I always get on the bad side of love she said…Lexa Cross made a vow never to get involved with any man again after her mate chose to believe others over her. Even taking away the one thing that was supposed to make their bond stronger. She’s different now, pretending to have lost her memory. She wants to forget every hurt and pain her mate caused her, but life takes a new turn when she’s thrown back to face the pain she so long pretended to have forgotten. They both want her, she hates men but it’s not her decision to make Two rivals fight for her locked up heart.
View More~Lexa’s POV~
My body hurts. Normally I should have healed faster since I wasn’t just any wolf but the Luna of silver moon pack but this hurt real bad. I opened my eyes slowly, greeted by the ceiling of my bedroom. A smile curled on my lips as I pushed myself into a sitting position and looked to the side of the bed for my baby's cradle but it wasn’t there. What’s going on? Raemon and I had gotten all our baby things seven months ago, and they were always in our room. So why was the room completely empty of them now? Where was my baby? Where was Raemon? My baby and my husband were supposed to be by my side. I pushed myself off the bed hurriedly, but my whole body hurt so much that I had to sit back down. The only possibility I could think of was that Raemon had moved everything to the nursery and taken the baby there so I wouldn’t be disturbed. I rubbed my forehead and took a deep breath. I wished he were here, though. I needed a hug. Giving birth had been a lot harder than I imagined. The door suddenly opened, and my heart skipped a beat. I expected Raemon to walk in with our baby in his arms, but instead, a wave of disappointment washed over me as Annika stepped in with a bright smile on her face. “Oh, thank the Goddess! Luna You’re awake!” she hurried toward me. She sat beside me and hugged me, careful not to squeeze too hard. Goddess, I was still in so much pain. I smiled back at her as she pulled away with a big grin on her face. “I am.” “Yeah...” She pouted, but her expression shifted. Her eyes suddenly looked gloomy. “What’s wrong?” I asked. Annika had always been close to Raemon. They grew up together since their families were close. Her father had been the former Beta to the previous Alpha, Raemon’s dad. So, she was like a sister to Raemon. Very protective of him. And we were almost like sisters too. We did almost everything together. “You were in a really terrible state, Luna. I thought you were going to die. I was really worried.” I forced a smile, not knowing how to tell her how much pain I was still in or how desperately I wanted to see my child. “Yeah... I had to have a C-section. That’s mainly why I really need to see my baby right now.” I stood up and took a step forward, hating the anxiety building in my chest. I needed to see and hold my baby. “Luna, you…” Annika called softly, reaching out and grabbing my hand. She was stopping me. I couldn’t help it. I glared at her, a low growl slipping out. “What?!” She let go of my hand and blinked in shock. I instantly felt bad. I never shouted, never acted violent. I was the calm Luna their Alpha got married to. “I’m sorry. I’m just…” I ran my fingers through my hair and moved quickly to the door. “I just gave birth, Annika. And my baby isn’t with me. It’s frustrating. It’s painful. I just want to—” “Raemon is furious, Lexa,” Annika said, breaking character as she only ever addressed me as Luna before. I turned to her, raising a brow. “What? Why?” She rose from the bed tensely and walked toward me. “He thinks you and Marcus are having an affair. He found out during your delivery and lost it.” My whole body went cold. “What?” Tears filled Annika’s eyes. She stepped closer and rested her hands on my shoulders. “He … he killed your baby, Lexa. He said that since you destroyed his trust, this was the only logical thing he—” “No!” I screamed, shoving her away. My hands shook, my heart was pounding. “You… you’re lying!” I shouted. “You have to be lying!” Heat burned behind my eyes, and tears streamed down my cheeks. I clutched my tightening chest. My wolf felt as though she were dying. There was no way. There was no way Raemon would do that. There was no way he would kill our child because he thought I was cheating. It was impossible. Right ? Yet I felt it. The hollow ache of not having my baby. “He would never—” My knees buckled, and I collapsed onto the cold, hard floor. Annika knelt beside me, crying with me. “He’s gone crazy, Lexa,” she whispered. “He found Marcus and…he announced Marcus’s death. He said you’re next in line to face his wrath.” “No.” I shook my head. My voice cracked as my whole body trembled. “He.. can’t.” “You have to get out of here before he kills you,” Annika whispered, hauling me to my feet. Her eyes held fear and seriousness in them. She was damn serious and Raemon can sometimes be a monster. I know all about his past and promised never to put me in a situation where I’ll question my safety with him ever. But clearly he lied I couldn’t feel my legs. All I could feel was the pain in my chest and the hammering in my head. I didn’t want to believe it, but Annika would never lie to me. She was crying nonstop, looking as broken as I felt. “Please,” I begged, clutching her arm. “Help me. I swear I’ll never come back. Just help me, Annika.” She pulled a key from her pocket and pressed it into my palm. “Take this. It unlocks the back door that opens onto the forest. Run, Lexa. Don’t look back. He’ll kill you the way he killed your child.” I clenched the key. Suddenly fists pounded on the door. Three sharp blows that rattled the frame. “Luna, the Alpha summons you!” a guard barked, and my heart slammed against my ribs. Annika and I shared a panicked look. She dragged me to the window, shoved it up, and helped me climb through. I let my wolf take control. I landed on all fours, agony rippling through me, but I stayed upright. When I glanced back, the window was already shut. “Hey! Who’s there?” a voice suddenly called out, and when I turned, I was met by two approaching guards. I didn’t think. I tore into the forest, ignoring the fire of pain in every muscle and bone of my body.~Zane~ “I swear Alpha I didn’t do it” she pleaded with tears in her eyes. She obviously had a lot to give as they rolled down, her hands pleading as she was tied to a chair. Xavier was standing just beside Josh even though he was asked to continue his duties but stubborn gamma wouldn’t give in to that. His face remained calm but I could tell he wanted to do so many torturous things to Amy right now. “You really like where you are? These lines could hurt your skin and even burn if you stay here any longer, you know?” I was surprisingly calm, compared to how I feel right now. And yes she was the one.. well she was the one who spilled the oil but someone else did more. “Maybe she sent her friends to do the rest, so it wouldn’t be too obvious?” Josh opened the mindlink, a little too engrossed in finding out the culprit as much as we all did but he didn’t show it. “Her friends are even more dumb than she is.” Xavier spit bitterly through the mindlink. His eyes fixed on Amy
~Lexa~ My face was tight in a frown as I wasn’t in any way comfortable here. Now I hope I don't get other new Amy’s targeting me now.. arghhh!He was obviously the most sought after in his pack and probably the second after Raemon in all of the werewolf packs. Talking of Raemon … I can just smell and feel his presence already that my skin irks me. The knowledge that he was just after the walls that were supposed to serve as shield only made it a whole lot worse. I pressed my legs upward together, my chin leaning on it as I sat up on the very wide bed, with lots of thoughts flooding my mind. I heard a knock and I literally felt my heart jump out of my chest, my wolf frightened also like she could tell who was behind those doors but wouldn’t say a thing. It didn’t take long to have an idea who but why was the question. He pushed the door open, entered and locked it behind him. “What are you doing here?” I asked, pretending I wasn’t hell nervous. It felt different, he wasn’t
~Raemon~ “Any logical news now?” “No, alpha. There’s no way he’ll kill himself, he wanted to live more than anything.” He spoke through the phone, his voice calm as expected. “He wanted to live, that I’m very sure of.” He added. “Of course he wanted to live , he had always been the weak one.” One hand combing through my hair and the other holding the phone in place. I needed to understand how and why Marcus was found dead when he was just about to be released but more importantly I was about to go crazy with thoughts that she almost just left me again.The other side went quiet, he was waiting on me and I was trying to pull myself together. My insides were twisting with so much pain that I wanted to personally handle whoever did that to her but I had to remain cool. I wasn’t in my pack and I didn’t want to leave anytime soon, so that meant limiting myself in ways I didn’t want to. “Shouldn’t we be looking for suspects?” His voice was leveled and slow, like he was being care
~Lexa~ “What? …. Ha ha ha okay okay you’re funny, is that enough compliment?” I laughed as I spoke to myself, my head doing a 360, trying to grasp what he just said. It had to be a joke… nah. No way. He looked at me with a stern look, a look that told me he wasn’t joking. “You think coming to stay in your wing would solve anything?” “So what do you plan on doing? Stay where you could get hurt again? Did you ever think about what would have happened if no one was here to save you.” He spoke with so much emotion, his eyes going dark as he had his hand balled into a fist. I scoffed. “So what? You’re trying to act like you care for me now?” I looked at him with a non surprise look, knowing this was probably not because he cared. He looked at me, his eyes melting, he let go of his balled hands as he spoke more lightly. “Do you want to move in with my mom and tell her about all this, that you almost lost your life?” He asked so gently that I doubted it was Alpha Zane standing
~Lexa~ “Where are you going? Why are you standing up?” I asked, watching him stand with his face going stiff like something was wrong. Did I show too much on my face? Nah it couldn’t be that. “You have visitors? I can come later, and don’t worry I’m not running away anymore.” He smiled with his eyes but that wasn’t enough for me. “But it’s just Christine and Evie out there. Oh that’s true, have you met Evie, just know that Christine forced her on me but she’s actually nice.” I told him, wanting him to sit so I could continue telling him all about that. He smiled with his teeth now. “Of course it had to be Christine who brought someone around when I wasn’t here.” He nodded his head like he had long figured that out. “But I still have to go now, Christine and Evie aren’t there now. The alpha is outside to see you.” He announced. “But I didn’t tell him he could enter, I thought I made it clear to him last time that he wasn’t allowed in here since it was my room?” I clenche
~Lexa~ It was just both of us in the room, his eyes checking all over me for bruises or any discomfort. I wanted to frown and question him but the careful look in his eyes made me relent and I just decided to smile at him like I really wanted to. “I was just gone for a few moments B, how could all these happen?” He didn’t look up at me as he said it, his voice heavy, something lying underneath it. Something like regret. I swallowed nothing in “A moment you said? You were gone for up to a week. It even felt like months and you weren’t also replying to my messages or even responding to my calls.” I uttered with all the strength I had left, trying to move forward so I could flick him on his forehead but I felt a sharp pain in my sides. I stopped midway and he immediately flared up. “What the hell are you doing?” He barked, raising his voice all of a sudden so that I had to look at him confused. He realizes his actions were extra and calmed down, taking a deep breath before s
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