6

CHARLIE

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The person I hated the most was myself, I’ve never felt so stupid, everything that happened today felt like a shadow, i didn’t even realize it until the end of the day .

I was just in the room but I wasn’t there.

Everyone around me kept telling me to smile for the camera, I couldn’t even fake that one thing I do everyday.

I was so drained.

I didn’t see Mason throughout, I saw him briefly at the after party when he came to say hello to my mother.

We exchanged glances briefly and he left.

I don’t know if this is payback for what I did to him before but this broke me, completely, he said it was a fling and I shouldn’t throw away my future for just a fling, now I was going to live with that scar for the rest of my life.

The wedding was over finally and it was time to go back home with Alice.

My mother said we should spend the night at my house and then we can go for our honeymoon by tomorrow.

I sighed.

On our way back Alice kept on talking nonstop about the wedding and all the guests that showed up and how certain she was that we were going to be Vouges Couples of the year.

I didn’t really do much talking, I just wanted to go to my bed and sleep

Immediately we got to my house I instructed the maids to come and take care of Alice and show her her room.

“My room?”, she asked a bit confused.

“Yes, your room, you can curate it to your standard or anyhow you want it “, I said.

“But we’re married, i thought we’re going to share a bedroom?”

I almost scoffed.

“No”, I said with a fake smile, the only I’ve been able to successfully make all day and then walked into the house and straight into my room.

Immediately i shut the door, I sighed exhausted and crashed on the floor.

I stood up minutes later and took off my clothes and headed straight into the shower.

I stood there for almost an hour, just letting the cool water run through my head.

I can’t stop thinking about Mason.

I started having flashbacks of last night , the way he touched me, the way he fucked me, him spanking me hard, I loved the way he did that.

I started getting hard and started touching myself.

I remembered his eyes, and how he told me he loved mine.

“Look at me”, I remembered the way he said it that while he sucked my dick.

I started going faster, imagining it was him touching me like that. I remembered the way he touched me not breaking eye contact.

The way he spanked me, the way he bent me over, everything made me go crazy, my heart beat started increasing, my eyes rolled back and I let out a loud moan and cummed.

I took a deep breath in and released it.

What the fuck was that about?

I finished up my shower and went into my room, slipped into something comfortable and then went into my house office.

I have to get to work first thing tomorrow to avoid Alice.

Aside the fact that Im not into women anymore, I don’t like Alice, I’ve hated her since we were in pre school, she’s so… ughhh, I don’t even know the word to use.

And I thought after all these years she would have changed and gotten matured, nothing has changed.

She’s obviously marrying me because of my mother, it had something to do with more money and arrangement and connection and whatever, but clearly she’s interested in the perks of her being my wife and nothing more, so that better remain that way till one of us cant tolerate the other anymore

A couple of hours later when i finished, I went back to my room and saw Alice laying on my bed with a lingerie.

What the??

“Can I help you?”

“I cant sleep alone in that big room all on my own “, she said.

“Okay do you want me to tell one of the house keepers to stay with you or? Maybe you want to call your friend? You can have as much company as you want”, I stated.

“No I don’t want any of that… I want my husband to keep me company “, she said looking at me seductively.

Alice is a hot woman, she’s been modeling since she turned 16 but she’s on a break right now.

She’s a perfect blonde, got her nose done, got a boob job and a perfect bbl, so trust me when I tell you that she’s sitting in my bed half naked and I feel absolutely nothing for her right now, I know for sure thay Im gay.

But right now the way she was acting was making me uncomfortable, and I love my personal space, I don’t like sharing my room with people so, no.

I faked a smile, “Im sorry Alice but, no that cant … that can’t happen, I don’t like sleeping with people “.

“Who said we have to sleep?”, she asked winking at me.

“Maybe some other time, im exhausted”, i said with a smile on my face.

She looked at me shocked realizing I wasn’t joking.

“Wait are you serious right now? You want me to spend my wedding night alone?”

“I told you that you can invite your friends,have a cute sleepover, paint your nails and do whatever you girls do”.

She scoffed and stood up from my bed.

“Youre unbelievable “, she said and walked out of the room.

I sighed relieved and locked the door.

Great now thats over let me get some good sleep.