Mag-log inI WAS CURRENTLY IN CLASS. After the library incident with Adaeze. Dili and I had walked together to class as we were in the same class. The people in the hallway didn't disappoint either, like I expected people looked openly at us in surprise. Dili walking beside me was sure to raise a ruckus all over the whole school as they all didn't have any other better thing to do with their lives.
When we reached the classroom it was even worst, you could vividly hear the various murmuring of my classmates.
"Ah, mad o. Are my eyes seeing clearly or what?" I heard a random voice inquire in disbelief.
I as always ignored every single one of them and was about to journey to my seat when I heard Dili say.
"Bye Rica" I looked at him oddly, wasn't he going to stay for class. English teacher was probably on her way here.
I was about to inquire further but I then remembered that Dili hardly ever came to classes. It wasn't like he regularly skipped or anything, no he was actually given a formal approval from the principal to not attend classes when or if he didn't want to. See what I said he was really favoured, not that I'm complaining or anything. On a matter of factly, it wasn't even my business whatsoever.
Still although he wasn't a regular in classes that didn't stop him from being one of the best academically. Who was Dili really? he was such a mysterious character.
I mumbled a low "Bye" and left to my seat. I didn't miss the slight grin that took over Dili's features after I spoke. After that he too left.
"So who can tell me what a noun is?" My English teacher, Miss Faith's voice invaded my train of thought.
Everyone released a strangled groan at her question.
"What is it ehn?" she asked the class while adjusting her thick rimmed glasses.
"Ma" Feyi one of the few classmates I could say was nice started "It's just that we've been doing the topic for a long time now. All the way from JSS till now. Why are we always learning this particular topic every year" you could hear the frustration in her voice and I really couldn't blame her. You see, in Nigeria this was very common with English teachers, they always taught us the same thing over and over again, and they always gave us unnecessarily long notes that we wouldn't even use during exams, it was quite frustrating. The most common things that were always taught were Letters, essay's, parts of speech, figures of speech, and articles. It's like they couldn't help themselves but teach it every single time.
"Forget about JSS sef, we are talking since primary school sef" Daniel added with a chuckle making everyone else to laugh also.
"Silence!" ordered Miss Faith, she looked like she wanted to slap somebody.
"Go and ask the schools syllabus if you want answered, now stop with the unnecessary bickering and jot down this few note" She barked out in anger making the entire class go into complete silence.
"Ohh God I hate dictation" I heard a voice muttered from somewhere in the class.
I then began to jot down as Miss Faith dictated.
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"So Rica I heard about the incident that you caused the other day?" My father's gruff voice resonated throughout my room. After my failed attempt at death, I had been in the hospital for five days, and as I already expected, no one visited me in that five days of confinement in the hospital, not a single soul. I got discharged today so I was presently at home in my room and my very angry father was currently reprimanding me.
"Don't you have anything to say for yourself young lady?" My father asked after few minutes passed of me not uttering a single word.
I looked up from my bed to have a good look of my father. Mr Okafor was a tall buff man and almost like all Igbo men he was definitely not lacking in the looks department although his age wasn't that quite young.
"I'm-so-rry s-ir" I shuttered out, tears threatening to fall out of my eyes. I am well aware that I am weak, there wasn't even any need for me to deny it.
He angrily sighed "God you're such a disgrace. Only a week of me outside the country and you try to undergo such a foolish act. Do you want to spoil my good name this girl!" The more he spoke the more his eyes became a lot more angry.
You see, my father and my mother had almost nothing in common which made me wonder why they even got married in the first place. But the one thing the had in common was 'not wanting their good name to be soiled'. They both were high end perfectionist so they both saw me as a disgrace no matter what I did to please them.
"I'm sorry sir" was all I could mumble once more before he finally left my room with a very disappointed and angry gaze.
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"Miss Rica!" jolting up from my sleep I looked around dazed. Realization dawn on me that I was in the car.
"Miss, we've reached" Mr seye said pointing out that we were parked outside the house.
"Oh, thank you" I said reaching out to open the car door.
"Ehrm ma'am if I may?" Mr Seye's voice stopped me from stepping my other leg outside the car.
"Yes?" I asked.
"It seems like you zone out and sleep a lot these days, is anything the problem?" I was shocked to say the least, I and my driver never really interacted that much. You could say our relationship was strictly business as it was. This was the first time that he had ever bothered to know of my well being.
I gave him a genuine smile and said.
"There is no problem Mr seye, you don't need to worry. Thank you for asking though" I lied without batting an eyelash. I mean how could I tell him the truth, I didn't have 'a' problem, I have 'various' problems, and It didn't really seat well on me to bombard the poor man with them.
Giving him yet another smile I then exited the car. Once again as I was about to enter the house he called to my attention.
"Oh and ma'am" I turned back to hear what he wanted to say.
"You're parents said they would be joining you for dinner this evening" Was what he said after that he drove off.
My parents? were going to have dinner with me? Well don't we see surprises everyday. I wonder what the occasion was.
Removing those thoughts from my mind I entered the door passcode and entered the empty wallow mansion. I will just have to wait till it's evening to know what was soo special about today.
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The silence in the dinning room was filled with the sound of cutleries hitting against the plates.
"The steak is well done isn't it dear?" my mother was the first to break the silence.
"Yes it is" My father gruffly replied. Then after that the silence came back. God this was soo awkward, it has been years since I and my parents had dinner together, so it was kind of- would I say -uncomfortable for me.
"So Rica" my mother started, her eyes left her food to look at me. I quickly swallowed the food that was in my mouth to respond to her.
"Yes Mom" her gaze hardened. Quickly I rephrased my words.
"Yes mother" at this she gave me a smile of approval.
"Well, I and you Father have exciting news for you" Her smile was Soo wide that I was afraid her mouth would tear apart.
I curved an eyebrow, 'Exciting news?' well she's definitely got my attention now. I waited patiently for her to continue while placing a piece of steak in my mouth.
I really should have known that any news that was 'exciting' to my parents, would be quite the complete opposite to me. If only I had known.
"You are getting engaged!" she squealed out in pure delight. The food I was once chewing, I spat out of my mouth not caring that I was probably going to be shouted at for it.
"I thought you were in the hospital?" I asked Dili as soon as we both sat down on our usual spot in the library."No I wasn't. I haven't gone to the hospital yet today. I had a lot of things to do. I will be going later sha" He spoke leisurely resting his head on the book shelf, his eyes softly shut."Let me guess" I said in a knowing voice "You didn't sleep yesterday"With a guilty look he opened one eye and turned to me "You got me, I didn't" he said all this with a smile. Did he think this was a joking matter."You know it's not good for your health Dili. You need to be sleeping" I didn't realize how hypocritical I was being right then."Says who? You?" Okay ouch, that definitely entered. But I still knew he was more than right."I'm sorry that was uncalled for" he sighed out apologetic. "I am just stressed that all""No, it's okay. You were right. Bottom line is that we should both take care of our health" I said with a shrug.He gave me a grateful smile before he spoke again."So
"Rica" Mrs Adenike called my name once more. A disappointed look on her face. God this was not looking good.Everyone in the class was staring at me. Judging looks all spotted on their faces. Whispers everywhere in the air. This was definitely not looking good. I know I didn't do it, but they all didn't know that. And I'm very sure they won't be too kind on caring if I was actually the one or not that took it.I could see Runke who was unfortunately at the seat by my side, laughing lightly. Of course, who else would have been able to slip the phone in my bag if not her. Adaeze was still standing by the class entrance door smirking widely at me. I knew I was in deep trouble by this point in time."I didn't do it" I muttered out. My throat began to feel scratchy. No, tears not now please.I knew my words only wasn't enough prove that I didn't infact do it. I had to think fast."But the phone was indeed found in your bag pack, and no one else's. I really don't know what you want me to do
Recently I have been having more dreams about my lost memories. More things began to flow into the dream that I once called nightmares. I don't know if I've only started recalling some of the things that happened because Mrs Uzora had told me. Or maybe I wasn't even remembering them, maybe it was because she recently told me and I had started projecting what I heard from her into my dreams. I really do not know.I was currently in class, English class to be exact. It was just as usual boring but I could bare with it I guess. Lunch break was in a few seconds anyways.Speaking of a few seconds, the bell just went off. As I wanted to carry my bag and leave to my favorite place in the whole school... obviously the library. The Biology teacher walked in.Mrs Adenike was a short plump woman that had a shape to die for. Her age didn't down her beauty in anyways. She was one of my favorite teachers. Not only because she was insanely nice but also being that Biology was practically my favorite
I sat completely rigid on the chair, staring at Mrs Uzora without daring to blink."Are you messing with me?" I asked in a dull tone"Yeah you're definimessing with me, that's just the only explanation" Giving me a sad smile she said."I have no reason to...as you put it....'mess' with you Rica. It all really happened" From the honest look in her eyes I knew immediately that she was telling the truth. But it was just to absurd to believe such a thing happened."So you're telling me" I started slowly trying to understand what exactly was happening myself "That the first time I met you and Dili was in New York City?" I really just wanted a clear confirmation."Yes, pretty much" She released a small cough after saying this. I immediately stood up to go to her and help but she rose her hand indicating that she was alright."Unbelievable" I muttered "Then why don't I remember anything?" I asked confused.The thing is that I do remember going to New York last two years for treatment, but I
Third person's POV:(FLASHBACK)The atmosphere was densely tensed. Rica stared at Dili's mother, the confusion on her face was as clear as a crystal . Vanya Uzora sighed out loud. Was she doing the right thing by telling her? she thought. But alas she knew that Rica deserved to know. They were her memories after all, just that they were only lost."What do you mean by 'About the first time we met'?" Rica finally asked. Because if she remembers accurately, the first time she met Mrs Uzora was in the hospital, so what was she talking about?"Exactly what i said my dear. Although, it won't be very accurate if i used the word 'Tell', instead i would say 'Remind' you about our first encounter" The more she spoke the more Rica's head began to hurt. Abi is she still dreaming ni? she thought."Remind me?" Rica once again spoke."Yes" Vanya smiled though it was a sad one."I believe it was two solid years ago" With a far away look in her eyes she continued. Rica listened intensively without ma
A whole week has passed now and Mrs Uzora's condition wasn't getting any better, which only made both I and Dili somber. I don't know why I felt this way, she wasn't even my own mother but I knew that the sadness I felt was bonafide.The past week I made it my top priority to always be there for Dili. I even began to skip classes on my own free will just to keep Dili company in the hospital. For the first time in my life, my sole attention wasn't on anything school related, but on someone I earnestly cared about. And I have to say, it was quite refreshing.A hand full of people have visited also, my parents being one of them visited once, and in that one particular time they brought bouquet of flowers with them.... shocker, who knew they could think about something other than themselves. But they didn't stay that long as Mrs Uzora was sound asleep by that time. Which i was highly thankful for. Dili has been trying to be his normal self, well almost normal self. Although he cracks jok
"THAT WAS EXTREMELY CHILDISH YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT?" I raised an eyebrow towards him and said. He only chuckled a little and responded with an 'I know'."So are you going to tell me the real reason or not?" I tried once more. I still couldn't see any reason as to why he would w
"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN RICA?" was the first thing I heard as soon as I entered the lonely mansion.Surprised to see my Mom, I stood frozen for at least up to a minute. I thought she and Dad said they would be coming back extremely late. Speaking of which, where was my father? I
"DID YOU HEAR!""Hear what?""That Rica just came back from the psychiatric hospital""What! Are you serious, so the rumors were actually true""Yes na, I heard that the poor girl wasn't completely okay up there"
Welcome dudes and dudeths! I'm honestly Soo excited to start writing a book of this caliber. Apparently this is my very first Nigerian book, yup very first.I've always had the thought of writing a book that brings awareness to some of the bad things going on in our society t







