LOGINCome on, Sasha. Don't let this dissuade you from learning what you want. You know that he's not going to let it go. So, forget about finding out about it. I wondered as I leaned back, letting him talk.
This was something that I had to do, since I needed to really listen to everything he had to say. As I did so, I crossed my arms over my chest, then I leaned forward, nodding my head.While continued, I angrily scrunched my nose, disappointment flowing through my veBut only the strongest of humans with the lineage of a wolf would go through this type of test. I doubt that could be me, as I was never seen as someone so strong.When I was younger, I always moved around a lot, going from one packland to another, which made me doubt myself.However, since the moment I stepped into my best friend's pack, a sense of hope had appeared. Where I once felt abandonment and sadness, I now feel like everything is not as it seems.But before I could truly think, something clicked in my brain, causing me to clench my hands right when a familiar voice filled my mind."Sasha, come on. Don't overthink this situation. You know this is where life was supposed to take us. Although it took a while to get here. 15 years to be exact." My wolf spoke through the mind-link, encouraging me to rethink my thoughts.But despite her plea, my mind began spiraling down memory lane. And what-ifs ran rampant through my brain.Wasn't I always seen as a f*cking burden? It's not that
Please help me decide. Should I listen to her and see where this takes me? Or should I take things into my own hands? I prayed silently to the Moon Goddess, hoping to receive guiding words from her.And that is something I have never done before. Somehow, it was like everything I had done in this world she created. In my mind, it's only right that I look to her for guidance.Because of that, I placed my right hand over my chest, inhaling and then exhaling a breath of relief, gaining the strength I needed to continue my journey.Knowing that one day I could be the ruler of the world gives me great strength. Yet, I was not fully ready for what it entailed. However, I know that I must figure this out somehow. So, I turned inwards, silently speaking words of encouragement to myself.There's no need to worry. This person could maybe help me find out the truth about what my whole life means. I pondered, shifting from one foot to the other.And then my wolf started speaking, urging me to hea
"What do you think I should do?" I asked her in hopes of receiving a response, but all I got was the whip of her tail in my mind and a huffing sound before she turned to walk away.And I felt the fury inside of my body grow at a rapid pace, causing waves of fire to sprout from my fingers as my brain went into overdrive.Then, suddenly, words of doubt snaked themselves through my mind, urging my heart to burst into flames. And I started inhaling and exhaling just as more crazy thoughts appeared in my mind. To which I couldn't keep in, so I crossed my hands over my chest as disappointment flashed through my mind.How dare she not care about giving me a f*cking answer to my question! I can't believe she would do that to me! I thought, furious about the impending silence between us.Yet, somehow, there was a sense of hope that stayed bright in my heart despite the anger I was currently feeling.Because of that, I placed my hands on the side of my head, squeezing it so hard, in hopes of pr
So, I placed my hands over my mouth and started hollering in his direction.But before I spoke up, I closed my eyes, inhaling the nervous energy that had begun floating through my veins. Then, for a brief moment, a sense of peace rushed over me as my mind began to race.I hope this works. I hope he actually answers me instead of just staring intensely into the abyss. I pondered while shifting from one foot to the other, trying to figure out what volume my voice should be in order to gain his attention."Are you even listening to me?" I shouted over the loudness of the wind that had begun blowing. However, despite my plea, he continued looking ahead of me, not realizing I was speaking to him.In which I started clenching and unclenching my fists as disappointment floated through my veins.There must be some type of way that I can gain his attention. What can I do? I contemplated while lifting my hand in the air.Then, as if by some miracle, I touched his shoulder, not realizing that it
And his voice echoed in the air, leaving me on edge.To which I leaned closer, eager to listen to Adam's every word. Knowing that one day, this fight of our lives would be behind us, gave me more courage than I ever needed. Yet, I couldn't help but worry as his words filled my heart.Noticing my rising fury, he gripped my shoulder tightly, pulling me closer to him before he leaned towards my ear."Darling, I know it's hard for you to come to terms with this. I need you to take a deep breath before I tell you something else," Adam stated while lowering his head towards mine.And I nodded slightly, letting my nostrils flare just a bit before I started to speak. Dear Moon Goddess, I need to make sure I keep my emotions in check. He needs to see that just because I might be slightly flustered doesn't mean I'm the wrong one for him. I pondered, receiving strength in my heart as I stood taller, letting all doubt leave my body.Then, when it was just enough, I opened my mouth to speak, despi
"Let go! You're hurting me! I am not the one you want!" I screamed, twisting my arm from one side to the other. But they gripped me tighter, and their nails began digging further into my skin. However, they didn't stop. Instead, black tendrils began snaking its way up my arm as they continued speaking. "Sasha! You must understand that this can't happen! There's no way you're going to be able to be with him!" They hollered, pulling me further into the portal. When suddenly, Adam ran up behind me, and a rush of fear gripped my body with every step he took. "You've got to be kidding me! What could it be now!?" I mumbled, furious at his sudden interruption. "Sasha! What the heck is going on? I thought you were following me?" He spoke franticly, grabbing ahold of my backside. But then his gripped loosened as the tendrils began pushing him away from me. What's going on? Can't he pull me out from here? I wondered while trying to remove my hand from the strangers. Yet, they gripped
But, before he could finish his sentence, I placed a finger on his lip.I was ready to prevent a horde of emotions that was about to take root in my heart. However, my mind started to race faster than before, not stopping for a second.I must find a way to shut him up before the both of us get in h
I couldn't do it. I couldn't tell him the truth, because what if he betrayed me! Or what if it was a ploy to hurt me? I wondered, as the scent of freshly made meat wafted through my nose, breaking me from my thoughts.With every passing worry, I lifted my head higher, letting whatever it was consum
"What... What is it?" I asked, my voice rising just a notch.There was this pull in the back of my mind, urging me to try my very hardest to discover everything.Yet, I rolled my eyes in annoyance, not really paying attention to it.Why does walking away from this have to be so difficult? I wish th
And now, it's like everything and nothing has changed at the same time.Yet, there was something in the back of my mind forcing its way forward; a worry of some sort.What if he's the one I've been waiting for? He could truly be my mate. I thought, a sigh escaping my lips.Having a mate at the age







