Claiming she was his partner made more sense than to claim what she really was to someone Aislyn worked with. Derek remembered the shorter woman that brushed him off earlier. It wouldn’t have worked.
He couldn’t help how he felt like he was beginning to come apart at the seams the longer the man waited to respond. A small receiver in his ear chirped, and the man, shrouded in darkness, nodded towards the back wall, lined with private rooms.
They weren’t listening. For all he knew they were setting him up for betrayal. Zane’s message would surely not go unheard for long. Aside from that, there was no scent here for him to follow. Regardless of how Aislyn was practically hovering all over him. All he needed was one touch from her… only one to be able to find her now it was impossible through the stench of slick bodies and male werewolf pheromones.
It wouldn’t have mattered if she bathed in lavender, there was no way Derek could find her through the pack’s stink! There weren’t even hints of her…
Still, the man waited for Derek to make up his mind. If he was to face the music with Zane in there, so be it. His eyes super focused on the door and their strange method of keeping it private. The same cloth Aislyn played with during her performance was against the wall, hanging from the ceiling in waves. The club seemed to use it to hide a door if it was in use. All others were exposed, which Derek also noticed hadn’t been a lot.
It made it seem a lot more like a trap by every step forward. Still, Derek noted that his boys didn’t care who looked on. They weren’t human with petty concerns. They were still somewhat wild animals ready to fend for their property for the night. It sounded wrong. Those women weren’t that per se, but still, any one of them could be balls deep in someone and still fight over a seat they left and planned to return to. It was just different and therefore getting a room simply didn’t matter.
Regardless of his inward thoughts, the faceless man beside him opened the door revealing a dark lit space. It was oddly telling that he crossed so many lines that in a way they were putting him away. Light soon lit the back wall in a soft blue hidden behind a ledge it seemed.
“Thank you, Earl,” Aislyn spoke softly, making a chill run down Derek’s spine.
The exchange between the two men was silent. Derek couldn’t help but shuffle to the side, thanks to the still poorly lit room and that of the guy in front of him trying to make his way back out. When the door finally closed, the lights equalized, allowing to see his love, once and for all.
His eyes traveled to the floor and around the room before landing on hers. It was tempting not to. What was he going to say? But it did help him gain some ground without staring. Unlike the other dancers she worked with, her body was curvier than when she last had seen him. His Beta took pride in that. She didn’t go hungry while he was away. It was certainly a worry to him all that time ago.
Her skin still glowed as it always had, even after they’d danced by the small fire in the woods and got dusted with dirt. It was hard to see now without the need to clean her of her sweat. His hindbrain begged for it, even his wolf did too, but he was human before her following through with any of that before she allowed it would look so bad for him, especially to a human.
When his eyes finally settled on her eyes though, she smiled. Derek returned the subtle greeting with a swipe at his mouth to hide his tongue darting out to lick his lips. Werewolves did it, and often. Usually it was to show want, or get a better scent, similar to how snakes do, but he didn’t want to give her any reason to run. When he finally dropped his hand from his mouth, he watched as Aislyn paid careful attention to him as well.
It was as if she was trying to puzzle him out as well. Plenty of people looked at him, others stared, or completely avoided him altogether because of the patterns on his skin. Their stark differences made him look sickly and people simply didn’t know how to react, but Aislyn didn’t look at him like that. It wasn’t him being biased either. She’d never seen him like this, and still, she looked at him like his color was complete; one even tone… it was as graceful of a moment as when she avoided Zane and danced with him instead.
“I haven’t danced like that in ages,” she began softly, easing him off of his mental cliff.
Still with no easy remark forming in his brain or mouth, he breathed out his question, “No?”
Aislyn shook her head. Her sleek red hair tempted to hypnotize him as she went.
“No,” she chuckled sadly.
“Are you happy you did?” Derek tried to stop his question but it had slipped before he could.
Aislyn nodded her head gently.
“It’s a shame that this is a gentlemen’s club and I should be dancing alone,” she added softly.
“Did I…” he wanted to ask if he was out of line, but she shook her head again.
“You gave into the show and gave the crowd what it wanted, apparently,” Aislyn began.
“And what do you want?” Derek asked carefully.
It wasn’t lustful or demanding. His question was simply a gateway for more.
“Would you like to,” he began to ask again, his words catching on his tongue. “To… dance? With me? Again?”
He fucking sounded like he was thirteen again.
“I do,” she promised him but moved tentatively, like he might claim her.
He shuffled around where he stood, unsure of where to go.
“Oh, sorry. This room isn’t really made for joining me up here,” she assured him, pointing at the floor as she went.
The floor itself was made up of pillows and low benches that he kept knocking into. Derek’s nerves were all over the place, especially when he’d bump into them. It was disorienting, mostly due to its height and the fact that it was bolted to the floor.
“Yeah… I can see that,” he added, but still felt the need to try.
It gained him a soft chuckle and even that was threatening his composure.
“Here,” she paused, “just give me those, the ones you can reach,” Aislyn motioned to the large seat cushions on the ground. “We’ll just put them over…”
“Here?” Derek offered as she reached toward him.
“Yeah… that’s,” she seemed to be pausing the same way he was, Derek realized then. It made him wonder what exactly she was feeling and if she’d be as giving with him now as she was in the past.
All of her affection was given without expecting anything back. It made his heart ache just thinking about it. Still, he held the pillows dutifully, hoping for anything at all.
Aislyn didn’t seem practiced when she moved around the space either which made his heart beat faster. She didn’t do this stuff, bringing guys back here and shaking it for cash.
“That’s good,” she finished her earlier statement.
The non-compliment still rested in his ears as one. It had his wolf wanting to let out his tail to wag it. He liked being helpful to her and loved it when she saw his happiness.
Aislyn flashed him a smile after, then reached out her hands for him to take while he made his way up onto the platform. It was unsteadying being up there. Despite how the surface was secure, Derek couldn’t help but gulp back his uncertainty.
“It’s okay,” Aislyn muttered. “I won’t let you fall.”
But she did. She let him fall deeply in love with her, over, and over, and over again in those moments while she pulled him closer to her.
Neither moved for a long while.Derek found himself to be at least a head taller than her which was perfect for cuddling in his mind… if she’d let him that is.Aislyn was always smaller than him though. His wolf, at the time, while lean and narrow, could reach triple his size if they found themselves threatened. It was just in their biology. It translated poorly into how his build was created over the years as an adolescent. Now, as an adult, he’s thickened out as a Beta should. His body looked similar to Zane’s in muscle mass which is why Zane always felt he needed to be more than Derek. Looking like an Alpha as a Beta was not great for pack dynamics.It made a lot of instances awkward. But this… finally standing before Aisl
Honestly, he thought he would be standing in her DJ booth, looking at a bunch of buttons. Instead, she grinned, captured his wrist in her tiny hand that barely circled it, and pulled him back out the door. There the beat thrummed loudly in his head. It was a shock to his senses since being in that clearly sound proofed room. What also shocked him was how Zane’s eyes connected with his own. It was as if Zane knew what room they were in. He wondered for a fleeting second if he gave Aislyn an Alpha command through the door to respond to him, but through the door? Could she scent that?“C’mon Derek,” Aislyn urged him to continue following.When he finally moved his heavy feet, Derek blinked back his concern. He made his decision…again. While he knew this wouldn’t go over well, he knew this was a once
What was it with this place that people had to be up at all hours? Going home to the pack house after a long night was silent usually unless someone’s mate just about had it over something stupid. But this apartment seemed like it was alive all the time. Her stoop was aggressive. Just beyond the foyer was crowded with people just hanging out. Whether they were looking to start their night or end it didn’t matter. Just the fact that they were there and nosy kicked his protective state into higher gear. It bothered him that Aislyn knew and that she dealt with this regularly. “Your kinds’ no good here,'' someone slurred in their direction, and Aislyn only tugged harder on his hand. “It’s not worth it,” she muttered to him.
He’s been here before, Derek knows. He was the one to help her into her own apartment after pulling strings and getting someone to higher her. It wasn’t easy switching during the day or while she was around, but changing her predicament became his number one objective. Her job was simple and kept her away from doing chores that included taking the garbage out. She took orders by phone and dealt with customers for a bakery. It gave her the option to purchase food and feel like she could be more despite growing up as she had. Food wouldn’t be a problem. Work wouldn’t be either. Not with how tenacious she was when he first met her and all.Their first steps out of the threshold of the stairwell and onto her floor said something far different. Sure, she was here, with him, drawing him into her life without even truly knowing who stood beside her and there was a lot t
While nothing seemed to be implied, he couldn’t help but feel himself blush at that. Where exactly was this night leading him on to? Derek recounted the moments in his head and caught the way Aislyn nervously batted around the words she very easily embarrassed herself with only to come to her next point, that it was late and shouldn’t be held accountable for the stupid shit she was most likely going to say. “I’ll hang my collar up to that,” Derek agreed as he eased himself down onto her oversized couch. Aislyn sank down in a smaller chair she clearly made for herself it seemed. As she neatly folded herself into it she watched him intently. “So?” she prompted. “I haven’t heard a creek.” “Very funn
“It’s not fair…” Aislyn huffed against his shoulder while he held her. “I thought he knew.” It’s deafening to hear her now. Her messages are clear; mournful… as if he was everything to her. He could feel her want to apologize; to double back, to comfort him past her own hurt, but Derek wouldn’t allow it. “I’m sorry,” he managed before her. “You don’t owe me anything,” he half said because of his own building hurt but mostly to stabilize her. “If you need to let this out, I’m here. I won’t leave.” Unlike before, he remained settled, like a fortress within her castle. There wasn’t time for extra. There was only time for being there while she got through this. It was his fault after all.
He didn’t have any of this in the woods when they met. Hell, they didn’t have much more than a blanket and a fridge when they lived here together. How could any of these things bring his wolf back? How could she think it would? “I…” she started only to stop. “When I was little I had a hard time seeing in the dark.” “Most people do,” he assured her, gaining a nod out of her. “But I couldn’t. All I could see were stark differences,” she replied and stopped him from turning his palm up in reference. “Please don’t. There’s more to you than this.” Derek shifted in his seat, trying his hardest to hear her, to listen, but the echo remained. The possibility that she was blind before she met him was startling.
======Aislyn ====== Aislyn frowned. Maybe it was all of the overactivity coursing through her body since they met in the club, or maybe it was more than that. The whole day felt as though an alignment was at play, but no matter how often she checked the sky or mapped out the land with her studious eye, she couldn’t understand what was happening. She felt like a fucking goddess at work, surrounded by her music and then this guy practically assaulted her with his energy. There was no way her ability to feel the world around her could have doubled unless her wolf was present. All the while, she chased it, quieting her rational