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I Just Want to Be a Corpse
I Just Want to Be a Corpse
작가: Sway Sway

Chapter 1

작가: Sway Sway
"Why are you still standing there? Call the doctor, now!" Mom let out a heart-rending scream, almost choking on her own breath.

She stumbled over to me and dropped to her knees, cradling me and sobbing like her world had ended. "Ben, my poor boy… You just got home and haven't even had a chance to enjoy the good life yet. You can't die on me now!"

She was loud—so loud I was impressed, actually. After all, for someone like me, whose energy was chronically low, saying even one more word than necessary was exhausting, much less screaming and shouting the way she was.

Ethan Ziegler, the fake heir, stood frozen to the spot. After a while, he snapped out of it and picked up the empty bowl from the floor. He stammered, "I-I don't know why things ended up like this. I was just afraid Ben would be hungry and wanted him to have some soup first…"

Before he could finish, my elder sister, Felicia Ziegler, burst into the house with the family doctor and shoved Ethan out of the way. "Quick, check on Ben!"

I'd been playing dead for over ten years now and had it down to an art.

The family doctor pried open my eyelids with shaking hands. When he saw that my pupils were unfocused, he said shakily, "He's on the brink. He has to be taken to the hospital now."

The whole family immediately launched into another round of sobbing and wailing.

I actually wanted to open my eyes and tell them I was fine, but then I thought about how much effort it would take to explain everything.

Forget it. I was better off continuing to play dead.

Felicia and the family doctor carried me into the car. After a long, bumpy ride, we finally reached the hospital.

A doctor hurried over with some equipment, saying he needed to run an EKG first. He frowned as he stared at the slow, rolling waves on the monitor. "Your son's heart rate is only 30 beats per minute. This is bad."

In truth, I'd learned how to make my heart beat that slowly when I was five, mainly because I found even breathing exhausting.

After all these years, I suddenly wondered if I could make it beat even slower. So I deliberately slowed my breathing.

With a loud beep, the line on the monitor flattened out, almost turning into a straight line. Felicia shrieked, "Ben's dying!"

The doctor panicked, fumbling with the defibrillator paddles and moving to slap them onto my chest.

I had no choice but to finally open my eyes. "Don't. It hurts."

As my heartbeat gradually returned to normal, the doctor let out a sigh of relief. He was still shaken as he said, "His heart rate is naturally slower than an ordinary person's. You can't let him get worked up."

"Got it. We'll make sure to keep him safe," Mom said, holding me close.

Dad hovered beside me, fussing over me like I was the most precious thing on earth.

Felicia smacked her thigh in frustration. "God, this is all my fault. Ben's been home a whole day and hasn't had anything to eat—I didn't even think about getting him something light to tide him over."

Everyone's attention was on me. Ethan was pushed into a corner, practically invisible. A flash of resentment crossed his eyes before he put on a pitiful look.

"I'm sorry, Ben. I swear what happened earlier was an accident. I really envy you, you know. You just got home, and you're already so close with Mom and Dad. You're not like me—I've always felt like an outsider in this family."

Logically, I should have said something to comfort him. But the thought of having to string together a few sentences already made me feel exhausted.

So I simply shut my eyes and lay back down, stiff as a board. As I slipped back into standby mode, my heartbeat started plummeting again.

Mom noticed and immediately shot Ethan a furious glare. "The doctor just said Ben can't be aggravated, and you're dumping all this nonsense on him! Are you trying to make him feel bad?"

Ethan's face turned red with humiliation. In the end, he could only grit his teeth and force out an ugly grimace.

When we finally got home, he watched as everyone orbited around me like I was the sun. The jealousy ate away at him.

Waiting until the kitchen was empty, he snuck over to my bowl of soup and dumped in a lethal amount of salt, muttering under his breath as he poured, "May the saltiness kill you!"

The Ziegler family prided themselves on perfect table manners. If I took a sip later and immediately spat it back out because it was so salty, Mom and Dad would definitely see me as crude and uncouth. Then they'd start to despise me.

Just picturing it made Ethan giddy with anticipation. He waited for me to make a fool of myself.

I picked up the bowl and took a sip, my face blank. I paused for half a beat, then swallowed without even batting an eye.

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  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 9

    I didn't dodge in time, and a tearing pain ripped through my abdomen.Fresh out of prison, Ethan no longer looked like the high and mighty scion he once was. He was so gaunt he looked like a ghost.He gripped the knife and pushed it deeper into my stomach, looking like a man possessed. "You wanted to die, didn't you? I'll help you out!"He sounded completely unhinged as he muttered, "Once you're dead, I'll be Mom and Dad's only son again. They'll have to take me back."Cold sweat soaked my back from the pain, but his idiotic rambling had me gritting my teeth. "Are you out of your damn mind? Get this straight—I'm their biological son. You screwed yourself over and ended up like this. You want me dead? Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm rich now. I've suddenly got plenty to live for!"Over the past three years, Mom and Dad had forced me to work out and learn self-defense. I was no longer the weak piece of trash that collapsed at the slightest thing from back then.I clamped my hand a

  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 8

    Because the evidence was ironclad, Ethan was eventually sentenced to two years in prison for attempted murder. When the verdict was announced in court, he lost it, sobbing and screaming that he wanted to see Mom and Dad.But at that moment, they were glued to my bedside at the hospital. I was all they could think of.The second I opened my eyes, Mom hurried over with a steaming bowl of soup. She blew on it carefully and said, "Ben, have some soup. I personally watched it being cooked and tasted it. I promise it's not too salty."Dad stood beside her, picking up slices of peeled fruit. He cut them into bite-sized pieces, stuck them on toothpicks, and held them up to my lips as he said gently, "Be good, okay? Eat some fruit and get your vitamins."Felicia was so happy to see me awake that she couldn't stop smiling. She rushed out to call the doctor to do a full checkup.When the doctor announced with a smile that everything looked good and I was recovering nicely, my whole family le

  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 7

    That night, the power suddenly went out at the hospital. The backup generator kicked in pretty quickly, but those few minutes when the cameras were down were enough for Ethan to sneak into my ward.He stared at me lying there, motionless, and hissed under his breath, "Why did you have to come back and steal my life, you bastard? Since you grew up out there, you should've died out there. And why was it that Mom and Dad only had eyes for you the moment you showed up?"He charged toward me and started clawing and beating me, venting all his resentment on me. In the end, when he realized he was running out of time, he simply grabbed a pillow and pressed it over my face, snarling, "Go to hell. Once you're dead, no one will be fighting me for anything."Don't worry, though. Seeing as we were brothers for some time, I'll make sure to visit your grave this time next year."The more Ethan thought about it, the more pleased with himself he felt.Right then, the ward door was kicked open wit

  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 6

    Felicia's eyes were bloodshot as she shouted almost hysterically, "Aren't we just pushing Ben to his death if we keep letting this go on?"Mom jolted and grabbed Felicia's arm in a panic. "What did you say? Say that again!"Felicia took a deep breath and repeated herself. Then she slammed a thick stack of investigation reports onto the table, tears of guilt spilling down her face."Ben only went missing back then because of my negligence. I've always felt like I owed him, so I secretly dug into the past ten-plus years of his life, hoping I could make it up to him however I could. I never imagined he'd suffered so much."Her voice trembled as she flipped through the report, every line weighing heavier than the last. "Even though Ben got adopted, his life was hell. He was sold to a remote mountain village when he was three. He was so small and scrawny that no one wanted him, so money actually had to be thrown in to get someone to take him."His adoptive parents treated him like free

  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 5

    The crowd erupted into panicked screams. "Someone jumped!"Onlookers surged forward, sealing off the scene completely.Mom and Dad didn't react at first. It wasn't until Mom caught sight of the locket on the neck of the person on the ground that her legs went weak.She'd put it on me last night, saying it was a family heirloom from my grandmother, something even she couldn't bear to wear herself."Ben, don't scare me like this. Somebody, help! Please, save my son!" she screamed.Mom clung to me, sobbing so hard she was on the verge of passing out.Dad frantically made calls and shouted into the phone. "Get me all the best doctors in the entire city! Right now!"I was rushed straight into the operating room for emergency treatment. Dad stood outside the doors, his eyes bloodshot as he slammed his fist hard into the wall."Why… Why would Ben suddenly jump? Was what we said just now too harsh?"Ethan felt his stomach twist with anxiety, but he still forced himself to stay calm as

  • I Just Want to Be a Corpse   Chapter 4

    "Yes, you're right. That's what matters now."Mom and Dad didn't dare waste another second. They rushed me to the hospital and got me the most comprehensive workup they could get.Mom grabbed the doctor by the coat. "Doctor, how is my son? The last time he was checked, we were told he had a weak heart…"The doctor flipped through the report and said calmly, "He's fine. All his vitals are normal. He's very healthy."Mom was taken aback. She looked at me lying motionless on the bed and pressed, "Then why isn't he awake yet?"The doctor adjusted his glasses and snorted. "He's playing dead. Kids these days pretend to be sick all the time just to force their parents to give in to whatever they want. I'd say your son's the same."Mom was about to snap at him for talking nonsense when she saw me slowly sit up. "It's fine, Mom. I really just didn't feel like moving."The room went dead silent.Right then, Ethan suddenly spoke up, his eyes reddened. He looked like he was struggling with

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