LOGINCHAPTER FOUR
LAUREN’S POV When I finally gathered the courage to unlock the bathroom door and step back into the bedroom, it was completely empty. Julian had left. I let out a massive sigh of relief. My shoulders dropped, and my shaking hands finally went still. I crawled into the massive, empty bed and pulled the heavy covers all the way up to my chin. Despite the absolute terror of the night and the terrible things I had discovered on that phone, pure exhaustion took over my body. I was actually able to sleep very well. He did not return to the room that night. The next morning, the sound of movement woke me up. I opened my eyes slowly. The bright morning light filled the room. Julian was already awake. He stood near the large open closet, dressing up. He was putting on a sharp black dress shirt and dark pants. He moved with a terrifying, quiet grace. I sat up against the headboard. I waited for him to yell at me. I waited for him to bring up the hard slap from last night. But he did not mention what had happened last night at all. He did not even turn around to look at me. "You are attending an art auctioning with me tomorrow," he informed me coldly. His voice was flat and hard, like ice. It was a strict order, not a question. I pressed my lips together. He had choked me last night, and now he was giving me orders like I was just another one of his workers. I decided to not say a single word. I stayed completely quiet. Julian buttoned the cuffs of his shirt. He had to look up, looking at me through the large mirror on the closet door when I did not respond. His dark eyes locked onto mine in the reflection. The silence stretched between us. It was a mix of absolute hate and something else I refused to name. "Why won't you respond?" he asked. His voice dropped lower, carrying a quiet, angry threat. I kept my face perfectly straight. "Ask me more nicely," I said. Julian stopped moving completely. He turned his body slightly. He stared at me through the mirror in pure disbelief. His eyes narrowed with deep contempt. He looked at me like I was dirt on his shoe. The hatred he poured on me with just that single look was heavy. I returned the look right back at him, matching his dark energy. My heart pounded against my ribs. Just when I thought my cup was finally full, and Julian would finally walk over to the bed and end my life right there, he took a slow breath. His jaw clenched very tight. "Will you please join me at the art auction tomorrow, Serena?" he asked nicely. The words sounded completely forced coming out of his mouth. It looked like it caused him physical pain to say them. I gave him a small, tight smile. "Okay, sure," I replied. Julian looked at me in deep curiosity one more time. His eyes scanned my face, searching for something he could not find. Then, he grabbed his watch and started leaving the room. "When will you be returning?" I asked before he could exit through the large bedroom doors. He stopped walking. His broad back tightened. It was very clear he did not want to respond to me. The silence dragged on, but he finally turned his head just a bit. "I will be returning tomorrow morning," he said. I felt a massive rush of excitement hit me. A whole day and night without this monster. I made sure to keep my face totally blank. I did not show him any of my excitement until he finally walked out and shut the heavy door behind him. I let the afternoon settle very well before I got out of the bed. I had a life to keep up. I went into the closet and found some plain, dark clothes. I had to get dressed for my poker dealer work. Yes, I was acting as a rich man's wife right now, but Serena’s wealth would never be mine. I knew the real truth. Once Serena was found, I would return back to my life of poverty like I never left. I had to continue surviving. I needed to keep making my own money. As I was stepping out of the penthouse into the long hallway, I bumped right into a hard chest. I stumbled back. It was Silas. He stood in the hallway, looking down at me. "You need to be careful. Julian has an eagle eye," Silas warned me again. I looked up at him. I expected to see his usual cold stare. But this time, his tone was completely different. It was filled with real worry for me. It caught me off guard. "I will be careful," I said softly. "Thank you for worrying." As I spoke, I looked right into his eyes. They were actually very pretty eyes. They held a strange, soft kindness that did not match his dangerous job. I realized I was staring too much. My cheeks felt a little hot. I quickly looked away, nodded my head, and left the hallway fast. I took a cab away from the rich side of the city. I first went back to my studio apartment to grab my uniform then, I branched into a dirty, loud bar that was exactly three blocks before my underground shop. I went straight to the back restroom of the bar. I stood in front of the cracked mirror and cleaned off all the heavy, expensive makeup my parents had put on me. I washed away Serena’s face. Then, I got dressed in my plain dealer uniform. I left the bar and headed straight down into the underground casino. It was a very stressful shift. The hours dragged on in the smoky basement. Angry customers hollered at me from across the card table all night. "Deal the cards faster, you stupid girl!" one drunk man yelled. He acted as if it were my fault that he lost his bets. I kept my face blank and dealt the cards. My boss, a large man, barked at me from across the busy floor. He yelled at me for being lazy, even though I was definitely not lazy. I was working harder than anyone else in the room. But I survived. I always survived this place. It was hard work, but it kept me grounded. When my shift finally ended, my feet ached terribly. I went back to the tiny employee restroom. I pulled out the makeup case. With tired hands, I quickly wore the makeup again. I painted Serena's mask back on my face. Then, I got dressed in the nice, expensive gown I had worn out of the penthouse. It was around twelve midnight when I finally started leaving the casino. I started walking toward the main entrance of the casino, the casino still very much alive in the background. Suddenly, I heard a name call me from behind me. The sound made my blood freeze in my veins. The voice did not call my real name. It called her name. "Serena?" It was a soft voice. It was very curious. I stopped walking entirely. My breath hitched in my throat. My heart slammed painfully against my ribs. I slowly turned my back around to face the person. My entire world somersaulted when I saw who it was. Standing right there in the midst of the chaos of the casino, looking completely out of place in this underground basement, was Julian. He was dressed in the exact same black dress shirt and dark pants he wore in the morning.Lauren's POV The baby monitor sat forgotten on the kitchen counter, crackling with static and the occasional shriek of delight, because our daughter, Star had discovered that flowers were for pulling apart, not admiring. "Star, no–leave the roses alone, baby." She looked up at me with Julian's eyes. Same stubborn tilt of the chin. Same refusal to listen to a damn thing I said. "No," she repeated back at me, gleeful, and ripped another petal off. I laughed so hard I had to sit down on the garden bench. Two years of this. Two years of chaos wearing tiny shoes, and somehow it still didn't feel real most mornings–like I'd wake up and find out the quiet, ordinary life had been the dream all along. "She gets that from you," Julian said, coming up behind me. "She gets that from you. I don't ignore people. I ignore instructions." "Same thing, in your case." I twisted to glare at him. He was smiling, the real one, the one that used to be rare enough to count and now showed up so often
Lauren's POV We landed back in Seattle on a Tuesday that felt too quiet to be real. Three weeks later the invitations went out.Silas Foundation for Rescued Children.Housing. Education. Protection. Everything he’d talked about in those last quiet hours when the cancer was already winning and he still found time to dream out loud for kids who’d never had a chance.The building stood on the edge of the old industrial district. Julian had refused every suggestion to put his own name anywhere near it. “It’s his,” he’d said when the architects pushed. “He wanted this. Not me.”The opening ceremony was small on purpose. No press. No politicians fishing for photo ops. Just the people who mattered, Tommy wiping his eyes every five minutes, a handful of the kids who’d already been pulled out of the trafficking rings, and us.I stood at the edge of the stage in a simple black dress, watching Julian take the microphone. He hated this shit. Public speaking. Vulnerability. Anything that forced
Lauren's POV For the first time in months...No gunfire.No betrayals.No bodyguards.Just the two of us, and the stupidest fucking grin I couldn’t wipe off my face even if I tried.We left the garden right after the last champagne cork popped. Tommy tried to make a speech, got three words in, and started crying harder than I did during the vows. Julian just clapped him on the back, muttered something that sounded like “shut the hell up before I change my mind about the open bar,” and then we were gone. No confetti. No dramatic send-off. Just Julian’s hand on the small of my back, guiding me toward the black car waiting at the curb like he still couldn’t quite believe I was walking with him instead of away.Italy hit us like a warm slap.Rome first. We landed at night, the city glowing under streetlights that made everything look softer than it had any right to. Julian carried both bags because he is a stubborn ass who refuses to let me lift anything heavier than a glass of wine. I l
Julian's POV The suit felt wrong. Not because it didn't fit – Antonio had tailored it to perfection, but because I kept tugging at the collar like a nervous kid at his first class presentation. I was thirty-four years old. Buried a cartel. Buried the people who tried to burn my world down twice. And here I was, sweating through the Egyptian suit because in twenty minutes I was marrying the only person who ever made me want to be less of a monster. "You look like you're about to walk into an ambush," Tommy said, adjusting my boutonnière with more care than the job required. "Feels like one." "Good ambush or bad ambush?" "Ask me in twenty minutes." He laughed. Now it just meant Tommy was happy. It had taken me a long time to learn the difference. The garden behind the house wasn't a huge venue. No unnecessary guests. No guests pretending to like me. Just the people who we thought was important enough for this, Tommy, four of my men standing loose and unarmed for the first
Lauren's POV The ocean breeze rolling in from the Seattle smelled like a clean beginning.I stood before the floor-to-ceiling windows of the executive office, one palm resting against the cool glass as I watched the harbor below. Cranes moved above rows of containers while cargo vessels glided through the water.Timber. Electronics. Grain.Ordinary commodities moving through an ordinary port.No concealed compartments.No illicit weapons.No illegal substances.No compartments.Six months.It had taken six relentless months to dismantle the rot embedded within the Cross empire, sever its criminal networks, liquidate the shell companies, and drag every remaining fragment of the organisation into the light of legitimate business.For the first time, the Cross name could exist without a crime attached to it.Behind me, the scratch of a fountain pen against heavy paper abruptly ceased."You're staring again."Julian's voice drifted across the office, carrying that same warmth that made m
Julian's POVThe call came in at six in the morning.I was already awake. I hadn't slept much since the raid, since Vivian's blood on the cathedral floor. Lauren was curled against my side, her breathing was slow and even, and I was staring at the ceiling.My phone buzzed on the nightstand. I almost let it ring out. Then I saw the prison's area code and picked up."Mr. Cross." The warden's voice was flat and professional. "I'm calling about inmate Serena Vance.""What did she do now." I kept my voice low so I wouldn't wake Lauren."She's dead, sir. A guard found her during the four a.m. check. It looks like she took her own life."I didn't say anything for a long moment. I felt Lauren stir beside me, some instinct in her probably picking up on the stillness in my body."Understood," I said finally. "Thank you for the call."By the time I hung up, Lauren's eyes were open, watching me in the dark."Julian? Who was that?""The prison." I set the phone down carefully. "Serena is dead."La
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO LAUREN’S POV I yanked my shirt up from the floor with shaking hands and glared at Julian through the mess he had made of me. “You disgusting bastard.” He set the gun down on the desk like it was nothing. “I’ve been called worse,” he said. “By people still alive?” Hi
CHAPTER THREE LAUREN’S POV Julian stopped moving completely. He just froze.For one very scary second, it felt like all the air left the room. I could not breathe. I did not step back. I stood right where I was. My chest moved up and down very fast. I thought he was going to take out a gun. I tho
CHAPTER TWOLAUREN’S POV The golden doors of the elevator finally slid open, revealing a sprawling, ultra-modern penthouse wrapped in floor-to-ceiling glass that overlooked the glittering skyline of the city. I stepped out, my expensive heels sinking into a thick rug, but before I could take anoth
CHAPTER ONELAUREN’S POV"I said we are done, Jake," I barked into the phone, rubbing my tired eyes. "Don't call me again.""Lauren, come on. It was one mistake," Jake pleaded, his voice whining through the cheap speaker of my phone."One mistake too many. It's over. Have a nice life." I didn't wai







