"Princess Deva," Sophie said my name with the excitement of a top-tier actor as soon as I got to the top of the staircase.
"Luna Sophie," I gave a curt nod.
She took my hands and pulled me to her with such force that I almost tumbled, just for me to be embraced with enough grit to strangle me.
"Finally, I get to meet you," she said, leaving me breathing heavily. She faked panic. "I'm sorry, I had no idea that I hugged you so firmly. You must be so fragile," she said her last sentence with a hint of mockery.
I know what you're trying to do, Sophie. You want to look as good as you can possibly be to the public eye while you torment me in the best way you can when no one is looking. But two can play your game.
"No, it is fine," I pulled her into another embrace, biting my fingers into the back of my corset. A tinge of pain should let her know; I am nothing close to fragile.
Her smile twitched as I let her breathe. "I'm so happy to meet you."
"Me as well."
"Come, let me lead you inside. Your people will be taken good care of," she turned to Henry. "You can go now, Henry. Aaron must need you."
"Is that okay?" The Beta asked me. Does he know that she is a witch?
"Yes, please. Assist the alpha." What did they expect me to say? That he stays with me knowing there could be underlying issues in the pack? I wasn't that selfish.
Inside, the halls breathed warmth without fire. Velvet drapes, distant laughter, and the soft hum of strings greeted me with ominous music fitting the atmosphere with Sophie and me. We met not long ago, and this animosity that was always going to be between us surged with no resistance.
Sophie left me midway at the arrival of a noblewoman. Something I was grateful for. I stared down at my heels against the shiny marble floor, looking at my reflection.
It's going to be hard having to look at myself in the mirror. Not because Deva's body wasn't an embodiment of beauty, but because this wasn't the face I knew to be mine.
Every night it becomes harder to sleep because I am afraid I'll sleep and won't wake up to my second chance at life. Moreover, I'm scared that I won't do this right. I dismissed the entourage that accompanied me and sat in my serene chambers, surrounded by delicate florals and plush velvet drapes in midnight blue. The air was heavy with the scent of old books and jasmine; Aaron must have asked for what Deva enjoys. Books and the scent of jasmine. I sank into the armchair, lost in a worn leather-bound tome, as a crystal chandelier cast soft light across the room. The gentle ticking of a grandfather clock soothed me, a reminder of time's gentle passage. I didn't hate it; rather, it looked too good. I'm afraid that Sophie planted something in here to kill me.
You can't keep living in fear, Lana. I cautioned myself. It was hard not to be afraid when I remembered all Sophie had put me through for four years before passing away in my old body.
The sky got darker, and I had no reason to keep my torment of a gown on. I didn't bother to call any of the maids to help with my clothing and felt the need to handle it myself.
I slipped into my nightdress. The only one that wasn't transparent or left nothing to the imagination. Jade, Deva's mother, must want me to birth grandchildren for her as soon as possible. It was a beautiful long gown, mostly blue, with a tie-dye pattern that shifted from lighter to deeper shades as it went down. The top had a lovely ruffled design around the neckline and down the front, which added a nice touch. There was a soft tie at the waist that gently pulled it in, and the skirt flowed out, wide and graceful, with ruffles bordering its edges. The sleeves were long and loose, echoing the soft ruffles elsewhere on the dress. It felt light and elegant, much better than the heavy dress.
I moved across the room to pick up a book that Shakespeare wrote. I loved to read once, too, during my free time, but without the means, singing became my only hobby.
Through Deva's diary, I read about her, her likes, dislikes, how she would sniff an old book or a new one, embracing the feeling of having a piece of art for her to study and engrave into her memories. Her lover used to bring her books that she kept away in a stash. Deva was kind, enough that her body was given to me. It was for the best that she passed away not having to continue breathing in a life this sorrowful.
I was determined to handle Aaron's Luna, but would she have been able to cope with that along with her broken soul?
A knock on the door of my room made me put the book back on the shelf.
"It is Sophie. May I come in? Now, this is what you call speaking of the devil.
"Yes, please."
She still hadn't changed out of her dress but instead came with a tray of fruits for me.
"I heard you hadn't taken a morsel of food since you arrived, and I was worried."
Worried that I didn't feed on your plot to die?
"I do not need you to worry about me," I sharply spoke back.
"Hm, could it be that you noticed my beauty and hope to attain it by starving yourself in hopes that you could look like me?" There it was, the real attitude of the witch I had always known.
"Where has this sprung from?" I eyed her with anger.
"What else am I supposed to think? You've refused to feed your stomach. What is Aaron going to think of that?"
I do not care.
"What are you? Aaron's servant and personal reporter?" I said with a smirk. I couldn't before because I was bound to my people, but with a new identity, I had nothing to lose. The servants behind her watched in awe.
Has no one ever had the guts to stand up to this woman?
"I am his Luna, you are a mere side piece. I just came to tell you, do not think that you can win his heart by being a slut with it," she told me. "I prefer to tell things as they are so that you do not get your hopes up. I don't want you running back to your kingdom when he refuses you.
I leaned back against the shelf with a sly grin. "I suppose I should take your words as they sound as though you speak from experience."
"Do not speak to me like that!" She raised her voice.
"Did I hit a nerve?" I continued to push her buttons. Why does she act so insecure? It can only make me wonder, if Aaron gives her all his affection, why does she look desperate to eradicate every obstacle that could stand between them? "Are you truly secured in your position, Sophie?"
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.The banquet for the celebration was not as huge as the one the Luna would have, but it was a large feast featuring the best musicians in town, the top nobles, people from Scarletmoon pack, amazing cuisines, and gossip from people who looked at me curiously from a distance, examining me as though I was a newly discovered rare species. They watched me all evening. All of them. Like I was something they were waiting to see crack. The rest came to congratulate me, and so did the witch Aaron married."Congratulations, Deva. I feel blessed to have you here with me. I hope we get along well enough for our children to be the best of friends."I glanced at Aaron, realizing I hadn't thought about having his children a lot. What if I do? Give birth to a man who does not love me. An uncanny feeling pricked up my spine. I wasn't sure I still believed in true love after what I had been through, but I do not b
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.Neither Aaron nor Sophie spoke to me until the wedding. They thought they were punishing me by saying nothing, but what they didn't know was that I was a woman who loved her peace more than anything. And that means, to hell with them both. We had to wait for a full moon before we could bind ourselves together. My parents, whom I wish actually acted like one, arrived a day before. Jade prepped me to have babies, but Alpha Cain wanted me to be his maltreated, unpaid spy. His weapon of convincing? Threats to kill me in addition to father and daughter connections. One he never had with the real Deva.They dressed me like a bride, but I wasn’t one.I stood at the edge of the ceremonial hall, draped in white, but not the kind that meant innocence. This white was ceremonial and deliberate. The gown was stitched from layers of crushed velvet and silk organza, a soft, smooth fall of fabric sculpted to my frame. The bodice hugged my waist in gran
DEVA LOREN/ LANA ALVAREZ.Sophie's hand reaches for my cheeks, but I grab it and hit her first. It wasn't pre-planned; I never thought in my wildest dreams that I could hit Sophie. She felt so powerful, so above, so untouchable, that striking first became a fantasy after she had inflicted bruises on my body, damaging my skin."You wench!" Her voice is louder and harsher as she crazily reaches for me to hit me. I recoiled as fast as I knew how to and tripped; a nail from the shelf caught my nightdress, grazing my skin and ripping the bottom at the back. I knew Sophie planned something here to kill me.Her maids held her as she hit them, breaking out of her grip. She freezes upon seeing me wounded on my own. She laughed. Oh, Aaron. I am afraid your wife is deranged.She is a sadist who derives pleasure from watching others suffer deeply. A woman who must be put to an end.Many woul
"Princess Deva," Sophie said my name with the excitement of a top-tier actor as soon as I got to the top of the staircase."Luna Sophie," I gave a curt nod.She took my hands and pulled me to her with such force that I almost tumbled, just for me to be embraced with enough grit to strangle me."Finally, I get to meet you," she said, leaving me breathing heavily. She faked panic. "I'm sorry, I had no idea that I hugged you so firmly. You must be so fragile," she said her last sentence with a hint of mockery.I know what you're trying to do, Sophie. You want to look as good as you can possibly be to the public eye while you torment me in the best way you can when no one is looking. But two can play your game."No, it is fine," I pulled her into another embrace, biting my fingers into the back of my corset. A tinge of pain should let her know; I am nothing close to fra
DEVA LOREN/LANA ALVAREZ.I had no single moment spared, except for when I had to rest for the past three days as I had to immediately prepare to depart for Aaron's pack, as the wedding would be held there according to tradition.Alpha Cain had only come to speak with me the previous night. "Be ready as early as you can for departure."Eager to send me off, aren't you, Father?A few maids who pretended to care and Anna, the only one who truly did, came crying to embrace me before I left.Anna didn't leave with me; my father, I mean Deva's father, did not want me to get too comfortable at the Moonray pack and sent two new maids I barely knew to accompany me on my journey.We spent three days and two nights getting to Moonray, stopping at cottages and nearby guest homes to rest in between the journey. I could barely stomach anything as my body refused to process my situation. The closer we got, the more my heart beat accelerated.The reason was far from excitement or dread. I kept asking
AARON SHROVAMy alliance with the Scarletmoon pack was to join our armies. Rogues across borders united to attack weaker packs. Moreover, the pack had useful resources like gold in abundance, and we had fertile land for farming.I got back to Moonray the next day. I didn't see much of Deva since we spoke after dinner. It seemed like she intentionally chose to avoid me, only saying goodbye when it was time for my departure.Had I bruised her pride when I said I wasn't going to give her any form of romantic affection?I did not want to lie to her or deceive her. It was better if she knew what she was getting into beforehand.This room, my chambers, is the only place left where I control the silence. Dark oak panels swallow the light. The curtains stay drawn, even in the day. The fire burns low, steady. Always steady.No one comes in here except for my Luna, who is also my confidant and my beta.The scent of fresh leather and steel lingers. My bed is untouched, made to perfection, as if