LOGINEMILY
Four of the most handsome men I’ve ever seen sat confidently, their presence exuding money and power. Each of them was draped in expensive Armani and Prada suits, broad shoulders filling the seats like they owned the place. Is this heaven? I thought. If it is, someone please pinch me. A light bump at my side snapped me back to reality. “Are you okay?” Elle asked, her voice soft but laced with worry. “Uhmm…” I cleared my throat. “Yeah. Yeah. I’m fine.” My eyes darted back to the men. They were staring right at us, and I suddenly forgot how to breathe. Elle moved forward as if their attention didn’t faze her, but my feet felt like they’d been cemented to the floor. “Gentlemen,” she announced smoothly, placing the tray down. “We brought whiskey and vodka for each of you. Pick your poison.” Their attention shifted to the drinks, except for one. The one whose gaze stayed on me. My focus pulled towards him despite my better judgment. Even sitting, he looked tall. The bar’s low light softened his dark features, giving his face an effortless glow that made my skin warm. There was something about the way he watched me, steady, unreadable, that made it hard to look away. I couldn’t even tell what color his eyes were, but they held me, studying me like I was something he was trying to figure out. My grip tightened slightly around the tray as that strange feeling crept in again, subtle, but enough to make my chest uneasy. Something about him didn’t seem right. “Emily!” Elle snapped, breaking my trance. I flinched, tearing my eyes away, though not fast enough to miss the faint curve of his lips. I shot her a puzzled look. “What?” She rolled her eyes and nodded towards my hand. “The tray. Put it on the table.” Then she muttered under her breath, “And stop drooling.” I bit the inside of my cheek, fighting back a laugh as I stepped forward. But before I could set the tray down, it all happened so fast— A slip. A crash. A spill of amber liquid. “What the fuck,” someone growled, voice low and sharp. The noise, the stares, the embarrassment, it all blurred together until I realized who I’d landed on. Him. The man whose gaze had been fixed on me since I walked in. And now, I was sprawled across his solid chest, clutching his suit like my life depended on it. I squeezed my eyes shut, mortified. “Oh, no… no, no, no,” I muttered. His deep voice rumbled beneath me. “You know you’re supposed to get off me, right?” That voice. Rough. Low. Controlled. A shiver slid down my spine. I scrambled to my feet, mortified, and immediately stepped back. ‘Emily! Pull yourself together,’ the voice in my head snapped. “I’m so, so sorry, sir,” I stammered, fiddling with the hem of my apron as I avoided his gaze. He adjusted into his seat, eyes still fixed on me. A silent beat passed, and then his voice cut through. “Is this how you treat customers?” His jaw tightened. “Pouring drinks on them?” “No… no, sir.” My eyes darted to Elle for help, but she only gave me a sympathetic look and mouthed ‘sorry’ before dropping her gaze. “It wasn’t intentional,” I started, “I was just—” “Distracted?” He interrupted, tone sharp. “Thinking about something else while you should’ve been focused on your job?” I closed my eyes briefly, forcing myself not to snap. One more day, Emily. Just one more day until you start your new job. But God, why did a man like him have to be so insufferably arrogant? “You still haven’t apologized,” he said through gritted teeth, his hand curling slightly as if holding himself back. I let out a small scoff, already fed up. “I already said it was a mistake, and I was sorry.” He didn’t blink. “You.” He pointed at Elle without breaking eye contact with me. “Go call your boss.” Elle’s eyes widened. She mouthed another sorry before rushing out, leaving me under the heavy gaze of four men—three amused, one furious. The silence stretched, and suddenly, something shifted. My chest tightened. The room blurred for a second, the noise fading into the background as something old and unwelcoming stirred beneath the surface. A heavy familiar memory. I swallowed, forcing it down, refusing to let it take shape. And yet, I couldn’t shake the unease sitting in my chest. “Emily! My office. Now.” Terry’s voice made me jump, cutting through everything. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ “Emily…” Terry dragged out my name as I sat across from him in his office. “You’ve been one of my best employees since you started here four weeks ago, but the way you spoke to one of my most important guests can’t, and won’t, go unpunished.” The rage bubbling inside me sharpened. “Sir,” I said through clenched teeth, forcing a polite smile. “I’m really sorry about what happened, but you have to understand, it wasn’t intentional. It was a mis—” “No.” His voice boomed. “I don’t want to hear it. You’re suspended for two days. That’s final.” “But, Sir—” He raised a hand, cutting me off. “Emily, I don’t want to hear it.” I shook my head slowly, disbelief settling in. How could people treat service workers like this? The arrogance, the entitlement, it was exhausting. And did I once say he was good looking for age? Scratch that. I stood to leave, but Terry’s voice stopped me cold. “And during your break, use it wisely. Work on your attitude.” That was it. The last straw. I’d spent years letting people walk over me, pretending I didn’t have feelings just to keep the peace. But putting all odds aside and deciding to move to New York had reminded me that I had responsibilities, and I needed to be strong, not just for me, but for my family. Something in me snapped. “You know what, Terry? I quit. I was going to tell you tomorrow, but today seems like a perfect day for it.” I tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear, smiled, and walked out before he could say anything to change my mind. The door clicked shut behind me, and I let out a shaky breath. Oh. My. God. I can’t believe I just did that. I stormed into the break room, grabbed my bag, and started stuffing my things together when Elle appeared at the door, worry written across my face. “Hey,” she said softly. “Hey,” I replied. “I’m sorry I did nothing to defend you back there.” “It’s fine. Honestly, I would’ve run for the hills too if I were you,” I joked. We both laughed, and for a moment, things felt normal. Then she paused. “Everything okay?” “Yeah, everything’s great,” I said, forcing a grin. “Just packing up.” “He fired you?” “No. I quit.” Her mouth dropped. “What? Emily, why?” “I’ll be moving out of the city soon. Today just… felt like the right time to quit.” She hesitated, then smiled softly. “That’s… actually great.” She pulled up a stool. “Want help?” “No need.” I slung my bag over my shoulder. “Do you need anything?” She shook her head, still watching me. “Nah. Just came to check on you… and to tell you something.” I paused. The look on her face shifted, less teasing now, more serious. “What?” I asked. She hesitated, then said quietly, “That guy… the one you spilled the drink on?” My grip tightened slightly on my bag. “Yeah?” Elle exhaled. “He said, he was going to make sure you never get a job.” I scoffed. “And who exactly does he think he is?” Elle stared at me. “Emily…” My smile slowly faded. “You seriously don’t know?” “Know what?” “That’s Mr. Ways.” My heart stopped. The owner of the company I was supposed to start working for next month.COLE I didn’t need to check my security feed to know she’d been standing there the whole time Vanessa was in here. The pink stain on her cheeks was enough proof. I had one top rule I made sure everyone working here followed, and that was no romantic or sexual relationships during work hours. But today, I broke it. I let Vanessa come into my office despite knowing what she was there for. She was a married woman. Married to a man who made me his nemesis after I withdrew from working with him. Richard and I went way back, but unbeknownst to him, so did Vanessa and I. Whenever he went around parading himself with other women, she came running back to me. Unfortunately for her, I was a man who believed in not mixing business with pleasure, so I always turned her down. The past few days had been playing mind games on me, making me think of doing unspeakable things to someone I shouldn’t have been thinking about. My body and mind needed something forbidden,
EMILY The last file slipped into its folder, and I leaned back in my chair, rolling the stiffness from my shoulders with a yawn. Outside my cubicle, most of the office had already emptied, leaving only a handful of employees finishing up for the day. I’d spent the entire day buried in reports, budgets, and project timelines, breaking only when Annie practically dragged me to the lunchroom for lunch. Now, with the fake project finally mapped out, all that was left was to meet Cole to show him what I’d put together. With my bag in one hand and the files tucked under the other arm, I turned off my desk light and headed to his office. As I arrived at the door, I came to an abrupt halt at the sound of a feminine moan. “Do you like what you see, big daddy?” The woman said in a husky voice. I should have taken that as my cue to leave, but instead, my curiosity got the best of me. I pressed my ear against the door, waiting to hear what Cole was going to say.
EMILY ~7:15 am the next day~ My heels clicked against the polished marble floor of the office as I walked down the quiet hallway. At this hour, the only other person in sight was one of the janitors pushing a cleaning cart from one cubicle to the next. After Jack left, a sick feeling settled in my stomach, making it unbearable for me to sleep. I spent part of the night lying on my couch, wondering what kind of business proposal Cole would possibly want to see me so early for. Cole and I alone in a room were never a good fit. We either ended up arguing, or we ended up saying or doing something stupid—like in the car when I kept leaning against him because I was terrified of the thunderstorm. Then there was what he said about ‘Throwing me over his lap and giving me a little punishment’ before leaving me standing in my hotel room with my mouth hanging wide open. Despite the number of times I tried pushing those words away, they always flashed through my mind like a
EMILY “Mommy! Guess what happened today!” I smiled before I could stop myself. “What happened, sweetheart?” “Grandma took me to the park, and this girl pushed me.” My smile vanished. “She pushed you? Are you okay?” “Mhmm.” I heard a tiny sniffle. “I fell on my knees, but grandma took me to the clinic.” Relief loosened the knot in my chest. “Did the doctor take good care of you?” “Yep! And I got a Barbie plaster.” Her excitement returned in an instant. “It’s pink! Wait, look!” A brief silence followed. “Oh…” she murmured. “You can’t see.” I laughed softly. “No, baby. It’s not a video call, so I can’t.” “It’s really pretty, though. Grandma said I was so brave, and then she bought me chocolate ice cream because I cried.” “You cried?” “Just a little,” she said quickly. “Only because it really, really hurt.” I listened as she told me about her day— the new friends she’d made at school and at the park, the toys grandma had bought for her— and I co
COLE “Welcome back to New York, sir,” my driver said as Emily and I stepped off the plane. “Jack,” I said as I handed him my carry-on. “You came early.” He threw his head back in a laugh. “I did actually. I came yesterday to pick you up, but I was told your flight had been moved to this morning, so I booked a room nearby for the night.” “I see,” I said as I stepped onto the tarmac. “Good morning, ma’am,” he greeted Emily before taking her bag. We walked over to the black Range Rover parked by the curb, and once we were all settled in, Jack asked, “Are you going home or to the office, sir?” “I have a lot to catch up on, at the office. But you’ll be taking Ms. Carter to her place.” I caught the sharp snap of Emily’s head from my paripheral vision. “I have work too.” “No you don’t,” I shot back despite wanting to watch her complain through thousands of emails and paperwork, I knew she needed a familiar space to rest. “But—” “No buts, Ms. Cart
EMILY While on my way back to the hotel, my stomach growled, making me realize I hadn’t eaten throughout the day. So, as soon as I got into my hotel room, I ordered a burger and fries with extra ketchup. After everything that had crashed into me like a tidal wave, all I wanted to do was eat and sleep. But first, a steamy hot shower. I stepped out of the shower and stood in front of the mirror, letting my eyes trail down my naked body. They first landed on my right arm, which was beginning to turn a shade of purple from where Richard had grabbed me. I mentally noted to put some ointment on it before my gaze continued lower and settled on the scar below my belly. The scar was faint, but I knew exactly when it began and ended from memory. It wasn’t just a c-section scar. It was a mark that carried so much history—a reminder of why I had to become strong so I could finally spread my wings and fly free from the shadows of my past. “My sweet Aria,” I whispered with
EMILY ~NEW YORK~ ~One month later~ ~Monday~ I looked at myself for what felt like the millionth time in the mirror after ten different hairstyles and seven outfit changes. Finally, I was satisfied. My hair pulled into a tight bun, and my white long-sleeved blouse looked modest enoug
EMILY CARTER~NEW JERSEY~~Terry’s bar~ “Mommy, are you coming back soon?” I smiled, pressing the phone closer to my ear as I sat against the locker in the break room. “Soon, baby. I just have few things to settle, remember?” A small pause. Then, her small voice came through the phone, qui
EMILY “Have a seat,” he said as he clicked the door shut. The sound echoed through the office, making me flinch. I was still standing there when he moved past me like a lion in its territory. His perfectly tailored suit stretched across his broad frame as he settled into his chair. “I
EMILY ~Flashback to Six Years Ago~ “Hey, four eyes!” Troy, Cole’s best friend, called from behind, and laughter erupted from their group. Even Cole was laughing. “Please, Troy.” I said quietly, keeping my eyes down as I walked faster. “I’ve told you to stop calling me that.” But







