My smile drops in surprise and she nods emphatically. “Yup, cousin. Grandfather had loose scruples and he fathered a lot of children he likes to refer to has his “personal bastards”.” I was astounded by the blunt statement, looking around to see quite a few eyes were upon the both of us as she chatted away loudly. “Dad and Dana were the only two he acknowledged and that was because there was a lot of push and shove between him and your father, though he never saw them as his children... just parasites he’s keeping around because they’re “useful”.”
Wait, what, I’m also related to the doctor?
“Fortunately for you, your dad was the only one he had legitimately and the only child he loved, which is why you guys get all the fortune.”
Oh wow, I blink. She has no filter what so ever.
“My father was bitter about it at first but he got over it with time, soon he learned grandfather is nothing but a bitter old man with no one to love. You’re so lucky you never had the misfortune of meeting him-”
Is she even breathing? I wonder in fear.
“-Oh my gosh!” She squealed suddenly, startling me, and drawing even more stares. “I can’t believe I almost forgot to tell you why I was here, my parents just landed from Britain for a visit and we’re having a family lunch at a fancy restaurant so I’m here to help you get ready. It’s going to be with just Dana and my family. Your father sends his apologizes, he says he wouldn’t be able to come to pick you up because his meeting is going to carry on for much longer. Which is why I’m here.”
I open and close my mouth but can’t offer a response in return, still struggling to digest the previous information she just loaded on me. Shaking off all other confusing thoughts, I decided to focus on the one that comes to mind first. “And where exactly is this fancy restaurant in which I’m meeting your family?”
“On the Louvre and Palais-Royal, don’t worry though I’ll be taking you.” She rises to her feet and holds out a hand. “Come on, I came to get you so I can help you get ready!”
~*~*~*~
As it turns out Rae got her tactlessness from her father, in the past hour I’ve tried my best not to blow up while Dana, Rae’s twin Michael, and their mother Felicity, have done nothing but send me apologetic looks.
“So Coral,” Felicity looks up from her meal with soft brown eyes. Her children bear a strong resemblance to her than their dad, but when talking about personality Rae has an exemplary resemblance to her father.
I don’t know about Michael because he’s been quiet throughout lunch, only speaking when a question is directed his way. “How have you been feeling, am sure it is not easy dealing with the awareness of being an Elemental Conjurer.”
“Fine, I guess,” I shrug. “I mean for someone who has just learned she’s not exactly “normal” or from a “normal family”, and that she has a “crowd” of relatives,” I say in air quotes. “I guess am doing pretty okay. Overwhelmed, but okay.”
“Yes, well we were hoping to slowly let you in on the family tree but I guess there’s no need to now.” She says and all eyes move to glare accusingly at a sheepish looking Rae.
“But don’t worry,” She turns back to me. “You’ll be just fine. We’ve all been through these feelings despite knowing our true identity all our lives. If you need to talk or anything, please feel free to call me or turn to Dana. We might not have been in your life before but we want to be now.”
“And despite your mother’s actions,” Dana adds, reaching over to pat my hand. “We understand why she kept you away.”
“Considering how she almost lost you, of course, we do. We’ve all had to live with the constant fear Grey imposed upon our lives.”
Blinking, I pause from lifting my spoon and look up with a frown. “Fear… almost losing me…” I tilt my head at Kingsley’s statement. “What the hell are you guys talking about?”
They exchange looks I can’t quite read, but I do notice the slight smack Felicity gives Kingsley in the ribs beneath the table. “Ouch!” He hisses audibly and glares at her, obviously not understanding that he needs to shut up when he argues. “How was I supposed to know Steven didn’t tell her-”
“Wow look at the time, I’m so late for training with the team!” Rae stands abruptly out of her seat and everyone stares at her in surprise. Ignoring the looks, she motions for me to get up. “Come on Coral, I need to get back to school.
Sighing out loud, I throw the napkin placed over my lap on the table and slowly rise to my feet. I’ve barely touched my food since I had to deal with their questions and Kingsley's loose mouth, but now my previous hunger is gone. They’re bent on keeping secrets from me. “Well, since it seems everyone wants to hide this big knowledge regarding my mother, then I will take my leave.”
On the way back to school the tense silence between the both of us is filled with soft French music from the taxi’s radio. “You’re wrong,” She finally speaks, breaking the tension between the two of us. I honestly thought she was going to be silent through the trip back and was a little grateful, but it seems I’d hoped too soon. “It isn’t that they won’t tell you, it’s that they can’t.”
“Look-”
“Just,” She cuts me off, expression pleading. “Listen please.”
Sighing, I roll my eyes and shrug. “Fine, go ahead.”
“Our entire family is messed up, in more ways than you can imagine. Our grandfather was a tyrant and a mighty son of a bitch.”
She gets a glance from the taxi driver at the foul language but he otherwise doesn’t pay us or our conversation any attention.
“He made those around him miserable, and because of that, we have more enemies than friends. The crazy stuff they’re trying to keep from you is not something you want to learn about just yet… trust me. Our entire lives are built on secrets and lies, and though you may resent your mother’s unconventional ways of doing things, one day you’ll come to learn her true reasons for hiding you away from uncle Steven and the rest of us. I can’t tell you not to be angry, or to feel excluded and lied to, but what I can say is that you should give everyone a chance. Your mother, in her way, thought she was doing the right thing and now uncle Steven believes keeping you out of things while you try to settle into this new life is the best course of action for you.”
The taxi rolls to a stop in front of the building Rae parked her cart and after paying the bill, we head into an underground parking lot. Looking around I realize its the same building Devon parked his cart yesterday, I hadn’t noticed this fact earlier because my mind was a mess when we left the academy.
As we head back, I slowly thought about what she said. “Fine, I’ll give everyone a chance,” I say and immediately a grin forms on her lips. “But this doesn’t mean I trust any of you yet.”
“No problem,” She nods in understanding. “Trust can be built later.”
It’s my third day in the academy and after the whole weird episode with Rae’s family yesterday, she drove me back to Steven’s place and I stayed locked in my room for the entire day. Didn’t even come down for dinner because I wanted to avoid any awkwardness between me and Dana. Waking up this morning, I was relieved when it came to my attention Dana wouldn’t be having breakfast with us, unfortunately, Steven announced he’d suddenly come into contact with a trusted psychiatrist who a friend of the family and he went as far as to schedule me an appointment. Today. Without even asking first. She’s the last-minute result and he didn’t want to lose her, apparently finding a trustworthy therapist in our society is that hard. This now leads us to this moment, Steven and I standing before an old grey door waiting for the occupant on the other side to answer after he just knocked twice. As if
Seated on the padded mat in nothing but yoga pants and a crop top, I wonder why Steven dragged me here after we drove back from Amelia’s. Staring around the room I wonder if taking yoga classes is part of students curriculum, the lights in the room are all turned off except for the multi-coloured led lights hanging in the middle of the ceiling. It changes colours every couple of seconds, and I lean back on my hands as I close my eyes to the soft, hypnotizing sound of the ocean coming from the speakers. The doors of the practice room open and Steven steps in a loose grey tank and black shorts, pulling off his shoes he walks across the room and draws closer and I rise to my feet. “Sorry if I kept you waiting.” “Why are we here?” I ask, wanting to get straight to the point. Smiling, he stands before me and lets out a long sigh, while settlin
The black gloves worn over my hands do not sit well with me, but while the tattoo on my biceps can be covered by clothes, the ones in the centre of my palms cannot be covered. So whether I’m within the academy or out of it, I have no choice but to wear gloves. Steven wants to hide the fact that I’m an Elementalist that’s what people like me and my ancestor are called. A one of a kind conjurer with powers that is beyond one’s imaginations. It’s my fourth day, and I’m back in Amelia’s study. She’s once again seated in front of me with a clipboard and a pen, legs crossed over one another as we stare at each other in silence. I notice she isn’t in a cheery disposition unlike yesterday, and wonder who pissed in her teacup. “So, Steven told me of what you guys did yesterday.” “Did he?” I ask, snorting. “Look, I want to be here just as much as you do Coral.” She s
The rest of the week flies by with me shuffling both meditations with Steven and therapy with Amelia. I haven’t seen either hind or hair of anyone except Steven and Amelia and the occasional strangers I see whenever I go out on a stroll in the morning. I don’t know if Steven asked them to give me space but I’m grateful for the reprieve. Dana and Michael don’t seem like trouble, and I know for a fact that Dana constantly checks up on me at night when she thinks I’m sleeping, but Rae is a whole ball of energy I don’t have the strength to deal with. Therapy has been great, for lack of a better word. I never knew how much worry, fear, anger, and pain I’d been holding back until I started to unlock my Pandora box. We tackled issues in my life as a kid and how I’d always felt alone before my step-father arrived, we talked about how angry and upset I am with my mother for not ever telling me about everything before she passed. How stressed and
“Say, what do you think… about practising without your blindfold today?” I tense at the carefully laced question, eyes rising to stare at Steven in surprise. I wanted to be sure I heard right, and judging by the sheepish, inquiring look on his face I know he did just asked me to conjure fire without my sight hindered. We’re standing barefoot in his backyard and once again I’m in yoga pants, a thin long sleeve hoodie, and a black sports-bra while he’s dressed casually in shorts and a loose tank top. “I don’t think that’s such a good idea-” “Just hear me out okay,” He interrupts, raising his hands to stop me when I tried to say something else. “Amelia has you on those antidepressants and Propranolol, so it should be fine for you to face your fears now. Plus, I read up online that one of the
Run... my darling, Run! I stumbled to a stop at the sight of my parents, both of them on their knees, their arms wrapped around each other. Their eyes are wide with horror while staring at the cloaked figure looming over them with a sword in hand. None of them noticed my presence as of yet, so I slowly inch forward in fear. My mother suddenly looks my way, urging me to obey with her eyes, her soft voice mentally screaming at me to run! Sitting upright with a gasp, I looked around as panic gripped my chest, my breathing coming out in laboured breathes. My wide, frantic, and disoriented eyes searched for the flames, for my parents, or the third presence within the room. Except there's nothing but plaster walls and shelves filled with books. Only, when a soft, feminine voice floated past my panic thoughts did I slowly pull back to the present. Just lik
My body trembles in response when a thousand sensations race through my skin. Strangely, I feel a jerking sensation yank me forward into a blinding light, almost as if I’m being dragged by a string. In what feels like slow motion, I’m strutting abruptly into some kind of vision. Murky and indecipherable at first, until I take a closer look at my surroundings. I look around in astonishment, gaping at what used to be the building of my parent’s apartment home in New York. I whirl around in shock, bewildered by the sight of everything. I can hear the bustling and loud blaring noise of the cars and people moving about on the streets of Manhattan. I can feel the cool evening breeze on my skin, and can even inhale the aroma coming from the hot-dog stand a couple of feet away.This feeling is bizarre, like an out-of-body experience, except all my senses are entirely active and alive.
When I told Steven it will be best for me to move into one of the dorms since it appeared odd for a student to live with the Dean, I didn’t anticipate he'd accept the idea so quickly. It was practically as if he was intending to send me away before I even asked, which kind of hurts now that I think about it. Steven had to be at the academy for an important staff meeting with the teachers, Dana’s busy at the infirmary, and the twins had gone home for the weekend. So Steven called his secretary, who demanded from one of the female fire elementals, to give me a ride to my new dorm. And apparently, that little demand didn’t sit well with her. Lia, the girl whose conversation I’d discreetly eavesdropped on my second day here was, unfortunately, the fire elemental sent to pick me up. Despite the flow of leg traffic from the students, she drives like a craz