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Confessions
Lilly's P.O.V
"You guys don't have to come in with me. I don't need any help to tell my best friend that I've been lying to her for four months."
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Breathe, just breathe.FLASHBACK"You can't make me, you can't make! I'm too young. I'm not ready...please!"Why is he doing this to me? I was finding it hard to understand why he's willing to go through something so permanent, something so serious just to prove a point to me."Do we have to go over the rules again, Red?"I looked at him like he was freaking out of his dark, perverted mind. He was going 'to force me to tie myself to him forever with no hope of ever escaping. How the hell can he live with himself? How can he live with the fact that I'll always hate him if he makes me go through with his insane plan? Everything, all of what he did to me and keeps doing, came crashing to the surface and I got pissed, really pissed."F**k your rules, Killian! You're a psycho f**ker with the blackest heart, and you can't see past your nose to care about the feelings of others. You're like aids. You hide in the shadows and feed on the life force of your victims. You pres
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I watched my mom and dad. They looked terrified. They wanted to know what the hell was going on. After Killian announced to my dad that he's my 'husband', it went downhill from there. First, there were disbelieve stares, then outrage shouting, and then my dad sent Liam to get his handgun and mom told Max to bring her shotgun.My brothers didn't hesitate to obey. I, on the other hand, looked around at the people in my life like they've all drank the Kool-Aid. Kinsley stood off in the corner with an amused look on her face. She didn't look in the least bit worried.My brothers returned with the guns and both my parents aimed them right at Killian. I gasped and stepped in front of him.This shit needs to stop."Mom, Dad, what do you think you're doing?"Both my parents ignored me, but their eyes never left Killian. I made to move closer, to tell them to put the gun down, but Killian grabbed me by the waist and pulled me back to him.I saw my father's jaw f
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I narrowed my eyes at him; I felt my blood start to boil. How could he say such hurtful and hateful things about my parents? It's one thing to hurt me the way he always does, but to make my parents out to be monsters was unacceptable. I pushed at his chest; the move was unexpected so he stumbled back."Shut your lying mouth! How the hell can you say such evil things about my parents?! Not everybody is as hateful as your messed up family. God! I hate you, I hate you so much!!"I was crying and pounding on his chest; I wanted him to feel the pain I was feeling, but he just stood there and took all of it. He put the gun away, pulling me into his arms. I started fighting him to let me go, but he never did. It wasn't until I reached for his gun and pointed it at him that he let me go.I moved away from him, backing up closer to my parents. My hands were shaking, but I was determined to get him out of my life. His face displayed shock and what I thought was hurt, but
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