RYAN'S POV The hallway seems to extend forever as I walk toward the dining room, the anticipation eating at me. My gut sense tells be it will be a bad news. I had just found out the girl I kissed was my step-niece. I had confronted Corey and Desmond, earlier. I don't need more drama today. As we all sit around the table, watching Helen fill our plates, I can't shake the tension. She keeps glancing at Rose, as if waiting for some kind of signal. I try to follow Corey's lead and start eating, but the food is tasteless. My focus drifts to Rose, sitting beside me, I can't help but wonder what's going through her head. "Rose, darling, you're getting married!" Helen squeals from across the table. "Getting married?" I look up to Helen, then turn to Rose who can't even meet my eyes. "Rose, answer me, are you getting married?" I'm trying to keep my voice as levelled as possible. I shouldn't be mad, we are not an item—she's my step-brother's daughter— but this? This better not be the big
ROSE'S POVI have no idea what's happening. What I am thinking—letting my step-uncle touch me like a lover, arouse me so publicly on the balcony—I know, I'm not thinking. His lips take mine without warning. His kiss is so demanding, and unapologetically dominat—like he's attracted to me, like I'm not about to be married off to someone else. Like none of this is wrong. I part my lips, welcoming his kiss. My fingers trail the toned muscles on his back. Heat rise between my thighs. I'm floating. His lips softly kiss the side of my neck. His fingers lightly touch the sleeves of my dress. I don’t notice what he’s doing at first—until I feel cool air on my shoulder and something warm and wet on my skin. It’s his tongue, tracing a line from my collarbone down to the dip between my breasts. I gasp and look down. My dress is pushed down to my waist. I'm exposed. I'm being taken. "What if my mom walks out now?" I'm breathless."It's dark, she won't see a thing." Ryan says between a mouthfuls
ROSE'S POVIt's been two days since I had a fight with everyone I loved, since Mom slapped me, since Ryan almost rejected me. Now, I just leave early, return late and pretend like I'm invisible. It's safer that way.It’s not easy being at war with your entire family. Alteast my brothers and I are still in talking terms, I hope they'll be on my side when they fly into the city, soon.I fix my shoes under my arm and quietly tiptoe down the stairs in the dark. It's still early in the morning. The whole house is probably still asleep. I'll unlock the front door carefully, get into my car, drive to college, then end in Monique's workplace counting my misfortunes. That's been my routine for the past two days. I don't want to see or talk to Mom now, because of the confrontation we had about my marriage to Alexander McGregor. But she's been too quiet these past days. Has she come to terms with my refusal to marry Alexander? Or is she scheming? Because she's only silent when she's plotting so
ROSE'S POVI’m still trying to process everything. One minute, I’m sneaking out of my room, hoping to escape before the entire house wakes—and more importantly, to avoid the engagement—and the next, I'm being dragged back upstairs after accidentally opening the door to my future in-laws.The next hour is a blur—hired maids setting the living room, gifts piling in from the McGregor's, my parents scrambling down the stairs half dressed, pretending like this wasn't a surprise attack. Apparently, it’s a closed-door event. Only the wedding will headline the papers.Now, I'm sitting on the bed while the maids run around, eager to get me ready for an engagement I have no interest in. This is all Ryan's fault, if he had'nt delayed me with that stolen kiss, I would have been sipping coffee in a gas station three towns over, instead of getting prepped like a sacrificial lamb. My eyes drift to the Bible study guide on my top shelf—a reminder of the woman I'm supposed to be. Obedient. Gracious.
RYAN'S POV I sit still, trying not to frown at the ridiculousness of it all. An engagement, and I’m supposed to care? Not when the bride’s hasn't come down yet, and everyone’s slowly panicking. The only thing I care about right now is getting out of this mess without losing my head and Rose not wearing another man's ring. And I also have a doctor's appointment.Way to go with no stress.Helen signals a maid, who scurries over to clear the table. "Can you kindly call Rose to come down?"What's going on? What am I missing out? This is the third time Helen's sent for her, and still—no Rose. My feet shuffles restlessly against the marble floor. I want to check on her. The last time we were together on the balcony, she confessed her feelings to me and I was about to say the same thing—not the same thing though because while hers is a crush, I think mine is more of an obsession.But she decided immediately that her feelings were a mistake, I wonder why? Was she lying? Or did she regret fa
ROSE’S POVI spent the night locked in Monique's apartment. Now it’s morning and reality is waiting.The bitter coffee burns my tongue, but I accept the pain. It’s the only thing keeping me balanced. "I panicked, Mon," I whisper. Monique says nothing, she stares at with understanding. "I couldn't go through with the engagement. I couldn't continue saying 'yes ma'am' to my mom forever. I had to get out. Thanks for letting me crash at your place." My voice cracks. "I need to go home soon."Monique finally sets her coffee down. "Home? You call that home?""It’s where my mom is." "Correct."I struggle to let out a hollow laugh, but it dies in my throat. My phone vibrates for the seventh time in an hour—Mom. I don't need to check."Did you call him?" Monique asks, staring at my phone.I nod, fingers trembling around the paper cup. "Ryan picked up after two rings. I told him not to let them find me," but that's not all...He asked where I was, and I couldn't give him an answer.Monique fli
ROSE'S POVI press red. Silence. I choose silence. Desmond reaches for me, but I step back."Don't," I say. "This isn’t forgiveness. It’s not a second chance. It's just... unfinished history."He blinks, like I slapped him. "I still love you."I don’t respond. I don’t believe it. Not anymore. Ryan's green eyes and blonde hair flash through my mind. I regret not picking up when he called. It's wrong—he's practically my uncle, mom married into his family—but the way he looks at me... No one has ever looked at me like that.Before Desmond can say more, the bathroom door creaks open."Rose, are you still in there?" The door slides wider, and Monique bursts in. "I was so worried—" Her voice fades as she sights the compromising closeness between Desmond and I, suspicion shining in her eyes.I step away from him. "Thanks. I'm okay." I stare at the floor, counting the tiles partition, unable to look at her. "Uhm... Bye.""Yeah. Uhm... I should leave now." He rubs his hands together. "Don't
ROSE'S POVIt's Ryan. My stomach knots. I quicken my pace. I don't need comfort—especially not from him. Not tonight. My feet move faster than my thoughts, but they know where they're going. The lyrics passes from the headphones straight to my brain. You're shattered like you've never been before.Tell your heart to beat againI run past buildings surrounded by high fences, down a quiet street with only a few vehicles driving by, and no soul in sight.My legs only stop when I reach the wide, open field. I’m out of breath. The church comes into view. Holy. Untouched. My knees buckle and I drop to the ground. I try to fight it, to stop the tears from dropping but tears still come, soaking my face as I stare at the church building in the center of the cleared field. I can't explain why I’m here, why I still feel safe here. I’m not religious. I’m not anything anymore.One of the window is cracked open. The priest is likely inside, but I don't want to disturb him. I silence my sobs and
ROSE'S POV For the first time in my entire life, I wake up wet—and not from a dream I can brush off. There's slick between my thighs, a raw ache in my core that I can't ignore. I slide my fingers down and—God—its me. It's real. It's him. Last night, I was fantasizing about Ryan and I came this close to touching myself.A loud knock on my door jerks me like I've been caught red-handed."Rose, it's Micah. Can you open the door?"I glance between my thighs, heart pounding at the mess. Panic takes hold of me. I bolt to the bathroom. Cold water—fast. I can’t face anyone like this, especially Ryan. "I'm in the shower!" I call out, the water pouring on me."Desmond's downstairs." Micah shouts through the door. "He came bearing gifts.""Gifts?" I turn off the shower. "What does he want?" "He wants to take his fiancee on a date." From his mocking tone, I can already picture him cringing his nose."Who else is up?" I ask, scrubbing my body in a hurry."The whole family.""Including Ryan?" I'
ROSE'S POV I'm sitting in the rumpled mess of my engagement gown—hair undone, heels in hand, untouched champagne by my side. The stars illuminate my tired form on the veranda. The event ended hours ago. The house is silent. Some guests returned to their homes. Others passed out in the grand hall. This engagement isn’t what I want—not to Alex, not to Desmond. Not with my heart yearning for the impossible… Ryan. I ran once. I thought I’d escaped. But mom has a way of always bringing me back here. I said yes to Desmond, to save the people I love. To keep the house from crumbling. To stop my mother from calling me an embarrassment. The cameras, Desmond's hands holding mine, the spotlight, It was so suffocating. Familiar footsteps approach. No need to turn, I recognize those footsteps anywhere. Ryan. "Why did you let him do it? You could have walked away?" He says, voice rough with the sharpness of alcohol. He’s been drinking. Just like the night we met. I was vulnera
RYAN'S POV"Someone call the bishop.""Wow. Who's this handsome man?" Some people don't know who Desmond is.He confidentially strides forward. "Mrs Helen." Helen smiles, rising to embrace him."Mr Corey." Corey shakes his hands stiffly.Then Desmond turns to me with a cold stare. "Mr. Ryan," he says, smirking. "Didn’t trust you to deliver my pre-wedding gift. Thought I’d come do it myself."I grit my teeth too tightly, my jaw hurts. I say nothing. But if looks could kill, Desmond would probably be dead. How did he get that envelope? Did someone close to me betray me? What's his end game?"Mind if I sit here?" he asks."This row’s for family.""Fine," he says, still smiling. "I’ll take the next one."I watch him sit. Monique whispers something to Rose, and she looks over—eyes narrowing as she notices Desmond. Suspicion crosses her features.I watch the clock slowly tick past the scheduled time for the ceremony. Ten minutes. Fifteen. Twenty. Has Alexander really made his choice? I had
RYAN'S POVIt’s been five days since the kiss in the church. Since I watched my Rose run away from me. And still, I can't stop thinking about the taste of her lips, the fear in her eyes, the way she tactically avoided me afterward. Five days of burying myself in business, trying to ignore the truth—but I noticed the signs. The engagement is still happening.I adjust the red bow tie around my neck and glance at the drawer where I locked Desmond’s envelope nights ago. "It’s safe there," I mutter under my breath. "I’ll never open it."I leave my room and move into the hallway. The mansion is luxuriously decorated. Downstairs, the chatters, laughter and clinking of glases overwhelm the piano melody. It's sad really—there won't be an engagement ceremony today. "Good job." I say, tapping the handyman on his back as he scrambles to finish stepup.Leaning against the railings, I watch the guests file in below. The hall glows in beautiful colors, the scent of roses from every corner of the ro
RYAN'S POVI twirl the glass between my fingers, watching the bartender finish setting the table. The club is oddly quiet for a Friday night. I glance at my watch. Still early. I need to be out of here before the crowd rolls in. Any other night, any other place—I might have stayed. But this club is not really my kind of crowd. Across from me, Alexander sits tensed in his gray tux, he's probably never been to a club before. He looks too clean, like someone who's never gotten his hands dirty before. I hate it."There are a thousand places in this city," he says with disgust, "and you pick a club for us to meet and discuss?"I adjust the cuff of the biker's jacket I have on and simply smile. "Looking at what you have on, you wanted us to discuss sabotaging a wedding in your office?"His eyes grow dark as he holds my gaze. "Do you even know why I called Ryan?""I was hoping you'd tell me."He scoffs, jaw tightening. "You think I want this?" He shakes his head, then slams his fist on the
RYAN'S POVAs we step out of my car and walk towards toward the house, Rose remains silent—just like during the ride from the church. Her fingers trembles slightly. I can still taste her sweet hesitation on my lips. She stops before we reach the porch, casually brushing her fingers through her chestnut colored hair. But there's nothing casual about the way she closes her eyes and inhale slowly or the way she cleans her lips as if cleaning off my taste. Her smile, too smooth and rehearsed curves her lips as she shoves the door open and steps in. Like kissing her step-uncle never happened. Or maybe it didn't affect her.The laughter and chatter we heard from outside fades into hushed whispers as we enter the living room."Micah!" Rose calls out too brightly, leaping in excitement into the arms of one of the men on the couch. She throws her arms around his neck in a passionate hug. But her laugh sounds a little forced, I wonder if he hears it too.Micah looks like her, only older—same
ROSE'S POVI'm kissing my step-uncle???I push against his chest, stumbling back, stunned and breathless. Ryan blinks, his fingers combing through sunburned blonde hair, just as disoriented. "I'm so confused. Oh my gosh, I'm sober—you're taking advantage of me.""I didn't." He snaps, eyes narrowing. "You kissed me.""So it's all my fault?" I rise from the swing, backing away to create some space between us as panic rises within me."I'm not blaming you—just stating the facts." He sighs, voice tight with frustration."It's wrong, okay? This whole thing is just wrong.""Why?" He steps closer, slowly unbuttoning his jacket. He shrugs it off, revealing tuant muscles beneath his thin shirt, flexing with each breath."Can we not do this right now?" I avert my gaze, trying to focus on anything but the way his body draws me in like a magnetic sin."If we keep waiting, there will never be a good time." He tosses the jacket onto the swing, and steps forward, blocking my air supply. "Why not now
ROSE'S POVIt's Ryan. My stomach knots. I quicken my pace. I don't need comfort—especially not from him. Not tonight. My feet move faster than my thoughts, but they know where they're going. The lyrics passes from the headphones straight to my brain. You're shattered like you've never been before.Tell your heart to beat againI run past buildings surrounded by high fences, down a quiet street with only a few vehicles driving by, and no soul in sight.My legs only stop when I reach the wide, open field. I’m out of breath. The church comes into view. Holy. Untouched. My knees buckle and I drop to the ground. I try to fight it, to stop the tears from dropping but tears still come, soaking my face as I stare at the church building in the center of the cleared field. I can't explain why I’m here, why I still feel safe here. I’m not religious. I’m not anything anymore.One of the window is cracked open. The priest is likely inside, but I don't want to disturb him. I silence my sobs and
ROSE'S POVI press red. Silence. I choose silence. Desmond reaches for me, but I step back."Don't," I say. "This isn’t forgiveness. It’s not a second chance. It's just... unfinished history."He blinks, like I slapped him. "I still love you."I don’t respond. I don’t believe it. Not anymore. Ryan's green eyes and blonde hair flash through my mind. I regret not picking up when he called. It's wrong—he's practically my uncle, mom married into his family—but the way he looks at me... No one has ever looked at me like that.Before Desmond can say more, the bathroom door creaks open."Rose, are you still in there?" The door slides wider, and Monique bursts in. "I was so worried—" Her voice fades as she sights the compromising closeness between Desmond and I, suspicion shining in her eyes.I step away from him. "Thanks. I'm okay." I stare at the floor, counting the tiles partition, unable to look at her. "Uhm... Bye.""Yeah. Uhm... I should leave now." He rubs his hands together. "Don't