LOGINThe next few days I am accompanied by Marcel, visiting different buildings, taking in the work of arts and adding more drawings and notes into my sketchbook. Soon I think I will have to buy another book as my current one is almost halfway full!
Carlo needed to take a plane back to Rome early due to his work which I'm still not too quite sure what is, other than knowing he is an artist, I don't know what kind of art, he seemed to know a thing or two about his history in art and I can tell by his rough calloused hands that he uses them for something presumably physical in the art department. The farewell was quick and few words were spoken, only longing glances and soft smiles. "I will be seeing you very soon Flo, stay safe and stay by Marcel, he will look after you" were the last words he spoke as he got into a taxi and sped off. My heart ached a little seeing him leaving, the taxi slowly faded into the distance over the mountains. I wanted to talk more to him and be close to him, for some reason he feels like... home. Marcel was full of joy as we spent our time together, I wondered if he had any children, I did not ask but the care and affection he showed me made me feel as though he were family and right now, that is what I very much needed. "Life is so short my dear, we really must live it to our fullest and make no regrets. If you have something in your mind just do it! Don't dawdle and ponder... that is why I like you, you had a thought and opportunity and you just did it! incroyable" he exclaimed as we ate breakfast before planning our flight and stays. Marcel had very kindly paid and prepared for all of my stays, the hotel in Locarno, all the food we'd ate and he even took me to some local shops to buy a few changes of clothes, his taste in fashion was rather fancy but I will admit the dresses he'd picked out for me were very pleasing to the eye and the material was so soft, they felt like thin layers of warm air brushing against my skin. When I would come out of the changing rooms, each time his face shon with glee, his smile wide and his cheeks rosy "Carlo was right, you do look like an angel" he said to himself, at those words my face turned red once again. I felt bad about all the expenses and asked Marcel if I could at least give him some money to help pay for everything but he kept declining while saying "it was my idea to bring you here so it is my responsibility to ensure your wellbeing". I only had my card on me but i was quite comfortable with the amount I had in my bank, my account was linked to my fathers after all, and well let's just say he was able to retire at age 30. That banks agreement was that everything of theirs would go down to me seeing as I had no siblings or other family so expenses were definitely not a worry for me. Morning came and went, Marcel and me went to pack our bags and bid Locarno farewell. One day I will return here. We drove in Marcels car to a location where someone took over his car to drive it to Rome while we boarded a plane there. The flight took just over an hour so by the time we had arrived it was 12pm. Marcel said that we would meet Carlo later in the week so for now we just needed to get ourselves unpacked at a hotel, rest then do some site seeing. Rome was beautiful, its numerous galleries and sculptors, my sketch book was slowly getting more and more full but with each description of my whereabouts being more and more positive. On one page I drew a picture of the sculpture Pietà, Michelangelo done by St. Peter's Basilica, writing to the bottom left of my page "The sun is out today shining down on a face so sorrowful, I am reminded of the pain I had endured, the fallen and injured. This new breath of air and warmth filling my body with life, I am not like this statue, stuck like stone in a moment or place, I am now free and happy like the sun blazing down on it". After a few days of site seeing, myself and Marcel grab an ice cream, once done Marcel says he needs to run a few errands and to meet him back at the hotel later. I sit at the table by the cafe located in a centre square, I beautiful water fountain placed in the middle. I circle the fountain gliding my finger tip across the surface of the water letting the cool breeze brush against my skin. Italy is so unfazed by the war, I mean they haven't yet received any threats so no seems to noticed by the outside commotion. It's nice, to feel safe, I feel as though I'm taking a long vacation although a home to go back too would also be nice. I try not to listen to the news, I only hear what's happening in my current locations and what to be aware of, I do not want to hear anything else in case of upset and trauma. As I walk around the fountain I notice a big building, its doors large dark wood with black metal gilding. To the side of the big doors is an identical smaller door, it is left open, a few clouds of dust drift out of the entrance and chiselling noises are heard from within. I peep my head into the doorway and see two men shirtless working on huge pieces of stone, one using some sort of electrical polishing device and the other chipping away at the rock, I wouldn't quite call it a rock anymore though, it depicted a woman holding a baby smiling down at her newborn, wearing a think transparent like silk dress, her curbs voluptuous, the strain of pregnancy etched into her skin and the tired eyes of a mother. She was the embodiment of beauty. The man chiselling stopped and wiped the sweat from his forehead then turned to grab some water, noticing my presence in the doorway "Flo?" He asks, I blink a few times then realise my eyes were on the man's perfectly sculpted form. Looking up quickly it registers to me that the man standing before me is Carlo.By the time morning had come, my mobile was full of missed calls and texts. I wrote a single message to Marcel saying “I am fine, do not worry about me” then put my phone in silent. There was a high possibility that once in France I would be hard pushed to find something to charge my phone and I needed the last bit of battery in order to keep in contact with Carlo. I had also remembered his number off by heart in case I had to call with another phone. I’m sure once Carlo was in the army training, there would be restrictions with phones so I just hoped that by the time I was in France, he still had something on him that I could contact him with. The day in the ferry went by very slowly and I ended up only sketching little images but instead wrote more, more about how I was feeling, what was happening and what might come. The feeling of solitude over came me once more, being alone, travelling to another unknown country and land, meeting possible new people and the uncertainty of sa
I head back to the hotel and sneak in as to not wake Marcel. Thankfully he’s still asleep. “Marcel, MARCEL” my whisper turns into a quiet shout as I nudge him, trying to wake him from his slumber. He gradually turns to open his eyes “everything ok there my dear?” He asks sleepily, “yes all good, just wondered if you’d like to do some site seeing. I’m feeling a bit cooped up” I try to sounds casual. Marcel doesn’t seem at all suspicious though and agrees that a bit of leg stretching and site seeing will do us both some good. “Where were you thinking to see first then” Marcel asks as he slides on some shoes, “how about we see Saint Augustin Basilica first so I can do some sketches of it then grab food and after we can take a walk by plage chapuis and see the sea?” I’d looked up all the places previously so I could make a plan of our evening. I needed to remember to get Marcel asleep by 10pm. We set off outside the hotel and make our way to Saint Augustin, taking our time to get
I drag myself out of the bed in a daze and head towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water. “You look like hell” Marcels voice comes out from behind me, “I didn’t sleep very well” I groan, “had any ideas for our next destination?” Marcel asks while preparing a cup of coffee, Id almost forgotten, I tell Marcel that I will have a look on the map and come back to him with an answer within the hour then I go back into my room and shut the door. I get my phone out and add Carlos number into it, I had quickly written it down the night before so to add it to my contacts, that way I wouldn’t have to sneak into Marcels phone, then I find Entrevennes on the map. The closest ferry from here to Entrevennes is from Annaba to Marseille, that would take me and Marcel roughly a 6 hour drive. “Got it!” I swing the door open and hop towards Marcel “Annaba, I want to go to Annaba!” My excitement maybe a little to evident, Marcel almost jumps back, “Annaba, well that quite a drive away, shall we d
Two days of being dragged around yet another city but this time I held no joy or excitement, neither did I feel the thrill of looking at clothes, eating new food or local artworks. Marcel tried his hardest the make me smile but I could see a lot of pain in his own face also, I bet he was worrying over his wife and Carlos as well as many friends that lived in Italy. "Flo, you choose our next destination, as long as it's safe that is" Marcel says to me on the second evening. "Let me have a think first and I will let you know in the morning" I say flapping my hand about like it was of no big deal and walking into my room where I fell flat on my face on my bed and groan into the pillow. That's when the idea struck me! I will wait until Marcel is in bed asleep then sneak into his room and take his phone, call Carlos and ask where he's at then tell Marcel a town with the closest ferry port to Carlos location and make my way over to him, Brilliant! It didn't take too long before
The drive wasn't too long. I hadn't asked Marcel where we were going I just simply went along with it. We reached a town and pulled up at a very fancy house, Marcel buzzed the gate and it opened. Once inside a man exits the house, smartly dressed, tall and blond, id say roughly in his late 30's. "Marcel!" He shouts across the court yard and opens his arms out wide, Marcel exits the car and embraced the man in a big hug. "It's been a while, thank you for helping an old man out" Marcel announces. "You are very welcome, I owe you one too many favos, this is the least I can do. And who pray tell is this beautiful woman accompanying you?" The man says as his eyes gaze towards my direction, "this is Flo, she has become a very close friend of mine" says Marcel holding his hand out for me to take. The man takes my other hand and kisses it tenderly with his eyes still looking up at me "she is also a very close friend to Carlo" Marcel points out with a slight smirk, "ahh I see, my apologies, we
I turn to face Carlo and place a gentle hand on his face, planting a sweet kiss on his cheek "thank you for today, I really enjoyed myself, and now I have something very special to remind me of you." I whisper beside his ear, he looked a little taken back by the kiss and I could have sworn I saw a slight tinge of red flush his cheeks which made me giggle a little. Before he could say anything I skipped off and joined Marcel, showing him my vase and being showered with praises and compliments. We walk into the lobby arm in arm, I glance back at Carlo standing outside giving me the sweetest of smiles as I walk away. That night me and Marcel sat on the sofa as I told him of my day. Marcel was very pleased I'd had a good time but said he would scold Carlo for ruining my dress and not taking me out of a proper date, still, I don't think it was a date, more of an occasion. Morning comes and once again I am awoken by the smell of fresh coffee wafting into my bedroom, the white linen duve







