LOGINThe Whitaker house was warm and loud and smelled like garlic bread, and Nora had made a critical tactical error.
She had not prepared for how much she would like it. She'd expected awkward. She'd dressed for awkward, dark jeans, a nice blouse, the kind of outfit that said 'I'm a good influence: without trying too hard. She'd rehearsed answers to standard parent questions in the car. She had a strategy. What she had not strategized for was Cole opening the front door before she even knocked, like he'd been watching for her, and saying, "You actually came," with something so genuinely relieved in his voice that it knocked all her prepared sentences clean out of her head. "We had a deal," she said. "Right." He exhaled. "Okay. Ground rules recap: we've been dating for two months, we met through Maya Chen because she's both our mutual friend and she already knows so she won't blow it—" "You told Maya?" "She's my emergency contact, she had a right to know." He said it so fast she almost missed it. "We like each other a normal amount. You don't have to hold my hand. You can leave if Derek is actually awful." "Is he?" "Scale of one to ten, he's a nine. He once told my mom her pot roast tasted like a gym bag." "Noted." Nora straightened her blouse. "Let's go meet your family." --- Cole's mom was a small woman with enormous energy and the kind of smile that made you feel immediately guilty for every lie you'd ever told. She pulled Nora into a hug before they'd even been properly introduced. "Oh, she's lovely," she said, to Cole, about Nora, while Nora was standing right there. "Cole never brings anyone home. Did he tell you that? Three years, not a single—" "Mom," Cole said. "I'm just saying." She beamed at Nora. "I'm Diane. And I'm so happy you're here." Nora's chest did something uncomfortable. She smiled back and said, "Me too," and meant it more than she'd planned to. Grandma Whitaker was stationed in the armchair by the fireplace like a general surveying her troops. She looked Nora up and down with the kind of quiet assessment that made Nora feel briefly like she was being graded. "Sit," she said, gesturing to the ottoman. Nora sat. "You're smart," Grandma Whitaker said. It wasn't a question. "I try to be," Nora said. The old woman made a sound that might have been approval. "Cole needs smart. His father was charming and look how that turned out." "Grandma," Cole said, from behind Nora, his voice a shade too careful. "I'm eighty-one," she said serenely. "I've earned honesty." Nora glanced back at Cole. He was looking at his grandmother with this expression she hadn't seen before, complicated and fond and a little bit tired, and for just a second she forgot she was supposed to be pretending. Dinner was, objectively, a lot. Aunt Linda was on her third glass of wine before the pot roast came out. Derek, a lanky seventeen-year-old with the energy of a damp sock, had already insulted Cole's stats twice and made a comment about Nora's school that she'd let slide exactly once. The second time, she smiled and said, "We did beat your school's academic decathlon team by forty points last spring. But I'm sure you're all very proud of your effort." The table went quiet. Cole made a sound like he was trying very hard not to laugh. Derek opened his mouth and closed it again. Grandma Whitaker raised her wine glass in Nora's direction, which felt like the highest possible honor. "I like her," she announced to no one in particular. Under the table, Cole's knee pressed briefly against hers, not holding, not grabbing, just there, and when she glanced at him he was looking straight ahead, jaw tight like he was still suppressing something, but the corner of his mouth was curved up and she thought: Oh, this is going to be a problem. They stood on the porch afterward while Nora waited for her rideshare, the night cold and clear and sharp with the smell of coming winter. "You destroyed Derek," Cole said. "He started it." "He absolutely started it." He leaned against the railing. "My grandma literally raised her glass at you. She has never once raised her glass at anyone." "Your grandmother is terrifying and I respect her enormously." Cole laughed, a real one, surprised out of him, warm in the cold air. Nora looked at the street and told herself firmly to stop noticing things about him. "My mom really liked you," he said, quieter. "Cole—" "I know." He stood up straight, and the moment passed, the easy warmth of it folding back into the comfortable distance she understood better. "Ground rules. Totally fake. I know." He paused. "You were good tonight though. Really good. I owe you one." "You owe me three weeks of calc homework and one favor," she corrected. "Right." His smile didn't fully go away. "Right." Her rideshare pulled up. She walked down the porch steps, and she was almost at the car when she heard him: "Hey, Jensen?" She turned. He was backlit by the warm light from the house, hands in his pockets, and for one entirely inconvenient second, he looked like something out of a movie. "Thank you," he said. Just that. No smirk, no angle. Just Cole Whitaker being honest. Nora got in the car and looked out the window and thought very sternly about calculus all the way home. It didn't really work.Maya ambushed her at lunch."Okay," she said, sliding into the seat across from Nora with the energy of someone who had been physically restraining herself all morning. "We need to talk about this morning.""There's nothing to talk about.""Derek showed up, Cole defended your honor, and then you two had a moment in the hallway that I could feel from my locker thirty feet away."Nora stabbed a grape with her fork. "We did not have a moment.""Nora. I watched you walk to first period. You were doing that thing.""What thing?""The thing where you're hyper-aware of exactly how close he is to you and you're pretending you're not." Maya leaned forward. "Which means something changed."Something had changed. Nora just wasn't ready to examine what, exactly, or when."We're fake dating," she said. "We're supposed to look convincing.""That," Maya said, pointing at her, "was not fake-dating energy. That was 'I'm having a crisis about my feelings' energy."Before Nora could respond, Cole droppe
It happened on a Thursday, in the school hallway, which was the least romantic location imaginable.In Nora's defense, she had not planned for it. She had not planned for any of this — not the lunches that had quietly become a regular thing, not the texts that started as logistics and turned into conversations about nothing, not the way she'd started looking for him when she walked into a room without meaning to.She had a system. The system was: keep things simple, keep things clear, get through the six weeks without catching feelings, collect her favor, move on.The system was not holding up.It started with Derek.Specifically, Derek showing up at Millbrook.She didn't know what he was doing there — some cousin thing, some weekend visit — but she saw him in the main hallway before first period and he saw her and said, loudly, to the person next to him: "That's Cole's girl. She was at dinner. She's actually kind of—" a pause that went on one second too long, "—surprising."It should
It was Maya's idea, technically."If you're going to be convincing," she'd said Tuesday morning, with the tone of someone who had been thinking about this for approximately forty-eight hours straight, "you should know things about each other. Real things. Couples know things.""We're not a couple," Nora said."Fake couple. Same rules apply."And that was how Nora found herself sitting on the bleachers above the ice rink on a Wednesday afternoon, watching Cole run drills with the rest of the Millbrook Wolves while her calc notes sat unread in her lap and she tried very hard to focus on integration by parts.She had come because it made practical sense. She should know what his practice schedule looked like. She should be able to talk about hockey with some degree of competence. This was research.This was definitely not because the ice rink was the only place she'd ever seen Cole Whitaker look completely at peace.He was fast. She'd known that, abstractly — everyone in school knew Cole
The rumor spread the way all Millbrook High rumors spread: fast, wrong, and completely unstoppable.By Monday morning, Nora had received four texts, two voice memos from Maya, and a hand-delivered note in second period that read *is it true you and Whitaker are a THING??* in purple gel pen with a small stunned face drawn next to it.She stared at the note.She had not thought about Monday.This was a significant oversight in her planning.---Maya was waiting at her locker with the energy of someone who had been physically restrained from calling her all weekend.Maya Chen was Nora's best friend and, apparently, Cole's emergency contact, which was a sentence Nora was still processing. She was small and relentless and had exactly zero ability to hide what she was feeling, which made her a terrible keeper of secrets and a wonderful human being."Okay," Maya said, the moment Nora was within earshot. "Talk.""There's nothing to—""Cole Whitaker texted me Sunday morning to ask if your favo
The Whitaker house was warm and loud and smelled like garlic bread, and Nora had made a critical tactical error.She had not prepared for how much she would like it.She'd expected awkward. She'd dressed for awkward, dark jeans, a nice blouse, the kind of outfit that said 'I'm a good influence: without trying too hard. She'd rehearsed answers to standard parent questions in the car. She had a strategy.What she had not strategized for was Cole opening the front door before she even knocked, like he'd been watching for her, and saying, "You actually came," with something so genuinely relieved in his voice that it knocked all her prepared sentences clean out of her head."We had a deal," she said."Right." He exhaled. "Okay. Ground rules recap: we've been dating for two months, we met through Maya Chen because she's both our mutual friend and she already knows so she won't blow it—""You told Maya?""She's my emergency contact, she had a right to know." He said it so fast she almost mi
The thing about owing Cole Whitaker a favor was that you never knew when he was going to cash it in.Nora Jensen had been hoping he'd forgotten.It had been three months since the whole incident with the science lab, the fire extinguisher, and the very angry chemistry teacher. Three months since Cole had looked her dead in the eye and said, "You owe me one, Jensen," with that insufferable smirk of his.Three glorious, blissfully uneventful months.She should have known it was too good to last.---She was in the middle of eating a granola bar and definitely not eavesdropping when it happened.To be fair, Cole was standing two lockers down from hers, speaking at full volume with absolutely zero regard for the concept of a private conversation. So really, the eavesdropping was his fault."Mom, I— no, I know what you said." He ran a hand through his hair, the way he always did when he was stressed. Nora had catalogued enough of Cole Whitaker's mannerisms against her will to write a field







