I do not think twice I hurriedly scoff the sandwiches down i save a salad sandwich for later I stash it under my mattress along with one of the water bottles. I instantly regret eating so fast. I want to puke it back up but I focus on tipping the water out of the bottles sampson gave me and tearing the food up it make it easier to flush I leave half on the plate so I don’t block the toilet and it looks believable if I do not eat a full meal. As I finish flushing the toilet with the last bits of sampsons dinner I hear the keys and start doing push ups my plan is to now ignore him and have him think I am playing along with his little game and eating his food. He looks at the tray “good girl starting to come around to the idea of us being together” I don’t lose focus I keep working out. “ we work out some time when you agree to be my Luna” I do not know if he is completely delusional or trying to get a reaction out of me which ever way I remain focused. I stand up and start doing burpees
The elders look shocked and start whispering between themselves when finally head elder Marcus speaks. “ these are not small allegations you are making towards the alpha of shadow crest we can not make a decision based on your testimony alone I do hope you have some evidence of the wrong doings of alpha sampson if you can bring forth evidence we will take your submission into account we wish to speak to alpha sampson to hear his side of the story we shall try to find him personally ourselves I will give you 48 hours to bring forward evidence of misdeeds if we can not find alpha sampson and you have enough evidence to uphold your allegations we will strip alpha sampson of his title and swear you in as alpha of the shadow crest pack. Do you have any questions or objections” 48 hours they want to put this off for two days I don’t know if we have that much time on our hands. “I would like to request respectfully for you to consider 24 hours opposed to the 48 hours high elder Marcus I do n
~Esme~ The days seem to fly by a little faster with my training and meditation I have not spoke to sampson since the day he allowed me light again and turned the speaker off. It’s really wearing him down now it is crushing him little bit by little bit. He still believes I am eating and drinking his offerings but every two days the high tide warrior brings me water and something light to sustain me. I do not think I have a rescue party coming any time soon I may have to think of a way out my self if this keeps up. Sampson has just arrived with a tray “please say something to me Esme anything I do not care if you tell me you hate me please say something “ I don’t even acknowledge his existence he lets out a low growl. “If that’s how you want it Esme I will force you to speak to me” he unlocks the cell door and mentally prepare myself for a fight but in a flash he has me pinned up against the wall arms above my head he whispers into my ear “is this how you like it Esme” I refuse to say
Esme I feel tired from the unrelenting workout so I decide to take a rest. I lay on the metal bed the mattress so thin I feel the metal beneath it. I lay and think about my mate I long for his touch I have not known him long yet it feels like eternity as tho are souls have wandered the plains for such a long time. I hope I can forgive me for baring the mark of another I wonder if he will still take me as his mate I pray to the moon goddess he understands that sampson marked me by force it was not by my choice. I love Perseus and was planning to build a life together it does not bother me he is a rogue I too will become a rogue to spend the rest of my days with him. I can not imagine how hard it must of been living as a rogue from such a young age losing all your family and forcefully removed from the pack you were next in line for alpha. I wonder what he is doing now I close my eyes and picture his face in great detail I fall asleep to the imagine of him it brings me comfort he is rea
~5 years ago~ High tide pack “I refuse to be second to none. Son you are not gay Mathew is not your fated mate I will never accept that you are gay you must take Lisa as your mate if you want any chance to become alpha of a pack one day we have served along side alphas for many generations we are born betas but that must change we are more than capable of the alpha title we need this, you need this” Harriet sighs “dad I am gay I have always been gay I do not understand why it is so hard for you to accept this. The moon goddess has also blessed me with Mathew confirming what we both already knew. I do not want Lisa for a mate it would not be fair to either one of us stuck in a loveless courtship. Most importantly father I also do not desire to be alpha we are beta blood for a reason it is in our blood to serve beside our alpha. Being alpha is not a dream of mine but yours I am happy with who I am” what an ungrateful child I have raised he has been given an opportunity to take the al
Most alpha ceremonies are grand events the whole pack enjoys together. extravagantly decorated event with all the finer things in life a huge buffet with wine and beer on tap celebrated with the whole pack. But under the circumstances I stand here at the werewolf council with a few people who came today as witnesses to my brother sampsons wrong doings. Three councilmen stand in front of me with a gold plated dagger “i high elder Marcus here by strip alpha sampson for the shadow crescent of his title and duties may all ties to the shadow pack be cut with this knife I hold before. I hereby from this day forth call forward alexander west to take the shadow crescent as his own and with the power of the moon goddess bestow him the new alpha” he cuts his hand so do the other two high elders they all let their blood run into a challis they hand me the knife and I do the same. I feel the power and strength of a alpha run hot through my veins it is something magical to feel my aura feels diffe
Clary I have been staying at Alexander’s and Marie’s house the past week since I sobered up and focused on training and keeping myself in the present. I took losing tiff hard but while I was caught up in my own misery I forgot about two boys who must have felt the loss more than anyone Simon and James not only did they lose their only living family member and provider but they have been placed in a home with good people but strangers none the less to them I had been visiting them once a day since the tragedy but a week ago I told myself I need to step up not only for me but for the two boys I know if it were my brother tiff would have been caring and supporting them with in a instant that is just the type of person she was. They need someone familiar around. I won’t lie it has been hard they are completely shattered they won’t eat unless I eat with them they cry a lot which is understandable so today I plan to take them out to visit the pack hospital I have arranged a vip tour throug
Esme Lonely I feel completely and utterly lonely weeks with basic human interaction is starting to drive me insane working out does not help. I crave for a conversation, fresh air, sunlight, human touch I miss my mate family and friends. I haven’t seen sampson in two days although I dislike him he is the one that put me in this predicament yet he is the only form of human interaction even if briefly and the fact I do not want to be in his presence it is still a form of human interaction. Perhaps this was part of his plan to strip me of human interaction and intimacy in the hopes I will fall straight into his arms for what it is I crave for. I can’t think like this I will not let him win I decide to meditate to ease my mind and find the inner strength I need to see me through this as i take my first inhale. As I do the dungeon door flies open “help me Esme help me” it’s a very distressed sampson his hair is dishevelled he hasn’t shaved in a while and looks as though he hasn’t had any