MasukCHAPTER SIX
Tessa’s POV
I decided to stay at home for the day as I searched online for meals I could prepare for Julian before he got home without so much stress. I needed to tell him about my condition. It'd be so cruel of me to leave this world without letting him know about this. He would blame himself for the rest of his life.
Lila’s door opened, and I looked up to take a glance, but I returned my gaze to her.
“Has Julian always allowed you to wear his pants?”
She looked at me. “Oh, this? I needed a pair of trousers that would go well with my shirt. I asked him, and he said instead of me wasting money on a new pair of trousers, I should use his.”
I nodded slowly. That's weird. Julian was always sensitive about his clothes, so he had never lent them out.
I tried to avert my gaze back to what I was doing when I noticed the necklace.
Is that a birthstone necklace? Like the one Julian got for me.
“Is that from Julian as well?”
She looked away from the kitchen counter where she drank coffee. “What?” Her perfect eyebrow raised.
“The necklace.”
“Oh, yes. It is. They are my mom's. He got it for me on my birthday.”
My smile disappeared. He got the same thing he got for me on my birthday for her.
She drank the last drop of coffee, rinsed the cup, and started leaving. “Bye, Tessa!” she called out as she walked out of the apartment.
I couldn't answer. My mind was disturbed.
Hours later, I decided on what to prepare for Julian. Banana bread. While mixing the flour, my phone rang. It'd been ringing repeatedly for twenty minutes. It seemed important, so I abandoned the flour and picked up the phone.
“Hello! This is Nurse Clara from Hope Link Hospital. Am I speaking to Mrs. Averton?”
I frowned. Hope Link? “Yes, you are. How may I help you?”
Did something bad happen to my Julian?
“Mrs. Averton, are you aware that you have brain cancer and your result was fabricated to make you believe that you were fine?”
I adjusted myself. “Yes, I do. I found out a few weeks ago.”
“Then, you must also be aware that your husband, Mr. Averton, came to visit Dr. Gideon without you on several occasions.”
I paused. “What do you mean?”
“The guilt of me knowing all of this and not saying a thing because I was threatened by Dr. Gideon not to has been eating me up all these years, and I think the best way to take at least some of that guilt away is by sharing a recording of Dr. Gideon and Mr. Averton's conversation.”
“W-what are you talking abou—?”
“Have a nice day, Mrs. Averton.” Then, she ended the call, leaving me to frown at the phone.
A few minutes later, a message came in from the number. It was a voice recording.
I opened it.
“Dr. Gideon, are you blackmailing me right now?” That was Julian, unmistakably thick and velvet-rough.
“You have no idea what blackmail is. What I'm simply doing is asking you for my real worth. What you give me for the job I do is simply peanuts.”
“You are aware that if this gets out, you'll lose your license, right?”
And then the recording ended. I played it again and again to be sure I got the voices right, and I did. My husband and Dr. Gideon? What job were they talking about?
My phone slipped through my fingers and clattered onto the floor, cracking instantly. I held my head, the migraine returning effortlessly.
I grabbed two glasses of water, but they wouldn't go down, so I left for Julian’s study to grab the painkillers he always kept in his drawer.
When I got there, the smell of burnt paper hit my nose despite myself. I staggered my way towards the table, my vision blurry. Then, I saw it. The bin right beside his desk. It had burnt paper in it. Curious, despite the migraine and blurred vision, I picked out the piece of paper that didn't burn completely.
It just had “signed by husband Julian Averton” and then his signature. The rest had been burnt.
Signed by husband? What could that be?
I tossed it back into the bin, unable to figure out what it was. Maybe my health insurance. I don't know.
As I reached for the drawer, my phone buzzed. I glanced at it.
Unknown: You know what? I'm sick and tired of this push and pull. Here is the recording of your husband fucking me on your matrimonial bed the day you had an accident and were fighting for your life two years ago.
Chapter 67: Julian's Second VictoryJulian's POVThe judge took four minutes.I know because I timed it against the clock above her bench, the way I used to time silences in sessions to see who would crack first. Pike read the affidavit into the record in his priest's voice. *I am the protected party in this matter. I do not fear contact with my husband.* The prosecutor objected to the poisoning inquiry, and the judge waved her off without looking up. Felix's lawyer, a woman in a navy suit with a face like a locked door, argued that the signature was obtained under diminished capacity."The petitioner's own words are in front of me, Counsel," the judge said. "She says she isn't afraid. I'm inclined to believe a woman about whether she's afraid."Motion granted. Supervised contact, a third party present, to be reviewed in thirty days.I kept my hands folded and my face grave. I'd practiced the face in the bathroom mirror that morning, the one for a man who has been through something an
Chapter 66: The Daughter He RaisedFelix's POVI picked the place because she would know it.Aldridge Park, the old rose garden behind the glass conservatory, where a nine-year-old girl once fell off a stone wall and broke her wrist and refused to cry until I'd set it myself with a magazine and a scarf. Nico had traced the burner through three towers and a pawnshop. I sent one text to the number he gave me, from a phone Markus had bought that morning.*Rose garden. The bench by the sundial. One hour. Come alone or I send Markus to the door.*She didn't answer. She came.I watched her cross the gravel from the far gate in a hooded gray coat that wasn't hers, too big in the shoulders, hands jammed in the pockets. Three weeks ago she had worn cream cashmere to my table and asked how my day had been. Now she walked like someone being led somewhere, and she stopped six feet from the bench and looked at the ground."Hi, Daddy.""Sit down, Lila."She sat at the far end. I kept the recorder i
Chapter 65: Dr. Vaughan, I PresumeTessa's POVI decided to treat him like a negotiation.It was the only way I knew to sit across from a stranger who knew more about me than I did. You don't start with feelings. You start with what's on the table, who's in the room, and who's pretending not to be afraid.He'd brought tea to the sunroom, a tray with two cups, and he set it down on the low table without being asked. I took the chair with its back to the wall and the window on my left. He took the one opposite, then moved it two inches to the side so the light wasn't in my eyes. He did it without comment and hoped I wouldn't notice.I noticed. I put it in the file.---Markus first, because he was the easiest to read.He stood by the door and didn't lean on it. His weight sat on both feet. His eyes went to the window every eight or nine seconds, then the corridor, then back to Felix, never to me. That was the part that interested me. A man guarding a house watches the house. A man guard
Chapter 64: The Stranger's ChairFelix's POV "Julian isn't coming today," I told her.It was the truest thing I could say that wasn't also the cruelest. She nodded, slowly, the way she nodded at contractors who'd given her a number she planned to beat. Then she asked if she could have her tea, and I said yes, and I stood up from that chair like a man getting off a ship.I made it as far as the hallway. I shut her door to an inch and stood with my back against the wall.Markus was already there. So was the younger guard, Reyes, who took one look at my face and found something fascinating on the ceiling."Give us the corridor," I said.Reyes went. Markus stayed."Listen carefully," I said. "Everyone in this house hears this from me, and they hear it today. Nobody tells her we were together. Not Francesca, not the housekeepers, not the men on the gate. If she asks what I am to her, I'm her doctor. If she asks why she's in my bed, she's in a guest room, and it's a medical precaution.""S
Chapter 63: The Man Who Held My Hand Tessa's POVThe man in the chair was asleep, and I had never seen him before in my life.I lay very still and took inventory, the way you do in a hotel room when you wake up in the wrong city. Ceiling: high, cream, not mine. Sheets: heavy, a gray I would never have chosen. A blanket pulled up to my chin that somebody had tucked in on one side only. And in the armchair beside the bed, a tall man with white at his temples and his chin on his chest, one sleeve rolled to the elbow.Gray light under the curtains. No sound from the house.My left wrist had something on it, a smooth black band with a button on the side. I didn't know what it was. I pressed the button.Nothing visible happened. I pressed it again, longer, and said, "Who are you?"My voice came out low and steady. That surprised me.He woke the way soldiers do, all at once and without moving. His eyes opened on me and stayed there. They were hazel, dark, and so tired they looked bruised."
Chapter 62: The Wife in His VoiceLila's POVThe guest house had a pool house's soul and a pool house's smell: chlorine in the walls, damp towels that nobody had moved in two summers. Julian's father had put it in Julian's name as a wedding present and then forgotten it existed. So had the repo men. So had the court.That made it perfect. It also made me a woman living in somebody's leftover.Maya had asked me to leave on Tuesday. She did it nicely, with a casserole she'd made for the road, which was somehow worse. *My cousin keeps asking questions at work, Lila. I can't have them looking at me.* She didn't say *you scare me.* She didn't have to. I'd seen her watching my face while I read the text on the flip phone, and I'd seen her decide I wasn't the girl she'd known since college anymore.I wasn't. I'd stopped being her somewhere around the second night on that couch.The text that came after, the one I'd left unanswered for two days, said only: *Patience. Julian is not your concer
CHAPTER SEVENRecord: Oh fuck, you are so tight, baby!Then, right after Julian’s voice, were slaps as if he were pounding into something. I looked at my cracked screen, unable to fathom what I was listening to.Later that night, the banana bread forgotten, I lay on the bed, awaiting his arrival.H
CHAPTER FIVEJulian came in with Lila as usual. They were bickering like a young couple in love when they walked in.“Why are you staring at me like that?” Julian asked.She replied, “I’m trying to figure out why you stole my fries.”He frowned. “Your fries? You ordered extra. That’s relationship f
CHAPTER TWOJulian stepped out, turned around, and wrapped Lila in a hug one last time before making his way towards the stairs, to our bedroom. Fortunately, they didn't see me as I was hidden by the dark. Confusion flooded my thoughts. What could possibly make Julian come out at 1 a.m. in the nigh
CHAPTER ONE I have brain cancer and three weeks to live. I still recall the sound of the bells ringing in my ears when the doctor announced it to me. It made little sense. Just six months ago, I went for tests as the symptoms of migraine, memory loss, partial blindness, and bleeding through the no







