“What the f*ck…?” That was all I could say when I found myself falling for the very same man who was pulling me into the dark.
View MoreFirst dates never went well for me. Not even once. But right now, as I waited for a stranger I’d only known as ‘Sunny231’, I dared to hope.
The music in the club was loud, and so was my heart. I was nervous, it was my first date in a while. And the funny thing was that the guy and I had not seen each other in person, but we have been talking to each other for four months now. I didn’t know how he looked and he didn’t know how I looked. Why? Because that was how the app that we met worked. I wanted it that way, that was why I picked that app specifically. I was tired of going for looks or even for money. I wanted something real. Every relationship I had been in for the last few months failed, and I just…I was just so tired. This one with this guy had me hopeful again, and I was genuinely excited, but I was scared that something was going to go wrong. “Excuse me?” Someone tapped my shoulder, and I turned and immediately recognized who it was. “Jules, you look…you look so grown now.” She laughed, flipping her blonde hair. Was that supposed to be a compliment? Because based on her tone or the way she looked at me when she said that, that was probably not meant to be. “Lisa,” I replied, forcing a smile. I didn’t like her, not at all. She used to be one of the popular girls in high school and they all used to treat me and my friends like we were trash or dirtbags. The only reason she even knew my name was because she dated my cousin who used to stay with us back then. So yeah, she eventually learned my name because she was a wh*re and always came back to our house to sleep with the guy. “Why are you here? Are you waiting for someone?” She sat next to me, her short dress showing off her perfect body; the one that I have always envied. Back in High School, Lisa once made a bet with her friends about how many days it would take to make me cry if they bullied me. And um…I lost on day three. Anyway, back to reality. I ran my hand through my brown hair. “Uh…yeah. He’s not here…yet.” “Ouuu…he?” She wiggled her brows. Was she drunk? She has never talked with me for this long before. “Is he hot?” She took a long sip of her drink that was almost finished. “Please tell me he’s at least hot!!” I stared at her, she wasn’t my friend, why was she acting like it? I was annoyed at the fact that she was trying to be all nice, and I felt like I needed to tell her that. “Look, Lisa…I’m not going to do this with you. I can’t sit and pretend like you’re my friend. You used to treat me like I was invisible, and that was the nicest you have treated me. So no, let’s not do this. I don’t want to do this with you.” I stood up and took my drink, starting to walk away until I bumped into someone. It was a guy, and he quickly apologized, “Oh, sh*t, I’m so sorry. Are you okay?” I was ready to take my annoyance on him but then was taken aback by how good looking he was. He was dressed casual but looked really decent. “No…it’s fine.” I flashed him a small polite smile, drawn into his ocean blue eyes. He smiled warmly, his appearance getting even better, if that was possible. “I’m um…I’m looking for someone, we’re supposed to meet up at the bar. You’re coming from there, right? Can you help me find her?” I actually didn’t want to do that, I just wanted to walk away and sit at a table in the corner and drink until my date showed up or not. But there was something about this guy that I just…he had captured my attention fully. And I felt like he could ask me to do anything right now and I would do it. Pretty privilege, I guess. “Do you know her name?” My annoyance had faded at this point. “Not really,” he chuckled the words out. “We met on a dating app. So I only know her user name.” He shrugged. My heart skipped a beat and I scoffed in disbelief. “Are you Sunny231?” I took the guess. His eyes widened. “No, sh*t, you’re Moon000?” He chuckled in disbelief. What the actual f*ck? At one point, I had thought I had been catfished and the person who was going to show up was either going to be younger than eighteen or some weirdo. But not this guy who looked like he belonged on Love Island! I nodded, laughing freely as I went in for a hug, my nerves still crazy. But the only difference was that this time it wasn’t because I was nervous about being let down, but because the guy who I have been talking to for four months looked like prime Brad Pitt! He hugged me back and then after a few seconds, he pulled away. I glanced back at Lisa who didn’t look happy at all. But for some reason, I felt like I was on the top of the world. I looked back at him, my smile still glued to my face. “So what’s next?” “Well, this might seem a little too fast, but can I take you home?” He wiggled his brows comically. I think he saw my smile drop a bit because he quickly added, “Only because I don’t really like the club scene. I only came here because of you.” He smiled shyly. I swallowed hard. This might have been one of the craziest things I have done, but I think you already know what I said in response. And my response was going to change my life forever.Mixed feelings. I had mixed feelings about what was going on, my heart was still pounding in my chest and I was beyond scared for my life, but at the same time, he was Sunny231!I have known him for four months now! He was literally my best and only friend. Yeah, I had not known that much about him, but now I did. It didn’t change him, or make him a monster, right? I still had to deal with the fact that he had literally killed my father, but I think I understood why he became an assassin; or at least I felt like did.He grew up and knew nothing but pain and trauma. And here I thought my past was traumatic. But in comparison to Chase’s, mine was like a walk in a park.So yeah, I think he was right. Who would be normal with the kind of past he had?“Jules?” He said my name so softly as he stared at me, waiting for a response. “Can you please say something?”I released a shaky breath. “An assassin. You kill people for a living.” He nodded. “Not the best of jobs, but I like it. It hel
I stood there, my legs begging to buckle, but I knew that I could not even dare to do that. I couldn’t do anything to make me even more vulnerable than I already was.I needed to do something. I needed to get the hell out of here, that’s what I needed to do. But how…?Gosh, I hated this. The ONE time that I had finally found someone and we clicked, everything falling into place, they ended up being a psychopath!“You’re joking, right?” I asked him, chuckling as I hooked some of my hair behind my ears. “This has to be a joke, it has to be!” I waited for a response, but he just stared at me. “It has to be, right? Tell me you’re joking. All of this, including the shooting of the man, it’s all a prank, yeah?”His smile faded a bit, but remained nevertheless. “Jules, does it look like I’m kidding?” He scoffed, rubbing his palm over his lips in a swift movement. “Your dad destroyed your life. He left you and your mother for a f*cking sl*t. Trust me, he deserved worse than what I did to him.
What the f*ck? What the f*ck was going on? My body was shaking and I felt like I was cemented to the seat. My heart was racing as if I was being chased by a wild animal. But in this case, I don’t think I was even overreacting. This wasn’t anxiety about something like public speaking or walking up to talk to someone new. This was life or death! I had literally just watched this guy end someone’s life; shooting them five freaking times! In public! Like it was nothing! What have I gotten myself into? I kept staring at him while he took us away from the crime scene. On our way, a few police cars sped past us, heading to where it all had happened. The man looked unnervingly calm. He had a satisfied smile on his face as he drove us to god-knows-where. “Are you okay, my love?” I didn’t even know how to respond to that, but I knew that I was most definitely not okay. I was far from that. But I was trying to figure out what to do. Was screaming for help going to help, or was
Walking out of the club, I had my mind screaming at me for what I was doing. This wasn’t all that safe. In fact, it was very far from safe. I had just met this guy, and even though we had been talking to each other for four months now, it was not in person. It was all from behind a phone screen! I mean, it felt like I knew him, but at the same time, it felt like I didn’t. But one thing I did know was that I did not want to lose my new favorite person. You might ask why I didn’t want to be single and why I kept trying over and over to find the right one. And my answer would be one thing: loneliness. But wasn’t that the famous reason for why a lot of people tried to find love? Or was that just me? I was the loneliest I have been in my life. I had no friends because I didn’t know how to make them. And when I did, they would either end up leaving town for school or something else. Or…they might get into a relationship and forget I existed. So yeah, I wanted to find someone to
First dates never went well for me. Not even once. But right now, as I waited for a stranger I’d only known as ‘Sunny231’, I dared to hope. The music in the club was loud, and so was my heart. I was nervous, it was my first date in a while. And the funny thing was that the guy and I had not seen each other in person, but we have been talking to each other for four months now. I didn’t know how he looked and he didn’t know how I looked. Why? Because that was how the app that we met worked. I wanted it that way, that was why I picked that app specifically. I was tired of going for looks or even for money. I wanted something real. Every relationship I had been in for the last few months failed, and I just…I was just so tired. This one with this guy had me hopeful again, and I was genuinely excited, but I was scared that something was going to go wrong. “Excuse me?” Someone tapped my shoulder, and I turned and immediately recognized who it was. “Jules, you look…you look so grown
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