In the Palm of the Hot Widower

I took a single gulp of the shot of wine. I can feel the bitter drink caressing my throat."I thought you were okay, why don't you look like it?"I didn't pay attention to Luis in front of me, instead it was as if my eyes were fixed on the two people who seemed to be lovers. They are very close to each other with their lips meeting every so often."How about let’s rush and beat them up?"When I put the glass down, I calmly grabbed the handkerchief from my pocket."Yes, let's do that," said George staring seriously at Luis.Luis Castillo is my boss- no, my former boss. He possesses both Filipino and Indian blood, who owns a clothing business. George is a friend of Luis who came with us back to the Philippines.I worked as a manager, for almost 2 years, under Luis in Delhi. However, I resigned 2 days ago to have a talk with Lejandro, my husband, and now here I am.I couldn't help but stand up when I saw them get up and go out. I was no longer able to pay attention to my companions."Xan

Why should I cry?Why should I even cry for?I should have known better.I should have thought a hundred times before I tied the knot with that person. If I hadn't been too hasty and given in to my emotions, I would have had more choices now.Two nights have passed but I still can't get Lejandro's answer to my question out of my mind.'Forgive me, dear. I only did that because I was so excited to be with you but you didn't let me have my way with you. In fact, you are the only one in my mind and heart even though I have a different partner. I was only tempted because of that woman's eyes. I didn't mean to.'He didn't even deny it, he even managed to blame me for his lust for the flesh and infidelity.'You know that even then many sexy women forced themselves on me, but I married you. Just forgive me, my wife, I will never give in to others temptation again. You are the only one I love.'I thought at first I could forgive him when I found out his side of the story, but I was wrong.Sho