Chapter Two: Ellie
Daddy Complex
“Room service...”
The timbre of the stranger’s murmur was even deeper than the baritone he had been using. Full of heat and suggestion. Letting me know it wasn’t my imagination—and it wasn’t the menu he wanted to order from.
“Smooth,” I tilted my head to him.
“Come on, Dove, it was the perfect opening.”
The stranger’s wink was every bit as dazzling as his smile, and I was only able to hide my heart skipping a beat with the waiter’s opportune timing to take the Stallion’s order.
After selecting a stout beer and a shrimp plate, the waiter clarified if this would be for here or to go on both our items, and so much for not turning a lobsteresque shade of red without the sun.
I was so embarrassed I couldn’t even answer.
The smooth Italian, on the other hand, was nowhere near as... well, whatever I was.
Innocent was not a word I’d choose, nor was shy... at least, not when I knew and was comfortable with people.
“Beachside it is.”
His boyish grin came with the subtle flex of all the delicious muscle on the definitely younger man.
His arms stretched in that lazy, practiced way, as if he knew exactly what it did to a woman watching.
When I failed to break the silence or my almost stutter, he managed.
“So, are you a regular here?”
“Heavens no, way too rich for my blood,” I bawked a bit, trying to focus on the natural view rather than the can of man gobbling up every spare iota of my attention.
My skin tingled with heat, as if the humidity itself conspired to make me sweat.
“So, are you here on business or pleasure?”
He made casual conversation seem so easy. How did people do that?
“Work, actually. Well, work and get-away combined, I suppose.”
I pulled my legs to my chest after facing my chair to the ocean. “Yourself?”
“All pleasure.”
Well, at least he was honest, but who wasn’t at places like this?
Oh, what had I gotten myself into, Ellie? Stop staring!
Just because I hated Ben didn’t mean I got a free pass to rob the cradle, same as him.
He was so yummy, though.
I was an excellent lover, and I didn’t need any complications.
My inner tongue-lashing continued, likely making me seem like an idiot for not responding or asking for any further detail on his comment.
“Must be nice,” I finally found my tongue again and returned to the conversation I was supposed to be having, instead of the same old back-and-forth in my brain.
I wasn’t a casual person. Unfortunately.
“I can show you,” he offered with a joking sort of sincerity that should have been odd, but worked for him... and me.
“Nice try, shoog, but I’m afraid I’m no fun at all.”
I giggled a bit, keeping it light—at least out loud.
“I’m a serious stick in the mud and a terrible lay to boot.”
“I like to form my own opinions.”
Smoother than silk, no doubt, with a boyish grin—and still, the rest... well, that was all man.
The heat in his gaze traced my bare legs and lingered, deliberate.
“I’d say I’m a pretty fair judge, but you can always ask my ex, who left me for a legal but teenage child, if you’d like.”
Well, so much for light conversation.
“How old was he?”
“Thirty-six,” I said simply and dryly, without humor. “Beer gut and a bald spot as proof.”
“Well, I’d say you have a daddy complex, or he’s just a douche who doesn’t know how to please a real woman, but going from twenty-two to eighteen isn’t that big a leap.”
“Well, aren’t you sweet?”
I couldn’t control the scoffing laugh at him calling me twenty-something.
“But ‘douche’ seems to be the general consensus.”
“I was trying to give you a bit of credit due to the poor lighting, but sorry, hun, you don’t look a day over twenty. It’s not so big of a stretch.”
“Brownie for you, good sir,” I smiled even wider, feeling my cheeks flush.
Had it really been this long since I smiled so much?
It wasn’t supposed to hurt.
“I’m not catching your drift, Dove.”
It was the first show of hesitance or break in his deeper voice, and I twisted my lips before answering the non-question.
“You don’t need to; just keep making me smile and look pretty,”
I continued the breathless and amused tone while I turned to accept our food.
The scent hit first—garlic, butter, toasted cream, all of it so rich and savory my stomach did a desperate little twist.
My mouth watered before the plate was even in front of me.
As I bowed my head to say grace, I felt DJ’s eyes on me like hands, warm and curious.
“You pray at a Hede resort?”
“I pray before every meal,” I defended. “I was raised Baptist and happen to be a goody two-shoes. I just also happened to put myself through school on tips working at nudist resorts.”
I pointed my fork at him as if I were lecturing instead of trying to contain my laughter.
“Well, you are something of a conundrum, aren’t you?” he decided, unable to keep the smile off his face either, when I saluted and clicked my tongue in confirmation.
“And the fat kid living in my tummy is not a patient one.”
The comment had him choking on the beer he had just taken a sip of.
Poor man still managed to turn away from the table and our food before it shot out of his nose, though.
His snort was all I needed to choke on my first bite of chicken.
“None of that. It is a once-in-a-lifetime experience, not my last in a lifetime. Thank you, good sir,”
I said with as much embarrassment as I did humor, remembering just how awkward I was at dating and social situations.
“Do you have a name or a warning label?”
The still Italian Stallion with no name asked after cleaning his mouth and chin with the surprisingly linen napkin in the sand-filled dining.
My retort was cut off by him stripping the plain tee that hadn’t disguised his figure, but was even more drool-worthy than my imagination.
Bronze skin stretched over carved muscle. Veins along his arms like fine inkwork. The dip of his hips disappearing beneath that waistband?
“Sorry, you were flexing, I mean saying?”
I leaned in, putting my chin on my hand to openly stare at him. Letting myself flirt. Letting myself.
My real self-talk. Realizing how silly it was to believe that not knowing anyone would hinder the experience.
If anything, it gave me more chutzpah to just be me.
“Okay Dove, look all you want, but touching is off limits,”
The wonder of a male specimen winked again, starting in on his own plate of food.
“Just my speed,”
I ran my eyes over him with no boundaries and full appreciation before exaggerating a bite to my lip.
“I’m DJ,” he took advantage of the former segue.
“Nice to meet you, DJ.”
I reached my hand across the table to shake his playfully.
Still, the way his large hand captured mine—the strength and warmth that cocooned what I never knew was such a delicate part of me—as he brought it to his lips...
I hope everyone enjoyed part one of my Ingulge series. Indulge me. Part Two of DJ and Ellie's second chance romance, Indulgence, should resume chapters in September of 2025.Here's a preview of the chapters ahead. ......................................................................I knew things were getting worse with Dad; I just didn’t know how bad. My parents are like that, though. Keeping things close to the chest until it’s beyond the point of no return. I inhale Danny’s curls and can only pray that it won’t confuse him. With as little time as Dad has, us seeing him every day and then him being gone…… Padding out at five am, I find Danny already on the beach with Mom. We’re on the road before I know it, and most of the drive is spent finding something I can put together quickly enough for the three of us.Something that won’t eat up my time or my limited finances, while we get settled in a new city.It was my decision to leave without any of the messy goodbyes. It's not like
Chapter 43: Ellie- PromisesI became more and more aware with each passing sentence that DJ hadn’t said much of anything. He hadn’t offered insight or his opinion.“Sorry I’m...”“Perfect, Ellie....” he breathed, taking my lips in his. “So fucking perfect it hurts to look; hurts to breathe,” DJ said between flicks of his tongue as he adjusted me to straddle him.“I can’t stay,” DJ admitted, holding my face so I had to look at him. “I have to go back for Nica, but that doesn’t mean this isn’t as real for me as it is for you,” he promised. “I don’t know where it goes. What it means. I’m a fucking wreck, whether I show it or not, and I’m a selfish prick to boot because all I want to do is put you to bed and wake up with you.”His eyes and hands roamed my curves, teasing with his thumbs as he waited for me to accept. There it was again—that option. That control in the shape of submission I couldn’t quite explain, and yet it felt like no other person could perfect it like he had.I felt as
Chapter 42: Ellie- What Might Have BeenThe night was emotional, to say the least, and all I wanted was to wrap myself in the reason I was doing this. It was easier to kick off my boots than to silence the questions piling up in my mind.The worry that I was making the right decisions, the fear of how Danny would handle it. I knew things were getting worse with Dad; I just hadn’t realized how bad.My parents were like that—keeping things close to the chest until it was far beyond the point of no return.I inhaled Danny’s curls and prayed that it wouldn’t confuse him. With as little time as Dad had left, seeing him every day and then losing him would be brutal. Even with Danny in my arms, I couldn’t sleep. I wandered down to the shore, second-guessing whether I could really give this up.The light in the main house drew me closer. The manor was in rough shape, and I could only attribute my ability to walk across the rotted boards without falling through to my smaller frame. I didn’t se
Chapter 41: DJ- What If?With Danny asleep in the next room, and the rest of our families enjoying the bonfire outside, I took the opportunity to get her to open up.“Talk to me, Dove.” My hands easily found her curves, and I ran my fingers in slow, soft circles over her hips. The movement always seemed to calm her. “You’ve been worried all night.”“Not worried, just considering things,” she admitted, stepping away and looking at the ocean. “Do you ever have those all-or-nothing moments in your life? Like a crossroad moment when you know everything is about to change. No matter what you do, the knowledge is there. No matter how much you feel like you should hold back... you can’t help but want to take a risk.”“I need a little more than that.” I joined her, leaning on the balcony. “Are we talking personal or business?”“My business is personal. It’s all about and for my family.” She turned to face me, bracing her elbow on the rail.“I have an offer that affects my family. I’m worried
Chapter 40: DJ- Unrealized DreamsThe moment her hand left mine, I knew our time was over. I knew it was back to the real world, and it crushed my chest.I still had two days left before I had to face the shambles of my life. She was here just starting hers. The way she looked at him melted and clung to him. She loved that boy more than life and breath.Penny had never looked at our daughter like that. I knew it before, but really seeing the difference ripped my fucking heart out. I wanted to hold my own baby girl in that moment. To remind her how loved she was.I could see the similarities between Danny and his uncles. They were country with the twang, but they were family. Strong lines, shared features, undeniable kinship. I saw Ellie’s dreams on that tablet, and I was blown away. The fact that she looked at that mess and saw what she did was incredible.She had been bluffing at two million. She could sell this place and be set for life. I hadn’t understood it until that moment. She
Chapter 39: Ellie- That’s My CueAfter our slip, I was too… everything to go there in my head again.As ill-advised as it was, it got most of the nerves and jitters out of my system, leaving me too whooped to give in to my usual anxious idiosyncrasies.I was able to take my time. Show them the area. Prove as much to DJ as to myself that I’d made a good decision.Danny’s school, the parks, and shopping. There weren’t many chain stores or recognizable brands. It was authentic and local.They asked to see the main house first, and I agreed.Even if I hadn’t touched it yet, I had several plans I’d sketched out years back.The plan for this to be a bed-and-breakfast still made the most sense. A family-oriented resort, rather than all the other competitors in the local area comparing with and catering to nudie land.As we worked our way back around to the entry, I noted the logo of the guy I’d been emailing about the renovations.“Sorry, that’s the contractor I’ve been emailing. Excuse me j