I left the lab, almost bumping a few shoulders on my way. I had to get out of there, I had to get some air. All the air on the planet maybe. Liam Anderson was my biggest nightmare. My biggest headache. The thought of having to spend the next six months of my life looking at his face every single day, or well, almost every single day, made me nauseous in ways I couldn't describe. His arrogance was unbearable. Ok, he was the best in robotics, but that didn't give him the right to stick his nose into other people's projects and…my phone bipped. Message. I came to a halt. It was from an unknown number.
“Be on time, Pinky. This is my number. Save it.” What the...? How? Where did he get my…? Is he already bossing me around?“Who is this?” Yeah, I could play him. I don’t owe him any kindness and definitely not making his life any easier, he didn’t deserve any of it."Is there anyone else calling you Pinky and I didn’t know? My feelings are hurt here.”“Spare me… next time, e-mail me. No texting please.”“Keep my number, Pinky. See you later."I kept my eyes locked his message, still processing all that have just happened during the past fifteen minutes hour, wondering how come did I just ended up “tied” to Liam in a six-month two-people project at light speed. Still holding the phone in my hands, I shook my head and hit the back button to return to the main messages screen, and clicked on Susie’s, my colleague and, most importantly, my best friend, and started typing. I needed to talk to her. Immediately. At her place. Or at mine. Or anywhere else. But not here. Fortunately, she replied in less than a minute, saying that she would meet me at home in fifteen. I sighed in relief and then continued my way to the parking lot, where I had left my bike.In less than ten minutes I was at the hall of my building. It turns out that cold wind on the face does have terrific healing effects, which are somewhat underrated by most people. On my way home I was able to relax a bit, yes. Except for the moment when a pedestrian cut me off without any sort of warning. Or maybe I just didn't see him when he cautiously placed his foot on the crosswalk showing his intentions to cross the street while probably looking at me doubtfully. In my defense, I had all my senses affected. In his defense, that wasn't his problem.I opened my apartment’s door and lay down on the bed with my legs and arms stretched out. Then I took Poony, my yellow fellow unicorn bear ( yeah, you read correctly ) using a red vest saying "I believe I can fly". The best feeling in the world. That also helped me calm the tension that was stressing me out since a little less than half hour ago. A few minutes later, the doorbell rang taking me out of my zen moment, and I knew it was Susie.- Jules! – She pounced on me, as if she hadn't seen me for ten years and not just ten hours ago. With one arm she dedicated a warm hug to me, and with the other she held a paper cup holder with two cups filled with coffee and whipped cream. – I brought these, thought we could use some - she said over my shoulder. She knew what meeting on neutral ground meant to me, and that it usually required some caffeine ingestion.- Thanks…After the squishy hug, she took my hand and pulled me to the living room area. In that moment, I really wanted to grant her all the control of the situation. I was lost. Unsettled.- Ok. What’s going on? – She said, sitting herself in the sofa, patting the spot next to hers with the palm of her hand, inviting me to take a seat. I did, and she faced me expectantly. I inhaled deeply.- Ok… - I released like a full gallon worth of air. - Do you know who applied to my project? The Peter's one?She shrugged. - Jeremy? – She hesitated, fully aware that her answer was nearly impossible since I needed someone with a Robotics profile and Jeremy was fully and 100% Computing. However, I couldn't help noticing that her eyes suddenly shone. Susie adored Jeremy. Secretly loved him, more precisely. But she would never admit it. And Jeremy would never notice it either.- Would have been perfect if he could, but… - I forced a smile and swallowed, focused on her again and sighed. - Do you know who not only applied BUT was already accepted to work on my project? With me. Like, just the both of us. And NO one else?Susie's eyes narrowed, and I could sense an air of concentration in them while the wheels in her head were for sure turning speedfully in search of an answer. It was a long shot, for sure. But after a few seconds, her eyes widened and her left hand reached her mouth in bewilderment. She started shaking her head, without blinking at all. Yep. The answer was there, pattering in her head like a thousand drums.- No…- Yes… - My voice was barely a whisper.Confusion washed all over her face. - How… why? - She shifted in her place. Even though I really loved how Susie and I knew each other to the bone, so deeply that she knew who was I talking about without needing to mention his name, I hated that at that precise moment this connection was used to convey unfortunate news.- I can only take that it’s because he is Peters' favorite minion and that he must have somehow known about my project and… yeah.- When did you find out?- Like less than an hour ago… I got an email from Peters.- Oh. - She nodded and made a small pause in awareness. Knowing that being a project with Peters was already bad news, as there was no way out, and she knew that.- Yeah… - I said while arching my eyebrows. I brought my hands to my face, as a sense of panic started invading my whole being. The situation was so overwhelming. I couldn't work with Liam. First, because we couldn't spend more than five minutes in a room without starting a fight or wanting to kill each other. Second, because I hated him, heartedly. Third, oh yeah, I almost forgot. Because someone once told him that I kind of liked him. That I drooled every time I saw him. That he was my secret crush. And lastly, because that had been partially true, at least at the beginning of the second semester in college, when someone accidentally caught me once staring at him while he was practicing football on the sports field, shirtless, on my way to my Advanced Math I class. Since that day, I entered the list of girls who apparently lost the sense of dignity by daydreaming about Liam Anderson, the handsome nerd, captain of the football team. And because after that rumor had reached his ears, he became some sort of unbearable smug around me. Even more so because he already was. Liam Anderson's ego wandered around somewhere near the Russian space station.- It cannot be that bad, is it? - She said after a short silence. – Working with Liam, - she clarified at my puzzled look. - I mean, he IS a jerk, a very cocky one, and all that. But... he's the best, Julie, in his area. Perhaps if both of you could just forget about the rest, maybe, you could just get along for the sake of the project. Like using him for your own benefit?- But how? You know I just can’t… WE… can't spend five minutes together without starting a fight. It just takes a few seconds before he starts driving me crazy with all his idiotic babbling, his inflated ego and... makes me want to... argh! - My last words sounded more like a lion roaring in dispair and trapped in a cage. - That’s not going to end well at all. - I sighed, exhausted just at the thought of us fighting.Susie dedicated a sympathetic look. - I know, hun… But… Is there any other choice? - Her eyes light with sparkle, with hope. - Perhaps if you ask him…- Already did that.- You did?- Yes. - I hadn't realized that Susie's mouth was widely open in disbelief- And…- He told me that he wouldn't withdraw his application. Not now, not ever. That it was impossible for him to do that. And that, basically, I would have to get used to the idea of us being stuck together in this project. For six months. He said that he likes a challenge. - I pursed my lips at the memory of our conversation. - Asshole. -- Interesting. – She said with a flat tone of voice, and then took another sip of her coffee. - What did you say?- I told him I would make his life impossible. That I would drain his brains.- Will you?- The hell I will. He even dared telling me that he expected nothing less from me. Can you believe that? Such an ass!- Huh… - Susie, whose look had already changed a few moments ago, tried to hide a smirky smile and took her hand to her chin. It seemed as if her little head had begun to plot something. Something dark and obscure.- It's going to be hell. I can tell.- Yeah. Working with Liam must be a real burden.- Totally.- In so many ways, I mean. Especially if he appears every day in those nicely and perfectly tight polo shirts covering those mouthwatering defined greek-god abs.- Yeah and... What? - I lifted my brow. - Really? They are not even that mouthwa... are you serious?- Okay! Sorry. What I mean is that... irony is a fucking bitch.- What?
- You used to have a crush on him and now you're forced to work with h...
- No. No, no... That's... partially true. Not a crush. You know that.- Jules...I shook my head. - He IS an idiot. Period.- A quite handsome one.- No! A quite cocky and obnoxious one. The worst ever. You know how I have hated him, like, for centuries. And besides, it was not be considered a crush. You know that. You know the story. You were there.- Yes, I were there. Name it as you wish, but fact is, you thought at some point that he was cute. Pretty cute, actually. Don't give me that look. Those were your words, not mine. - She made sure we were doing eye contact. - Those things just don't change.- For God’s sake… - I rolled my eyes.- Do whatever eye rolling you want. He is still hot. I would say even more now. And you know that. You needed to be blind not to see that.- Would you stop it? Please? This conversation. - I swing my index back and forth between the two of us. - Not helping. -Susie settled down and met my gaze, which had already strayed to the window. I needed to let go off whatever my eyes were trying to say at that moment.- Okay, I’m sorry. I’ll stop it. - She shrugged. - You're right. It's pointless.- It's ok. - I sighed. - Sorry about that. It's just... I don't know what to do. I really don't.- I know. - she extended a hand to rub my arm, and then take my hand, squeezing it tightly. - Don't worry. That's why I'm here. We will figure it out together. Now... let me.... Uhm… First, I think we need to define a strategy. Of… war… I would say.- War? – I blurted out with an air of skepticism, almost spitting out the coffee I had just sipped in my mouth.- Relax… we are not going to burn down the lab or anything. Since your project also depends on him now, well, we need to guarantee he's kept alive. - She winked. - Right? - You have to outsmart him. War tactics also include playing the role of the silent, peaceful, lovely enemy, who is always ready for any attack. Preparation is everything, darling. It's half the war won.- Okay? - I must confess that there were times when Susie surprised me, or scared me. And that was one of them, and I just could not decide which was it this time. It could easily be both.- The objective is not to make Liam suffer, no. It is to disarm him. THAT, he wouldn't expect from you. From YOU, he would only expect attacks. Not the opposite.- Argh! Right… So are you suggesting that I treat him well?- Yes.- No way.- It will work. Trust me.- No, not. I am not serving myself on silver plates to him.- No. He won’t. He will be intrigued, confused. Who knows even he puts his guns down.- I don't want him to put his guns down. I want him to suffer. I want him to get to the point where he wished he had studied Marine Biology. In the Norwegian fjords. Surrounded by elfs.- And he will… do that… trust me. But for now, don't get mad at me for what I'm going to say, hun, but… you need him. You have no option. Your project now depends on him, too.I snorted and released the air left in my lungs. Susie was right. I needed idiot Liam. Now he was my only option to develop the project of my dreams and without him, I would have nothing.- Okay. What’s your plan?It was three in the afternoon, and I was waiting for Jeremy at the coffee shop. I needed to talk to him about the not-so-pleasant news. The truth was that when I developed the project idea, I had thought of him to help me with the robotics part of it. That’s why I asked him to submit his application, and he happily said he would. I saw him as he arrived with his usual, wide-open smile. Jeremy had dark brown hair and rather kind blue eyes, full of thick, thick lashes. I remember that we became friends in sophomore year, when we shared a class together. Since then, we had become great friends. Jeremy was every girl's dream. Intelligent, great sense of humor, very polite and handsome. We confided to each other all our adventures and tragedies in love. Just like Susie, he was also my confidant. They were both my best friends, and I suspected that they secretly liked each other, but they didn't want to admit it openly. - Hello, handsome. - Hi, Jules! - I hope you don’t mind… here. – I s
It was Wednesday evening, and my head was just fully engaged in the project. It had been five days since the first meeting with Liam and the draft that we created that day had already guaranteed at least a couple of super busy weeks on my schedule. No complaints. Please don’t get me wrong. I actually enjoyed it. A lot. Fact is I just couldn't deny that working in the peace and quiet of my apartment was sort of a godsend to me. The last three days had been rainy and even though this could have been distressful for someone who commuted using a bicycle or her own pair of feet, the corny side of me always appreciated the water pouring down the windows. Those little drumming droplets brought calmness and ease of spirit, and at the same time all sorts of inner inspiration. If all this was supplemented by a decent amount of caffeine and short breaks every once in a while, they helped me reach acceptable-to-good levels of brain performance. I looked at my desktop clock and realized that it w
I felt my body collapse. Vital signs such as breathing, blinking, thinking, froze for what I assumed were a few milliseconds. My lungs released all the air stocked in them, and they only recovered after my oxygen supplies dropped to precarious levels. Immediately after, I felt my heart pumping blood again, slowly yet determinedly. I could feel it moving through my veins and arteries, leaving tickling traces all the way through, and making all its way up to my face until it reached my cheeks. Oh yeah. My cheeks, ladies and gentlemen, were giving themselves quite a feast up there.- Look who I found on my way here... – Susie's eyes were still holding that look, brows lifting carefully, shy smile popping out. It was the kind of look she gave me last year after she unintendedly ate the entire box of Ferrero’s Jeremy had given me for Christmas.- Hey Julie, how are you doing? – Said Roger with a huge smile spread on his lips. He was a gentle guy and I never quite really understood why he wa
My phone rang, and I thanked to whichever laws of probability were favoring me at that precise moment.I took my phone from my purse and I saw Jeremy's name flashing on the screen. With all eyes on me, I excused myself and kindly asked Susie to let me pass through so I could take the call.- Jer…- Jules, please tell me you still have Swanson's book with you. The one you borrowed from the library, remember? – I could hear him typing on the keyboard.- Yes, I still have it. You need it? - I told him as I entered a vestibule with huge mirrors on the wall, a colorful four seats sofa and two doors on opposite sides, indicating the entrance to the toilets.- No, I just need... to know what it says, verbatim, one paragraph at page... forty-nine. I need to confirm something that I had written here. I'm not sure I took the correct notes.- Oh… I'm not at home now.- Oh.- Can I call you when I’m back home? A couple of hours maybe? - It’s alright. I’ll find my way, or we can check it later or
I left the vestibule with my mind totally adrift. Ignoring the remains of the tingling in my fingers, I continued walking through the tables. My eyes flew back to the large windows facing the street and I saw some people running, opening their umbrellas, or finding some shelter under the restaurant’s awning. The rain had ceased for a couple of hours but there it was again, unpredictable, just the way the whole evening had been. As I got closer to our table, I realized that Roger had moved to our couch and was sitting next to Susie, laughing at something on his cellphone. I hesitated for a second but then turned myself towards the empty couch.- Oh, sorry, Julie... – He said, standing up.- Hey, no. Please, stay there. I’ll sit here. – I said while sliding through the empty couch.- Are you sure?- Yes, of course.He nodded and sat back. - Liam just went to the… you know. – Roger pointed his index finger in the direction of the toilets to explain why his friend wasn't sitting at the ta
A small ray of sunlight made its way through the window and landed on my face. The warmth caused by it made me open my eyes, which I immediately closed again when it felt like the strike of a thousand knives. Argh. My head. It was throbbing. One stab, followed by a second one, and then a stronger one that lasted for a couple of seconds. Momentarily paralyzed by the hammering pain, I took my fingertips to my temples and massaged them in an attempt to relieve them. When I was finally done, my hand flew to the nightstand looking for my cell phone. I had a meeting with my counselor in the morning, so I needed to check what time it was. My fingers touched nothing but an empty surface, so I gave up and brought them back to my face, where they began massaging my eyes this time, encouraging them to wake up. Determined to find a clock or something, I raised my trunk and propped my elbows on the bed with my eyes narrowed yet wide enough to give me a reliable glimpse of the clock in the kitchen
It had almost been two weeks after the Margarita's episode. Since then, I had been unwaveringly working, day after day, in Peter’s project, reading materials and book chapters specialized in the subject. I had also met with Hilda twice and made some progress on the computing project as well. I had attended a few classes at the university, done sporadic visits to the library to check out or take a few books home, and made some space as well to have ridiculously brief yet invigorating coffee sessions with Susie or Jeremy, separately of course, to catch up on our lives. And I had dedicated the rest of the time to writing project reports, watching fifteen minutes of rom-coms or sit-coms at night, tidying my apartment up, and well yes, basic and necessary survival endeavours such as sleeping, bathing and eating froot loops. Susie still couldn't get over Jeremy seeing her totally plastered in tequila, and even though I swore to her that he would never dare to judge her (or anyone, but actua
We stayed for a while in the patio sitting on the armchair, talking about this and that. The sun had already been fully set and we remained still and quiet while the lights from the party flickered upon our skin. The music was filling the air and I closed my eyes for a moment to appreciate the last wafts of the summer nights that would soon be replaced by the cold autumn breeze. Fall was my favorite season, especially in Boston. Terracotta-bricked buildings framed by trees full of warm-colored foliage would adorn the streets of the city, while the nights would be guarded by an incredibly starry sky. Still leaned back on my seat, I slowly opened my eyes, and I could see that the thousands of stars were already there, dazzling in all their greatness. A few or almost no clouds were wrapping the sky since the rain had subsided for the past couple of days.When I was 12 years old, my parents took my sister and I for a short trip here to Boston. It was the city where my father was born and w