~Lexa’s POV~
"No, the red dress looks better on you than the white one. Plus, it’s a date, not a wedding." Christine wiggled her brows at me mischievously as she shoved the dress into my arms. "Stooop!" I groaned, hugging the dress to my chest. "You’ve been teasing me since you walked into this room." Christine laughed and pulled me into a tight hug. "It’s because I’m so happy for you." I rolled my eyes, smiling as I hugged her back. "It’s not like you think. It’s just a deal." Christine pulled away with a scoff and helped me get dressed. She had been my friend for so long that I was used to her yapping especially when it came to her shipping me with Zane. "But you and Alpha Zane look good together. I mean, everyone can practically see the tension between you two. It's always so electric." she said while doing my makeup with intense focus in her brown eyes. I was starting to get a headache from rolling my eyes too much. "The tension everyone talks about is hate. Isn’t it obvious that we don’t like each other?" I asked, just to be sure. Christine only shrugged and scoffed as she moved on to styling my hair. She was really taking her time with passion. Goddess, help me. "Look, all I’m saying is you two look good together, and avoiding it won’t lead you anywhere. By the way, his mother loves you. You’re like a daughter to her. She wouldn’t mind having you as a daughter-in-law." Her voice was so smooth, trying her very best to sound convincing as if it will change my thoughts on it. "Christine," I groaned in frustration, and she narrowed her eyes at me. "Look at you. Girl, you are disappointing me." She wandered off to the closet and returned with a pair of shiny black heels. I slipped them on and walked over to the full-length mirror. I couldn’t help but smile at how beautiful I looked and felt. It reminded me of myself five years ago. All the years I lived in peace and happiness. All the years I spent with him... The smile on my face vanished the moment his face appeared in my mind. My wolf snarled in rage, and I pressed a hand to my chest, trying to stop old wounds from resurfacing. But then again, it had only been five years. The wounds weren’t old enough. Thanks to my lie about losing my memories, life has been simple. Normal. I was… happy. It almost felt like being born again. And honestly? I wanted it to stay that way for as long as possible. "Are you feeling nervous?" Christine appeared beside me, looking more excited for this date than I was. It wasn’t something I was looking forward to. Zane and I never saw eye to eye. Five years ago, when his mother brought me to the palace, I was stunned to find out she was the Alpha’s mother. And honestly, I thought Zane saw right through my lies. I was sure he didn’t believe me, but he eventually gave up trying to get rid of me when he realized how much his mother liked me. Still, that didn’t mean he had to like me. He just let me stay in his pack. And he hated my guts. Not that he had to say it. I hated him too. I didn’t want any man near me. Not after him. Not after what Raemon did to me. Christine clung to my arm, grinning. "My best friend is the most beautiful in the world." I laughed. "Thanks to my beautiful best friend for making me beautiful." She let go of my arm, laughing, then smoothed down my hair and dress. She grabbed my shoulders dramatically. "Promise me you’re going to have a wild night tonight." I groaned. "Christine..." But she shook me a little, staring into my soul. "Promise me. Just promise me!" If I didn’t promise, she wasn’t going to let me off the hook. So I took a deep, heavy breath, one that earned a frown from her, and forced a smile. "Fine. I’m going to have a wild night." "With the Alpha," she added. I rolled my eyes for what felt like the hundredth time tonight, and she finally gave up, bursting into laughter as she let go of my shoulders. Just then, there was a knock on the door. My heart skipped a beat. Christine and I looked toward it as it opened and Zane walked in, looking sharp and effortlessly handsome in a black suit. Our eyes met. He raked his gaze over me quickly before speaking with a slight smirk on his face. "I can see you’re taking your sweet time." I scoffed and looked at Christine, who now had her head bowed. Then I looked back at Zane, who had already walked out without another word. Christine smiled at me. "Good luck, Lexa." I gave her a weak thumbs-up and stepped out of the room, heading down the hall to meet Zane, who was speaking with Josh, his beta. They looked so serious, I began to wonder if this wasn’t going to be a normal date. What on earth was Zane up to? And why was I being dragged into it? I took a deep breath and approached them, but Josh walked away at once. Zane turned to me, raising a brow. "You’re finally done." I forced a smile. "Aren’t you going to tell me where exactly this date is happening?" Zane scoffed, a cocky smirk tugging at his lips. "You don’t like surprises?" "No, actually." I frowned. "All you have to do is enjoy yourself and act as my date, Lexa. It’s not a big deal," he said and I was already getting annoyed. It seemed like he enjoyed getting on my nerves, and I really wanted to bite his head off. But I had to control myself. Just one night. Just one date and then he’d let me train with the warriors. "Fine," I sighed and walked past him. "Let’s get this over with."~Zane~ “You can’t really stop him from seeing her, you know?” He was disturbing my thoughts, and giving him a warning look would only make him stop only for a few minutes before he continued right away. I still gave him the look and he looked away. Why else would I be in deep thoughts if I didn’t know I couldn’t stop him from seeing her even if that’s what I wanted. I laid down every possibility on what could happen if I denied him access. And the possibilities of what would happen if he got access. Both sides weighed heavily and I …He intruded again. “We can’t deny him, in fact he has to come so we can move on with our plans. It’ll even be easier to get to know a lot when he’s here and distracted.” “We could easily know all the structuring, find our way in and break down his strongholds. Easy and quick.” He said it in a hurry , looking straight at me as I glared at him. He didn’t stop there. “The sooner the better for everyone.” He muttered. “Lexa?” I didn’t have to ad
~Lexa~ It looked like she was sulking but I didn’t mind, I was putting on the brightest face for both of us. We walked right in, standing in our usual positions, the so-called non harmful Evelyn giving her distance but still smiled at us as we walked in. “I returned her smile back, are you happy?” I asked knowing she was not in her best mood. I didn’t have to ask before knowing why. I mean they could be a thousand possible reasons why but those thousand possible reasons all definitely had to do with Beta Josh. She gave me a little face. “Hmm I guess so.” She replied, going back into her moppiness. In no time he walked in ready for the day. My eyes got stuck at the entrance, smiling as he walked in, it didn't mean anything but just the fact that I could now get what I always wanted. I know it didn’t mean he was going to stop being a jerk to me. For all I know he could be showing me that so I could end his class sooner and that wasn’t in any way an issue to me. My smile
~Lexa~ We both sat still on the bed, like if we moved something tragic would happen. Her hands were tucked neatly on top of her laps. She finally showed up after stalling the best she could but unluckily for her I was too busy watching a hall filled with men training like they were about to face a war. Anyways an apology wouldn’t be so bad even if I wasn’t angry anymore. She faked a cough, moving her body bit by bit as she drew closer to me. “Where did you go with him? I’ve been waiting for a while now.” She asked, her eyes refusing to come up to face me boldly. I laughed internally and I turned to glare at her, refusing to say anything yet. Just allowed my face do the talking as it told her “is this what you are really supposed to ask or say?” She blinked rapidly, understanding me. “Okay okay” her hands moved up freely “I’m so sorry Lex, I’m sorry for letting him take your number wi_” I squinted my eyes at her, waiting for her to fix the correct word there. She sig
“What are you doing here? Are you finally here to free me?” He said in a hurry, his voice rasp as he held the bar gates he was confined in aggressively. “Am I free now? Can I go now?” His eyes flashed with a lot of emotions at once. Fear, fury, frustration, confusion all written boldly on his face. I stood three steps away from the bar gate, the place he had been for five years now. One look at him and the reminder that he was likely going to expose everything that I did, secretly scared me. Every little thing I did to make sure Raemon was only mine! He kept stretching his hands, trying to touch me, a pleading look on his face as if it'll make me change my mind on why I was here today. I smiled like I was sorry for him. “Longest time Marcus.” I stood poised, unmoved by his appearance. But still kept on an act, he never really saw past anything. He was just too blind. “I’ve been waiting, Ann. You promised to come frequently.” His voice shook due to his fragile state. His
~Zane~ “You are taking her, where?” I freaked out through the mindlink. I respected his privacy as my best friend this time around and did not ask him questions about her today but what did he do with that? Just decided to take her to our secret training ground?! “You don’t trust her enough?” I could feel a smug look on his face like he was trying to prove a point to me with what I just said. And he knew too well that wasn’t the issue at all. Having her walk into a den of sweaty warriors with her face and alluring shape she wasn’t even aware of? Oh no! “Don’t play tricks with me Josh. You clearly know why?” I said, my fist tightening with raw fury. He freaking laughs through the mindlink. “You clearly gave them a show already, so they know better than to trespass.” He assured me even though it sounded like he didn’t care but I could always hear it. I might freak out or be right on the edge right now but I knew all too well that he wasn’t going to do anything I wouldn’t lik
~Lexa~ “Try to keep up. We don’t have all day.” He uttered like I wanted to be here with him. I clenched my teeth, forcing myself to hold back every word I wanted to curse out at him. I swallowed it all in, giving him a quick passing smile. We kept walking and I tried this time to walk faster. My mind was filled with lots of angry thoughts. And I sooo have a lot to talk about with Christine when I see her. Luckily she could escape when Josh walked in to start training for the day. She escaped immediately after we were done, giving me pleading eyes like that would change anything. Okay maybe it would but not just immediately. Maybe I understood she couldn’t withhold it from him because he was beta but she didn’t even do it because of that reason. Mtchew. He stopped again very briefly, turning to look at me and then at my legs then shook his head and continued walking. What the hell? “You never know, maybe it’s because of your long legs that’s why you're rude.” I whisper