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Hold Me, Then Hurt Me
Hold Me, Then Hurt Me
Author: Bagel

Chapter 1

Author: Bagel
When I opened my eyes again, I was pinned against the floor-to-ceiling window of the skyscraper by my stepbrother, Rocco. The man I had been infatuated with for a decade.

He panted, his hot lips and tongue trailing along my collarbone as he murmured, "Don't go."

In my past life, on the night I received my acceptance letter from London Business School, Rocco got blind drunk.

Late that night, I gave in to his pleas for me to stay. I willingly gave myself to him.

After a debauched night, his cherished fiancée, Clara, caught me walking out of his room the next morning, my clothes in disarray.

She ran out in tears, her parting words ringing in the air, "I'll let you have each other."

A month after she disappeared, the family search party found her engagement ring at the edge of a cliff.

At the bottom of the cliff lay mangled remains, battered by the waves until they were unrecognizable.

Rocco clutched that ring and didn't sleep all night.

On the surface, he acted as if nothing had happened, even arranging a trip for me to Sicily, telling me to go and relax.

The night I landed, I was kidnapped by assassins from a rival family.

I screamed for him to pay the ransom, only to hear him give the order himself over the phone:

"Don't make her death a quick one. The Costello princess? She's nothing but a damn liability. Torture her. Break every bone in her body. "

"This is what she owes Clara."

You like playing games, Rocco.

But in this life, I refuse to play along.

...

"Harper, be good..."

"Don't leave me. You're all I have..."

The first thing I felt in my new life was Rocco's hard chest trapping me against the bookshelf.

His large hand slid roughly under my silk nightgown, his fingertips calloused from years of holding a gun, tracing a line up my waist.

A sickening shiver ran down my spine.

In my past life, I had fallen completely for his performance as a devoted rogue, willing to lose myself in the forbidden pleasure.

I even believed that he truly loved me.

Until, in the throes of passion, he gasped another woman's name:

"Clara..."

This time, I snatched the heavy crystal whiskey glass from the desk and, without hesitation, threw its contents in Rocco's face.

Ice and liquor splashed against his handsome, yet repulsive, face.

"Wake up."

Rocco froze, the amber liquid dripping from his sharp jawline. The lust in his eyes slowly faded, replaced by confusion.

Before he could react, I shoved him away, smoothed my disheveled nightgown, and pressed the security button under the desk.

"Are you sober now, my brother?"

Our family's Capo was at the door almost instantly.

Seeing Rocco's state and smelling the reek of alcohol in the room, the Capo immediately lowered his head, not daring to meet my gaze. "Principessa, what are your orders?"

"Tie him up."

"Take him to the Bellini estate. Deliver him to Miss Clara. Now."

The Capo hesitated, instinctively wanting to object. After all, Rocco was the Don's most valued enforcer.

But when his gaze met my own, cold as steel, he nodded at once. "Yes, Principessa."

Twenty minutes later, I received a text from Clara. The text message radiated disbelief and anger.

[Harper Costello, are you insane? What is the meaning of this, sending Rocco to me in this state!]

Calmly, I typed my reply.

[Miss Bellini, I heard it's your birthday. Since you want him so much, consider him a gift. You're welcome.]

The phone screen went dark, reflecting my face. Memories of my past life flooded back like a tide.

Rocco and I share no blood.

My father, Giovanni Costello, is the most powerful Don in this city. Years after my mother's death, he fell for Rocco's mother at first sight.

And Rocco was merely the outsider who came with his mother, becoming my stepbrother in name only.

In my previous life, I was deeply in love with Rocco.

A decade of secret admiration culminated in one reckless night, where I willingly surrendered myself to him.

But after our night together, his one true love, Clara, walked in on us.

She cried, putting on a pitiful show of stepping aside for us.

Then she ran away from home and vanished.

A month later, the family found a blood-stained ring and a mangled corpse at the cliffside. She was declared dead.

Rocco showed no signs of distress. He even comforted me in my panic.

He said, "Harper, don't be afraid. Your brother is here for you."

He even meticulously planned a trip to Europe for me, saying it was to celebrate my birthday.

Until the day of my departure, when I found myself tied up in a musty warehouse.

I heard him myself, laughing coldly as he gave the order to the tattooed thugs:

"She's Costello's daughter. Beat her until she can't scream anymore, and when you're done, kill her. Make sure to record it."

"Afterward, dump her in the East River. Make it clean."

"This is what she owes Clara!"

I begged him through my tears. "Rocco! I'm your sister! How could you do this to me?"

Rocco's laughter echoed through the phone, as cruel as a blade. "Sister? Ever since Clara jumped off that cliff because of you, I've wanted to tear you limb from limb."

"And I bet you don't know, when the old man heard you'd been kidnapped, the shock nearly killed him. He's in the ICU right now, on his deathbed."

"There's no one left in this world to protect you, my little princess."

My heart turned to ash.

In the rival family's warehouse, I endured hours of brutal beatings before they broke all my fingers and both of my legs.

Finally, I was thrown into a filthy gutter.

All of it, at the hands of Rocco.

There was no peace for me in death.

In this second life, I just want to stay as far away from Rocco as possible.

The next morning, my father was browsing the financial section of the newspaper and casually asked about my day.

My stepmother, Elena, elegantly directed the maids to serve coffee.

I had just cut into my eggs Benedict when Rocco stormed in with Clara.

Rocco's shirt collar was slightly open, revealing several fresh love bites on his neck, clear evidence of a passionate night.

He held Clara's hand and strode directly to the dining table with a defiant air.

My stepmother greeted them with a beaming smile.

My father merely glanced up from behind his paper, his expression indifferent, and instructed the butler to set two more places.

After a few bites, my father excused himself, citing urgent business with the organization.

At the table, my stepmother fussed over Clara, already treating her like a member of the family.

Rocco cut his steak, the knife scraping harshly against the porcelain.

He suddenly stopped and turned to me with a playful smile.

"Harper, why so quiet?"

"It's Clara's first time having breakfast with us. Don't make her feel unwelcome."
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    A month later, I returned to New York with Ethan.The gates to the estate slowly swung open.My father and stepmother stood on the porch, Rocco behind them, his face grim.When he saw me, Rocco's eyes lit up.But when his gaze fell on Ethan behind me, his expression instantly hardened with fury.He practically dragged me aside and shoved a thick manila envelope into my hands."Take a look at the kind of trash you've picked up!"I opened it and found it full of "dirt" on Ethan.From his romantic entanglements on Wall Street to his own family's complex power struggles, there were even a few blurry nightclub photos.Rocco sneered. "Harper, Ethan Carter is a typical Wall Street asshole. He's only close to you for the Costello family's money. No one will ever be truly good to you, except me.""Only I know what you need, Harper."I shook his hand off, letting the papers slip through my fingers to scatter on the ground."I don't care.""As long as he delivers, I can look the other way."I tru

  • Hold Me, Then Hurt Me   Chapter 9

    I couldn't help it. I laughed out loud.Rocco's heartfelt confession froze on his face. He stared at me, dumbfounded.He asked awkwardly, "Harper, what... what are you laughing at?"I slapped his hand away and answered coldly, "I'm laughing at how full of yourself you are.""You're right, I used to be infatuated with you.""You were good to me when I was little, but even as a teenager, you had no sense of boundaries. It gave me the wrong idea.""The extra birthday surprises every year, the complete lack of inhibition in our physical contact, even tearing up the love letters other boys sent me.""Rocco, you say you love me now, but do you remember what you said back then? You said it would cheapen our special bond."I moved closer to him, my voice dropping low. "The truth is, you never wanted the responsibility. You wanted the Costello inheritance, my adoration, and the image of a devoted man, all without the commitment."He said he loved me, but he didn't want to be tied down by conven

  • Hold Me, Then Hurt Me   Chapter 8

    At an outdoor café at London Business School, the sun made a rare appearance, piercing through the English fog and spilling onto the tables.Ethan Carter was a very interesting person.Not just because he had one of the sharpest financial minds on Wall Street, but because he understood boundaries."Harper, regarding the acquisition of that Zurich bank, I've built a new risk model."Ethan pushed a tablet toward me. "Their bad debt ratio is high, but if we can leverage the Costello family's connections in Eastern Europe...""Shh."I raised a finger to my lips, cutting him off. "Ethan, on campus, we only talk about legitimate business."Ethan paused for a second, then broke into his signature brilliant smile."Sorry, force of habit. Harper, you're really one of a kind. Ambitious, yet so cautious."Noticing I was only wearing a thin silk blouse, Ethan took off his own overcoat and naturally draped it over my shoulders. "It's getting windy. You'll catch a cold."I smiled faintly. "You're no

  • Hold Me, Then Hurt Me   Chapter 7

    London's rain was, as always, endless.For the past few years, I knew nothing of what was happening in New York. I had my own battles to fight.I not only earned my degree from London Business School but also built my own art investment empire in the auction rooms of Sotheby's, using a sharp eye and the ruthlessness I'd learned growing up in the Costello family.My father had kept his promise.With the seed money my father provided, laundered from family funds, I carved out a niche in the European antiques market, creating the family's first clean and substantial source of legitimate income.I had endured my share of hardships, but the thought of retreating never once crossed my mind.After all, I had survived being thrown into a rival family's warehouse and tortured. This was nothing.Just then, a private number that had long been silent began to ring.I stared at the familiar yet distant name on the screen and finally answered."Harper..."The voice on the other end was hoarse, exhau

  • Hold Me, Then Hurt Me   Chapter 6

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  • Hold Me, Then Hurt Me   Chapter 5

    Rocco stood rooted to the spot, the surrounding music and laughter fading to a distant hum."A one-way ticket?"The smile on Rocco's face froze, a pathetic, twisted sight. He still had his arm around Clara, but it felt numb, as if it belonged to someone else.The old Capo nodded. "That's right. The Don started making arrangements a month ago. This isn't one of her tantrums, Rocco. She's serious about building her own empire in Europe."Clara sensed something was wrong and clutched Rocco's arm tightly. "Rocco, what is it?"But Rocco seemed not to hear her, his gaze distant and empty."That's impossible!"In front of everyone, he pulled out his phone and started dialing my number.Thousands of miles away, at London's Heathrow Airport.I looked at Rocco's name on my phone screen, pulled out the SIM card, and without hesitation, snapped it in two and tossed it into an airport trash can.This time, there was no turning back.On the other end, hearing the automated message, "The number you h

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