Lana Castroff
It's been a week since the incident. It was a tough week for me. The emotions and the physical pain was pretty bad. My father left me a letter saying that he was sorry and how he loves me a lot. I couldn't help but cry all day reading it again and again.
Phoenix's parents have been so caring, they took care of me when Phoenix is under watch for his injuries. I haven't been able to see Phoenix too and it makes me frustrated.
I want to know his condition and I'm worried. Adrian came a lot too and he updated me with Phoenix's progress all the time. I'm so thankful for Adrian since he always brings me the things that I need.
I miss Phoenix, he's the only person that I could rely on in this situation but I couldn't ask much because he has injuries too beca
Phoenix SterlingI know that it won't be easy with Lana since she just lost her father. She's been crying a lot and she couldn't even stand straight on her father's funeral. She was broken and she blamed it on herself.Her father is indeed not a good person. He planned to kill me because he wanted my new military gear so bad. They know that they could sell it in a really high price and impress the cartels around Europe. In the end of the day, no matter how evil his father was, he's still her father.Lana is still in her healing process too and I can say that she's doing well physically but not emotionally.My parents helped a lot too. They cheered Lana up a lot when I'm not around. She started to recover emotionally even though it's slow. I'm happy that she started
Lana Castroff"I never thought you would want to see me." Dean said as he gestured to me to sit. I sat down on the sofa and Dean sat across me."I.. might overheard your conversation with Adrian in the hospital." When I was in the hospital, I walked out to find Adrian since he forgot his phone on the table. I overheard him talking to Dean about Phoenix."About what? We talked about a lot of things.""About you want Phoenix to leave me." I said and he nodded."You both are not real right? You're only married because he wanted to save his ass from his parents." Dean said like it's nothing. He looked at me coldly and it was obvious that he doesn't like me."That's true but why? Why do
Angelo VanderI looked at Phoenix completely concerned. He's drinking alcohol like it's water and he's out of his mind. He looked out the window and it seemed like he got a lot of things going in his mind.I heard from Adrian that Dean made Phoenix choose between ILLICIT or Lana. It was clear to us that he's in love with Lana. He's still not admitting it yet but for me.. it was pretty obvious.Dean was pretty cruel to say that when he knew Phoenix needed both. Phoenix needs ILLICIT as equal as him needing Lana in his life. I don't know why Dean just let the rule gone when he knew Phoenix's starting to be happy."You okay?" I asked as I stopped him from drinking his sixth glass in 30 minutes."Lana wanted a divorce." Phoenix
Lana CastroffIf you think I'm doing just fine, I'm far from fine. My life went downhill ever since I got the news of my father's death. It was a hard blow for me.Now, I'm looking at the divorce paper with Phoenix staring at me. He didn't say a word ever since he got into the apartment. All he did was hand me the divorce paper for me to sign. I grabbed my pen and looked at the paper sadly.All I wanted to do now is to rip those papers apart and tell Phoenix that I love him but it would be a selfish act.I sighed the divorce paper and I looked up to him. I pushed the paper to him so he could sign it."I'll sign it later." He said and I nodded. I got up from the sofa and walked towards the last box of my things that I alread
Dean AlessandroI walked back to the office after Phoenix gave me his ILLICIT card and made the decision to leave instead of staying. I sat down and looked out the window. I could see Phoenix going towards his car as he called someone.It would be a pure lie if I say that I'm not hurt with his decision."Dean." I heard Chance walking into my office and I didn't even bother to turn to him."He.. left huh?" Chance asked as I saw Phoenix getting in the car. I didn't need to answer that because it was clear that Chance knew about it too. Chance stood near the window looking at Phoenix driving towards the headquarter's gate."He's happy, at least he leaves.. because he wants to be happy." Chance said and I could see Phoenix stop
Phoenix SterlingI gave Lana a month for her to heal and I gave myself 2 weeks to get back up after having a downfall for leaving ILLICIT. It wasn't easy at all leaving ILLICIT.I found myself driving towards the headquarters then I realized that I'm not a part of them anymore. I took a big U turn and ended up pulling up on the side of the road thinking about my decision.Not only that, I found myself looking at their contacts. My hands were itching so bad to call them but I can't. It's a close case when I decided to leave.3 days ago, Dean's men brought all of my stuff from my headquarters office. That slapped me again, it was the end of me being in the ILLICIT. None of them text me or call me to convince me to go back.So
Lana CastroffI couldn't express how happy I am being back in his arms. He's really the best thing in life and I wouldn't trade him for anything in this world. I never even thought about him choosing me, I thought he would bluntly just end everything.He told me that he couldn't sign the divorce paper, we ripped it together last night."Good morning." I kissed his cheek to wake him up. He opened his eyes and smiled."Why.. are you dressed up?" He asked as he pulled me back to bed."I have to work again." I said and he held me tightly in his arms."Wake up, sleepy head. I made you breakfast downstairs." I wiggled out from his arms and tried to pull him out from the bed.
Phoenix Sterling"I love you." I practiced saying it in front of the mirror. I looked so dumb right now but I couldn't care less."Lana Castroff, you're officially.. uhmm.. Lana Sterling. ARGHHHHH!" That's so cheesy and cringey. I want to scratch the wall so bad at this point."I love you." I said flatly and I sighed. I threw my body to the sofa and looked up to the ceiling. This is so fucking dumb, why am I practicing this three words?I'm a businessman, a billionaire. I've done a lot of speeches especially in front of a lot of people. I've make a lot of million euros deal but why am I acting nervous when it comes to saying those three words? Lana has been saying it and I always found myself not being able to say it.I rea