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Sixty-three: Josh
“Any news?” Layan wonders as she sits beside me in the waiting room. Another eight days have passed. It’s also been seven days since I purchased the small packet of heroin. Eight days have passed over my snorting the drug. I shamefully allowed that drug into my body again.
Taleen is going to be so disappointed in me. I hate being a source of disappointment to her.
“Nothing…
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Four more days have passed. She is supposed to wake up any time soon. I have barely left the hospital. I only go to the shower and change my clothes. I don’t want her to wake up without having me beside her. Lisa arrived yesterday. She flew back from her hometown to be here for Taleen. She arrived an hour ago. I took her to my place to rest and she’s supposed to visit Taleen today. Avery is arriving tonight. Owen is coming soon too.“You need to have a rest.” I look beside me and see Taleen’s mum. “We’ll call you if she wakes up and you’re not here.”“I’m not tired,” I lie. I’m so tired. I’m exhausted. I’m running on caffeine. I’m barely functioning like normal human beings.“You’re a bad liar. The bags under your eyes are giving you out,” she points out, causing me to chuckle.“Is it that obvious?” I let out a sigh while running m
Inevitably Captivated Sixty-five: Taleen
“Oh my God! You’re awake. Don’t you dare scare me like that ever again. Oh… I can finally hear your voice again,” Lisa sobs while hugging me. She has one hand in my hair and the other on my back. “You’re never crossing the street on your own ever again. I can’t afford to lose my best friend.”“I’m all right. I’m okay. Stop crying,” I say, placing my hand, which is not in a cast, around her. I have amazing friends. Protective ones. I have people in my life who never fail to remind me of the love they have for me. They voice their love out loud, assuring me that I will always be provided with the emotional support I may ever need throughout my life.“I’m sorry… it’s just… I was there. I was with you. I was right there beside you when that car hit you.” A shiver runs down my spine upon hearing her say that, “I saw you covered in blood, unconscious and… God! I couldn’t even hold your hand because I was scared that I may wrongly move you, so I’d end up hurting you more. I would have never f
Inevitably Captivated Sixty-six: Taleen
“She’s waking up.” A female voice says. Have I fallen asleep or have I passed out? I remember being feverish and experiencing unbearable pain. A lime episode. Yes, I suffered from a lime episode. When did that happen though? How long have I been asleep? A few hours? A day? More? Oh my God! What if I was put in a medically induced coma again?Frantically, I open my eyes and look around me. Josh, Mum and Lisa are in the room.“Easy there,” Lisa tells me, gently placing both of her hands on my shoulders to calm me down.“What h-happened?” I worriedly ask. “How long have I been out?” I throw another question at her.“Just four hours. Why do you seem scared?” She frowns, carefully caressing the top of my hair. Originally, I would freak out if somebody touched my hair, but right now, I don’t mind. I need any sort of assurance. I need any gesture that would ease my nerves. They’r
Inevitably Captivated Sixty-seven: Josh
It kills me that she still thinks I’m clean. I want to tell her, but this isn’t the right time. She is going to be very disappointed in me. I’m petrified of the thought that she may leave me if she finds out— more like when she finds out.This wasn’t supposed to happen. I wasn’t supposed to be this weak. I wasn’t supposed to give in when the first issue hit me right after I was clean. I made a huge mistake and I don’t know how to fix it. Honestly, I know how to fix what I’ve done, but it’s not easy. Detoxing is not easy; especially when I’m barely getting the sleep that my body craves. I’m not following a healthy lifestyle at the moment to get me through this.I’m trying to find any excuse to make up for the crime I’ve committed against myself, but at the end of the day, I know that this all falls on me. I know that nobody is at fault but me. I wish I can turn back time, but I def
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“You’re here,” I mumble, hugging him as tight as I can. I don’t want to be away from him. I don’t know why I have become so clingy. Ever since I woke up, I have been like this. I can’t stand the idea of his being away from me for long. I wish I had an explanation for that. I’m scared that I might be annoying him, but I don’t have control over my emotions at the time being.“I am. I miss you,” he says and I melt in his arms once his lips meet my forehead. He is wearing the cologne I got him for his birthday. He makes its scent way better on him.
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“You look amazing,” Lisa tells me as she styles my hair, “I still can’t believe I’m touching your hair.” She laughs and I giggle in return. My birthday is today and mum has decided to throw me a small party in our backyard. Since I cannot style my hair, Lisa offered to do it for me and honestly, she’s doing a good job. Maybe I should trust her more often with my hair.“Don’t get used to it,” I tease her, making her stick her tongue at me. “Avery, thank you so much for this dress. I’m in love with it.” Avery has gotten me the cutest sunflower dress I’ve ever seen and she even got me a matching necklace while Layan got me new black sneakers that I
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My gratefulness is beyond what I can ever try to say. No words can be sufficient enough to prove how thankful I am. Here she is, right in front of me, happy and healthy. She is no longer in casts and there are no bruises on her body anymore. Her body is also getting used to the new medication. She is finally okay again.We are in LA. It took me four days to convince her parents to let her come with me. At first, they were quite reluctant because of what happened between Evan and her— they still don’t know anything about him laying his dirty hand on her. I assured them that Evan doesn’t live at my parents’ house anymore and nobody is in contact with him.
Inevitably Captivated Seventy-one: Taleen
I put my hand inside the pocket of Josh’s pants to get my bracelet. A plastic thing touches my fingers and I frown. I carefully get itout andmy hand flies to my mouth. No, this can’t be happening. This can’t be true.I look at the white toxins inside the packet and my eyes brim with tears. He has been lying to me. He told me he was clean. Why didn’t he tell me the truth? I asked him before we went out and he denied that he relapsed. I have been suspicious ever since I got out of the hospital. He has changed. He has lost weight, has become extremely tired and he hasn’t been himself at all.
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