In Love With Heathens

"Looking for answers when there aren't any. But still we learn. Isn't that not what life is about?"___________________________________________"And this year's Artist of the year goes to... Heathens!" The presenter announced to the hopping crowed. After the announcement the crowed went crazy, and I too jumped up and down on my bed but with as minimal of a sound as I could make, so as to produce as little noise as possible. The bubbles in my stomach were on high, it felt like I listend to euphoria for the very first time.The screen displayed a very humble Heathens going on the stage, waving around their hands, looking around, specially at Devils, their fandom, and a bright smile adorned thier face as if they just revived their lover. But we all knew the only lovers at this moment in time were only Heathens and Devils.Some fans were crying, singing in chorus to the hit song of Heathens which was playing in the background of the event. I had tears in my eyes, they bowed to everyone, n

Things between mom and me were fine, as they were supposed to be. She took good care of me, proud of the way I shut those jerks cake holes. But she never let me do one thing. Watch, listen, see or do Heathens stuff. It angered me a lot, yeah, but she was my mother above everything.She was taking so much care of me in her ill state, I was more then just thankful. She took her meds more frequently than ever, but she wouldn't tell me what they were for. She would say I will worry myself. Indeed I will.What else was I supposed to do then? If not me, then who else?"Have one more dear. Why haven't ypu not been eating lately?" Asked mom, forcing a pancake on my plate as the the four of us sat on the dining table, having breakfast.Sera and Chris stared at me in jealousy. Very good."Mom, I already had four, thanks to you. But I'm really, REALLY getting late now. I will see you after school. Goodbye mom!" I said, getting up from my seat, dusting my school uniform for any imaginary dust."G

The day was sweet and crisp. The sun shone through the shady trees. The butterflies swarmed around, the honeybees picked nector. What a lovely day!What a lovely day to have a funeral.From where I stood, I watched all the people that attended my funeral. Some came for politeness sake, while some came because they missed me.Had a human being ever imagined to witness their own funeral? I guessed not. Looks like I was the only one with a lucky ass. Or am I not? Had their been anyone before me? I wonder.People usually described ghosts to be ugly in their stories. With torn and worn out cloths. I seemed rather different. My black Heathens t-shirt, with which I died, was still new and clean. No blood stains. My black jeans and black trench coat was still crisp with newness. My hair was well combed.The only difference was my face that looked like a corpse. My lips and eyes were blood red, and my skin complexion was pale white. If I would be alive with this face, I would be mistakened f

It was clear, Hailey sucked at dancing. It was not just my thoughts, but even the boys were speechless.They watched as she tried on one of the moves but it more looked like she was trying to remove a bug that settled on her hairs.The boys thought that perhaps she was too shy to dance in front of them, so they hired a female choreographer to help her.One hour of complete failed attempts, the choreographer was pissed off. There was no way they could help her. She sucked at dance by birth and no matter how hard they tried, they all became lost birds.After Hailey's arrival, the boys had a long conversation on each other's life and then on Noah's instuctions, finally set the ball rolling. They discussed for a long time about the video, the song, the concept of the album etc.Hailey was delighted about everything. When she was told about the fact that she would be dancing along side them, she was thrilled. She said it was an honour. So they decided to check on her moves and there they

A few weeks later:"Hey! I want to go out! I want to go out and celebrate! We just released our new album and look at us! Sitting and making dumplings here." Heli said in irritation."We have no other choice. The album had been released for at least a few hours now. And the world is going crazy already. It's like a time bomb out there. Let things calm a little, then we can have a drink." Steven said. Noah agreed along with him. "He's right. Mr. Albright said we could go out once things quiet down. For now, let's wait. Hailey wanted to get along too. She said she would be coming over tomorrow. We can hang out then."Reluctantly, the others agreed.Six hours had passed since Heathens released their new album, Soulless, with the title track, that is In LUV, featured Hailey.Fans had been going crazy. Not just in USA, but all over the world. Things where a terrible mess in New York since fans where in a frenzy, doing this and that.The boys wanted to celebrate, I wanted them to do too,