LOGINHelen, Rose's mother glances briefly from my sweaty, bare torso to her daughter's wrinkled nightwear. "I—'' There's a strange expression on her face, maybe she knows something is off but isn't ready to say it, yet. "What... What's going on here?"
Rose's face is strained, probably still rethinking everything that occured in her room just moments ago. She stares at the floor, unable to meet my gaze from where I stand away from her. Her voice is low and very unconvincing to the ears. "I— Mom...I really don't. Uhm... I" Her voice trails off, and she stares at me, confusion masking her pretty face. Helen's gaze stays on me, suspicion crawling into her features. "The two of you are acting weird. "What's going on?" She says calmly but I can still hear the worry beneath it. Is this where I step up, play the role of the gentleman, and come clean? We've already been caught, after all. Helen's stutters, moving further into the room, her eyes moving uneasily between Rose and me. "What's happening?" She sniffs, her eyes grows in panic as she points toward the bathroom. "Why did you forget to unplug the heater? It could have started a fire!" She hurries into the bathroom, not caring for an answer. Rose exhales, the tension leaving her face. I wonder how the 'righteous' Helen would have reacted if she walked in on us actually kissing? We nearly got caught but I'm calm—not surprising. It's the doctor's prescription. Stay calm. Don't stress. It's the only key to living longer for someone in my condition. Helen returns minutes later, looking apologetic. "Sorry for the inconveniences. Your brother and my mom are still waiting for you in the living room. You can change into this." She hands me a folded shirt —probably Corey's—and signals for Rose to follow her out. Rose doesn't move. Neither do I. I lean against the wall, the air filled with unspoken words. The heavy rain beating against the window seems to mock us, challenging either of us to break first. I take a step further, but she pulls away, her fingers trembling as she rubs her arms. "I shouldn't want this." Yet her lust-filled eyes dwell on me, and her body says otherwise. This is a battle she can't win. I take another step, but she raises a hand, halting me . I pause, the distance between us now seeming uncrossable. "Don't," she whispers. Doesn't she see the guilt, the longing in my eyes? But she won't let me reach her. "I can't do this." She stammers. "I need time." Her hands tremble as they reach for the door, fingers lightly touching the knob, I sense her desperation. It's a feeling I'm very familiar with, that urge to run away. But she stops, reconsidering. Did she want me that badly, too? "It's not supposed to be this way." I pause, my fingers comb through my scattered hair. I try to touch her, but she recoils. I say nothing, just nod and look away. The uncomfortable silence stretches on, and in frustration, I step back. I can't force this. It's her decision. "I shouldn't feel this." I murmur, but the lie is clear in my voice. But to hell with it—I do. Only one light in the VIP section, but my balls remained stiff afterwards. Wet dreams of her were the only thing I dreamt about on my flight back here, like a damn teenager. I'd already planned a thousand ways I was going to take her and make her scream my name whenever I saw her again and universe had to make it easy by sending me right to her doorstep. But now she's my step-brother's daughter. Corey keeps giving me more reasons to dislike him. I let Rose walk out the door. It's stupid to feel this way toward her. The feeling of Rose body still lingers like expensive perfume on my skin as I step into the bathroom. What in the hell am I thinking? Am I about to push her away? I had a talent of denying myself good things that will hurt in the long run. At this point, I'm immune. I can't let a little girl wreck my walls. No, the consequences are too much to bear. Wanting Rose is a fantasy that will never happen. I need to leave before I make another awful mistake, I've always been in control. I have to be. I hurry into the clean shirt, quickly respond to a text from my assistant, and head back to the living room, where Corey, my step brother is waiting. "I have to leave now." I tell him. "My assistant just informed me that's there's an important board meeting I have to preside over at Evergreens enterprises." Corey doesn't say anything, but there's a strange look in his eyes. I lower myself onto the couch and sort through scattered files on the table. "My lawyer will look into this." I'm about to stand when Corey grabs my knees. "How's Allison?" Who the hell is Allison? Corey must have read my thoughts because he groans in frustration and says. "The girlfriend you stole when we were younger." "Hmmmm..." I scratch my chin. "You'll need to be more specific. I stole a lot of girlfriends when I was younger." Corey groans loudly this time. "Allison, my girlfriend. Damnit. The one you took to prom." "Oh," I say, feigning recognition. "We broke up the next week." "You... you stole her from me, only to dump her the next week? I didn't go to prom because of that. I loved her." I take deep breaths. "What's this about, really? Why did you call and offer up a room in your home for me?" I rub my hand over my forehead. "If you needed money, you could've just called the lawyer." Corey’s face constricts, and his fists tightens. "You think just because you’ve come back into the family, everything’s supposed to be okay? You don’t get to play the ‘good son’ now, Ryan. You stole my girlfriend, you took everything from me—hell, you took Dad’s place as the one who could hold this family together!" His voice rises, years of resentment pouring out. "Family?" I laugh, but it lacks emotion. "We both know Dad was the last straw holding this family together, and now he's gone." I shake my head. Corey’s jaw strains visibly as my words hit. "You don’t get it, Ryan? It was all about you. You were father's favorite son. I was just the spare, the backup. And you..." He stops, searching for the right words. "You took everything from me without even realizing it." His knuckles turn white as he grips the edge of the table, he looks broken than angry. His jaw clenches as he struggles to maintain control. Finally, he nods. "Now I understand why you’ll always be the black sheep of the family." He shakes his head. "You always took what caught your eyes, didn't care who got hurt in the process." I nod and turn to leave. My chest burning with the need to stay calm. I take deep breaths and fumble for my beta blockers in my pockets, but I can't take them in Corey's presence, he doesn't know how severe my HCM has gotten. "Ryan, one more thing." He calls after me. "Be careful around Rose. Everything stops. “She’s been through a lot,” he adds. “Last thing she needs is another heartbreaker.” I pause, unable to turn around for fear that my face may give me out. "She's been through a lot." He adds. "The last thing she needs is another heartbreaker." It's ironic he calls me a heartbreaker, when my heart's literally breaking. I nod, casually turning to look at him but inside, I'm spiralling. Does he know? Or was that just a warning. Either way it's too late. I've already crossed the line.I felt my pulse quicken as I sat in my apartment staring at the ceiling. The lawyer’s threats had escalated, legal action, media scrutiny. My family was closing in, and the pressure felt suffocating. My phone vibrated again, the screen flashing with a name I hadn’t seen in months; Claire.I hesitated, my finger hovering over the screen. I hadn’t spoken to her since our last conversation, the one where she’d accused me of betraying everyone. The one where I’d finally made it clear that I couldn’t live the life they had planned for me. I wasn’t sure what to expect this time, but the truth was, I didn’t know if I could keep running anymore.Xander’s presence was a comfort, but it wasn’t enough to keep the doubt from creeping in. I couldn’t escape what my family wanted, the legacy, the business, the future that they had already mapped out for me, even though I hadn’t wanted it in the first place. They weren’t going to let go easily."Are you going to answer that?" Xander’s voice broke thr
Xander’s presence was some kind of reassurance beside me, though he said little. He didn’t need to fill the silence. Sometimes, the quiet was the only thing that made sense to me. We had made it through the toughest part, the one where I chose myself over the expectations of a lifetime. But the aftermath was just as hard to navigate. The pressure wasn’t gone, it had simply shifted. Now, it was about finding the strength to walk away from everything, even when it felt like it was all still holding on to me.I wasn’t sure how long we stood there, but eventually, Xander broke the silence. "How are you feeling?" His voice was gentle, careful.I turned to look at him, really look at him. There was no pretense in his eyes, no judgment. Just a steady, unwavering calm that had always been there. It had been his anchor when I felt like I was drowning."I don’t know," I admitted. "It’s like I’m stuck between two worlds. There’s the one where I’m free, where I’m living for myself. And then there
The days that followed Claire’s visit passed in a blur. I spent most of my time locked up in the apartment, trying to process everything that had happened. It felt like I was standing at the edge of something, but I wasn’t sure if I was ready to jump or if I should just turn back. My mind kept drifting back to that conversation with Claire, to the weight of the decision I had made.Was it really the right choice? Could I truly walk away from everything I’d known, everything my family had built?Xander noticed the shift in me, the way I’d become quieter, more withdrawn. It wasn’t intentional, but it was hard to ignore the nagging doubts that were taking root in my mind. Still, he didn’t push me to talk. He just let me be, his presence steady and constant. Sometimes, that was all I needed.We hadn’t spoken much about what had happened with Claire. I didn’t want to rehash it. It was painful enough to relive it in my mind. But Xander had this way of knowing when I needed him, even if I di
I woke up to the gentle sound of the city outside, the first light of morning creeping through the blinds. The apartment was quiet, peaceful, the kind of calm I hadn’t allowed myself to experience in years.Xander was still asleep beside me, his breathing steady and deep, his arm draped over my waist. I could feel the warmth of his body against mine, and for the first time in a long while, I didn’t feel the gnawing weight of my past pulling at me.Everything was different now. And while I couldn’t say I had all the answers, I knew one thing: I wasn’t alone in this.I slowly eased myself out of bed, careful not to wake him, and walked into the kitchen. The familiar sounds of the coffee maker brewing a fresh pot echoed in the silence, the smell of the rich coffee filling the air. It was a small comfort, but it was enough to start my day on the right note.As I poured myself a cup, I couldn’t help but think about everything that had happened in the past few weeks. The decision to walk aw
The night air was cool as I walked alongside Xander, our footsteps in sync as we made our way back to the apartment. The city was getting quite, the busy streets now peaceful, the sound of distant traffic now barely audible in the background.I could feel a sense of calm settling over me, but underneath it, there was still a flicker of uncertainty. It had been a long time since I’d truly felt in control of my own life, and the weight of that realization was both freeing and terrifying."I don’t know if I’ve ever felt like this before," I said quietly, breaking the silence between us. "Like I’m actually… living for myself, you know?"Xander glanced at me, his smile soft and reassuring. "I know exactly what you mean. It’s a scary feeling, but it’s also kind of exhilarating, right?"I nodded, my gaze fixed ahead as we turned a corner. The streetlights flickered above us, casting long shadows on the pavement. "It is," I said. "But there’s still a part of me that’s holding back. Like I’m w
The city was filled with people going about their daily lives, and yet, for the first time in what felt like forever, I couldn’t shake the sense of calm that had settled over me.Maybe it was the coffee shop, maybe it was finally letting go of Claire, but I was beginning to feel something I hadn’t felt in a long time: hope.But it wasn’t just hope about the future; it was hope about who I was becoming. A year ago, I would have never imagined myself walking away from the company, walking away from my family’s expectations, and most certainly not walking toward a future where I got to choose what came next.I wasn’t fully there yet, but I could feel it. I could feel the weight of the past lifting, piece by piece.I pulled my jacket tighter around my shoulders as I walked down the street, the evening air cooler than it had been earlier in the day. The sun had set, and the city lights cast long shadows, making the world around me feel both familiar and foreign at the same time.I hadn’t t







