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{ Anastasia }
Monday mornings at Bloom Beauty are always the same. Everyone's going around the open-floor office, chattering about campaigns and new product drops while I sit inside my own private office trying not to lose my mind. I take a sip of my coffee and glance at my schedule for today. My early team meetings, a call with JG Models. And then, the post-it I added last week. 9:30 a.m. New hire orientation. Abraham Kent. "Agh. Right," I murmur, getting annoyed all over again. I don't know anything about this guy, except he's a charity case. Someone my dad told me to be nice to, because he'll be here only for a short amount of time. As a favor to a friend. Just a ‘dumb jock', my dad called him. That's going to be very annoying to navigate, especially since I already don't like anyone in my team. A knock at the door startles me. It's Nora, my assistant. "He's here," she says with wide sparkly eyes and a huge smile. "The new hire?" "Yep, the new guy," she says, excitedly. If she were a dog, her tail would be waggling everywhere, "He's even hotter than I thought possible. Everyone kept saying he was glorious in person, but it still took me by surprise." "They've been talking about my new employee? How do they even know about him?" I don't talk to them. "Girl, he is famous," she says very slowly. I feel like we already had this conversation, "I told them, just like I told you… except you totally ignored me. I bet you didn't even G****e him." "No, I didn't. I have a bunch of stuff to do," I complain, pointing at my schedule, "And why would I care about a fucking hockey player? I feel like every guy in this country is a hockey player. It's not like he's a celebrity or something." "He IS! He just won a Stanley Cup last year," She whispers-screams at me. Those words ring a bell, but they don’t really mean anything to me. "I have a Stanley cup right there," I mutter, pointing at it. Mine is pink. Nora closes her eyes and shakes her head. "You know Olivia Dalton? The model?" "Of course, we just had a campaign with her. That's a real celebrity," I say with an obvious tone. "Well, she was dating him at some point, like a year ago. She actually got this gig BECAUSE she dated him and got a bunch of new followers. He was the famous one in that little weekend-long relationship," she explains. And now I lean back, actually interested. Olivia Dalton has well over a million followers, a rising star in modeling who got very popular all of a sudden... but if she got popular because of this guy, then that changes things. "Okay. Give me a second," I lift a finger at her, "I'm going to g****e him. Tell him I'm on a call." "You got it," she responds, her smile growing bigger, "But just so you know... he is bigger in person. And hotter. Glorious." I just blink at her as she leaves my office, then I do what I should've done a week ago and write 'Abraham Kent' in the search bar. A lot of the most searched options come out. Abraham Kent NHL Abraham Kent injury crash Abraham Kent best shots Abraham Kent team wins Stanley Cup 2025 Abraham Kent and Olivia Dalton Abraham Kent and Stephanie Koi Abraham Kent and Monique Fairman Okay, enough, there's like five other girls in the list, so I lose interest in that. I click on the first option and then I'm attacked by photos of a man. And I mean a MAN. A real man. A man in a blue hockey outfit and sweaty hair and pink cheeks and a gorgeous smile. "Oh... my… god," I gasp and get so close to the screen, my nose will leave a smudge there. But holy hell, that IS a glorious man. This can't be my charity case, can it? He is insanely hot. He has almost three million followers and lots of pages talking about him. About how he's an amazing player, but apparently had an injury about a year ago. A lot of people are discussing the possibilities of him playing again. There's even an article about what happened. A motorcycle crash. There's photos of the aftermath and it looks absolutely horrendous. Oh, no, this poor gorgeous boy. It's a miracle he didn't die, that looks really bad. The motorcycle was left completely ruined, but apparently he flew out of it before the collision against a wall. I call my dad while reading other articles related to hockey. As a born and raised Canadian, I should know everything about hockey… but I don’t. Like, not at all. All I know is that hockey is life for some people. And the Vancouver Seagulls are THE team everyone talks about. Except every time people start talking about it in my vicinity, I space out and start thinking about literally anything else. "Hi, babygirl." "Father. You did not tell me the 'dumb jock' was an actual hockey star," I growl out, my eyes glued to the man on my computer, wearing a blue jersey with the number '17'. MY day of birth, by the way, "He is a very famous person. He's been on TV! He won a big flashy trophy called the Stanley Cup. ESPN has a thirty minute segment discussing him!" "Well... you don't follow hockey, so I didn't go into detail about who he was because you wouldn't know anyway," he responds, like that makes any sense, "I have talked to you about my friend Adam and how he's a Coach for our home team. Then I told you one of his players needed help. How is that not clicking in your head? The NHL is a big deal... well, not for girls like you, but maybe for girls like Chloe and Celeste. I bet even they know who he is." "Thank you for the distinction," I snap in annoyance. I know he didn't mean anything by it, but it still stings, "Girls like me, how?" "Book girls. Smart girls," he responds immediately. I roll my eyes, "Anyway... all you have to know is that he might not be too bright, but my friend said he’s a good kid and he really needs this job. Go easy on him. And use him if you can." Use him? My heart does an excited boom when I imagine all the ways one could use a man like that... "But I won't tell you what to do, you're my little genius. I'm sure you're already coming up with a hundred ideas about how to use his platform for our benefit.” That's nice, but I actually wasn't thinking about that yet. I was imagining me tying him up to my bed and making use of him like an alive sex doll. I could ride him for hours, I bet he would never get tired. God, Annie! Get a grip! "Yeah, I'll figure it out. I just can't believe you didn't explain all of this before," I complain, "He's already here, so I'll let you go." "Sure. Hey... you're joining us for lunch today, right?" "Yes, dad," I respond with a slight eye-roll. It's been four months since I started working here and living close to them again, but he still asks the same thing almost every day, "See you later." "See you, love. Good luck." I end the call and get up, about to go out to get him myself, but for the first time in... months? Years? I stop for a second and wonder if I look good enough. I gulp and really look at myself in the small mirror next to the door. I did not brush my hair this morning, I'm wearing a big hoodie and my oversized jeans... my extra-large oversized jeans, because I'm on my period and I just can't wear anything tight or I'll die. And of course, I'm not wearing any makeup. This isn't new for anyone here. Or me. I value my physical comfort over anything and, honestly, I just don't want to put any effort into my appearance. That is on purpose most days and just out of laziness other days, but today I wish I looked... better. But that’s dumb of me. A man who went out with Olivia Dalton would never even look at a girl twice her size and unwilling to ever look sexy. On purpose. "Whatever," I murmur, laughing at myself for considering for even one second he would care if I look cute or not. He'll look straight past me and that's perfectly okay. Seriously, it's fine. It’s better like that. Even if he's the first real-life man to make my heart beat fast in years.Bram moves back to take his clothes off completely and then it's my turn to look completely starstruck because he was right. He is bigger than last time and it takes my breath away, especially when he takes his boxers off and lets me see how much he wants me.And it's a lot. A big want. I missed it so fucking much.But when he comes back and settles on top of me, he still doesn't make the first move. It's like he's waiting for me to change my mind, like he's still expecting me to pull away at the last second and rebuild that careful distance I've been maintaining for a while, but I won't. So, slowly, he allows his hands slide along my sides, moving hi hands up to my bare tits with a scared look in his face. He looks like he's reacquainting himself with something he hasn't touched in too long, like he's reminding himself I'm actually here and not something he imagined back into existence, and I feel it in the way his grip shifts, in the way he exhales like he's been holding his breat
➿➿➿➿We don't say much on the way back to my place, and I tell myself it's because we're both tired, because the night has already held too many emotions to neatly process, because silence is easier than saying the wrong thing again, but the truth is that the quiet between us feels alive, like it's watching, waiting, stretching thinner and tighter with every passing second until it hums under my skin.By the time I unlock the door and step inside, I can feel him behind me. Every nerve in my body is very aware of the space he occupies, and I set my keys down more carefully than necessary just to give myself a second to breathe.I turn slowly. He's already looking at me intensely, like he's trying to read something written under my skin, like he's waiting for me to decide what this is going to be.And for once, I don't hesitate."You're being very quiet," I say, stepping closer, tilting my head just enough to study him, letting a faint, controlled smile touch my lips."Trying not to mes
{ Anastasia }I smile and squeeze his hand, but then I realize there's something else I have to say before we try to move forward. "There's... something else I never told you," I say, and that alone is enough to change his expression, the lightness fading into something more attentive, more careful."Okay," he says, leaning in just a little. "What is it?"I hesitate, because saying it out loud still feels strange, like giving it shape makes it heavier, but I push through anyway."My ex," I start, keeping my voice steady even though I can feel the tension creeping into my shoulders. "Isaac. He wasn't just... a bad boyfriend or emotionally unavailable or whatever people like to call it when they don't want to say the truth."Bram doesn't interrupt. "He was abusive. Emotionally, then psychologically and then... physically," I continue, more directly now, because there is no point softening it. Bram freezes in front of me, "He wasn't like that since the beginning and it wasn't all the t
{ Abraham }She won't come.I tell myself that from the moment I step into the restaurant, like setting expectations low will somehow soften the impact when I inevitably end up sitting here alone, pretending I came for the ambiance and not because I am pathetically hopeful, but the truth is there is still a small, stubborn spark in my chest that refuses to go out, the kind of blind hope that has no business existing after everything that has happened, and yet here I am, dressed nicer than usual, sitting in a high tea place surrounded by elegant older people who look like they belong here in a way I absolutely do not.And a couple.A very, very happy couple.A couple that just got engaged right in front of my eyes at the exact table I wanted, the one I specifically requested after watching too many videos online of "most romantic places in Vancouver," the one with the perfect view of the city and just enough privacy to make it feel like something out of a movie, except now it is covere
{ Abraham }I write letter number three and tear it up before I even reach the end, not because the words are wrong but because writing is harder than other days. The words keep jumbling together and I don't even know what the hell I'm writing anymore. But then I remember her message after I sent the last letter. 'Thank you for the necklace, it's beautiful and I'm already wearing it. I'm glad you're taking care of yourself.'So, this writing shit it's worth it. I have to keep it up, because I refuse to let us die. I refuse to give her enough time to forget what she feels about me. I miss her so bad. Every morning, every night. So, I force myself to write another letter, even if it makes my head hurt to make sure I didn't fuck up the words.For a month, I've been regretting my anger explosion of that day and walking out on her, but I have also realized that we needed some space. But now I'm starting to think one month has been enough. My heart has grown fonder for sure and all I c
"Anaaa-a-a-a," Nora sings my name, opening my office door, she's smiling really wide, "There's something here for you. Are you seeing someone, you cheeky girl?""Huh?" I blink, "No?""No? Well, somebody brought you flowers," she says with a confused face, then goes to her desk and when she comes back she's carrying a small but very beautiful bouquet with tulips, "I wanted to ask about your new boyfriend first, but this is more mysterious than that, I guess. Who could it be?""I've literally haven't spoken to a single male person who isn't a part of this company in a month," I murmur, then I grab the note... that isn't really a note. It's an envelope and it has a big letter inside. As soon as I see the wobbly handwriting there, my heart stops, "Oh.""Oh, what?!" Nora demands, "Who is it?""Bram," I murmur, then I watch her deflate. She's still a hater, after admitting that she heard half the fight we had that day when he came here to yell at me. Apparently, she hasn't forgiven him yet.







