the large sink counter. I leaned hard on the cold metal sink. I turned on the gold tap then, I threw freezing cold water onto my face. I wanted to wash away the feeling of his rough hands on my skin. The feeling was still there, but I tried to wash it off. I took a very soft towel. I gently dried my face with it. Then, I looked at the person in the mirror. She looked like a stranger to me. My perfect, styled hair was a little messy. I opened the drawers by the sink. I looked fast for Serena’s makeup box. I needed to do her makeup routine for bed. I knew my twin sister very well. She never let any man see her real, natural face. She wore makeup even when she was sleeping. If I wanted to stay alive, I had to keep acting like her. I had to wear the mask. I found a heavy makeup case. It was full of costly creams, powders, and lip colors. I took out the face makeup. I started putting a new layer on my pale skin. I rubbed the costly makeup into my skin. As I did this, my chest moved up and down. A new wave of fear hit me hard. I looked around the room. I looked at the big sink. I looked at the fancy bathtub behind me. I looked at all the rich things around me. Was this the true story of Serena's perfect marriage? Was this the bad, violent treatment she had to face when the doors were closed? I stopped moving. I held a makeup brush up in the air. I thought about the night before her big wedding. My mother and father had made me come to their big house. They made me help them get ready. Serena had been sitting in her rich bedroom. She was wearing a fine silk robe. She looked very happy and lost in a dream. "I love him so much, Lauren," she had said with a happy sigh. She spun a piece of her curled hair around her finger. "He is so strong and powerful. Every person bows down to him. I cannot wait for our wedding night." "He is a bad man, a criminal, Serena," I had said in a low voice. I was leaning against the wood frame of her bedroom door. She had just laughed at me. It was a sharp, mean laugh. "You just do not understand. You do not know what it feels like to be picked by a king. You will just be stuck with a cheap liar like Jake for the rest of your life. Your life will always be sad and poor. You will spend forever dealing playing cards in a dirty basement." Now, I looked at my own face in the mirror. I actually felt sad for my sister. She had lived in a fake dream world. She could not see the real monster she was about to marry. She really thought she was marrying a king. But she had tied herself to a cold-blooded killer. I leaned in closer to the bathroom mirror. I pushed my head back. I looked very closely at the skin on my neck. That was where Julian had just choked me. I used my fingers to gently touch the sore skin. There were no dark marks or bruises growing there. The skin was only a little bit red. He knew exactly how hard to squeeze my neck. He knew how to scare me to death without leaving a single mark on my body. My heart broke right then and there in that cold, bright bathroom. I realized I would have to face all of this every day. I would have to face the deep fear. I would have to face the choking. I would have to feel this total hate. I had to do this every single day until my parents finally found Serena. I picked up a light pink lip color. I needed to put on the last bit of my makeup. I finished and reached back into the drawer to put the lip color away. As I did, my fingers touched something hard and cold. It was hidden all the way in the back of the drawer. I moved a pile of face masks out of the way. Then, I pulled the item out to see what it was. It was a phone. It was a smooth, pink-gold phone. It had been hiding in the dark corner. I frowned and dried my hands on a soft towel. I pushed the power button on the side of the phone. The screen lit up right away. It threw a bright light on my face. The phone did not ask for a secret code. It did not ask to scan my face. It opened right up to the main screen. The background photo was a picture of my sister's face. It was Serena’s phone. Why did she leave her personal phone behind when she ran away? That did not make any sense at all to me. Why would she do that? My heart started to beat faster. I tapped the green phone button on the screen. I looked straight at her call history. My stomach felt sick. The whole list of calls had been wiped clean. There were no calls coming in. There were no calls going out. There were no missed calls from the last week. But there was just one exception. There was one single missed call sitting at the top of the list. It was from a phone number I did not know. I checked the time of the call. The call had come in exactly three hours ago. "Three hours ago?" I said out loud to myself. Serena had already been missing for more than a whole day. Who was trying to call her hidden phone right now? I did not even stop to think about what bad things might happen. I tapped the unknown number on the screen. I decided to call the person back as I lifted the pink phone to my ear. My heart was beating so fast and loud against my ribs. Ring. Ring. Ring. On the third ring, I heard a click on the line. Someone picked up the phone. "Hello?" I whispered in a rush into the phone. "Who is this?" I only heard heavy quiet on the other end of the line. But it was not totally empty. I could hear someone taking soft breaths. Then, I heard a sound in the background. It broke through the quiet. It was a local clock making a sound. It was a deep, metal ringing sound. Ding. Ding. Ding. "Serena?" I asked. My voice was shaking a lot. "Are you there?" Click. The call was cut off right away. The phone screen went back to the list of calls. "Damn it," I said in a sharp whisper. I quickly tapped the number again. I wanted to try calling one more time. But a robot voice from the phone company filled my ear right away. "The number you are trying to call is turned off right now." I pulled the phone away from my ear. I stared at the screen feeling very angry and stuck. My hands were sweating a lot now. I left the call list and opened her text message app. I looked through her messages. I hoped to find a clue. I hoped to find a street name or anything to tell me where she went. I found nothing at all. The message inbox was completely wiped clean. I moved the screen all the way to the bottom. There was only one message chat left there. It was a talk with a person saved only as a single dot. I tapped on the dot. The messages in there were sent two days ago. They were sent right before my sister went missing. The first text from the unknown person was very short and very scary. “Did you give him the poison?” I stopped breathing for a second. My eyes moved down to the next text message. It was a reply from Serena. She sent it just one minute later. “Yes, I crushed it up with his coffee beans. He drinks one cup of coffee every day. In seven days, he will be a dead man.” The phone slipped out of my sweaty fingers. It fell and made a loud noise against the stone sink counter. My eyes opened very wide in deep fear. I held onto the edges of the sink very tight. I stared blankly at my own scared face in the mirror. Serena did not just get missing. She was definitely just taken away by bad people. Serena had poisoned Julian.Lauren’s POVI hated myself for checking Serena’s social media again.But I did it anyway.Maybe pain had become a routine.Maybe some pathetic part of me still needed proof Julian was breathing somewhere in this city.Or maybe I just wanted to know if he looked for me the way I still searched for him in every stranger on the street.The photo loaded slowly.And there he was.Julian Cross.Standing beside Serena beneath the crystal lights of some elite charity gala.Serena looked flawless in diamond jewelries and designer sequin dress, her manicured hand spread possessively across Julian’s chest.But Julian—God.He looked dangerous.Black suit. Broad shoulders rigid beneath tailored dress shirt. Dark eyes colder than winter itself.Together, they looked untouchable.Powerful. Wealthy.Like the kind of married couple magazines obsessed over.But I knew him now. And Julian looked furious.The caption beneath the post read: Mr. and Mrs. Cross stealing the spotlight tonight.A broken lau
Julian's POVThe deal closed at 11:47 p.m.Forty-two million dollars. A rival's logistics network, folded neatly into mine like it was never his to begin with. Marcus set the signed documents on my desk with the quiet satisfaction of a man who understood what victory looked like.I felt nothing.I poured two fingers of scotch, stood at the floor-to-ceiling windows, and watched Seattle bleed neon into the rain-slicked streets below. My empire. My city. Every light down there belonged to me in some way — the buildings, the ports, the dirty money moving through clean hands.And the penthouse echoed.It had been doing that for weeks. This hollow, wrong kind of quiet that had nothing to do with sound and everything to do with her presence. Or her absence. I wasn't sure anymore.I heard Serena before I saw her. The deliberate and practiced click of heels. Everything she did was a performance."Still brooding?" she asked from the doorway, her voice coated in that particular brand of sw
Lauren's POVThe thing about comfort is that it sneaks up on you.You don't notice it happening. One day you're sleeping on someone's couch with one eye open, heart still raw and bleeding from a life you got thrown out of, and then somehow—without you ever making a conscious decision—you're sleeping through the night. You're passing the salt before he asks for it. You're laughing at something stupid on TV and not feeling guilty about it two seconds later.That's what happened with Silas and me.It wasn't dramatic. It wasn't a moment. It just… happened. Shared dinners where he cooked too much and I ate more than I'd admit. Late nights on his couch with bad coffee and worse job listings open on my laptop, him scrolling through his phone beside me like we'd been doing this for years. And slowly, I stopped bracing for the impact that never came."Another rejection?" he asked one Wednesday evening without looking up from his phone."How did you know?""You've been staring at the same li
Julian’s POV I gave her one more chance.That was the only thought in my head when I crossed the bedroom and pinned her against the wall. My hands framed her face. I kissed her hard, the way I used to when she'd bite back. When her nails would find my arms and her eyes would dare me to go further. I kissed her like I was trying to resurrect something.She moaned.It was right on cue. Perfectly timed. The exact pitch a woman performs when she thinks that's what's expected of her.I pulled back.The kiss tasted like nothing. I felt nothing. The fire, the tension, I used to feel whenever I kissed my wife, was gone.I shoved away, putting distance between us, running a hand through my hair."Who the fuck are you really?"She blinked. For just a fraction of a second, something cold moved behind her eyes. Then the mask snapped back into place.She straightened her silk robe and lifted her chin. "Your wife, Julian. The one you married.""No." My voice came out low and quiet. "You're not he
Lauren’s POV The smell of grease and cheap perfume clung to my skin as I wiped down the last table. Fucking waitress gig. Silas had pulled strings at this mid-tier joint downtown—nothing fancy, just enough tips to keep me from starving while I figured out how the hell my life had imploded. Again.“Lauren, you good to close?” my manager, Rico, called from the back. He was a decent enough guy, didn’t ask too many questions, which was perfect for someone like me right now.“Yeah, I got it,” I shouted back, tossing the rag into the bin. My feet screamed in the cheap non-slip shoes Silas had bought me. Everything hurt. Not just my body—the kind of bone-deep tired that came from smiling at assholes who tipped like shit while my mind kept replaying Julian’s face.I stepped out into the cool Seattle night, the alley door banging shut behind me. The city lights blurred a little. I blinked hard. No crying on the sidewalk. Not tonight.Silas’s car was waiting at the curb. I slid into the pas
Julian’s POVI cornered her the second the penthouse doors shut behind the staff.She stood in the middle of the living room with a glass of wine in her hand, dressed in a flowy dress and adorned in diamonds. But the second her eyes met mine, something cold crawled under my skin again.It was wrong.Everything about her was fucking wrong.“You’re staring,” she said lightly, slurring her words and taking a sip.I walked toward her slowly. “Tell me what happened at Melbourne.”The wine glass paused halfway to her lips. And there it was.A crack. It was tiny, but it was real.She recovered fast, though. Too fast.A soft laugh left her mouth as she set the glass down. “You got attacked by Dante’s men and lost your memory. Is there something wrong, honey?”Honey.I almost smiled.Serena used to call me an asshole, a psychopath, a control freak. Sometimes all three in the same sentence. Not honey.My jaw clenched. Every word that came out of her mouth was too clean, too rehearsed.I stopped
CHAPTER FIFTEENLAUREN’S POVI stopped breathing.Julian stood at the entrance of Dante Rossi’s private dining room like he had walked in just to make the whole ship remember who mattered more.His eyes found mine first.And just like that, every stupid choice that had brought me here climbed up my
CHAPTER ELEVENLAUREN’S POVJulian did not rush me.That was the first thing that made it worse.He just stood there for a second, looking down at me like he had all the time in the world, like he was deciding which part of me to cut open first. Then he dragged another chair across the floor and sa
CHAPTER SIXLAUREN’S POV “Shock,” I shot back immediately. “It's called shock, Julian. Have you heard of it?”His eyes narrowed. “Shock doesn't stop basic human reflexes. You stood there like a stone.”“Maybe I'm just used to the pain of being around you,” I spat.He opened his mouth to reply, his
CHAPTER SEVENTEENLAUREN’S POVBy the time Julian brought me to a lunch meeting, I already knew one thing.Being his wife was not just exhausting.It was dangerous.The building was all glass, steel, and expensive silence. Men in suits moved too carefully. Women in polished smiles watched too much.







