What the f*ck? What the f*ck was going on?
My body was shaking and I felt like I was cemented to the seat. My heart was racing as if I was being chased by a wild animal. But in this case, I don’t think I was even overreacting. This wasn’t anxiety about something like public speaking or walking up to talk to someone new. This was life or death! I had literally just watched this guy end someone’s life; shooting them five freaking times! In public! Like it was nothing! What have I gotten myself into? I kept staring at him while he took us away from the crime scene. On our way, a few police cars sped past us, heading to where it all had happened. The man looked unnervingly calm. He had a satisfied smile on his face as he drove us to god-knows-where. “Are you okay, my love?” I didn’t even know how to respond to that, but I knew that I was most definitely not okay. I was far from that. But I was trying to figure out what to do. Was screaming for help going to help, or was it just going to make this guy pissed? Even if I was going to scream, no one was going to hear me but him. We were going so many miles per hour. It was a miracle that those police cars had not stopped when they had passed us. “Talk to me, Moon000,” he said when I didn’t respond. He peeled his eyes off me and focused on the road. I tried to speak, I really did this time. But then I felt something warm slide down my face. Tears. They were tears. I was not ready to die, I had my mom to take care of. If I get killed, she won’t have anyone. So if anything, I needed to make sure that I stayed alive. No matter what it was going to take. “Where are you…where are you taking me?” I managed to get the words out. “I told you, right? We talked about it, we’re going to my place.” I swallowed hard, trying to keep my body from shaking so damn hard. I forced a smile as I wiped my tears from my face with the back of my hand. “Okay.” My voice was the smallest it has been. I kept quiet and kept my eyes on him for the rest of the ride. And it didn’t take long, we came to a stop at a huge house. The gates opened automatically and he drove us to a stop next to other luxurious cars. He killed the engine, let out a long sigh and locked eyes with me. “So scared,” he whispered. “You’re so scared.” “I just watched you kill an innocent man, of course I’m scared,” I replied in a low tone. He chuckled, running his hand through his perfect hair. “Innocent? Oh please, dear. That man was far from innocent.” He then peeled his eyes off me and took off his seatbelt, proceeding to open the door and getting out of the car. My eyes immediately went to the ignition, praying that the key was going to be there. But it wasn’t. “F*ck,” I cursed under my breath. A tap on the window caught my attention and I saw that it was him. He gestured for me to step out of the car and I did. I didn’t want to do anything to upset him; I couldn’t afford to do that. I opened my side of the car and stepped out. I needed to find a way to get out of here, but no ideas were coming to mind. I followed him towards the huge house, the full moon looking down on us. Once we reached the front porch, the door was opened for us by a man in a suit; maybe it was the butler. I walked behind the guy tentatively, scared out of my mind. “Give him your phone,” My date said to me without looking at me. Sh*t, there goes my chance to call 9-1-1. I did as I was told and followed the guy down a hallway that led to a side of the house that was lighted entirely by the full moon’s glow. If it was any other situation, it would have been magical, but right now, it just looked beyond creepy. I finally stopped, growing the courage to ask him, “what do you want from me?” He stopped too, turning to face me with a soft smile. “All I want is a chance with you, Jules. After four months of us talking, I think you’re the love of my life.” He knew my real name. But that was not the scariest part, the scariest part was the fact that he had just said he was in love with me. “You barely know me,” I replied before scoffing faintly. “Four months, Jules. We have talked everyday for four months. I know you.” I chuckled nervously. “Can you please just let me go?” I begged, more tears threatening to fall from my eyes. He watched me…no, he stared at me for a few very long seconds before responding, “There’s no way that I’m ever letting you go, my love.” “Please,” I replied, my voice breaking as I went to my knees. “I’m begging you, I can’t die. I have my mother to take care of.” “Oh, I know.” He shrugged nonchalantly. “I know everything there is about you, dear.” He smiled. Then he took a few steps towards me, helping me to my feet. I felt like he was in control and that I should do whatever he wanted if I wanted to stay alive. “Please…” Tears ran down my face freely. “I know about what your dad did to you and your mom. He was the reason your life went to sh*t, he ruined it all. He’s the reason your mom’s health declined so fast. He’s the reason you’re the way you are. And he deserved what he got.” It took me a few seconds to catch onto what he was saying because I was taken aback by the fact that he knew all of this. “Wait…” I took a few steps away from him. “What do you mean he deserved what he got?” “Jules…” his smile widened. “I took care of it for you. The man from earlier, that was your dad. He’s gone. He can’t hurt you anymore.”On my knees, my hair being held in his fist, Chase thrusted himself into my mouth gently. I liked how gentle he was, at least for now.He was so hard, and so big and veiny. The more he pushed himself into my mouth and pulled himself out, the more aggressive it got.With each thrust, I choked. And at one point, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, but I didn’t stop him. I didn’t want to stop him even if I could. “F*ck, Jules. Your mouth feels so good,” he moaned as he pushed himself inside me one more time, but this time, he went deeper.I made a gagging sound and he pulled himself out of my mouth, the taste of pre-cum on my tongue. Silava was all over my lips and before I knew it, he pulled me up to him and kissed me.Gosh, this felt like I was making a mistake. This guy was literally a killer for a living, and he had just ended my father’s life just a few hours ago. Why was I locked in his arms, naked…craving every part of him?Was I broken? Or maybe all of this was just lust. Maybe aft
Mixed feelings. I had mixed feelings about what was going on, my heart was still pounding in my chest and I was beyond scared for my life, but at the same time, he was Sunny231!I have known him for four months now! He was literally my best and only friend. Yeah, I had not known that much about him, but now I did. It didn’t change him, or make him a monster, right? I still had to deal with the fact that he had literally killed my father, but I think I understood why he became an assassin; or at least I felt like did.He grew up and knew nothing but pain and trauma. And here I thought my past was traumatic. But in comparison to Chase’s, mine was like a walk in a park.So yeah, I think he was right. Who would be normal with the kind of past he had?“Jules?” He said my name so softly as he stared at me, waiting for a response. “Can you please say something?”I released a shaky breath. “An assassin. You kill people for a living.” He nodded. “Not the best of jobs, but I like it. It hel
I stood there, my legs begging to buckle, but I knew that I could not even dare to do that. I couldn’t do anything to make me even more vulnerable than I already was.I needed to do something. I needed to get the hell out of here, that’s what I needed to do. But how…?Gosh, I hated this. The ONE time that I had finally found someone and we clicked, everything falling into place, they ended up being a psychopath!“You’re joking, right?” I asked him, chuckling as I hooked some of my hair behind my ears. “This has to be a joke, it has to be!” I waited for a response, but he just stared at me. “It has to be, right? Tell me you’re joking. All of this, including the shooting of the man, it’s all a prank, yeah?”His smile faded a bit, but remained nevertheless. “Jules, does it look like I’m kidding?” He scoffed, rubbing his palm over his lips in a swift movement. “Your dad destroyed your life. He left you and your mother for a f*cking sl*t. Trust me, he deserved worse than what I did to him.
What the f*ck? What the f*ck was going on? My body was shaking and I felt like I was cemented to the seat. My heart was racing as if I was being chased by a wild animal. But in this case, I don’t think I was even overreacting. This wasn’t anxiety about something like public speaking or walking up to talk to someone new. This was life or death! I had literally just watched this guy end someone’s life; shooting them five freaking times! In public! Like it was nothing! What have I gotten myself into? I kept staring at him while he took us away from the crime scene. On our way, a few police cars sped past us, heading to where it all had happened. The man looked unnervingly calm. He had a satisfied smile on his face as he drove us to god-knows-where. “Are you okay, my love?” I didn’t even know how to respond to that, but I knew that I was most definitely not okay. I was far from that. But I was trying to figure out what to do. Was screaming for help going to help, or was
Walking out of the club, I had my mind screaming at me for what I was doing. This wasn’t all that safe. In fact, it was very far from safe. I had just met this guy, and even though we had been talking to each other for four months now, it was not in person. It was all from behind a phone screen! I mean, it felt like I knew him, but at the same time, it felt like I didn’t. But one thing I did know was that I did not want to lose my new favorite person. You might ask why I didn’t want to be single and why I kept trying over and over to find the right one. And my answer would be one thing: loneliness. But wasn’t that the famous reason for why a lot of people tried to find love? Or was that just me? I was the loneliest I have been in my life. I had no friends because I didn’t know how to make them. And when I did, they would either end up leaving town for school or something else. Or…they might get into a relationship and forget I existed. So yeah, I wanted to find someone to
First dates never went well for me. Not even once. But right now, as I waited for a stranger I’d only known as ‘Sunny231’, I dared to hope. The music in the club was loud, and so was my heart. I was nervous, it was my first date in a while. And the funny thing was that the guy and I had not seen each other in person, but we have been talking to each other for four months now. I didn’t know how he looked and he didn’t know how I looked. Why? Because that was how the app that we met worked. I wanted it that way, that was why I picked that app specifically. I was tired of going for looks or even for money. I wanted something real. Every relationship I had been in for the last few months failed, and I just…I was just so tired. This one with this guy had me hopeful again, and I was genuinely excited, but I was scared that something was going to go wrong. “Excuse me?” Someone tapped my shoulder, and I turned and immediately recognized who it was. “Jules, you look…you look so grown