Madeleine
The VIP room is comfortably cool, but sweat drips from my brow and soaks into my uniform. I pull at the tight skirt, aware of the many eyes on me.
Afterall, I’m not supposed to be here.
If the Sisters saw me now, dressed in this skimpy outfit, mixing with the worst sinners this world has to offer, they'd probably faint.
Goodness knows, they nearly had a collective heart attack when they found me talking to Dom alone in the garden. “You are tainting your own soul”, the sisters shouted, horrified.
Dom apologised profusely, almost clumsily, as he stuttered the words out. He swore to them that we had done nothing inappropriate - he respected me too much to do anything that would harm me or my reputation.
Oh, how he blushed. I’d never seen any other man as genuine and kind as him. And there will be no other.
The people surrounding Rafael have their eyes on us. Our every move is being scrutinised, every word they speak is calculated. The low hum of voices is the only sound filling the air.
Rafael, veiled in shadows, gets to his feet and taps his glass with a knife. The room falls silent. “We welcome Matteo Sforza,” he announces, “and his family. We are here to discuss the dispute about the ownership of the docks.”
Rafael’s voice is calm, even. “My wish is that we can reach an agreement that is beneficial to all of us, and that we can end this night with a celebration.”
A massive man with a scarred face turns his attention to me. His dark eyes are narrow and his lips set in a thin line of disapproval.
A red-haired girl, I don’t know her name, grabs me by the elbow and pulls me away. “Don’t listen,” she whispers urgently. “They don’t like it. Just pretend you can’t hear them.
I wish I could sink into the floor and disappear. I lean in closer to the redhead. “I don’t know what to do.”
“It’s easy. All we have to do is bring them their drinks, and later we’ll serve them dinner. Stick with me,” the girl offers, her voice light and soothing. “You’ll do great.” She offers me a small smile, picks up a tray of drinks, and hands it to me. “Take a deep breath. It’s not as bad as it seems.”
I nod, my grip tightening around my tray as though it’s the only thing keeping me upright.
“You’ll see,” she continues, her voice warm, like we’re old friends. “They’re just men. A bit scarier than the ones you know, sure, but they don’t bite.” She winks. “Remember to smile. They'll give you bigger tips if you flirt with them a little.”
I’m overwhelmed with gratitude. She didn’t have to warn me. It’s unusual to receive kindness in this gruesome place.
I can’t quite see Rafael Andoletti’s face from where I’m standing, but his presence fills the entire room. He’s almost larger than life, the air bending around him to suit his desires.
My throat tightens as I approach the table, my tray feeling heavier with each step.
By the time I reach him, my hands are shaking so badly that I’m afraid I’ll upend the entire glass on his lap. “It’s customary to serve the don first,” the massive man sitting next to Rafael remarks brusquely.
“I- sorry, Sir,” I mutter. “It won’t happen again.”
I deliberately don’t stare at him when I put the glass down, but I feel his gaze. It's like a weight pressing down on my chest.
Remarkably, I manage to give him his drink without spilling a drop.
Mission accomplished.
“Wait.”
The word slices through the air like a blade.
I turn slowly, my stomach dropping as I stare at the man with the scars. He holds up Rafael’s glass, his eyes fixed on the liquid, his brow furrowed.
“She’s trying to poison our don,” he snarls, his voice booming across the room.
“No!” I blurt out, panic clawing at my throat as I try not to think about the three people who died during Rafael’s last visit. “I didn’t… I didn’t touch his drink! I swear, I just took the tray-”
“You’re lying,” he snaps, stepping closer. “I personally chose every girl for tonight. I don’t remember seeing you-”
“Stop,” Rafael says, his deep melodious voice is calm, even. “Let her drink it.”
The already quiet room is somehow even more quiet. All eyes turn to him. He doesn’t raise his voice, but it carries an authority that forces everyone to pay attention to him.
I freeze, my mouth going dry. I may not know what’s going on, but even I can see that there’s something in the wine that doesn’t belong there.
It could very well be poison.
“You heard the boss,” the man repeats, shoving the glass toward me.
I purse my lips together and shake my head.
I don’t budge. I’m transfixed by Rafael. Up close, he looks oddly familiar, but before I can give it much thought, he says, “Do it.”
The scarred man reaches into his pocket and pulls out a pistol.
The loud click-clack of the slide being pulled back echoes through the room, jarring my mind into a complete standstill.
My heart drops and tears sting my eyes. All I can think about is Betsy. I am going to die tonight, and what will become of my poor Betsy?
Two men wrestle me to the ground. My instincts kick in and I start to fight them, arms flailing against their iron grip, legs kicking against the floor, but it’s futile. One of them sits on my chest, pinning my shoulders to the floor with his knees.
The burly man on my chest takes the drink from the scarred man, and with a maniacal grin, he pinches my nose shut, forcing me to open my mouth so I can breathe.
He immediately pours the wine down my throat. I start to spit it out, but then I feel the cold steel barrel of a gun against my temple. “Swallow it,” Rafael orders is that same, calm tone. “Or Enzo here will blow your brains out.”
My throat locks up, then it opens - maybe it’s not death being poured down my neck.
I swallow as much of the wine as I can manage. Some of it dribbles out of my mouth and runs down my cheeks, pooling in my ears. They don’t stop until the glass is completely empty.
The liquid burns as it slides down my throat, an odd heat spread through my chest. I struggle to breathe and my limbs go heavy.
The man sitting on my chest lets me go. The onlookers laugh at me. “That’ll teach a whore, all right,” someone says.
“Don’t mess with Rafael Andoletti,” another offers an opinion.
My head starts spinning, and I blindly grab at something, anything, to hold onto. It hurts. Everything hurts. Whatever was in that wine is working. Fast.
I feel his presence before I see him, his footsteps deliberate, unhurried. He crouches next to me. A strong, warm hand grips my chin, firm but not cruel, tilting my head in his direction.
I blink up at him, my vision blurring.
NO. Wait. It’s impossible. It’s HIM.
DOM.
It can’t be. The man I met all those years ago was kind. Generous.
How can this monster be my Dom?
For a moment, I forget where I am. I forget the fear and the pain. All I can see is him - his sharp features, the dark intensity of his gaze.
The indifference vanishes from his eyes as we stare at each other, and there’s a brief moment of recognition in his irises.
He’s still just as handsome as I remember. The thought drifts through my mind, strange and detached, as the world tilts around me.
His lips move as he continues staring at me. I might be hallucinating, yet I’m sure I hear him ask, “What the fuck are you doing here?”
And then everything simply blinks out of existence.
MadeleineI could finally relax. The danger had passed. Rafael assured me again and again that all his enemies were neutralised - his words, not mine.Slowly, but surely, the past started to slip away, as it always does, and I started to relax. Started to believe that we were finally safe.The months pass in a beautiful haze of excitement and joy.Everything just clicked into place. The pregnancy is easy, Betsy has settled down, and some days I forget what she used to be like before. Before Rafael found me, and before he took us. The before, when I worked in a dingy casino, surrounded by cigarette smoke and despair. The before, when our future was so uncertain.It’s all in the distant past now. I found a life and a future with the most unlikely man imaginable. The kind of person I used to despise.Some mornings, when he joins us for breakfast, I’ll look at him, and can’t believe my own damn luck. We’ve settled into a kind of domestic bliss. Rafael is here when I leave in the morning
RafaelElliot said the world would end with a whimper, not a bang. That is how my war with Sforza ended. Quietly. The guns fell silent.And like the eery quiet on the Western Front, when the last of the guns fired their shots, so my life settled into the same, uncomfortable silence.For a while, I followed the headlines like my life depended on it. Because it did. Mine and Madeleine’s did. They discovered the bodies on the dirt road, but the investigation was swift and superficial. The police declared that it was an altercation between the gangsters, and couldn't be arsed to look deeper.I think they were just glad to be rid of Rossi and his crew. As much as the honest police officers in this town hate me, they hated Rossi even more.Sforza’s death was declared natural. Sepsis due to food poisoning. I kept waiting, holding my breath, for the police to show up at my door, for the cartel to show up and hack my family to pieces. But Mitchell heeded my warning, and Harris took early reti
MadeleineThe bright sunlight stabs at my eyes, and I have to blink a few times to adjust. The air is different here. Fresher somehow. More open.“Now what?” I ask.“We go home.”“It’s over?”“Yes.”I look over my shoulder into the diner, at Sforza who is still sitting in the booth, finishing his pie. “What about him? What if he survives and comes for us again?”“He won’t, Madeleine. There is no way he can survive.”“Can’t we at least take him to a hospital so he won’t… suffer.”A smile flickers across Rafael’s face. “Good. After what happened with Rossi, I was worried.”I turn my attention back to him and look up at his handsome face. I never get tired of watching him. “Why?”He shrugs. “That kind of thing… it changes a person. On a fundamental level. It makes me happy to see that you still have compassion.”We start to wander back to the house. We didn’t touch our food, and I didn’t take one sip of my tea. I’m thirsty and I’m hungry, but mostly I’m in a state of utter disbelief. It f
MadeleineThe man in the corner suddenly looks sinister and grotesque. When we entered, I thought he looked like someone’s dad, maybe passing through on his way somewhere else. He didn’t appear to be a threat. He looked so… normal.What are we going to do? If he’s like Rafael, he didn’t come here alone. And Frankie is at home, all alone and with no idea what’s going on.My legs are wobbly, and my palms are extra sweaty. I regret leaving my gun at home, but Rafael always carries his - even when we’re just sitting in the living room talking, he has his gun with him.My husband slides in next to Sforza and takes the seat opposite him. I have no idea what Rafael has planned, but every nerve is on fire. I can barely breathe, let alone think.No one says a word while we wait for the waitress to place our menus in front of us. The food all looks like it originates from the sixties, and so do the menus with their faded pictures and sticky plastic coverings.“What would you like to drink?”I
RafaelI sit at the faded table in the quaint little kitchen and sip on a glass of wine as I listen to Betsy’s babbling.We are far away from the city, in a village so small that it doesn’t even show on the GPS. Nestled at the foot of the mountains, this place would be a fantastic tourist destination, but the villagers are mostly farmers, and they like their peace. Any attempts by developers to turn this place into the next big, must see internet hit, are quickly shut down by the locals.There isn’t much to do here. They are so far off the grid, that I’m surprised they have electricity. There’s one diner that’s open twenty-four-seven and even serves Christmas dinner, a co-op that sells everything from jeans to fertiliser, and a general store covers everything else.I love it here. It’s quiet. Calm. Peaceful. After a good three hours of catching up, Betsy starts to wind down and gives us a big yawn. “Her days are busy,” Ethel says with a smile. “We go hiking, and we look for rabbits in
RafaelI get up from the stool and walk over to my suitcase. Ignoring the dull, gwaning pain in my hands, I pull something that looks like a credit card out, and grinning, I hold it up for the others to see. “I’ve been checking in with the guys every so often.”“How?” Madeleine asks.“Is that a phone card?” Frankie asks, clearly surprised.“Yes-" I gets to his feet. “I’ve been checking in with Paulie and Vinnie every night.”At first, Frankie goes white with shock, and then his face explodes with red fury. “You’d do that? Put our lives at risk? Tip off the cops?”“Relax. The calls never last longer than two minutes, and the call always go through to a different burner phone.”“It’s not a guarantee… they can still trace us!”“You are right, but it was a calculated risk I needed take.”And also the reason we have to get out of here asap. The longer we hang around, the more calls I make from that lonely payphone, the more suspicious it will become. Sooner or later, someone at the phone co