BLAIR’S POV
“Another glass, please.” I slammed the glass cup on the bar top, sniffling as tears dropped to my clothes. The bartender gave me a pitiful look before pouring me another shot of vodka. I shouldn’t be crying in a bar but it was the only place I could drown my sorrows. I couldn’t go back to my room, not yet. It would be too suffocating and I didn’t want to be that girl. The one who curled up in bed and cried while the ones who betrayed me carried on like nothing happened. I caught them. They were the ones who should be miserable. Not me. The alcohol burned its way down as I gulped it, but it wasn’t enough. It didn’t drown out the betrayal, didn’t erase the image of Jaxon and Harper together, with his body pressed against hers as he thrust into her. I could still see them and hear their moans. Maybe if I kept drinking, it would finally stop. I slammed my empty glass down on the counter and signaled the bartender. “Another.” He hesitated, giving me that look, the one that said ‘maybe you’ve had enough.’ But I hadn’t. Not even close. “Please,” I said again and the bartender just sighed before pouring another drink. “You should take it easy, miss.” He said, then turned away. I wiped my tears quickly, not wanting anyone else to see them, then grabbed the glass and downed it in one gulp. I tried to focus on the slow music playing but I couldn’t get my mind off the image of them fucking. Four years! I loved Jaxon for four years, thinking he was the perfect mate. But he betrayed me and not with just anyone but with my best friend! Harper and I had grown up together. I could still remember how we met, how we became close and how we stayed friends for so many years. But now… this. How could she lie to me for eight months? Had she always liked Jaxon? Was she jealous of me? I just couldn’t wrap my head around why she would hurt me this badly. My phone started to ring, buzzing against the sticky bar counter. I didn’t even need to check the screen to know who it was. Jaxon. It was the twelfth time he was calling. I scoffed, grabbing my drink and finishing what was left. I didn’t want to talk to him. There was nothing to talk about. After some minutes, my phone started to ring again. I picked it up to turn it off, only to see the name. Mum. I sighed. There was no way I could answer the call. She was probably calling to remind me of our schedule and to ask me to come with Jaxon tomorrow. How would I tell her that Jaxon and I had broken up? That our family was no longer connected to the Alpha of the pack? And her daughter has denied her father’s greatest wish? How? Taking another sip, I ignored my phone and fixed my eyes on all the bottles staring at me and slowly nodded. “You’re going to get drums,” my wolf warned. “It’ll weaken you.” I ignored her because that was the point. Tonight, I was done being the naive, good girl. If Jaxon thought I was a prude, I was going to prove him wrong. I was going to lose my virginity tonight—to a complete stranger, to someone hot, someone who’d make me forget we were ever mates. I raised my empty glass for the umpteenth time. “Another one, please.” Before the bartender could respond, a deep voice came from behind me. “Rough night?” I scoffed, already assuming it was another guy trying to hit on me. I had lost count of how many had tried tonight. They were all drunk desperate men looking for a one-night stand. But none of them were good enough for me to lose my virginity. I turned, fully prepared to tell whoever it was to go away, but then froze when I saw him, unable to say even a word. The guy standing in front of me wasn’t just hot. He was breathtaking. My wolf stirred and growled. His pair of beautiful blue eyes were staring back at me, making my heart race. He had the perfect jawline, his dark hair was messy and his shoulders… they were broad, making him effortlessly confident. He was a Lycan and I could tell from his features and aura. His eyes zeroed on me and goosebumps masked my skin. I swallowed hard, suddenly aware of how dry my throat felt. “Yeah,” I murmured. “Bad night.” He casually slid onto the stool beside me. “That makes two of us,” he said and ordered a shot. I let out a soft chuckle, my voice sounding different and a little funny. Shit. I was already drunk. He tilted his head slightly as he continued to stare at me. “What happened?” I grabbed my drink and took a long sip before answering. “I got cheated on,” I answered, trying not to sound bitter. “With my best friend.” He exhaled sharply. “That’s rough.” I shrugged, trying to play it cool. “What about you?” He hesitated, like he wasn’t sure if he wanted to tell me. But then he sighed, rubbing his jaw. “My dad’s making me move in with my step-sister. Apparently, it’s my job to babysit her so we had a big fight about it.” His tone was filled with irritation, and I found myself smiling. “Sounds like you’re really about to have fun.” I leaned in slightly, my pulse kicking up. “Don’t worry, I totally get you.” His lips curled up in a smirk as he picked up his drink, taking it in one go. “Oh, trust me. You don’t.” I didn’t know whether it was the alcohol, the heartbreak, or the fact that this guy was dangerously hot in the best way possible but suddenly, I didn’t want to think. I just wanted to feel. And I was pretty sure this stranger could make me forget everything. Shaking my head and pushing away the thought, I let out a heavy sigh, looking down at my own glass. “Still better than being called a prude.” His gaze sharpened. “He called you a prude?” I nodded, a bitter laugh escaping me. “Yeah. That’s why I’m here. To get drunk and—” I hesitated for half a second before deciding I didn’t care anymore. “—lose my virginity.” His brows lifted slightly, but he didn’t look surprised. Just… curious. “Do you think it’ll be worth it?” he asked. I lifted one shoulder in a shrug. “As long as it’s with a hot guy.” Then I pointed right at him. “Someone like you.” His expression didn’t change, but I noticed the way his eyes slowly raked over me, assessing, perhaps considering. Then he leaned in, his face just inches from mine. I quickly became aware of his sharp masculine scent and I bit down on my lips to stop myself from reacting. “I don’t fuck virgins,” he murmured. I didn’t pull away. Instead, I leaned closer, resting a hand on the sharp line of his jaw. His skin was warm and his eyes darkened from the touch. “Not even a heartbroken virgin?” I whispered. His answer came without hesitation. “No.” My heart pounded. The rejection should have stung, but instead, my lips parted, and before I could stop myself, I blurted out, “Kiss me.” He instantly narrowed his eyes at me, his gaze quickly shifting to my lips. Goddess. Why did I say that? I tried to backtrack, but my mouth was moving faster than my brain at this point. “Just… kiss—” His lips crashed against mine before I could finish. It felt like I was suddenly swept off my feet. He kissed me slowly and gently, and it felt nothing like what I used to have with Jaxon. It sent shivers through my nerves, shivers that made my whole body tremble. He tasted like Brandy with a hint of sweetness and I pulled him closer, needing more of him. But then, he pulled away, leaving me breathless and dizzy. He slowly searched for my face and I flushed, my chest rising and falling. “Is that enough to make you feel better?” he asked in a low, teasing voice. I ran my fingers through my hair, exhaled and shook my head. For years, I thought something was wrong with me. I never felt anything when Jaxon kissed me. No spark, no excitement. But this guy? He had ignited something inside me. Something dangerous. I didn’t care if it was the alcohol but I wanted more. “Not enough.” I whispered. Immediately I responded, he growled and cupped my face, his fingers sliding into my hair. Then he kissed me again. And this time, I kissed him back with all the desire inside me.KADE’S POVI cut the engine of my car and stepped out. I looked around to make sure no one was watching and then I opened the door to the back seat. I grabbed the bag from the passenger seat and shut the door behind me, looking around once more. If Blair had nosy neighbors, they’ll probably wonder why I’ve been coming around often. I let myself in, locked the door behind me, and headed straight for the kitchen. Dropping the bag on the counter, I pulled out a loaf of bread, a jar of peanut butter, and a butter knife. That was all they were getting. If they were lucky. Honestly, I’d rather have Drew and his friend starve but then I didn’t want them to die yet. So this was just for sustenance. I took my time and made two sandwiches. They were half-assed but edible. I tossed them into the same bag and made my way to the basement door. The wooden stairs creaked under my boots as I went down, the air turning damp and sour with every step.The smell hit first and it was a mix of sweat, b
BLAIR’S POV“Here, stay still,” I said, trying to focus on cleaning the gash across Kade’s back.He groaned low, his fingers gripping the hem of my dress like he was bracing for war or something. I bit my bottom lip, wincing at how raw the wound looked. How had he even managed to sleep with something like this?“You really should’ve let me do this last night,” I murmured, dabbing the disinfectant gently across the red slash. “If I had known you got this injured, I would have taken care of it sooner.”“I didn’t want to ruin breakfast plans,” he muttered in a strained voice. “You must feel like throwing up right now.” “Anytime’s okay,” I said, trying to keep my hand steady. “But seriously, Kade… this needs stitches.”He didn’t reply. His muscles tensed under my touch and he jerked everytime my hand touched his. I reached into the first aid box beside me and pulled out a small syringe.The second he caught sight of the needle, he jerked upright like I’d pointed a knife at him. “I’m fine
BLAIR’S POVDrew’s grip was tight around my wrist and his face twisted in rage as he shouted, “I said you’re coming with me!” I fought against him, punching his arm. Every muscle in my body was screaming to break free, but he was too strong.“Let me go!” I cried in desperation, but he only pulled me closer, his grip hurting me. I opened my mouth to scream and call Kade’s name, but I couldn’t talk again. It was like something inside me had shut down, suffocating every word before it could come out.Panic rushed through me as I clawed at him, scratching and digging my nails into his arm, anything to make him loosen his hold. He started dragging me across the room, pulling with a strength I couldn’t match. I barely managed a scream before I jolted awake. My heart was pounding like a drum in my chest and I was trying hard to catch my breath.The room was dark and silent except for the rapid beat of my own breathing. Slowly, I held my wrist, remembering how Drew was pulling me in my dr
BLAIR’S POVI stood under the scalding water, letting it burn into my skin. I didn’t care. I wanted it to hurt. Maybe if it burned deep enough, it would erase everything—Drew’s scent, his touch, what he did.My hands scrubbed furiously at my arms, my chest, as if I could scrape him off me. As if I could wash away the memory.But it wasn’t that simple.I still felt him. I remembered every blow, every filthy word, the way he yanked down my pants. The look in his eyes when he pinned me, ready to force himself on me.My breath hitched. My knees gave out, and I collapsed to the floor of the shower. I wrapped my arms around myself, leaning into the cold tile, shaking.Tears blurred with the water pouring down my face. I didn’t try to stop them. My chest clenched tight, and it hurt to breathe.Every part of me ached—my body, my heart, my mind.Why did this have to happen to me? Why did I have to go through something so horrific? What did I ever do to deserve this kind of pain?I dug my nails
KADE’S POVI pulled back slightly, just enough to see her face. “Are you hurt anywhere?” I asked Blair in a low voice. My heart was still racing, but my hands stayed on her arms, holding her tight.She shook her head, tears still sliding down her cheeks. Her lips trembled, but she didn’t speak. And I didn’t push. I just nodded and turned to Will. “Go to the car. There’s a spare jacket and shorts in the backseat. Grab them.”Will nodded immediately and ran off.I looked back at Blair, scanning her quickly. My hands moved with care, checking her over. I needed to be sure she was alright. Her skin was marked with bruises, rope burns around her wrists, and her knees were scraped from the way she must have fought. But there was no blood or any visible signs that she had broken a bone. Looking into her eyes, they told me everything I needed to know. She’d been through hell.Will returned fast and he was panting when he handed me the jacket and shorts. I helped Blair slip into the jacket.
KADE’S POVI killed the engine and let the silence settle. The building in front of us was a mansion, or at least used to be. Now it looked like something time forgot. It had cracked windows, overgrown grass and the paint on the walls were chipped. I wasn’t here to admire the state of the place. I scanned the deserted area and then checked my phone again. The blinking dot on the screen hadn’t moved. It was a tracker and it had led us right here. “We’re here," I said without looking at Will.He didn’t respond, just followed my lead as I stepped out of the car. We moved quietly across the gravel, making sure not to make a sound. A few feet in, I spotted Drew’s car parked off to the side, half-covered by shadows, but I’d recognize that Dodge Challenger anywhere.“They’re definitely here,” I muttered, keeping my voice low.Will let out a shaky breath behind me, but I didn’t stop walking. I didn’t have the time or patience for hesitation. If Blair was in there, we were getting her out.