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Chapter 54
Axel
I stood on the balcony and watched the people in the dining room having fun and laughing, and I couldn’t be happy.
I swirled the ice inside my glass of whiskey, and then I turned, elbows on the marble railing and looking at the restaurant’s flower garden.
My mother had decided to have a party to celebrate my graduation, she had invited all my relatives and friends to gather and celebrate, but I could not celebrate.
Yesterday Emma left for Germany, I didn’t even have a way to greet her, she didn’t want to. He hadn’t even told me about this project of his, this desire to go to Germany, I was afraid that the choice he had made was caused by me and I felt terribly guilty, But Emma had written to me and told me that the history of the academy was scheduled for weeks and that she would go anyway.
I sighed and dropped my head forward. I was happy for her, seriously, I was happy that she chose to
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