Madeleine
I run as fast as my legs can carry me, not stopping until the school comes into view.
I line up with the other parents who are here to pick up their children. I can’t wait to get Betsy out of here. I found a school for her. A good school. With other children who are like her. A place where they will understand and help her.
I keep my head down, aware of the whispers behind my back. The parents cluster in small groups, chittering about me. “I wonder what she did this time?” Riana’s mother gossips.
“Probably one of her johns,” another mother says. “I hear some men like that kind of thing."
“Tsk, tsk, tsk. It’s no wonder that little bastard of hers is so… stunted. Poor kid has no mother to teach her any better. She should have dropped that baby on the church’s steps.”
I shove my hands in my coat and curl my fingers into fists.
“She’s a mess,” another woman mutters, her voice low but loud enough for me to hear.
“Did you see her neck?” another says. “We should really phone the services. Have that poor baby taken from her. She deserves better, don’t you think?”
I shift my scarf higher, hiding the bruises that snake around my throat. My body still aches from Bruce’s assault. My cheek burns where he slapped me, but it’s my throat that bothers me the most. It throbs along to the beat of my heart, and it hurts to swallow.
“Once a whore, always a whore right?” Riana’s mother says. “I heard she had Betsy when she was just fourteen… that’s why they kicked her out of school.”
I want to cry and scratch their eyes out at the same time. My nails bite into my palms, and I swallow the scream welling in my chest.
It doesn’t matter anyway. It’s is our last day here. In a few hours, none of this will matter anymore.
The bell rings, and the children pour out of the building. I anxiously scan the crowd. “Come on, Betsy,” I mutter.
We are on borrowed time here. I don’t know if they found Bruce yet, but I don’t have the luxury to stick around and find out.
Finally she appears, her bright yellow backpack swinging in her hand.
She runs toward me, her smile wide and carefree. “Hello, Mommy!”
I kneel to catch her, wrapping her in my arms despite the pain flaring in my ribs. ‘Did you have a good day?” I ask on autopilot.
Betsy pulls back slightly, her small hands cupping my face. She gingerly touches my nose. “Mommy, you have blood…”
I touch my nose, and feel the sticky, drying blood on my skin. I didn’t even realise. “Just a nosebleed, honey,” I say, and use the edge of my scarf to wipe it away. “How is that?”
“Much better,” she replies and touches my cheek. “Does it hurt?
“No,” I lie, smoothing her hair. “Come on. Let’s get you home.”
As I stand, I catch the stares of the other parents. Their whispers cut through the hum of the schoolyard, each one nastier than the last.
My chest tightens, but I don’t say anything. They revel in my embarrassment.
“Mommy, are you crying?” Betsy asks softly, tugging on my hand.
I blink rapidly, forcing back the tears. “No, sweetie,” I whisper. “I’m just happy to see you.”
She smiles, her innocence breaking my heart all over again.
We are almost home when the wail of sirens cuts through the air.
A police car screeches to a halt in front of us, and two police officers step out, their faces hard and unreadable. My stomach twists as one of them approaches, his hand resting on his holster.
“Madeleine Davis?” he asks.
Betsy clutches my hand tightly, her wide blue eyes staring fearfully up at me. “Mommy?”
“Yes,” I say cautiously, my voice barely audible.
“You’re under arrest,” the officer says, pulling out his handcuffs. ”For attempted murder.”
“What?” I stammer, my chest tightening. “No, this is a mistake… what did I do?”
The officer grabs my arm, twisting it behind my back. Betsy screams, trying to pull me away, her tiny feet lashing out, kicking at the officer’s leg. The man shakes her off like a pesky fly, and she lands on the hard pavement.
“Oooowww,” she wails. “Mommy!” she calls out. “Mommy what’s going on?”
“Please,” I beg with the policeman. “Please, my daughter. I can’t leave her here.”
“Mommy!” she screams, her little voice breaking with pure terror. “Help me! Help me!”
“Betsy, stop!” I say, my voice trembling with fear, but still firm. “Run home. G- go to Miss Clarissa-”
“No!” she wails and runs over, clinging to my arm.
“You have to honey.”
“There’s no need,” one of the officers says. “We’ll just bring her with us.”
My stomach turns to liquid ice. “No! No, she can’t go. She won’t understand. Please don’t take her.”
To my horror, a female officer approaches Betsy and pulls her away from me. Her nails dig into my skin, leaving painful furrows behind.
The moment Betsy realises what’s going on, she goes into full-on meltdown mode, kicking and screaming, trying her best to break free of the officer’s grip, but she’s no match for the much bigger woman.
“Betsy!” I call out. “Listen to the lady. She’s nice. Don’t be scared.”
My voice gets lost in her screams. A massive policeman walks over, picks Betsy up, and unceremoniously throws her over his shoulder. She bites and scratches and screams like a possessed wildcat, trying her best to free herself. “No- no- no,” she cries out. “Put me down!”
“No!” I scream. “No. They won’t be able to…. She’s very hurt. I’m the only one she’ll listen to. At least let me take her. Put her in the car with me.”
“You should have thought about your daughter before you attacked an innocent man,” the police officer replies coldly as he slams me into the side of the car. Pain rattles through my already ravaged body. "Oops," he laughs and bundles me into the backseat.
Stunned, I just sit there, staring out of the window at the smirking faces of the gathered crowd.
**
The police station is a nightmare.
They drag me into a filthy interrogation room and shove me into a metal chair, cuffing me to the table. The fluorescent lights buzz faintly, casting a harsh glare over the grimy walls.
Bruce’s wife is seated across from me, her tear-streaked face twisted with fury. Next to her sits Lola, her head bowed and her hands clenched in her lap.
“She attacked him,” Bruce’s wife says, her voice filled with accusation. “That’s the bitch who almost killed my husband. And for what? Money, that’s what. He’s so good to his employees, but this cunt’s greed knows no… my husband almost died.”
I shake my head, my voice hoarse. “It was self-defence. He- he tried to- he attacked me first! Look at me! I'm covered in bruises.”
“She’s lying,” Lola whispers, her voice quiet but firm. “I saw the whole thing. Bruce just tried to defend himself. She promised me half if I kept quiet.”
Her words hit like a gut punch. “Lola,” I breathe. “Why are you-”
“She told us everything,” one of the officers interrupts, smirking.
Lola’s betrayal burns in my chest, but I barely have time to process it before the interrogation begins.
Their voices blur together, each question sharper and more twisted than the last. I try to answer them, but no one gives me a chance to speak.
“She's a filthy little tramp," the wife spits out. "Bruce always talked about her… telling me how she tried to seduce him to get more money.”
“That’s not true!” I protest, even though I know it’s futile. No one believes me anyway. “I did my work and went home. I never asked for anything extra. Bruce wouldn’t give me my pay. He wanted me to talk Lola into getting an abor-”
The policeman slaps me so hard that my ears ring.
“Check his office then!” I scream. “After he… I only took what was mine. I didn’t take anything else.”
The officer behind me snorts. “You think you’re going to talk your way out of this?” His hand clamps down on my shoulder, squeezing hard enough to make me fold in on myself. “We already searched his office. All the money’s gone.”
My mouth drops open and I stare at Lola, who gives me a sly little smile. “That is… Lola took it.”
Then the next slap lands. So hard that I see nothing but red for several seconds. My head jerks to the side; the sting spreading across my cheek.
Blood explodes from my nose and runs in a river down my face into my mouth. “You filthy little gutter rat,” the police officer spits. “Pinning your crimes on an innocent young woman… have you no shame?”
The second blow is harder, my vision blurring as the world starts to spin like a top.
“Tell us the truth,” the officer growls, grabbing my chin and forcing me to look at him.
“I am telling the truth,” I gasp, tears streaming down my face. “I can’t… what is the point if you don’t believe me?”
He lets go with a sneer. “Then maybe you need a little help remembering.”
The next hit is a punch to my gut. Pain explodes through me, the breath whooshes from my lungs, and I double over, gasping for air. The room spins, dark spots dancing in my vision.
All I can think about is Betsy. Where is my little Betsy? What are they doing to her?
The door creaks open, and suddenly, the room falls silent.
I blink, disoriented, as I look up and a familiar figure steps inside.
Rafael.
What is he doing here?
He doesn’t speak at first, his eyes sweeping the room like a predator sizing up his prey, deciding who he’ll kill first.
His suit is immaculate, his tie perfectly knotted, but there’s a storm in his gaze - cold and unrelenting.
The officers freeze, their smug expressions vanishing.
“Out,” Rafael says, his voice low but commanding.
One of the officers clears his throat. “Sir, we’re-”
“Now.” Rafael's voice cuts through the room like a whip. “I will deal with you later.”
The officers scramble to obey, muttering apologies as they retreat from the room.
Bruce’s wife and Lola quickly follow the policemen, their faces pale, almost blue, with fear.
When the door closes, Rafael steps forward, his shadow falling over me.
I can barely lift my head, my body is trembling, my chest heaving with ragged breaths.
He takes the key to the handcuffs from the table and undoes them. Then he crouches in front of me, tilting his head as he studies my face.
“Seems like you do need my help after all, doesn’t it?” he says softly.
RafaelI grip Madeleine’s chin, turning her face in every direction, tallying her injuries. She winces lightly and tries to pull away, but I clamp down harder, forcing her to go in my direction, not hers.She is in terrible shape. Her face is black and blue, blood drips from her nose and split lip. A split lip, bruised cheek, bleeding nose, a ring of bruises around her neck. Their handiwork stands out like fresh tattoos on her porcelain skin. She reaches up and grabs my wrist, her eyes pleading with me to let her go. I pay no attention to her. She’s mine, and she will do as I command.She’s broken. Her whole life has been shattered in less than twenty-four hours. She trusted the people around her to be as good as she is. A fatal mistake in this world. There is no honour among thieves.Anger coils in my chest like a living, breathing snake. They dared to touch my Sister Francis. Marred her perfect skin. Destroyed her innocent soul.They are dead men walking. I will strike when the
RafaelI lead Madeleine from the oppressive, disgusting interrogation room. Delilah, Bruce’s wife, gives me a look of death. “You are going to let her go?” she screeches, her voice threatening to burst my eardrums. “The bitch attacked one of your best employees.”God, I hate that woman. Like Bruce, she thinks she’s special because I put her husband in a position of power. They will learn the hard way that none of them are above me, and all of them are worse than Madeleine.I hand Madeleine over to Enzo, and she rushes to Betsy, who is sitting on a plastic chair, her little feet, dressed in white bobby socks and black shoes, swings back and forth while she devours a doughnut. The kid is fucking adorable.With a word, I turn on Delilah, sparing Lola only a passing glance. She’ll get her turn, but for now I have to wait - she’s pregnant and I have standards.“Stay with Betsy,” I order Madeleine, sure that she won’t, can’t, make a run for it. And even if she does, my men will catch up wi
MadeleineBetsy clings to me as we step out of the police station, her small fingers tightening around my dress like a vice. She is too young to understand this world. She doesn’t know that men like Andoletti don’t grant mercy. They take. They destroy.But there was kindness in him when he cleaned Betsy’s face. He was strict, but not cruel. And unlike me, he never lost his temper.Still… I have to keep her safe. Protect her innocence at all costs. I don’t think Rafael would harm her, not like that, but she doesn’t belong in his world, and I can’t let her get too comfortable in it.Enzo opens the backdoor to a black SUV with tinted windows. This is only for a few days, I tell myself as I load Betsy into the backseat. Just until I can find another job. Then I will take Betsy and we’ll leave, like I promised.I’ve managed to keep her safe for three years. Managed to hide the ugliness of the world I dwelled in. I can keep doing it. I don’t need Rafael. If he’s going to pay my debts, Bets
MadeleineNight is falling by the time we drive through the massive wrought iron gates manned by two, armed guards.I’ve been drifting in and out of consciousness for much of the ride. Pain gnaws at my guts and my whole body throbs along to the beat of my heart. I can’t remember the last time I slept or ate. The property is surrounded by high walls, with CCTV cameras monitoring every angle. The sprawling mansion looms overhead, and in the distance I can just make out the glittering lake throwing golden sparks in the setting sun.Enzo steers the car around the circular driveway, and stops right in front of the entrance.Betsy bounces up and looks around with curious eyes. Her energy is boundless. “Is this our new home?” she asks in a clear voice.No. I’m sure I said the word, but either Betsy didn’t hear or I didn’t actually say it aloud.“Yes,” Rafael answers. “Pretty right?”“Why do you have so many men with guns here?”My insides jolt painfully and my throat burns with bile. “Beca
MadeleineI wake at the break of dawn, suppressing a cry as my body calls out in pain. Despite the sinfully soft, comfortable mattress, everything hurts. From my head to my toes. It feels as if I went through a meat grinder and lived to tell the tale.Betsy!I have to find her. We must leave. The sooner, the better. I don’t know where we’ll go or what we’ll do yet, but I’ll figure it out. I always do.I slowly and carefully roll to the edge of the bed and swing my legs over. The bed is so high, that my feet dangle halfway to the floor, and the thought of jumping down terrifies me. But I desperately need to pee, and I have to find Betsy. The sun is rising, and if she can’t find me by the time she wakes up, she’ll go mad. Rafael was patient with her yesterday, but he’ll get sick of her meltdowns - everyone does in the end.‘You can do this Madeleine,’ I say to myself and jump down, groaning as pain rockets up my legs and spine.I inhale sharply and hold on to the bed to steady myself b
RafaelI stare at my swollen, bruised knuckles around Madeleine’s wrist. It was the first time in a while that I actually got my own hands dirty. I did it for her. And the landlord was just the first of many.After I broke his face, he finally told me the truth. It wasn’t Bruce who was behind the whole thing - the cops, their assault, Madeleine’s eviction, the destruction of her treasured memories. It was Delilah. And I let her go. Like a fucking fool. I allowed sentiment to cloud my judgement. I won’t make that mistake again.“You are starting to test my patience, Madeleine,” I grit the words past my teeth. “Then let us go,” she says, lifting her chin defiantly. “I didn’t ask you to bring us here.”If she were anyone else, she’d be over my lap right now, getting the spanking she so richly deserves. “A little gratitude is in order.” I purposefully drop my voice lower. “I saved your life yesterday. I saved your sister. I am giving you a home.”Her shoulders slump. “Yes. You are right
RafaelAs soon as everyone vacates my office, I sit down behind the desk and pull a burner phone out of the drawer. I have dozens of them. Use a phone once and destroy it. Technology makes it damn near impossible to be a decent criminal these days.I put a call in to Sforza. He answers after an eternity, voice still thick with sleep. Our business mostly takes place at night, so it’s rare for us to be awake at such an early hour.Still, one would think after losing a million dollars in cargo, he’d be awake and looking for a solution. “What do you want, Andoletti?” Sforza answers curtly. "I just came to bed."“Real nice,” I answer, my tone measured and even. “After what you’ve done at my place of business no less.”“What I did?” he scoffs. “What about you?”He is not on a secure line, and I don’t talk business on our official cell phones.“Phone me back on this number in five,” I cut him off.I throw the burner on my desk and sit back, knotting my fingers behind my head while I wait for
MadeleineI fell asleep again after the doctor’s visit. His news was rather grim. Most of my injuries from the beating I took yesterday would heal just fine, but the poison is another story. He suspects that I might have permanent nerve damage.He wants me to undergo further testing, but after I explained to him that I couldn’t pay for such expensive tests, he simply gave me an injection for the pain and left. Now I’m wide awake and more wired than a bunny on meth. I am restless, not sure what to do with myself.The doctor left a bottle of painkillers for me to take, but I haven’t needed it. He did say it’s only for the nerve pain, and since I don’t know what that’s supposed to feel like, I just left it.He confirmed my own assertion that the best cure for the body aches after the beating is to move around as much as possible but to, in his words, “not overdo it, unless you want to end up in the hospital.”After a few hours of dawdling in the bedroom with nothing much to do apart fro
MadeleineI wake up glowing. Like a firefly that didn’t know its light was missing and finally found it again. It's exhilirating. I finally did it. I managed to move on from Sister Francis.I ache in all the right places, and I feel alive in ways I didn’t know was possible. And rested. As if I slept for a week.I stretch and look at the place where Rafael should be, but his spot is empty. The balcony doors are wide open though, and I can smell the scent of smoke drifting in from outside.I’m embarrassed to face him. I don’t know why. It’s stupid. I’m a grown woman, but he always saw me as something… untouchable. What if he doesn't see me the same way he used to? What if he looks at me the same way he looked at the hookers in the casino?All the men in that place regarded me that way, and it didn’t bother me. They didn't matter, and I knew who I truly was. Still am. But if Rafael looks at me like that, I don’t think I’ll make it. I laid myself bare to him last night. In every sense o
RafaelI am drunk on pure Madeleine. Her scent. Her taste. The way she so easily opens up to me. Trusting me not to hurt her. Trusting that she can be herself with me.It’s intoxicating. Like nothing I’ve ever felt before in my life.Moaning softly, I dip my tongue inside her, drowning in her.I’m so hard, so in need of her, that I’m afraid I’ll burst wide open. Like a fucking geyser.I didn’t lie when I told her that I haven’t had sex in a while. It’s been years.I want to rush. Every part of me wants to be inside her.But Jesus, Mary and Joseph, if life isn’t pretty fucking magnificent right where I am at the moment. Between her legs, drinking her in like a dying man who found an oasis in the desert.Slowly, I start to open her, working a finger inside her. Even that is glorious. She is glorious.It happens fast and suddenly. The orgasm that takes her is intense. She breaks open for me like a blooming flower meeting the sun.That is what I wanted. Feeling her throb around my finger.
MadeleineRafael crushes out his cigarette and sips his drink. He brought up a glass of wine for me, but I hardly touched it. After what happened at the casino, I have a deep distrust for any kind of wine.“What time is it?” I ask.He glances at his watch. “Wow. Almost nine.”I jump up. “I missed Betsy’s bedtime. I promised her that I’d tuck her in.”“No,” he says and puts his glass down. “Your face is swollen. She’ll notice that you cried. I’ll do it. Why don’t you go take a nice, long bath and relax?”I shake my head. “I don’t… no, I don’t want to be alone.”He just nods. “Okay. I’ll be quick.”“Promise?”He leans over and kisses me. He tastes and smells like cigarettes and whiskey. I wrinkle my nose, and he laughs. “I also promise to brush my teeth.”While he is gone, I go to the bathroom. He’s right, my face is very swollen, my eyes red. I am exhausted. Mentally, I’m just done.I wash my face, brush my hair and teeth, and go back to the bedroom just as Rafael returns. Without a wo
MadeleineHe holds me like I’m a piece of broken porcelain he has to glue back together. Like I’ll come apart if he lets me go.But I’ve already come undone. In that laundry room this morning while I watched the horrors of last night flash before my eyes. Last night - sometime between that moment when Rafael gave me the gun, and when I dropped it in the lake with the rest of the weapons, standing shoulder to shoulder with some of the deadliest, most violent people on the planet.And yet... I think it happened even sooner than that. Perhaps it began when my father handed me a deck of cards for the first time and showed me how to shuffle it.I came to Rafael broken. He met me after I was already in pieces, held together with invisible tape and glue until somebody dropped me.And it wasn’t him. It wasn’t Rafael. Not him.It was them. When they died. My parents. They let go as they always did, and I shattered to pieces.Again.And everytime that happened, it became harder and harder to p
RafaelI take the stairs slowly, one hand brushing the glass rail. Each step feels like I’m climbing toward the inevitable - toward the part where she looks me in the eye and tells me she can’t do this.I wouldn’t blame her. Not anymore. I wanted to lock her up in a cage. Like I locked the image of Sister Francis in my heart. I wanted to use her for my own selfish reasons. And for a while there, I thought I could do it without corrupting her.I wanted to use Madeleine like I used that fantasy of who she was. A port in my stormy seas. A place where I could pretend that I’m something I’m not. Something I so desperately wanted to be.It will never happen. None of it. I am who I am. She is who she is. Kind, sweet, and gentle. And I’m stripping that away from her, one piece at a time until there'll be nothing but a shell left.The hallway is silent. No cartoons. No giggles. Just the low hum of the city filtering through the double-glazed windows. This is my life. Me. Alone. Drifting thro
RafaelOn my way home, I swing by the hospital to check in on Paulie and to give him a basket of mini muffins. It’s one of his guilty pleasures and a bizarre quirk I could never figure out. All I know is that he loves those things.There's no need for business now, although he probably knows everything already. "How's Vinnie?" he asks and tears into the basket of muffins."Fine. They discharged him this afternoon."I still for a while longer, eager to leave but aware enough to know that if I don't, Paulie will take offence. As soon as Cara shows up, I get up and say my goodbyes.Then I stop at a grocery store to stock up on some supplies for the penthouse. I buy a ridiculous amount of snacks, juices, flavoured milks, cereal, colouring books, and other things I think Betsy will like. I stroll down the other isles, loading my cart with more food than we’ll need. I stop in front of the condom rack, staring at the colourful boxes and variety of prophylactics on display. For a moment, I
RafaelI step out onto the narrow terrace of the strip club, one hand curled around the burner phone, the other around my Zippo. I only smoke when I’m stressed, and I haven’t been this stressed in months.I light the cigarette and lean on the railing, looking out over the city stretches into the horizon - glass towers and concrete for miles around. It smells of despair and broken dreams while everyone who lives here pretends to be something they’re not. Just like me.I dial the number manually. No names saved. No records.It rings once. Twice. Then, “Whose this?” Salvatore answers. No hello. No pleasantries. Just those two simple words - like a curse or a challenge.“Andoletti.”“Ah.” He doesn’t sound surprised. Salvatore’s accent is thick, but his English is perfect. “Yes. I have been waiting for your call.”“You have a problem,” I say.Silence. He knows already, he’s just waiting for me to confirm it.“Enzo,” I go on. “He gave the signal to Sforza and Romano. They hit my house. At
MadeleineI wake up when I hear a toilet flush.The room is dark, the heave shades blocking out the sun, but I can see well enough.I have no idea what time it is, but I don’t think we slept that long. I don’t feel rested. Still, I have to get up - Betsy will be awake by now, and she’s in a strange place. She'll be scared and confused.A door clicks open, and Rafael appears like a phantom next to the dresser. He’s in one of his immaculate suits, and it does all sorts of crazy things to my hormones. “It’s still early,” he says in a low, measured tone. “Go back to sleep.”The man from last night, the one who almost lost control and kissed me with so much unbridled passion, is gone. In his place is this man. Cool. Calm. And way too fucking collected.I wonder if he has an on-off switch.“Betsy’s probably looking for me,” I say.“I checked on her,” he informs me and puts on his watch. “She’s still asleep. I’m sure she’ll scream you awake when she needs you.”Even that is almost unbearably
MadeleineI can’t breathe. Not properly. Not with Rafael’s mouth on mine and his hands gripping my waist like he’s afraid I’ll vanish.I don’t want to disappear.I want more of this. More of him.It has always been him. From the moment he walked into that church, until this day, it’s been him.I’ve dreamed of it. A day when he’d hold me. Kiss me. Take me to his bed.It's almost surreal. I didn't think it would actually happen. Not really. Not even after he gave me the ring.But here we are.And it’s so much better than I ever could have imagined.The way he kisses me - it’s not sweet or soft. It’s hunger. Sharp, desperate, and unfiltered. He tastes like painkillers and power, and something in me unravels, turns me inside out. I press closer, rising on my toes to meet him, opening my mouth when his tongue demands it. My body heats instantly, aching in places I’ve only ever imagined being touched.Places I’ve never even touched myself.I want him to touch me like that.His hands slide