Semua Bab I Fell For The Devil: Bab 1 - Bab 6

Walking out of the club, I had my mind screaming at me for what I was doing. This wasn’t all that safe. In fact, it was very far from safe. I had just met this guy, and even though we had been talking to each other for four months now, it was not in person. It was all from behind a phone screen! I mean, it felt like I knew him, but at the same time, it felt like I didn’t. But one thing I did know was that I did not want to lose my new favorite person. You might ask why I didn’t want to be single and why I kept trying over and over to find the right one. And my answer would be one thing: loneliness. But wasn’t that the famous reason for why a lot of people tried to find love? Or was that just me? I was the loneliest I have been in my life. I had no friends because I didn’t know how to make them. And when I did, they would either end up leaving town for school or something else. Or…they might get into a relationship and forget I existed. So yeah, I wanted to find someone to

I stood there, my legs begging to buckle, but I knew that I could not even dare to do that. I couldn’t do anything to make me even more vulnerable than I already was.I needed to do something. I needed to get the hell out of here, that’s what I needed to do. But how…?Gosh, I hated this. The ONE time that I had finally found someone and we clicked, everything falling into place, they ended up being a psychopath!“You’re joking, right?” I asked him, chuckling as I hooked some of my hair behind my ears. “This has to be a joke, it has to be!” I waited for a response, but he just stared at me. “It has to be, right? Tell me you’re joking. All of this, including the shooting of the man, it’s all a prank, yeah?”His smile faded a bit, but remained nevertheless. “Jules, does it look like I’m kidding?” He scoffed, rubbing his palm over his lips in a swift movement. “Your dad destroyed your life. He left you and your mother for a f*cking sl*t. Trust me, he deserved worse than what I did to him.

On my knees, my hair being held in his fist, Chase thrusted himself into my mouth gently. I liked how gentle he was, at least for now.He was so hard, and so big and veiny. The more he pushed himself into my mouth and pulled himself out, the more aggressive it got.With each thrust, I choked. And at one point, I felt like I couldn’t breathe, but I didn’t stop him. I didn’t want to stop him even if I could. “F*ck, Jules. Your mouth feels so good,” he moaned as he pushed himself inside me one more time, but this time, he went deeper.I made a gagging sound and he pulled himself out of my mouth, the taste of pre-cum on my tongue. Silava was all over my lips and before I knew it, he pulled me up to him and kissed me.Gosh, this felt like I was making a mistake. This guy was literally a killer for a living, and he had just ended my father’s life just a few hours ago. Why was I locked in his arms, naked…craving every part of him?Was I broken? Or maybe all of this was just lust. Maybe aft