Gianni SummersPulling into our driveway, I see Soph, Vi and Jacob waiting outside with a 'welcome home mommy' banner. Giggling softly as my heart swells with warmth and love for them.This is what love and support must feel like. To know that these people love, support, care and are truly happy for me.God. So emotional. But I can't help it. Im so grateful to have them in my life. Especially Elijah.I honestly didn't expect him to be this, well this present. Even caring, loving or even just interested. But here he is showing me just how invested and truly happy he's with me, this, our baby even us. Elijah quickly takes EJ inside and then rushes back out all before I can even climb out of the suv. He carries me into our home ignoring my protests. "Im not cripple" I growl feeling annoyed. I mean yeah I'm not feeling like my usual self, uncomfortable down there and a bit fragile, might i say even weak. But dead ass not crippled. "Hush gattina" he says sternly. About to lose my shit,
Gianni Summers Waking up to Elijah cooing and EJ making baby sounds I smile and turn over to face my boys. Elijah is leaning over EJ making faces and talking to our son. They just looked so adorable, my heart beat races watching this side of Elijah that he shows only to me and our son. I truly do love this man. And our son? He is the most adorable baby I've ever seen. He is now two months old. I get really emotional thinking about how quick he's growing and how time flies.It is now Christmas season and I'm so happy to have a family to now celebrate and share this joyous month with. Snapping a picture of the two as discreetly as I can, just as Elijah makes EJ smile. I smile at the perfect picture of my two favorite boys. Clearing my throat making Elijah's head snap to mine and smile. "Good morning bambina, how did you sleep love?" Biting my lip, "Good morning my adorable duo, mommy slept very well, thank you" I smile at them.Getting up from bed, I go to them and peck them quic
Gianni Summers "I asked you a fucking question, don't make me ask twice" Elijah says in a deadly cold voice. Katherine smirks."Well just wanting to check in. By the looks of things you not missing me" Kathrine says giving me a sideways glance before gazing back at Elijah. "You are insatiable though. And your body looks good from behind, imagine my shock walking in finding you balls deep in some cheap hoe you picked up from downstairs" she says sweetly. Elijah growls while I laugh. "Oh come on Katherine, deep down you know I'm much more than someone he just picked up from downstairs" I say in a even sweeter tone. "You bi-" she begins but is cut off by Elijah "Don't you even dare. Get the fuck out of my face and out of my club before I throw you out" Elijah demands coldly.Then he turns to me "Come gattina, let's go home" he says in a completely different tone. Giving both Katharine and I whiplash with his change of demeanor in 0.2 seconds. Not wanting to be in the presence of th
Gianni Summers Christmas has come and gone, and so has new years. Half of both those days my son was with his father's family and the other half with Sophs family and I. Honestly it was the hardest thing to do. Shit just reminded me of why I first wanted to meet the right guy, get married and then have his babies for this exact reason. My children having to spend their special days with their parents separately. I'm living with Soph and Jacob while I look for an apartment. I need to hurry up though because my crying and depressing state just dampened their holiday cheer and everytime they mention his name I burst into tears. God why does this shit hurt like this. I keep replaying the scene over and over in my head and cry. Keep replaying our favorite memories of us, reading our old text messages, looking at our pictures together. It all just hurts so bad. Elijah doesn't make it any easier when he bangs on my door and begs for me to hear him out every second day when he picks EJ u
Gianni Summers Just coming out of a long ass shift at the cafe I'm ready to get home, kiss my son and stuff my face with food then cuddle EJ until we fall asleep. With that thought I slip off my apron and make it out into the busy rainy streets of New York. Pulling my coat closer to my body to contrap the warmth.Elijah has been texting me non stop. Saying we need to talk, claiming he loves me and shit. Elijah has always been straight with me. Honest about who he fucks, where he went and what he was out doing during the weekends when I lived under his roof but still had a different woman every night. So I'm stuck between he has no reason to lie and he didn't have to lie that time because he had no obligation to me. Katherine wasn't in the picture back then and our relationship was nothing more that an accidental pregnancy. I don't know. Fuck. Love sucks, Elijah sucks and my stupid heart is a fool. Bringing me out of my thoughts is a bunch of rowdy drunks stepping out of a bar lau
Warning!!!Graphic scenes, mature content, abuse and sexual harrassment. Gianni Summers It's Saturday and guess what I'm doing? Lying in bed staring at my ceiling once again. It's safe to say I look like the actual dead. Eyes dark and sunken in, lost weight too.I haven't been eating, unless Soph forces it down my throat, I haven't been sleeping either. The only time I'm not a complete zombie is when EJ is in my arms. Elijahs parents are in town so EJ is spending the day with them. Sophia got mad when I stubbornly refused to eat this morning.It's not like I want to be this way, the mere sight of food has my stomach turning and not in a good way. She also forced me to take sleeping pills to help me sleep. I tried it I really did but it made me feel like absolute shit and the next day I couldn't properly care for my son so it's a absolute no no.Why can't she just understand that I can't? She acts as if I want to be this way, feel like this as if I want to intentionally starve and d
Gianni Summers There is all his hotness, bad boy tattoos showing through his now white wet see through Tee, his big muscles, his real fine manliness is Elijah with tears in his eyes, looking like his about to murder someone.Out of all the things I expected this was not even close. Not knowing what to say or how to express the emotions I'm feeling I hug him, tightly and I cry into his chest as he holds me tightly."It's okay bambina, I told you that you were strong and now you just showed me just how strong you really are. You are so fierce and strong and I hope our son grows up to be even as half as strong and fierce as his mama. After everything you've been through Gianni,you still fought, you fought for a better life, a better future. You kept fighting even when you had no one but yourself to fight for. You never gave him the things precious to you, you never let him stop you from living, you never let him win. He might have had you feeling not yourself for a few weeks but thats
Gianni Summers Things have gone back to normal, well as normal as things can get with Elijah now living in my apartment with no intention of leaving.Jo drives me to and from work and Elijah cooks every night. It's only been a week but it feels like Elijah and I never took time apart like this living situation has always been like this. Im scared at how quickly I'm trusting him and letting him in again. Stupid heart I know. Thing is he helped me in just one week back to my normal self. Something Soph nor me could do in two weeks. I have to admit he has skills, atleast when it comes to controlling me and my emotions. He also has some shady family and lets just say after I heard Elijah making some calls to his uncles and throwing Jason's name in the call there was breaking news about Jason Collins sole heir to the Collins empire was in a fatal car accident leaving him fighting for his life, whether he survives or dies he is definitely paralyzed from the waist down for life. Caught E