I hate you and love you Alpha

"The best time in any girl's life, her adolescence, school, friends, first love, that was normal for anyone, but for me, it was just a cliché from a romantic novel. I'm barely 17, and everything annoys me. I don't like being surrounded by people; I only have one friend and one friend (Clara and Henry); I don't need more. My classes are boring to death, and my transformation hasn't come yet; that's the only thing that intrigues me. How will it feel to embrace my inner wolf?"You're daydreaming again, Anastasia. Remember that nothing good ever happens to you. It's better to come down from that cloud," said none other than my older sister, a frustrated beta due to her gender. She blamed me for everything, from the moment I was born to every breath I took. She was getting on my nerves. Fortunately, I've accepted a scholarship to study abroad after graduation, or else I might end up killing her with her sarcasm. I ignored her and went down to the kitchen where Mom and Dad were waiting for

"That special scent came back to me; the fragrance that drove me crazy from the first time I smelled it. Now I knew without a doubt who was wearing it. The smell was irresistible, but the person wearing it was quite a handful.""I'm sorry, love. Don't pay attention to my cousin; she's from the countryside and thinks many things are wrong. Don't mind her."I nodded to Naomi. She didn't seem like she was from the countryside at all. She appeared very educated and intelligent, a bit snobbish and haughty. "It's okay, dear. Tell me when we'll go to the doctor.""We can't do it yet. My father must not find out, or he'll kill me. My mother will take me to a trusted doctor, someone who won't spread the gossip until after we get married.""I agree, Naomi. In two weeks, I'll come to ask for your hand. It will be during the clan gathering, where all the packs will be present. I'll announce our engagement and upcoming wedding.""Really, love? You'd make me the happiest woman in the world. You don

"I woke up in pain, a lot of pain, I didn't know where I was. I could hear voices, one of them sounded familiar, it was Henry who was speaking.""No, it can't be, Ana can't bear it.""Thank goodness she didn't die, even though the cut was precise, she could have died. The fact that she's alive is a miracle.""Can't you do something for her?""I did everything I could, Clara. It all depends on whether she wants to wake up to her reality.""What reality?""Ana?" (In unison)I tried to sit up and couldn't. I opened my eyes with difficulty, they stung, and my body was no better. A trailer ran over me without contemplation."Don't exert yourself, the stitches might open.""What stitches? Be clear, Henry, I don't understand.""Allow me to introduce myself, I'm your doctor, Terry Castelblanco. The stitches are what you did when you cut your omega gland. You need to take good care of yourself. Now you are...""Just a simple human, without scent or her wolf, without strength to fend off any di

“It all feels like a bad dream. I still want to wake up and think it's all untrue, even though I know it's not. I try to avoid thinking about what happened and move on, but something holds me back, and I don't know what it is. I thought being away from everyone would help me forget, but... no matter how hard I try, the memory of that wild night lingers and doesn't want to fade away”. “You're lost in your thoughts again. Where are you now?” “When you arrived, Clara, I didn't think I'd see you for a long time. “I hugged my friend tightly, as I had missed her so much. It was impossible not to do so; she was my rock in these moments, even though she's crazy, she's the best friend in the world”.“A few minutes ago, don't worry, Terry brought me here and went back to work. He told me he'll return to the pack tonight. Are you okay with that, Ana?” “I have no rea

“Terry looked surprised; I never argued when he gave his opinion or said something. However, this time, I had to do it. I didn't want to wait until tomorrow; the uncertainty was killing me, and if our suspicions are true, I must decide for the sake of the baby. What do you know about the pack?”“The same as I told you. I don't contact anyone there to avoid raising suspicions. I rarely maintain close friendships with anyone, so it would be strange for me to reach out to check on the pack. The Alpha might be vigilant of my movements. The last time I was there, he was going crazy looking for you”."Me?" "For what?" I was only a result of his Rut and my flowering; he shouldn't even remember me, so stop saying things like that, Terry.“You two have a connection; you can't forget that, Ana. Maybe not feeling your wolf after the rejection, but he feels his wolf, and it must be tearing him apart inside for the stupid decision he made”.“I'm not to blame for that, Terry. He did what his heart